[Script Info] ScriptType: v4.00+ Collisions: Normal ScaledBorderAndShadow: Yes PlayResX: 960 PlayResY: 540 [V4+ Styles] Format: Name, Fontname, Fontsize, PrimaryColour, SecondaryColour, OutlineColour, BackColour, Bold, Italic, Underline, StrikeOut, ScaleX, ScaleY, Spacing, Angle, BorderStyle, Outline, Shadow, Alignment, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Encoding Style: Default,Yu Gothic,46,&H00FFFFFF,&H000000FF,&H00000000,&H7F000000,1,0,0,0,100,100,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1 [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.17,0:00:05.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}かわの Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.17,0:00:05.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}({\fscx100}河野{\fscx50}){\fscx100}私がいけないの➡ Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.94,0:00:08.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H00FFFF00}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あほやから…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.94,0:00:08.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}({\fscx100}永田{\fscx50}){\fscx100}君には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}残酷かもしれんけど➡ Dialogue: 0,0:00:08.84,0:00:11.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どっちか選べ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.61,0:00:14.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}…と言いたい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.48,0:00:21.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}これは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私たちの青春の証しである{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.96,0:00:24.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ほかにも生き方があったわけではなく➡ Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.62,0:00:30.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}このようにしか Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.62,0:00:30.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私たちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}生きられなかったのである{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.97,0:00:34.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どっちかじゃ困る{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.30,0:00:39.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺でないと困る{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.98,0:00:44.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}分からんようになった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.31,0:00:50.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺がいない方がええんか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.65,0:00:55.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}俺が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}君の前に現れたんが Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.65,0:00:55.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}間違いやったんか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.61,0:01:15.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)}よし{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.18,0:02:03.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私たちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}歌で出会い Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.18,0:02:03.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}歌で心を通わせ合ってきた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:02:51.97,0:02:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}彼女のことを思う以外➡ Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.64,0:02:57.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}歌にならなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.22,0:03:09.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺のことだけ見てろ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.26,0:03:12.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あいつのことは忘れろ! Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.13,0:03:15.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前を{\fscx50} {\fscx100}誰にも渡さない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.26,0:03:18.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やっぱり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺から去っていくのか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.60,0:03:21.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}ゆうこ Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.60,0:03:21.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF}裕子…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}裕子! Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.47,0:03:29.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,256)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}歌は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}妻{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野裕子が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}がんを患い➡ Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.94,0:03:35.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,196)\c&H0000FFFF}つらい闘病生活を送る間も Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.94,0:03:35.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,256)\c&H0000FFFF}絶えることがなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.58,0:04:12.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の手元には Dialogue: 0,0:04:07.58,0:04:12.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野の最後の声➡ Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.45,0:04:16.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}最後の歌の録音が残る{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.16,0:04:53.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\fscx50}「{\fscx100}つらいよ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そんなこと言ったら{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.63,0:04:59.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\fscx50}「{\fscx100}もう{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やめとこうか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.53,0:05:02.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}じゃあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ちょっと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おやすみ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.91,0:05:11.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野が{\fscx50}64{\fscx100}歳で亡くなって{\fscx50} 12{\fscx100}年{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.24,0:05:15.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF}すばらしい歌人を{\fscx50} {\fscx100}伴侶として Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.24,0:05:15.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}生きることができたことを➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.25,0:05:20.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}幸せに思い{\fscx50} {\fscx100}誇りに思う{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.25,0:05:24.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いい夫婦だった{\fscx50} {\fscx100}子供にも恵まれた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:24.59,0:05:28.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}けれど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今になって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}時々思うのだ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.93,0:05:31.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうだったのだろう{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.61,0:05:53.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.61,0:05:53.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ある思いがけないものとの出会いから➡ Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.95,0:05:58.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野の心の旅路を遡ることになった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.56,0:06:04.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}おい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田和宏{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.23,0:06:08.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}情けない男やったのう{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お前{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.49,0:06:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}♬{\fscx50}「{\fscx100}幸せなら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}手をたたこう{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.92,0:06:34.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)}♬{\fscx50}「{\fscx100}幸せなら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}手をたたこう{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.59,0:06:39.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私たちの結婚は Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.59,0:06:39.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}この時さえ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}流行遅れになっていた➡ Dialogue: 0,0:06:39.93,0:06:43.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}この歌で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}迎えられた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.60,0:06:52.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,436)\fscx50}({\fscx100}拍手{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.60,0:06:52.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}一同{\fscx50}){\fscx100}おめでとう! Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.95,0:07:00.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}え~{\fscx50} {\fscx100}皆様{\fscx50} {\fscx100}本日は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お忙しい中 Dialogue: 0,0:06:52.95,0:07:00.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ありがとうございました{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.75,0:07:05.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}拍手{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.22,0:07:07.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ところで…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.90,0:07:15.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}これは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の妻…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ああ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.77,0:07:19.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}笑い声{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:07:19.24,0:07:24.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}裕子の出版されたばかりの初の歌集です{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.11,0:07:27.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}森のやうに獣のやうに{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.91,0:07:30.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}この若さで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}歌集を出せるやなんて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.82,0:07:38.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}歌人として{\fscx50} {\fscx100}輝かしい未来が Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.82,0:07:38.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}待っているに違いありません{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.46,0:07:46.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}僕は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}君に才女になってほしくない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.60,0:07:54.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}これからも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ずっと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}2人きりでいる時の Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.60,0:07:54.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}腕の中にいる時の➡ Dialogue: 0,0:07:54.27,0:07:57.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}甘えん坊の裕子でいてください{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.61,0:08:00.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,436)\fscx50}({\fscx100}拍手と歓声{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.61,0:08:00.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)}裕子ちゃん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おめでとう! Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.35,0:08:02.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,436)}お幸せに! Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.35,0:08:02.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)}おめでとう! Dialogue: 0,0:08:02.72,0:08:05.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)}空から舞い降りたのは…➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.55,0:08:08.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}裕子さんの歌集からの一首{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.59,0:08:14.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}新郎{\fscx50} {\fscx100}和宏さんの心にとどめを刺した歌と Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.59,0:08:14.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}聞いております{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.73,0:08:28.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}拍手と歓声{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.22,0:08:41.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}今も鮮烈な{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この歌は Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.22,0:08:41.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}教科書にも載り➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.92,0:08:47.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,436)\c&H0000FFFF}歌人{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野裕子の名を Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.92,0:08:47.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H0000FFFF}一躍広めた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.79,0:08:52.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(720,376)\c&H0000FFFF}後年{\fscx50} {\fscx100}人に Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.79,0:08:52.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,436)\c&H0000FFFF}この歌について Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.79,0:08:52.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(660,496)\c&H0000FFFF}聞かれると➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:52.57,0:08:55.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,436)\c&H0000FFFF}煮えきらない私への Dialogue: 0,0:08:52.57,0:08:55.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H0000FFFF}挑発の歌{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.94,0:08:57.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H0000FFFF}こんなこと言われたら➡ Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.87,0:09:00.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H0000FFFF}さらわないわけには Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.87,0:09:00.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いかないですよね{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:00.77,0:09:04.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,436)\c&H0000FFFF}と{\fscx50} {\fscx100}うそぶいていた Dialogue: 0,0:09:00.77,0:09:04.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(580,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ものだった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.74,0:09:07.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ところが…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.88,0:09:14.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野が亡くなって Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.88,0:09:14.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}1年ほどたった{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ある日{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.76,0:09:21.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,436)\c&H0000FFFF}こんなもんか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.76,0:09:21.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}淳{\fscx50}){\fscx100}言うたとおりや{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.49,0:09:24.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)}男一人で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}十分やった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.43,0:09:27.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}まあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つきあえや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.23,0:09:31.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}息子を連れて Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.23,0:09:31.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野が実家に残したままの荷物を➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.90,0:09:35.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}引き取りに行った時のことだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.78,0:09:38.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}淳{\fscx50}){\fscx100}ほとんど本やな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:45.25,0:09:48.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(680,496)\c&H0000FFFF}こいつは…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.15,0:09:50.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)}みのむしは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お父さんや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:50.59,0:09:52.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)}宙ぶらりんで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}風任せ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:52.53,0:09:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,436)}あっちに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ゆらゆら Dialogue: 0,0:09:52.53,0:09:54.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)}こっちに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ゆらゆらって➡ Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.76,0:09:56.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)}お母さん言うてたわ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.40,0:10:02.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(700,496)\c&H0000FFFF}これは…➡ Dialogue: 0,0:10:02.27,0:10:04.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H0000FFFF}見たことないな…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:10:10.61,0:10:13.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H0000FFFF}日記や{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:10:13.65,0:10:15.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(680,496)}手紙もある{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.95,0:10:21.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(720,436)\c&H0000FFFF}昭和{\fscx50}42{\fscx100}年{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:10:15.95,0:10:21.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)}こっちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}昭和{\fscx50}43{\fscx100}年{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.62,0:10:26.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}ひょっとして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}我が父母の恋愛時代? Dialogue: 0,0:10:31.63,0:10:37.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}長い間{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は日記を開かなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.30,0:10:44.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}生涯連れ添った妻とはいえ Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.30,0:10:44.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}他人の日記を{\fscx50} {\fscx100}のぞき見していいのか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:10:44.64,0:10:48.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何が書いてあるのか{\fscx50} {\fscx100}怖さもあった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.98,0:10:57.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}心を決めたのは{\fscx50} 2019{\fscx100}年の秋{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.86,0:11:02.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}こんなにドキドキするとは…➡ Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.93,0:11:05.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何事や{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.60,0:11:18.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}彼女が大学に入る年から Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.60,0:11:18.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}結婚した年までの6年分{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.48,0:11:20.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何があったのか➡ Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.61,0:11:26.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}ページごと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}刃物で断ち切ったところも Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.61,0:11:26.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あるのが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}生々しい{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:11:26.49,0:11:31.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ええよな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}読んでも{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.63,0:11:36.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ごめんね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.50,0:11:45.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}実は私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あのころから Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.50,0:11:45.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ずっと気になっていた男がいる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:11:45.97,0:11:50.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}Nと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ここでは呼んでおこう{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:11:55.98,0:11:58.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}あった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.82,0:12:06.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さんとNさんが Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.82,0:12:06.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}こころの内で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もみ合っている{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:12:06.26,0:12:10.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}永田さんでもあり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nさんでもあり➡ Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.13,0:12:14.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どちらでもない人の{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ゆめを見る{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:12:14.93,0:12:20.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}夜{\fscx50} {\fscx100}眠れないことが Dialogue: 0,0:12:14.93,0:12:20.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どうして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こんなに多いのだろう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:12:20.81,0:12:28.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}胸のどこかが引きちぎれるほど Dialogue: 0,0:12:20.81,0:12:28.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}懐かしい人{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.62,0:12:42.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H0000FFFF}フッ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.62,0:12:42.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}せきこみ{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:12:44.30,0:12:50.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}鼻歌{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:12:50.64,0:12:53.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,496)\c&H0000FFFF}よし! Dialogue: 0,0:13:20.93,0:13:24.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}出会いは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}二十歳の夏だった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:13:29.94,0:13:32.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}こんにちは{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:13:36.82,0:13:39.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ドクダミやね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:13:39.95,0:13:42.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(580,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺…{\fscx50} 「{\fscx100}塔{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}の会員{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:13:42.86,0:13:48.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}繁殖力が強いんだよね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ドクダミは{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:13:48.96,0:13:51.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京大の2回生➡ Dialogue: 0,0:13:51.80,0:13:56.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}塔{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}という短歌のグループで Dialogue: 0,0:13:51.80,0:13:56.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}活動を始めた頃だった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:13:56.97,0:14:00.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京都女子大の2回生{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:14:00.57,0:14:08.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}学生を中心に新しい短歌の Dialogue: 0,0:14:00.57,0:14:08.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}同人誌を作ろうと集合がかかったのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:14:08.25,0:14:13.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あっ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}初めて載ってん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:16.92,0:14:20.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}永田さん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:16.92,0:14:20.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H0000FFFF}永田です{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よろしく{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:20.59,0:14:22.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}河野です{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:25.46,0:14:35.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}夕闇を忍びてのぼる煙青く Dialogue: 0,0:14:25.46,0:14:35.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}わが十代は駆けて去りゆく{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:39.61,0:14:42.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}悪くないです{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:48.29,0:14:51.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}この日の日記は…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:14:56.16,0:14:58.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:14:58.93,0:15:04.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}らくゆう Dialogue: 0,0:14:58.93,0:15:04.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}7月{\fscx50}20{\fscx100}日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}午後6時より{\fscx50} {\fscx100}楽友会館にて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:04.57,0:15:07.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}幻想派第一回例会{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:07.47,0:15:13.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,406)\c&H00FFFF00}北尾さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田君 Dialogue: 0,0:15:07.47,0:15:13.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}みそめ Dialogue: 0,0:15:07.47,0:15:13.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}三船さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}見初さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}西尾さん{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:13.91,0:15:16.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H00FFFF00}帰宅{\fscx50}11{\fscx100}時{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:16.82,0:15:19.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}これだけか…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:19.59,0:15:24.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}永田君{\fscx50} {\fscx100}3文字…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:24.92,0:15:29.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}次に会ったのは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}確か{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もう秋だった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:29.60,0:15:33.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺からは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}行動を起こさなかったからな…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:15:35.27,0:15:37.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}これだ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:37.94,0:15:41.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}先輩のデートのだしに使われた時…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:15:43.28,0:15:45.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\fscx50}(ドアベル) Dialogue: 0,0:15:45.95,0:15:48.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}北尾{\fscx50}){\fscx100}三船さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こっち{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こっち{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:15:48.41,0:15:51.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,436)}ちょ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お前{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こっち…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:48.41,0:15:51.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:51.62,0:15:54.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}三船{\fscx50}){\fscx100}河野さんと一緒なの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:54.29,0:15:56.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}こっちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田がくっついてきた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:15:56.22,0:16:00.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}せ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}先輩が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}来いって言うから{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:07.23,0:16:13.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}いまくまの Dialogue: 0,0:16:07.23,0:16:13.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「10{\fscx100}月{\fscx50}14{\fscx100}日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今熊野の{\fscx50}「{\fscx100}らんぶる{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}に{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:16.24,0:16:21.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}北尾さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京大理学部の永田和宏さん{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:23.12,0:16:28.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一目で好きになった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:16:28.82,0:16:33.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}ほど Dialogue: 0,0:16:28.82,0:16:33.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}びっくりする程大きい{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:33.59,0:16:39.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}今度{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京大の短歌会{\fscx50} {\fscx100}来てくれませんか? Dialogue: 0,0:16:33.59,0:16:39.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}はい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もちろん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:39.47,0:16:43.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,496)}大歓迎やわ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:43.27,0:16:48.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}北尾さんとも永田さんとも Dialogue: 0,0:16:43.27,0:16:48.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}いいお友達になれそう{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:16:48.61,0:17:02.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:17:06.99,0:17:09.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}鼻歌{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:17:09.90,0:17:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\fscx50}({\fscx100}厚子{\fscx50}){\fscx100}ただいま{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:09.90,0:17:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H0000FFFF}おっ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}早いな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:12.80,0:17:15.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}あれ?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お兄ちゃん珍しいな Dialogue: 0,0:17:12.80,0:17:15.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}今日は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ジーパンやないの? Dialogue: 0,0:17:15.77,0:17:19.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ん?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}たまにはな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ハハ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:19.57,0:17:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)}げたは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やめといた方がええんちゃう? Dialogue: 0,0:17:19.57,0:17:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ヒヒヒ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:23.44,0:17:29.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}鼻歌{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:17:41.26,0:17:43.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}やあ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:43.20,0:17:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ねえねえ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ねえねえねえ! Dialogue: 0,0:17:43.20,0:17:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}はっ? Dialogue: 0,0:17:43.20,0:17:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H00FFFF00}見て{\fscx50} {\fscx100}見て{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:45.60,0:17:48.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H00FFFF00}出来たての私の歌{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:17:59.95,0:18:02.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}かっこええよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:18:02.21,0:18:06.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この{\fscx50} 「{\fscx100}おまへ{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}とか{\fscx50}「{\fscx100}おれ{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}て{\fscx50} {\fscx100}誰? Dialogue: 0,0:18:06.72,0:18:09.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どこの男? Dialogue: 0,0:18:09.22,0:18:16.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,436)\c&H00FFFF00}そうやなくって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これは Dialogue: 0,0:18:09.22,0:18:16.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}男でも女でもない➡ Dialogue: 0,0:18:16.10,0:18:21.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,436)\c&H00FFFF00}女の子だった時代の記憶なの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:18:16.10,0:18:21.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}え? Dialogue: 0,0:18:42.12,0:18:51.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}子供の頃ね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}雨上がりの水たまりの中を Dialogue: 0,0:18:42.12,0:18:51.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}はだしで{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50} {\c&H00FFFF00\fscx100}かき回すのが好きやった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:18:51.60,0:18:59.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ねっとりした粘土質の土が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}なま温かく Dialogue: 0,0:18:51.60,0:18:59.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}赤茶けて濁っていて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:18:59.47,0:19:02.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何とも言えなかった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:19:08.88,0:19:12.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}入ってみてもええかな? Dialogue: 0,0:19:15.75,0:19:18.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,496)\c&H0000FFFF}任せとき{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:19:18.56,0:19:22.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}見張ってるわ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:19:22.23,0:19:39.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:19:39.24,0:19:43.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}いい気持ちなんよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:19:44.92,0:19:50.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}足の裏が楽しいって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}言ってる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:19:50.59,0:20:01.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:20:01.23,0:20:06.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺も生まれは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}滋賀県でね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}商売人の息子{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:06.07,0:20:09.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}びわこ Dialogue: 0,0:20:06.07,0:20:09.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}琵琶湖の西のちっさな村の出や{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:09.61,0:20:11.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}そうなんや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:11.94,0:20:17.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(580,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}あ Dialogue: 0,0:20:11.94,0:20:17.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「11{\fscx100}月9日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田さんにお逢いする{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:20:17.82,0:20:20.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}め Dialogue: 0,0:20:17.82,0:20:20.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}たれ髪の下から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}例の眼が➡ Dialogue: 0,0:20:20.95,0:20:25.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00}まるで珍しい鳥のような Dialogue: 0,0:20:20.95,0:20:25.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}邪気のない視線を送ってよこす{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:20:25.82,0:20:31.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,406)\c&H00FFFF00}まるで子供みたいな Dialogue: 0,0:20:25.82,0:20:31.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}ところ Dialogue: 0,0:20:25.82,0:20:31.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}『{\fscx100}すれてない{\fscx50}』{\fscx100}処がある{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.60,0:20:35.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00}優等生には分からんやろな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.60,0:20:35.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(740,496)\c&H0000FFFF}優等生? Dialogue: 0,0:20:35.97,0:20:40.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}高校時代はな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}遅刻することにかけては Dialogue: 0,0:20:35.97,0:20:40.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}クラスで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一二争ってた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:40.64,0:20:43.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}授業も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ようサボった{\fscx50}。 {\fscx100}ハハハ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:43.98,0:20:49.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}先生を困らせることが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}無上の喜びやった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:49.31,0:20:54.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}先生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ちっとも困ってへんと思うけどな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:49.31,0:20:54.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(760,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ハハハ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:54.82,0:20:57.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}げたやね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今日も{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:20:57.32,0:20:59.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何で{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50} {\c&H00FFFF00\fscx100}げたなん? Dialogue: 0,0:20:59.26,0:21:06.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}俺な{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京大に入ったっていうよりも Dialogue: 0,0:20:59.26,0:21:06.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}旧制三高に入ったっていう気分なんよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:06.60,0:21:11.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,436)\c&H0000FFFF}憧れてんねん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}バンカラに{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:06.60,0:21:11.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何で? Dialogue: 0,0:21:11.10,0:21:15.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H0000FFFF}倍賞千恵子さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}知ってる? Dialogue: 0,0:21:11.10,0:21:15.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}うん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}かわいい人やね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:15.97,0:21:18.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H0000FFFF}倍賞さんの大ファンや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:18.41,0:21:22.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(640,382)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}まいこ Dialogue: 0,0:21:18.41,0:21:22.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H0000FFFF}倍賞さんが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}祇園の舞妓やって Dialogue: 0,0:21:18.41,0:21:22.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}三高生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}好きになる映画{\fscx50} {\fscx100}見たの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:22.78,0:21:29.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}それ以来{\fscx50} {\fscx100}三高が憧れになってしまった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:22.78,0:21:29.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}うそやん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:29.29,0:21:33.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}何も言わないで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}頂戴{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:33.16,0:21:37.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}黙って{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ただ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}踊りましょう{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:37.16,0:21:40.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}だってさよならは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つらい{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:40.90,0:21:45.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}ダンスのあとに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}してね{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:45.30,0:21:49.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}げたじゃ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}踊れへんでしょ? Dialogue: 0,0:21:45.30,0:21:49.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}踊れるよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:21:49.81,0:21:54.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}いつ Dialogue: 0,0:21:49.81,0:21:54.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}何時ものように{\fscx50} {\fscx100}踊りましょう{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:54.31,0:21:58.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}せめてキャンドルの下で{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:21:58.32,0:22:02.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}泣くのだけは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やめて……{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:22:02.75,0:22:07.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}誰にも負けず{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:22:07.26,0:22:11.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}深く愛してた{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:22:11.13,0:22:17.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(640,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}め Dialogue: 0,0:22:11.13,0:22:17.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}燃えるその瞳もその手も{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:22:17.60,0:22:21.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)}♬{\fscx50}「{\fscx100}これきりね{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,0:22:21.27,0:22:24.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}ほんとに楽しかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:22:24.61,0:22:28.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}きょうだい Dialogue: 0,0:22:24.61,0:22:28.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}まるで兄妹か{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お友だちみたい{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:22:30.28,0:22:35.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あけっぴろげすぎて Dialogue: 0,0:22:30.28,0:22:35.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ちょっとムード足りなかったけど{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.96,0:22:44.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私たちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}危うい恋人のようには Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.96,0:22:44.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}多分ならないだろう{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:23:08.59,0:23:13.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}湯川{\fscx50}){\fscx100}諸君には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何かを伝えたい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:23:13.93,0:23:19.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,346)}ただ私も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あっちこっちに Dialogue: 0,0:23:13.93,0:23:19.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,406)}呼ばれておりますんでね➡ Dialogue: 0,0:23:19.80,0:23:22.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,406)}話のタネは尽きた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:23:22.40,0:23:24.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,406)\fscx50}({\fscx100}笑い声{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:23:24.47,0:23:28.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,346)}まあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それでも Dialogue: 0,0:23:24.47,0:23:28.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,406)}諸君を励まさんといかんと…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:23:28.27,0:23:34.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}アインシュタイン先生のご託宣によれば➡ Dialogue: 0,0:23:34.15,0:23:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)}この世にはですね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}光の速度よりも Dialogue: 0,0:23:34.15,0:23:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)}速く伝わる信号はないぞと{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:23:42.42,0:23:45.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}こういうことになっとるわけです{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:23:45.62,0:23:49.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}必ずしも Dialogue: 0,0:23:45.62,0:23:49.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}そうとは思うとりませんけど{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:23:53.97,0:23:58.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ほい! Dialogue: 0,0:23:53.97,0:23:58.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}難しいやろ? Dialogue: 0,0:23:53.97,0:23:58.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H00FFFF00}難しいな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:00.57,0:24:04.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私たちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}2人だけで Dialogue: 0,0:24:00.57,0:24:04.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}よく会うようになった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:24:04.91,0:24:07.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}両方とも親元で暮らしていて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:24:07.38,0:24:11.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京都駅から1時間かかる Dialogue: 0,0:24:07.38,0:24:11.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}滋賀の町{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:24:11.58,0:24:18.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}男女交際には不便だったが Dialogue: 0,0:24:11.58,0:24:18.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そんなこと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}問題ではなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:24:21.26,0:24:24.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,436)\c&H0000FFFF}あのさ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:21.26,0:24:24.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}うん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:24.60,0:24:28.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF}俺{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}湯川秀樹博士の Dialogue: 0,0:24:24.60,0:24:28.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}講義受けてるんやけどね➡ Dialogue: 0,0:24:28.27,0:24:34.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H0000FFFF}新しい真理見つけるんやったら Dialogue: 0,0:24:28.27,0:24:34.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私のまねをしてはいけないって{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:34.07,0:24:37.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ノーベル賞取った大先生やで? Dialogue: 0,0:24:37.28,0:24:43.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}いや~{\fscx50} {\fscx100}意外と愉快なとこがあるなって…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:37.28,0:24:43.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H00FFFF00}遠くなる…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:43.62,0:24:45.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}え? Dialogue: 0,0:24:45.95,0:24:48.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたが遠くなる…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:48.29,0:24:52.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}えっ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あっ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:52.16,0:24:55.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(680,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ちょっと…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:24:55.63,0:25:00.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}えっ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}大丈夫か? Dialogue: 0,0:25:03.44,0:25:06.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ごめんなさい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:25:33.47,0:25:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}気付き始めていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:25:37.24,0:25:42.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野の中に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}別の世界があること{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:25:42.14,0:25:47.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その中心に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nがいることを{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:25:52.82,0:26:00.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,406)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}Nは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野の短歌の師だった Dialogue: 0,0:25:52.82,0:26:00.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}みや しゅうじ Dialogue: 0,0:25:52.82,0:26:00.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}歌人{\fscx50} {\fscx100}宮{\fscx50} {\fscx100}柊二の弟子で➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:00.23,0:26:04.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}若くして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}将来を期待されていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:04.10,0:26:09.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nといつ出会ったのだろう{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:26:11.57,0:26:13.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ん? Dialogue: 0,0:26:15.24,0:26:19.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}待て待て{\fscx50} {\fscx100}待て待て{\fscx50} {\fscx100}待て待て…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:26:19.91,0:26:25.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}何や{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺の方が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}先やないか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:25.78,0:26:31.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}初めて会ってから{\fscx50} {\fscx100}2週間後か{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:26:32.92,0:26:41.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,382)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}やしま Dialogue: 0,0:26:32.92,0:26:41.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}四国の屋島で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}同じ短歌の会の仲間が Dialogue: 0,0:26:32.92,0:26:41.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}全国から集まる懇親会が開かれた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:41.27,0:26:47.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF}そこにNは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}宮{\fscx50} {\fscx100}柊二と共に Dialogue: 0,0:26:41.27,0:26:47.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}さっそうと現れた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:26:49.61,0:26:52.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}桟橋を渡って来る二人連れ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:52.64,0:26:55.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}一目で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}宮{\fscx50} {\fscx100}柊二だとわかる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:26:55.95,0:27:01.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,376)\c&H00FFFF00}うしろから歩いてくる Dialogue: 0,0:26:55.95,0:27:01.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00}みず色の{\fscx50}サマーセーター{\fscx100}の少年めいた青年➡ Dialogue: 0,0:27:01.75,0:27:06.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}次の瞬間{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nさんだと気づく{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:27:10.23,0:27:16.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}初めて出会った{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}早くも2人は…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:27:16.90,0:27:22.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}ついて来いよ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}というので Dialogue: 0,0:27:16.90,0:27:22.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ついていった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:27:23.78,0:27:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,406)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}何度も彼はカメラを向けたけれど Dialogue: 0,0:27:23.78,0:27:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}くらい Dialogue: 0,0:27:23.78,0:27:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私は失礼な位{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それを{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いやがった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:27:32.25,0:27:35.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}恥ずかしかったのだ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:27:37.12,0:27:43.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}お互いに Dialogue: 0,0:27:37.12,0:27:43.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}これが青春なんですねと言った時➡ Dialogue: 0,0:27:43.86,0:27:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,382)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}あきら Dialogue: 0,0:27:43.86,0:27:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00}明かに私は Dialogue: 0,0:27:43.86,0:27:50.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}彼のひたひたとした愛情を感じた{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:27:52.27,0:27:56.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}2人して{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ロビーの椅子でお話しする{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:27:56.14,0:27:59.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}実にいいお声で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}椅子まで響く{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:28:01.88,0:28:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,382)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}いとけな Dialogue: 0,0:28:01.88,0:28:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}稚いような清潔なくちびる Dialogue: 0,0:28:01.88,0:28:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あらい短い髪{\fscx50} {\fscx100}濃い眉➡ Dialogue: 0,0:28:10.56,0:28:12.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}ひげ Dialogue: 0,0:28:10.56,0:28:12.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}髭など{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ほとんど濃くなくて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:28:12.89,0:28:17.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}少年から青年に移行する時の Dialogue: 0,0:28:12.89,0:28:17.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}さわやかさである{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:28:20.57,0:28:24.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}まあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}気持ちはよく分かる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:28:24.24,0:28:29.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}以前から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}雑誌に掲載される歌を通じて Dialogue: 0,0:28:24.24,0:28:29.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}意識し合っていた2人が➡ Dialogue: 0,0:28:29.91,0:28:32.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}旅先で初めて出会う{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:28:32.58,0:28:40.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}年配の会員が多い中で Dialogue: 0,0:28:32.58,0:28:40.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}若い2人は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}急速に距離を縮める{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:28:42.25,0:28:47.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}屋島でのNのことだけで Dialogue: 0,0:28:42.25,0:28:47.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}36{\fscx100}ページもある{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:29:00.74,0:29:05.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どういうわけか俺{\fscx50} {\fscx100}亀が好きでさ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:21.09,0:29:24.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}○?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}×? Dialogue: 0,0:29:27.77,0:29:30.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H00FFFF00}△{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:33.24,0:29:36.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}○にしてほしかったな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:36.91,0:29:39.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}行ったことあるよね?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}明日香の亀石{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:39.74,0:29:42.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ずっとあの顔で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あそこにいるんや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:42.25,0:29:45.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ほほ笑みで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}闇を押し隠して{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:48.59,0:29:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}君やったら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}気に入ってくれると Dialogue: 0,0:29:48.59,0:29:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}思たんやけどな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:51.92,0:29:57.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,436)\c&H00FFFF00}はい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:29:51.92,0:29:57.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ありがとう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:30:02.27,0:30:09.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おかしいのかもしれない{\fscx50} {\fscx100}最近{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:30:10.94,0:30:14.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}夏に屋島に行ったでしょ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:30:14.61,0:30:22.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00}あの時{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の中に Dialogue: 0,0:30:14.61,0:30:22.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何か生み付けられたみたいなの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:30:22.49,0:30:30.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それを Dialogue: 0,0:30:22.49,0:30:30.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}育てなくちゃいけない気になってるの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:30:30.16,0:30:43.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:30:43.31,0:30:47.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,196)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}屋島の夏の最後の日{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:30:47.18,0:30:51.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,196)\c&H00FFFF00}一緒に歩いて{\fscx50} {\fscx100}林の道を抜ける{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:30:51.65,0:30:54.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,196)\c&H00FFFF00}重いカバンを彼が持ってくれる{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:31:02.59,0:31:05.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}バス停留所に着く{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:31:10.47,0:31:12.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\fscx50}(シャッター{\fscx100}音{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:31:15.61,0:31:21.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何かあげようと思ったんだけど Dialogue: 0,0:31:15.61,0:31:21.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何もなくて➡ Dialogue: 0,0:31:21.95,0:31:26.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,382)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}りんご Dialogue: 0,0:31:21.95,0:31:26.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}昨日もらった{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お林檎 Dialogue: 0,0:31:21.95,0:31:26.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ひとつだけ持ってるんですよ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:31:28.62,0:31:30.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\fscx50}(シャッター{\fscx100}音{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,0:31:30.56,0:31:34.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}青い林檎である{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:31:34.29,0:31:39.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}かじろうかと思って Dialogue: 0,0:31:34.29,0:31:39.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}くちびるをあてた林檎である{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:31:39.16,0:31:44.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ひとつの言葉より Dialogue: 0,0:31:39.16,0:31:44.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ひとつの小さな木の実の方が➡ Dialogue: 0,0:31:44.00,0:31:47.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}より多くを語ってくれそうに思われた{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:32:06.59,0:32:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その後も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nを思う言葉が Dialogue: 0,0:32:06.59,0:32:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}綿々とつづられ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:32:12.46,0:32:17.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}300{\fscx100}ページの日記帳が Dialogue: 0,0:32:12.46,0:32:17.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}3か月でいっぱいになっていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:32:17.27,0:32:23.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ところどころに Dialogue: 0,0:32:17.27,0:32:23.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私にとっては救いになる言葉もあった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:32:25.61,0:32:30.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたにそばに居て欲しい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:32:30.95,0:32:37.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お電話 Dialogue: 0,0:32:30.95,0:32:37.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}風邪でお逢いできないとおっしゃる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:32:37.42,0:32:42.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(660,376)\c&H00FFFF00}風邪なんぞで Dialogue: 0,0:32:37.42,0:32:42.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H00FFFF00}どうして寝てしまうの Dialogue: 0,0:32:37.42,0:32:42.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(780,496)\c&H00FFFF00}バカ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:32:44.63,0:32:49.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その夜が来た{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:33:10.59,0:33:13.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どうしたらいいの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:13.09,0:33:15.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どうしたらいいの…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:18.26,0:33:22.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}2人の人を好きになった…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:23.94,0:33:26.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}愛してるの! Dialogue: 0,0:33:26.60,0:33:30.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}一緒にいたいの{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたと! Dialogue: 0,0:33:30.27,0:33:33.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あの人とも…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:35.78,0:33:39.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}つらいよ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:39.28,0:33:41.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ちょ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:41.95,0:33:49.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}分からんけど…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あっ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そうや Dialogue: 0,0:33:41.95,0:33:49.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}1週間待てよな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}1週間{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:49.29,0:33:54.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}1週間たったら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}また会おう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:49.29,0:33:54.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}1週間{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何にも考えるな{\fscx50}。 {\fscx100}な? Dialogue: 0,0:33:54.17,0:33:58.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何してるんだろう{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:33:58.00,0:34:00.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H00FFFF00}どうして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたに Dialogue: 0,0:33:58.00,0:34:00.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}こんなこと言ってるんだろう…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:34:00.94,0:34:04.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ああ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:34:00.94,0:34:04.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そんなに答え急いではいかん{\fscx50}。 {\fscx100}な? Dialogue: 0,0:34:04.78,0:34:10.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}好きだ嫌いだは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もう…➡ Dialogue: 0,0:34:10.92,0:34:16.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どうしようもないことなんやし{\fscx50}。 {\fscx100}な? Dialogue: 0,0:34:23.93,0:34:28.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}言ってはならぬことを言ってしまった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:34:28.60,0:34:31.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何という愚かさ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:34:31.94,0:34:34.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何という卑劣さ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:34:36.27,0:34:40.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あんなにやさしく{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あたたかく Dialogue: 0,0:34:36.27,0:34:40.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}抱いてもらうより➡ Dialogue: 0,0:34:40.14,0:34:43.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}はり倒された方がよかった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:34:45.95,0:34:50.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あの時も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あのひとは Dialogue: 0,0:34:45.95,0:34:50.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}くちづけをしなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:34:50.62,0:34:58.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}<{\fscx100}誰か{\fscx50}>{\fscx100}を愛している私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もうそれ以上 Dialogue: 0,0:34:50.62,0:34:58.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}触れたくなかったのかもしれない{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:35:02.90,0:35:12.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,406)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたもNさんも Dialogue: 0,0:35:02.90,0:35:12.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}あほう Dialogue: 0,0:35:02.90,0:35:12.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}同じ位{\fscx50} {\fscx100}同じだけ好きな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}阿呆な私を➡ Dialogue: 0,0:35:12.58,0:35:15.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どうぞ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つき放さないでおいて{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:35:20.92,0:35:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,406)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}たとへば君{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ガサッと Dialogue: 0,0:35:20.92,0:35:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}おちば Dialogue: 0,0:35:20.92,0:35:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H00FFFF00}落葉すくふやうに➡ Dialogue: 0,0:35:26.59,0:35:30.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私をさらつて行つてはくれぬか{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:35:32.26,0:35:36.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}はあ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:35:37.94,0:35:41.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}この時の歌やったんかい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:35:52.95,0:35:57.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(640,376)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}この歌がいつ Dialogue: 0,0:35:52.95,0:35:57.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(580,436)\c&H0000FFFF}どのような状況で Dialogue: 0,0:35:52.95,0:35:57.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,496)\c&H0000FFFF}生まれたのか➡ Dialogue: 0,0:35:57.12,0:36:00.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(680,436)\c&H0000FFFF}生前{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野は Dialogue: 0,0:35:57.12,0:36:00.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何も語らなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:00.89,0:36:06.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(660,376)\c&H0000FFFF}その意味では Dialogue: 0,0:36:00.89,0:36:06.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,436)\c&H0000FFFF}歌人{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野裕子の Dialogue: 0,0:36:00.89,0:36:06.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,496)\c&H0000FFFF}創作の秘密を明かす➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:06.23,0:36:09.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(700,436)\c&H0000FFFF}大きな発見 Dialogue: 0,0:36:06.23,0:36:09.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ということになる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:09.90,0:36:13.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,436)\c&H0000FFFF}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私にとって Dialogue: 0,0:36:09.90,0:36:13.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,496)\c&H0000FFFF}重要なのは➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:13.74,0:36:17.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そのことではなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:36:17.58,0:36:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたもNさんも Dialogue: 0,0:36:17.58,0:36:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}同じ位{\fscx50} {\fscx100}同じだけ好きな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}阿呆な私{\fscx50}」{\fscx100}…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:36:30.92,0:36:33.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}はあ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:36:33.26,0:36:39.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}ガサッと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}さらうチャンスは Dialogue: 0,0:36:33.26,0:36:39.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}まだNにもあったのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:36:44.60,0:36:48.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}明け方のゆめは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こうだった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:48.47,0:36:51.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}背の高いひとだった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:51.94,0:36:57.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,406)\c&H00FFFF00}すぐ近くにいたので Dialogue: 0,0:36:51.94,0:36:57.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}からだ Dialogue: 0,0:36:51.94,0:36:57.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}そのひとの身体のあたたかみが➡ Dialogue: 0,0:36:57.28,0:37:01.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}あったかい匂いのように Dialogue: 0,0:36:57.28,0:37:01.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}つたわってきた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:37:01.89,0:37:06.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}永田和宏さんのようでもあった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:37:06.22,0:37:09.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やはり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nさんだった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:37:09.89,0:37:13.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さんであり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nさんでもあり➡ Dialogue: 0,0:37:13.23,0:37:17.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どちらでもない人のゆめを見る{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:37:19.10,0:37:23.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私たちは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}多分{\fscx50} {\fscx100}以前書いたように➡ Dialogue: 0,0:37:23.87,0:37:29.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}兄妹のようにサバサバした Dialogue: 0,0:37:23.87,0:37:29.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}関係のままではいられなくなるだろう{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:37:31.92,0:37:35.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あのひとの方に Dialogue: 0,0:37:31.92,0:37:35.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}こころが傾いてゆけば{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ゆくだけ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:37:35.59,0:37:41.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}大きくゆらぎながら Dialogue: 0,0:37:35.59,0:37:41.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさんの方にむきなおろうとする思い{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:38:13.89,0:38:18.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}はあ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}はあ…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}はあ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:38:36.15,0:38:42.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~{\fscx50}(「San Diego Serenade」) Dialogue: 0,0:38:42.25,0:38:59.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:38:59.60,0:39:01.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺のことだけ見てろ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:39:01.87,0:39:04.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あいつのことは忘れろ! Dialogue: 0,0:39:06.04,0:39:08.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前を{\fscx50} {\fscx100}誰にも渡さない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:39:10.88,0:39:13.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お前は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やっぱり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺から去っていくのか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:39:13.78,0:39:17.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF}裕子…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}裕子! Dialogue: 0,0:39:22.49,0:39:26.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}歌が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}詠めなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:39:26.43,0:39:33.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女のことを思う以外 Dialogue: 0,0:39:26.43,0:39:33.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}歌にならなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:39:33.14,0:39:38.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}その時間が Dialogue: 0,0:39:33.14,0:39:38.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私の中で眠り込んでいた{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の歌を➡ Dialogue: 0,0:39:38.58,0:39:42.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}引きずり出してくれたのかもしれない{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:40:21.62,0:40:26.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}大学での歌の集まりのあとのことだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:40:33.96,0:40:37.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}しんどいか? Dialogue: 0,0:40:37.84,0:40:40.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}つかまってや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:40:47.98,0:40:50.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H0000FFFF}おお…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おお! Dialogue: 0,0:40:50.31,0:40:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}大丈夫か?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よっしゃ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よっしゃ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:40:56.19,0:40:58.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}タクシー呼んでくるし{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:41:13.54,0:41:16.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}抱きかかえられていても➡ Dialogue: 0,0:41:16.27,0:41:20.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00}何の不安も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ぎこちなさも Dialogue: 0,0:41:16.27,0:41:20.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何もなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:41:20.95,0:41:24.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}まるで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}当然のことのようだった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:41:27.62,0:41:34.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「『{\fscx100}何か{\fscx50}』{\fscx100}が私たちの間で Dialogue: 0,0:41:27.62,0:41:34.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}まぎれもなく急速に接近した{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:41:44.97,0:41:48.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}昨日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田さんより{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おたより{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:41:48.31,0:41:54.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あたたかな思いやりのある{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50} {\c&H00FFFF00\fscx100}おたより{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:41:54.18,0:42:02.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}驚いたことに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この時{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私が出した手紙も Dialogue: 0,0:41:54.18,0:42:02.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は保存していた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:42:02.82,0:42:08.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}気分{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうですか?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}午前3時半{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:08.59,0:42:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF}ちょうど化学のレポートを Dialogue: 0,0:42:08.59,0:42:12.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}書き終わったところ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:12.46,0:42:16.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}さっきから雨が降っている{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:16.27,0:42:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}1週間{\fscx50} {\fscx100}退屈でも Dialogue: 0,0:42:16.27,0:42:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}寝ていた方がいいでしょう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:20.94,0:42:25.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}起き上がって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}キョロキョロしながら Dialogue: 0,0:42:20.94,0:42:25.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}家の中を歩いていたら➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:25.28,0:42:27.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}柱にぶつかるよ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:42:34.29,0:42:42.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}つたないけれど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}相手に負担をかけない Dialogue: 0,0:42:34.29,0:42:42.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いい手紙じゃないか{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:42:46.63,0:42:51.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}春になったら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どこか疲れないところへ Dialogue: 0,0:42:46.63,0:42:51.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ハイキングに行こう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:51.30,0:42:53.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}それまでに治ってくれよ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:42:53.64,0:42:57.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}さよなら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}体{\fscx50} {\fscx100}大切にね{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:04.92,0:43:12.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あ~…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あ~!{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あ~! Dialogue: 0,0:43:12.59,0:43:17.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}やっぱり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}駄目かもしれん!{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:18.93,0:43:23.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}やっぱり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}駄目かもしれん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:25.60,0:43:31.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}思ってたほど Dialogue: 0,0:43:25.60,0:43:31.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}強くも賢くもなかったみたいだ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:39.95,0:43:43.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私がいけないの➡ Dialogue: 0,0:43:43.62,0:43:46.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H00FFFF00}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あほやから…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:43.62,0:43:46.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}君には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}残酷かもしれんけど➡ Dialogue: 0,0:43:46.52,0:43:50.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どっちか選べ➡ Dialogue: 0,0:43:50.29,0:43:53.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}…と言いたい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:55.17,0:43:59.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どっちかじゃ困る{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:43:59.30,0:44:02.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺でないと困る{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:44:08.11,0:44:11.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}分からんようになった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:44:12.85,0:44:17.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}俺がいない方がええんか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:44:17.25,0:44:22.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}俺が{\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50} {\c&H0000FFFF\fscx100}君の前に現れたんが Dialogue: 0,0:44:17.25,0:44:22.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}間違いやったんか{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:44:38.28,0:44:41.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}次のバスが来たら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}帰るんだぜ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:44:54.29,0:44:57.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}さあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}乗ろ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:45:45.64,0:46:01.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:46:01.56,0:46:06.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}遠い過去から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}突然現れた河野の言葉{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:46:08.43,0:46:13.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記を読み進めるとともに Dialogue: 0,0:46:08.43,0:46:13.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私が思ったのは➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:13.57,0:46:16.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}人は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}人を愛することに➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:16.47,0:46:22.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}ここまで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いちずになることが Dialogue: 0,0:46:16.47,0:46:22.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}できるものなのかということだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:46:24.58,0:46:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私をいちずに愛してくれたと Dialogue: 0,0:46:24.58,0:46:30.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}自慢したいわけではない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:30.92,0:46:37.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}人を愛することに Dialogue: 0,0:46:30.92,0:46:37.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ひたすら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いちずな人だった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:37.59,0:46:42.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}心も体も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}痛めつけるようにして…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:46:48.24,0:46:52.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野の青春を Dialogue: 0,0:46:48.24,0:46:52.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}文章にして残しておきたいと➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:52.94,0:46:55.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}思うようになった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:46:55.61,0:47:01.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}見られたくない{\fscx50} {\fscx100}知られたくないことも Dialogue: 0,0:46:55.61,0:47:01.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}もちろん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}たくさんある{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:47:01.22,0:47:07.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}けれど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それも含めて Dialogue: 0,0:47:01.22,0:47:07.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}書き残すことが自分の務めだと思えた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:47:07.56,0:47:14.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}こんなふうに生きた人間がいたことを Dialogue: 0,0:47:07.56,0:47:14.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いつまでも人に覚えていてほしいのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:47:46.93,0:47:54.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}これなんですけどね Dialogue: 0,0:47:46.93,0:47:54.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}これ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}全部{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おんなじ日記なんですけど➡ Dialogue: 0,0:47:54.10,0:48:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}本当にね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いっぱい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}切り取ったところが Dialogue: 0,0:47:54.10,0:48:00.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}あるんですよね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:00.88,0:48:05.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}これは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もう{\fscx50} {\fscx100}知るすべもないんだけど Dialogue: 0,0:48:00.88,0:48:05.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}何なんだろうなと思いますけどね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:05.75,0:48:12.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}大体{\fscx50} {\fscx100}すごいのは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}8月の初め Dialogue: 0,0:48:05.75,0:48:12.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}8月1日でしょ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:12.36,0:48:19.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}終わんのが{\fscx50} 10{\fscx100}月{\fscx50}27{\fscx100}日だから Dialogue: 0,0:48:12.36,0:48:19.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}8月{\fscx50} {\fscx100}9月{\fscx50} 10{\fscx100}月…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}3か月{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:19.56,0:48:23.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}この日記1枚終わるんです{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:23.07,0:48:26.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}もう本当に… Dialogue: 0,0:48:31.78,0:48:35.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,436)}アハハハハ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:40.25,0:48:43.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)}僕としては{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この作業は➡ Dialogue: 0,0:48:43.59,0:48:48.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,376)}必要な作業やったな Dialogue: 0,0:48:43.59,0:48:48.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)}という気がしてますね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:48:51.93,0:48:59.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)}本当に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あれを読まないで Dialogue: 0,0:48:51.93,0:48:59.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)}死んでいった自分と➡ Dialogue: 0,0:48:59.40,0:49:02.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}ああいうこと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あれを読んで Dialogue: 0,0:48:59.40,0:49:02.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}河野の気持ちを➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:02.31,0:49:10.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}あの時の気持ちを遅まきながら分かって Dialogue: 0,0:49:02.31,0:49:10.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}死んでいく自分を比べたら➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:10.08,0:49:12.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}やっぱり{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}全然違う…➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:12.55,0:49:19.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)}僕自身の人生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}自分の人生を思う Dialogue: 0,0:49:12.55,0:49:19.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)}思い方っていうのは➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:19.06,0:49:23.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}全然違うという気は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}本当にしますね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:49:23.23,0:49:26.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}だから{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}日記残しといてくれたのは Dialogue: 0,0:49:23.23,0:49:26.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}僕にとっては{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やっぱり➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:26.90,0:49:29.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)}ありがたいことでしたね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:49:31.74,0:49:38.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)}僕が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あの日記を Dialogue: 0,0:49:31.74,0:49:38.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)}目にしなかったら➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:38.24,0:49:44.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}知らないで死んでいったはずのことが Dialogue: 0,0:49:38.24,0:49:44.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}あまりにも大きくて{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:49:44.92,0:49:50.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)}知らなかったら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野と暮らして Dialogue: 0,0:49:44.92,0:49:50.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)}まあ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いい女房だったと思うし➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:50.25,0:49:54.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)}僕らの結婚生活は Dialogue: 0,0:49:50.25,0:49:54.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}本当に幸せやったと思うけど➡ Dialogue: 0,0:49:54.59,0:49:59.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この幸せの大きさっていうのは…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:50:08.14,0:50:10.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)}うん…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:50:10.94,0:50:17.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}本当には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}実感できなかっただろうと Dialogue: 0,0:50:10.94,0:50:17.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}思いますね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:50:27.29,0:50:36.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,376)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}人を愛することは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}世界にあらがうことと Dialogue: 0,0:50:27.29,0:50:36.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}あの時代{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つながっていたのだと思う{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:51:27.62,0:51:47.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,0:51:47.64,0:51:55.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私にも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}彼女にも Dialogue: 0,0:51:47.64,0:51:55.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}生まれて初めての口づけであった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:52:02.92,0:52:06.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}人間だと思った➡ Dialogue: 0,0:52:06.79,0:52:09.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あたたかく{\fscx50} {\fscx100}やわらかく{\fscx50} {\fscx100}湿って➡ Dialogue: 0,0:52:09.79,0:52:14.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)\c&H00FFFF00}歯と歯が触れ合って Dialogue: 0,0:52:09.79,0:52:14.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}舌がぬれていて…{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:52:14.26,0:52:17.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}つくづく人間だと思った{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:52:17.93,0:52:22.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}それが情けなかった{\fscx50} {\fscx100}惨めだった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:52:27.28,0:52:30.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}憎い{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:52:35.95,0:52:39.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたを一生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}憎んでやる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:52:46.96,0:52:51.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}くちづけは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もっと美しいものだと Dialogue: 0,0:52:46.96,0:52:51.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}思っていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:52:51.13,0:52:58.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}花びらにふれるみたいに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ひんやりして Dialogue: 0,0:52:51.13,0:52:58.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}すべすべしているものだと思っていた{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:53:01.78,0:53:04.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}くやしかった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:53:10.92,0:53:16.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}何で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そんなに泣くのか Dialogue: 0,0:53:10.92,0:53:16.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どうして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}憎んでやるのか➡ Dialogue: 0,0:53:16.26,0:53:20.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その時{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よく分からなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:53:20.13,0:53:22.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何のことはない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:53:22.13,0:53:28.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,196)\c&H0000FFFF}私の不器用さが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}彼女の夢を Dialogue: 0,0:53:22.13,0:53:28.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,256)\c&H0000FFFF}打ち砕いたのが原因だったのか{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:53:32.61,0:53:37.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野にとっては Dialogue: 0,0:53:32.61,0:53:37.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}幻滅の連続だったかもしれないが➡ Dialogue: 0,0:53:37.28,0:53:40.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}その日は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ずっと一緒にいてくれた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:53:46.29,0:53:49.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H00FFFF00}このグシャグシャな髪が好き{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:53:49.96,0:53:55.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}誰も構ってくれへんかったから Dialogue: 0,0:53:49.96,0:53:55.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}自己流に伸びてしまった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:53:55.30,0:53:58.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}めったに床屋には行かへん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:54:01.57,0:54:04.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H0000FFFF}おお{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:54:09.45,0:54:12.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ばか{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ばか{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あほ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:54:31.57,0:54:36.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)}あんたら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ええかげんにしときや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:54:42.61,0:54:44.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,496)\c&H00FFFF00}永田さん! Dialogue: 0,0:54:46.48,0:54:54.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}その日から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}たくさんの昼と夜を Dialogue: 0,0:54:46.48,0:54:54.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私たちは抱き合って過ごした{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:54:54.96,0:54:59.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}公園{\fscx50} {\fscx100}墓地{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ビルの階段{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:54:59.30,0:55:04.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}人のいない場所を探しては{\fscx50} {\fscx100}潜り込んだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:55:28.26,0:55:31.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H00FFFF00}指を広げて{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:33.13,0:55:35.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}もっと{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:39.60,0:55:42.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}もっと下{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:44.47,0:55:48.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}中で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}触ってみて{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:48.95,0:55:55.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}傷があるの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:48.95,0:55:55.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:55.82,0:55:59.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H00FFFF00}やけどなの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:55:59.29,0:56:02.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ひどい傷なの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:56:04.56,0:56:08.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}こんな私でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いいの? Dialogue: 0,0:56:10.23,0:56:13.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}傷があるからって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうなるっていうの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:56:19.58,0:56:23.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ばかやな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お前は{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:56:28.25,0:56:33.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}それは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}腰の上に残された Dialogue: 0,0:56:28.25,0:56:33.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}やけどの痕だった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:56:33.12,0:56:38.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}4歳の時 Dialogue: 0,0:56:33.12,0:56:38.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}熱い湯の入った鍋を持った母親が➡ Dialogue: 0,0:56:38.60,0:56:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}階段の上で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つまずき{\fscx50} {\fscx100}下にいた河野に Dialogue: 0,0:56:38.60,0:56:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}湯が降りかかってしまったのだという{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:56:47.27,0:56:51.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記を読むと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}このあと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は➡ Dialogue: 0,0:56:51.14,0:56:56.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF}今から見れば{\fscx50} {\fscx100}随分{\fscx50} {\fscx100}無神経で Dialogue: 0,0:56:51.14,0:56:56.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}残酷なことを聞いている{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:56:58.98,0:57:02.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H0000FFFF}子供は? Dialogue: 0,0:57:02.75,0:57:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}産めるの? Dialogue: 0,0:57:08.89,0:57:11.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H00FFFF00}産めるわ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:57:11.56,0:57:17.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,436)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたの好きなだけ Dialogue: 0,0:57:11.56,0:57:17.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何人でも産んであげる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:57:19.44,0:57:24.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,406)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}こんな私でもいいと言ってくれたのが Dialogue: 0,0:57:19.44,0:57:24.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}うれ Dialogue: 0,0:57:19.44,0:57:24.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}嬉しかったのです{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:57:24.91,0:57:28.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}こんな身体になってしまったのを Dialogue: 0,0:57:24.91,0:57:28.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}申し訳ないし➡ Dialogue: 0,0:57:28.58,0:57:31.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}かなしい気がします{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:57:31.25,0:57:35.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}どうぞ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}かんにんして下さい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:57:35.59,0:57:41.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,376)\c&H00FFFF00}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お母さんのことも Dialogue: 0,0:57:35.59,0:57:41.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00}かんにんしてあげて下さい{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,0:57:48.93,0:57:51.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(620,496)}おい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}すごいぞ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:57:51.84,0:57:53.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(580,496)}知ってるか? Dialogue: 0,0:57:53.80,0:58:00.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,376)}今年の角川短歌賞{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あの河野が… Dialogue: 0,0:57:53.80,0:58:00.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,436)}河野裕子さんが取ったんやって{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:00.34,0:58:05.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,436)\fscx50}({\fscx100}一同{\fscx50}){\fscx100}えっ{\fscx50}!? Dialogue: 0,0:58:00.34,0:58:05.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)}京都女子大の?{\fscx50} {\fscx100}鼻っ柱の強い…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:05.18,0:58:10.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)}永田は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もちろん知ってたんやんな? Dialogue: 0,0:58:05.18,0:58:10.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)}フフフ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:10.09,0:58:13.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}戦後生まれで初{\fscx50} {\fscx100}史上最年少だってよ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:58:13.56,0:58:16.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}いや~{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}先越されてもうたな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:26.57,0:58:29.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}わ~…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}なるほどな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:29.07,0:58:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)}きれいやろ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:29.07,0:58:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)}これ永田のことや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:58:48.93,0:58:57.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}角川短歌賞は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}短歌の芥川賞 Dialogue: 0,0:58:48.93,0:58:57.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ともいわれる権威ある賞だ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:58:57.27,0:59:03.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野からは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}受賞が決まって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}すぐ Dialogue: 0,0:58:57.27,0:59:03.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}知らせがあった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:03.54,0:59:05.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うれしくないはずがない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:05.88,0:59:10.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}同時に Dialogue: 0,0:59:05.88,0:59:10.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}不安に襲われたことを覚えている{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:10.75,0:59:14.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女に置き去りにされるのではないか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:14.55,0:59:18.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}歌人としても{\fscx50} {\fscx100}男としても{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:59:24.89,0:59:30.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}授賞式のために上京した Dialogue: 0,0:59:24.89,0:59:30.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野が帰ってきた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:59:30.57,0:59:33.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,436)\c&H00FFFF00}こんばんは{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:30.57,0:59:33.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(640,496)\c&H0000FFFF}痛っ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:33.47,0:59:36.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,436)\c&H0000FFFF}こんばんは{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:33.47,0:59:36.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(560,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}はいはい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:36.44,0:59:39.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ありがとう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:39.58,0:59:42.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}これまた{\fscx50} {\fscx100}えらい買い込んだな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:42.25,0:59:46.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}はるばる{\fscx50}500{\fscx100}キロ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}都会の味{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50} {\c&H00FFFF00\fscx100}連れてきた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,0:59:46.92,0:59:49.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}明るくなった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:49.25,0:59:51.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}当然か…{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,0:59:51.19,0:59:57.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF}すい星のごとく躍り出た Dialogue: 0,0:59:51.19,0:59:57.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}短歌界のスターやもん{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,0:59:58.93,1:00:03.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}それは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いいのだが Dialogue: 0,0:59:58.93,1:00:03.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}日記を読んで驚いた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:03.60,1:00:09.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あいつ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}東京でNと会ってるじゃないか{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:00:11.47,1:00:17.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}東京の夕焼けは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ちょっと異様で Dialogue: 0,1:00:11.47,1:00:17.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}息をのむほど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}美しかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:17.15,1:00:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}きれいね{\fscx50} {\fscx100}きれいねと言って Dialogue: 0,1:00:17.15,1:00:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}飛び上がって喜んだら➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:20.62,1:00:24.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさんが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}おかしがって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}笑う{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:24.49,1:00:27.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}駅構内で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}京都に電話{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:00:27.96,1:00:32.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}東京駅{\fscx50}。 {\fscx100}うん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:00:32.63,1:00:36.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}永田さんは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こんなに Dialogue: 0,1:00:32.63,1:00:36.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}子供っぽい声をしているのだろう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:36.97,1:00:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}彼が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}しゃべり始めたら Dialogue: 0,1:00:36.97,1:00:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ジ~ンジ~ンと電話が切れる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:41.84,1:00:46.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,382)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}しかた Dialogue: 0,1:00:41.84,1:00:46.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}仕方ないから{\fscx50} {\fscx100}Nさんと Dialogue: 0,1:00:41.84,1:00:46.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}両替をしたりして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}また{\fscx50} {\fscx100}かけなおし{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:46.31,1:00:50.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさんが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}横から Dialogue: 0,1:00:46.31,1:00:50.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どんどん十円玉を入れる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:50.98,1:00:55.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田さん{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:00:55.32,1:01:00.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}三人三様{\fscx50} {\fscx100}まるで子供みたい{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:01:01.59,1:01:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}ほほ笑ましい青春の一コマである{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:05.93,1:01:09.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}今更{\fscx50} {\fscx100}腹を立てたりはしないさ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:09.27,1:01:13.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そのあと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうなったのだろう{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:01:13.94,1:01:18.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}8時発{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ひかり{\fscx50}51{\fscx100}号に乗る{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:18.61,1:01:22.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}Nさんは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ガラス窓のむこう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:22.28,1:01:26.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}立っているのは Dialogue: 0,1:01:22.28,1:01:26.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}Nという{\fscx50} {\fscx100}かつて私のすべてを➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:26.62,1:01:30.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}はず Dialogue: 0,1:01:26.62,1:01:30.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}がんじがらめにした筈のひとであった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:30.95,1:01:36.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}立っているNは Dialogue: 0,1:01:30.95,1:01:36.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私の知らない人だった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:01:39.96,1:01:42.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}恋人は1人でいい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:01:42.87,1:01:48.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}待っていてくれる人は Dialogue: 0,1:01:42.87,1:01:48.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}たった1人でよかった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:01:55.51,1:02:01.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記の中に Dialogue: 0,1:01:55.51,1:02:01.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}もう一つうれしい発見があった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:01.92,1:02:03.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}桜花の記憶は➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:03.95,1:02:07.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,436)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}初めて Dialogue: 0,1:02:03.95,1:02:07.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}やけどのことを打ち明けた➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:07.59,1:02:11.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,436)\c&H0000FFFF}夕闇の庭から Dialogue: 0,1:02:07.59,1:02:11.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}生まれたものだったのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:02:15.26,1:02:18.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}傷があるのが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうしたの{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:18.17,1:02:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}ばかだな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お前は{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:20.94,1:02:24.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}そう言って{\fscx50} {\fscx100}抱いてくれた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:24.61,1:02:28.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}涙が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}吹きあふれた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:28.28,1:02:33.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00}あの人の肩ごしにあおいだ Dialogue: 0,1:02:28.28,1:02:33.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}夜の空のいろ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:33.62,1:02:38.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}夕闇の中に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}さくらのはなが Dialogue: 0,1:02:33.62,1:02:38.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どこにも咲いていた{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:02:50.17,1:02:55.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記を読み進め Dialogue: 0,1:02:50.17,1:02:55.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}文章を書き進めるうちに➡ Dialogue: 0,1:02:55.87,1:03:00.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}どうも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ちゅうちょしてしまう場面が Dialogue: 0,1:02:55.87,1:03:00.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}増えてきた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:03:04.91,1:03:10.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}きれいなあの人の眼の中に Dialogue: 0,1:03:04.91,1:03:10.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}しろく私が映っている{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:03:12.59,1:03:17.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}知らんぞと言うなり Dialogue: 0,1:03:12.59,1:03:17.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}乱暴に背中のチャックをひき下げ➡ Dialogue: 0,1:03:17.46,1:03:20.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}肩から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ひきはぎ始めた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:03:20.93,1:03:24.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}胸があらわになる{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:03:25.80,1:03:32.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}ああ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一体{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何を書いているのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:03:37.95,1:03:43.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}苦しくて{\fscx50} {\fscx100}息ができない程 Dialogue: 0,1:03:37.95,1:03:43.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H00FFFF00}首を吸われる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:03:43.29,1:03:49.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}胸を抱きしめている私の手を Dialogue: 0,1:03:43.29,1:03:49.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}強い力でもぎ取ろうとする{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:03:49.96,1:03:53.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H00FFFF00}本当に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私のこと好きなの? Dialogue: 0,1:03:54.83,1:04:00.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,436)\c&H00FFFF00}好きやったら Dialogue: 0,1:03:54.83,1:04:00.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どうして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こんなことをするの? Dialogue: 0,1:04:03.24,1:04:08.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私を犯そうとする時も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}このひとは➡ Dialogue: 0,1:04:08.11,1:04:15.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,382)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}なぜ Dialogue: 0,1:04:08.11,1:04:15.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}何故{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こんなに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}うつくしい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}曇りのない Dialogue: 0,1:04:08.11,1:04:15.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}眼と唇をもっているのだろう{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:04:21.26,1:04:24.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}けれど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どんなに抱き合っても➡ Dialogue: 0,1:04:24.09,1:04:28.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私たちの体が結ばれることはなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:04:30.60,1:04:35.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}うぶなのか{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ストイックなのか Dialogue: 0,1:04:30.60,1:04:35.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}その一線を目前に➡ Dialogue: 0,1:04:35.77,1:04:38.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}何度も撤退を繰り返した{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:04:38.81,1:04:45.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}我らが時代の愛と青春は Dialogue: 0,1:04:38.81,1:04:45.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}時間がかかる代物だったのだ{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:05:07.57,1:05:10.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}こんにちは{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:07.57,1:05:10.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}いらっしゃい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:12.91,1:05:17.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)\c&H0000FFFF}うまそうなイワシや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:12.91,1:05:17.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H00FFFF00}サンマ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}サンマ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:17.58,1:05:19.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うそっ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:19.62,1:05:22.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\fscx50}({\fscx100}2人{\fscx50}){\fscx100}頂きます{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:25.25,1:05:31.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}子供の頃はな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私と妹で Dialogue: 0,1:05:25.25,1:05:31.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}1つの卵{\fscx50} {\fscx100}分け合ってた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:31.59,1:05:35.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}お姉ちゃんの方が多いとか言われて{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:39.27,1:05:41.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,376)\c&H00FFFF00}何してんの? Dialogue: 0,1:05:41.60,1:05:44.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いや…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}割るのができひん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:44.64,1:05:46.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}食べんのは好きなんやけどな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:46.78,1:05:50.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}あの瞬間の…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ドロッていうのが➡ Dialogue: 0,1:05:50.28,1:05:53.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(640,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ちょっとな…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:55.62,1:05:58.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(800,436)\c&H0000FFFF}あっ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:05:55.62,1:05:58.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}もう貸して{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:04.23,1:06:06.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ありがとう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:11.10,1:06:14.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(660,436)\c&H0000FFFF}うん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:11.10,1:06:14.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}子供みたいやな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:11.10,1:06:14.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(680,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ん? Dialogue: 0,1:06:14.57,1:06:17.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(600,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うまい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:20.44,1:06:26.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}あの{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今まで聞いてなかったんやけど…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:20.44,1:06:26.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(800,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うん{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:26.18,1:06:30.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたのお母さんって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どんな人なん? Dialogue: 0,1:06:30.12,1:06:33.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)\c&H0000FFFF}う~ん…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:33.59,1:06:38.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}いや{\fscx50} {\fscx100}無理して答えんでええよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:33.59,1:06:38.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いや…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:40.26,1:06:46.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}目が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}2つある{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:06:57.61,1:07:01.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}僕は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}母の顔を知らない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:01.48,1:07:04.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}3つの時に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}結核で亡くなった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:04.42,1:07:07.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}26{\fscx100}歳やった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:07.42,1:07:13.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}何と言うんだろう… Dialogue: 0,1:07:07.42,1:07:13.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}母は最初から存在しないという形でだけ➡ Dialogue: 0,1:07:13.10,1:07:16.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}僕の中にあり続けてきた{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:18.23,1:07:22.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}庭で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}しゃがんで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一人遊んでる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:22.91,1:07:28.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}浴衣を着た女性が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}縁側の柱に Dialogue: 0,1:07:22.91,1:07:28.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}もたれるようにして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}僕を見てる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:28.38,1:07:31.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}その人が気になって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}しょうがないのに➡ Dialogue: 0,1:07:31.91,1:07:35.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}なぜか話しかけられない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:35.25,1:07:39.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}病気がうつるから{\fscx50} {\fscx100}近づいちゃいけない Dialogue: 0,1:07:35.25,1:07:39.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}って言われてたのかもしれない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:39.26,1:07:45.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}叱られてもいいから Dialogue: 0,1:07:39.26,1:07:45.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}一回でも抱きついてたら…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:47.83,1:07:52.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}母は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どんなに喜んだろう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:52.60,1:07:55.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お葬式の時やと思う{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:55.50,1:07:59.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}父親に手を引かれて{\fscx50} {\fscx100}廊下歩いてる{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:07:59.94,1:08:07.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}母の枕元に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}僕を座らせ Dialogue: 0,1:07:59.94,1:08:07.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}父が白い布を{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ゆっくりとめくっていく{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:08:07.75,1:08:11.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}その手の動きまで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}覚えてるのに➡ Dialogue: 0,1:08:11.89,1:08:16.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そこにあったはずの顔が思い出せない{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:08:16.23,1:08:45.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,1:08:45.59,1:08:50.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,436)\c&H00FFFF00}おなかの中で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}大きくなってゆく Dialogue: 0,1:08:45.59,1:08:50.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたを…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:08:53.26,1:08:58.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)\c&H00FFFF00}お母さんは Dialogue: 0,1:08:53.26,1:08:58.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どんなに{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いとおしんだんだろう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:09:00.87,1:09:04.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}どんなに抱き締めたかっただろう{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:09:31.23,1:09:37.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,286)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}僕には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}人に抱かれたという記憶は Dialogue: 0,1:09:31.23,1:09:37.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,346)\c&H0000FFFF}ありませんでした{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:09:37.11,1:09:43.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,286)\c&H0000FFFF}寂しい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}悲しいなどとは Dialogue: 0,1:09:37.11,1:09:43.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,346)\c&H0000FFFF}決して思うまいと思っていました{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:09:43.58,1:09:51.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,376)\c&H0000FFFF}けれど{\fscx50} {\fscx100}母に抱かれ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}母の体温を Dialogue: 0,1:09:43.58,1:09:51.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}直接{\fscx50} {\fscx100}自分の肌で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}感じたという経験を➡ Dialogue: 0,1:09:51.45,1:09:57.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,196)\c&H0000FFFF}ついに持てなかったということだけが Dialogue: 0,1:09:51.45,1:09:57.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,256)\c&H0000FFFF}何としても口惜しかったのです{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:01.93,1:10:07.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}正直言って Dialogue: 0,1:10:01.93,1:10:07.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}君の目にあふれてくる涙を見た時は➡ Dialogue: 0,1:10:07.27,1:10:10.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}驚きもし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それ以上に➡ Dialogue: 0,1:10:10.77,1:10:15.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}自分も一緒に泣き出したいくらい Dialogue: 0,1:10:10.77,1:10:15.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}うれしかった{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:17.28,1:10:21.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}そういえば{\fscx50} {\fscx100}僕のために Dialogue: 0,1:10:17.28,1:10:21.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}涙を見せてくれた人は➡ Dialogue: 0,1:10:21.95,1:10:25.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}君だけだったような気がします{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:30.63,1:10:36.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}知らん間に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私も{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もう{\fscx50} 23{\fscx100}や{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:36.50,1:10:42.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}半年したら{\fscx50} 24。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:36.50,1:10:42.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H00FFFF00}☎{\c&H0000FFFF}早いな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:42.24,1:10:49.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あんな{\fscx50} {\fscx100}うちの親に会ってもらえへんかな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:49.31,1:10:53.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}きちんと話{\fscx50} {\fscx100}しておきたいって言うてるの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:10:56.65,1:10:58.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(400,496)\c&H00FFFF00}☎聞いてる? Dialogue: 0,1:11:00.92,1:11:04.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}もう少し待ってくれへんかな{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:04.59,1:11:06.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H00FFFF00}☎どれくらい? Dialogue: 0,1:11:08.46,1:11:12.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}もう少しや{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:12.27,1:11:14.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,496)\c&H00FFFF00}☎分かった{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:20.61,1:11:23.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}もう少し…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:29.62,1:11:35.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}ダイガクイン{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ムネン{\fscx50} {\fscx100}サイキヲキセ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:39.30,1:11:41.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ああ…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:11:41.96,1:11:47.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}同級生は Dialogue: 0,1:11:41.96,1:11:47.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}次々に合格しているというのに…{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:11:50.44,1:11:59.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}日記は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私たちが出会って4年目 Dialogue: 0,1:11:50.44,1:11:59.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}1970{\fscx100}年に入った{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:11:59.18,1:12:04.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}実は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この冬 Dialogue: 0,1:11:59.18,1:12:04.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}最後まで言えなかった➡ Dialogue: 0,1:12:04.75,1:12:07.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ある事件を引き起こしている{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:12:09.59,1:12:13.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}2月{\fscx50}15{\fscx100}日の日記{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:12:13.26,1:12:18.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}初めてあのひとが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}結婚のことを Dialogue: 0,1:12:13.26,1:12:18.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}両親に話しに見えた日{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:12:18.93,1:12:22.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}母を交えて{\fscx50} {\fscx100}3人で話す{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:12:22.40,1:12:24.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あとで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}父が加わる{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:12:24.94,1:12:28.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00}9時まで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お酒とウィスキー{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:12:28.61,1:12:31.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}夜道を駅まで送る{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:12:33.48,1:12:40.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}何も言わないで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}頂戴{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,1:12:40.62,1:12:46.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}黙って{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ただ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}踊りましょう{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,1:12:46.50,1:12:49.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)}♬{\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}「{\fscx100}だって{\fscx50}」 Dialogue: 0,1:12:57.17,1:13:02.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どうしたら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いいんや{\fscx50} {\fscx100}俺{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:13:04.58,1:13:08.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}どうしたら…{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:13:11.25,1:13:17.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}唇がお酒のにおいで Dialogue: 0,1:13:11.25,1:13:17.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}いつものあの人のにおいを消していた{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:13:20.93,1:13:24.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あの人は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}泣いているみたいだった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:13:24.80,1:13:28.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}そんなあの人を初めて見た{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:13:36.28,1:13:40.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}なぜ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そこまで追い詰められたのか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:13:40.15,1:13:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}大学院に失敗して{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この先の自分が Dialogue: 0,1:13:40.15,1:13:47.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}考えられなくなっていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:13:47.62,1:13:50.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}2度目の母との折り合いが悪く➡ Dialogue: 0,1:13:50.96,1:13:56.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}その中に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野を引き込むことに Dialogue: 0,1:13:50.96,1:13:56.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}耐えられなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:13:56.83,1:14:03.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}しかし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}結婚を急いでいた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:03.24,1:14:06.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,442)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50\fscy50}まんじゅしゃげ Dialogue: 0,1:14:03.24,1:14:06.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}家の近くのあぜ道で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}曼珠沙華をつみ➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:06.91,1:14:10.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}机の上に挿しておいたことがある{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:10.78,1:14:12.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)\c&H0000FFFF}秋から{\fscx50} {\fscx100}冬{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:12.78,1:14:17.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF}曼珠沙華は放置され Dialogue: 0,1:14:12.78,1:14:17.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}真っ黒になった花弁が➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:17.55,1:14:24.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}細いひものようになって Dialogue: 0,1:14:17.55,1:14:24.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}絡み合いながら垂れ下がっていた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:14:32.13,1:14:35.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}全てから Dialogue: 0,1:14:32.13,1:14:35.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}逃げ出したかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:35.27,1:14:39.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,436)\c&H0000FFFF}家からも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}大学からも Dialogue: 0,1:14:35.27,1:14:39.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}結婚という➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:39.61,1:14:43.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H0000FFFF}目の前の大きな壁からも{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:14:48.28,1:14:53.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}多量の睡眠剤をのんで Dialogue: 0,1:14:48.28,1:14:53.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}自殺を図ったのは➡ Dialogue: 0,1:14:53.16,1:14:56.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}それから間もなくだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:15:04.57,1:15:08.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}部屋に倒れているところを Dialogue: 0,1:15:04.57,1:15:08.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}発見された私は➡ Dialogue: 0,1:15:08.24,1:15:13.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}病院に担ぎ込まれ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}命を取り留めた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:15:15.58,1:15:19.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何も言わなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:15:43.27,1:15:48.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}このあとに起こる出来事は Dialogue: 0,1:15:43.27,1:15:48.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}できるならば避けて通りたい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:15:48.14,1:15:50.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}しかし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そうはいかないだろう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:15:50.95,1:15:54.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野もきっと許さない{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:15:57.29,1:16:04.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<1970{\fscx100}年{\fscx50} {\fscx100}春{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野は大学を卒業して Dialogue: 0,1:15:57.29,1:16:04.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}中学の教師に➡ Dialogue: 0,1:16:04.56,1:16:09.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私は留年して{\fscx50} {\fscx100}まだ大学生だった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:16:15.90,1:16:22.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}今日{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あのひとと結ばれた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:16:22.24,1:16:28.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,406)\c&H00FFFF00}若葉の枝をさし交わす Dialogue: 0,1:16:22.24,1:16:28.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(480,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}かれは Dialogue: 0,1:16:22.24,1:16:28.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}雑木の下の枯葉の上{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:16:28.92,1:16:32.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}なんにも言うことはない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:16:32.25,1:16:37.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あと{\fscx50}10{\fscx100}日もすれば{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あのひとも{\fscx50}23{\fscx100}になる{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:16:40.60,1:16:45.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}この日の日記には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この4行しかない{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:16:57.61,1:17:00.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H00FFFF00}来ないの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:17:00.52,1:17:02.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(460,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ん? Dialogue: 0,1:17:05.42,1:17:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(500,496)\c&H00FFFF00}生理が来ないの{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:17:17.90,1:17:21.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,496)\c&H0000FFFF}おい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}永田和宏{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:17:21.24,1:17:26.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(320,496)\c&H0000FFFF}情けない男やったのう{\fscx50} {\fscx100}お前{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:17:31.88,1:17:38.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}たった一度の交わりが Dialogue: 0,1:17:31.88,1:17:38.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野の妊娠という結果へ傾いていった時➡ Dialogue: 0,1:17:38.25,1:17:43.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}正直{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何の実感もなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:17:43.13,1:17:48.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}現実のこととは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}どうしても思えなかった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:17:48.60,1:18:16.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,1:18:16.22,1:18:21.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}どのような話し合いをしたのか Dialogue: 0,1:18:16.22,1:18:21.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ほとんど覚えていない{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:18:25.90,1:18:31.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}子を持つという選択は Dialogue: 0,1:18:25.90,1:18:31.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}考えられなかったが➡ Dialogue: 0,1:18:31.57,1:18:35.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女に諦めるよう Dialogue: 0,1:18:31.57,1:18:35.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}強く迫った記憶もない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:18:35.44,1:18:42.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}判断保留のまま{\fscx50} {\fscx100}決断とその責任を Dialogue: 0,1:18:35.44,1:18:42.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女に委ねてしまっていたのだろう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:18:42.92,1:18:46.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}なんと情けない逃げだっただろうか{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:18:52.59,1:18:57.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,376)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あなたも母も Dialogue: 0,1:18:52.59,1:18:57.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}あなたのお父さんも➡ Dialogue: 0,1:18:57.93,1:19:02.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}おそらく産んで欲しくないと言うだろうと Dialogue: 0,1:18:57.93,1:19:02.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}思います{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:02.20,1:19:07.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,376)\c&H00FFFF00}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}それでは Dialogue: 0,1:19:02.20,1:19:07.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}子供があんまりかわいそうです{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:07.54,1:19:11.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ふびんだと思ってやらなければ➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:11.21,1:19:16.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,376)\c&H00FFFF00}誰が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この子をかわいそうだと Dialogue: 0,1:19:11.21,1:19:16.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}思ってくれるでしょう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:16.55,1:19:22.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}時々やってくる痛みとともに➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:22.42,1:19:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,376)\c&H00FFFF00}たとえようもない{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よろこびと Dialogue: 0,1:19:22.42,1:19:31.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H00FFFF00}かなしみのようなものがあります{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:31.10,1:19:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(520,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}わか Dialogue: 0,1:19:31.10,1:19:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}でも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今から私には判るのです{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:37.24,1:19:45.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}どう考えてみても{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私には{\fscx50} {\fscx100}初めての子供は Dialogue: 0,1:19:37.24,1:19:45.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}産めないということ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:45.11,1:19:47.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたがお母さんのことを➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:47.58,1:19:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}いくら待っても逢うことができないひとだ Dialogue: 0,1:19:47.58,1:19:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}と感じるように➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:51.92,1:19:58.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}私も今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の身体の中で Dialogue: 0,1:19:51.92,1:19:58.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}大きくなりかけた{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この子に➡ Dialogue: 0,1:19:58.79,1:20:03.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}えいごう Dialogue: 0,1:19:58.79,1:20:03.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}未来永劫{\fscx50} {\fscx100}決して逢うこともできず➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:03.93,1:20:08.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}抱くこともできないだろうということが Dialogue: 0,1:20:03.93,1:20:08.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}判るのです{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:20:13.94,1:20:17.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}この手紙に{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}泣いた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:17.81,1:20:20.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}それは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よく覚えている{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:20.12,1:20:24.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H0000FFFF}しかし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この手紙を受け取って Dialogue: 0,1:20:20.12,1:20:24.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ほっとしたことも➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:24.29,1:20:26.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H0000FFFF}一方で鮮明に覚えていると➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:26.29,1:20:30.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,436)\c&H0000FFFF}正直に言っておかなければ Dialogue: 0,1:20:26.29,1:20:30.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ならないだろう{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:20:36.63,1:20:41.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}何という心の動きかと Dialogue: 0,1:20:36.63,1:20:41.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}その時も自ら恥じたし➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:41.50,1:20:45.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}今は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一層{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そう思わざるをえないが➡ Dialogue: 0,1:20:45.31,1:20:50.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}とにかく{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よく決心してくれたと Dialogue: 0,1:20:45.31,1:20:50.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}ほっとしたのであった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:20:55.32,1:21:00.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私の母のために{\fscx50} {\fscx100}泣いてくれた河野{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:21:00.59,1:21:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}私のために Dialogue: 0,1:21:00.59,1:21:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}母のように泣いてくれた河野{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:21:05.76,1:21:13.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}その河野が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}母になろうとした時 Dialogue: 0,1:21:05.76,1:21:13.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}その道を断ち切ったのだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:21:37.63,1:21:42.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}私たちは Dialogue: 0,1:21:37.63,1:21:42.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}生活の先行きは見えないけれど➡ Dialogue: 0,1:21:42.13,1:21:45.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}結婚に向けて{\fscx50} {\fscx100}準備を進めた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:21:48.30,1:21:53.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野にも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}笑顔が戻ったように見えた{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:21:53.17,1:22:13.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,1:22:13.93,1:22:17.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今回{\fscx50} {\fscx100}日記を読んで➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:17.80,1:22:22.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野の心の内で生き続けていたものを Dialogue: 0,1:22:17.80,1:22:22.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}知った{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:22.94,1:22:28.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}みごもって{\fscx50} {\fscx100}失って{\fscx50} {\fscx100}1年半後の日記{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:22:29.81,1:22:33.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}逝かせてしまった者{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:33.58,1:22:36.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}逝かせてしまった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:36.95,1:22:42.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私が{\fscx50} {\fscx100}そうしたのだ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:42.62,1:22:45.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,442)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50\fscy50}ほか Dialogue: 0,1:22:42.62,1:22:45.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}他の誰でもない{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:45.13,1:22:50.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H00FFFF00}一生{\fscx50} {\fscx100}一日として Dialogue: 0,1:22:45.13,1:22:50.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H00FFFF00}忘れはしないと思う{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:22:50.30,1:22:55.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H00FFFF00}日を経て{\fscx50} {\fscx100}なぜ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こうも Dialogue: 0,1:22:50.30,1:22:55.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H00FFFF00}傷がふかくなるのだろうか{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:22:57.97,1:23:02.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}あのみじかい{\fscx50} {\fscx100}夏のはじめの日々{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:23:02.81,1:23:08.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}私の宿したものは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}生ではなかったのだ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:23:08.25,1:23:12.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}それは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}死でしかなかった{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:23:12.12,1:23:16.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}死は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}私の身体の中で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ねむっていた{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:23:16.93,1:23:22.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,436)\c&H00FFFF00}安らかで{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いとおしい Dialogue: 0,1:23:16.93,1:23:22.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(300,496)\c&H00FFFF00}かなしみだったのだ{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:23:42.95,1:23:45.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}歌は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}弔いであり➡ Dialogue: 0,1:23:45.29,1:23:49.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}もう一度{\fscx50} {\fscx100}生き直すための Dialogue: 0,1:23:45.29,1:23:49.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}足掛かりだった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:23:55.63,1:24:01.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}そのころ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}河野が私に書いた手紙には Dialogue: 0,1:23:55.63,1:24:01.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}日記とは別の➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:01.74,1:24:07.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF}しかし{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これも河野にしか書けない Dialogue: 0,1:24:01.74,1:24:07.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}愛の言葉がつづられている{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:24:10.45,1:24:18.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}つくづくと私は Dialogue: 0,1:24:10.45,1:24:18.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}いのちをいとおしいと思います{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:18.19,1:24:21.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたに逢う以前には知らなかった➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:21.59,1:24:29.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}そして{\fscx50} {\fscx100}子供を失う以前には知らなかった Dialogue: 0,1:24:21.59,1:24:29.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}柔らかさと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ひたむきな気持ちでもって➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:29.46,1:24:35.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}いきていることが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}いきてさえいれば Dialogue: 0,1:24:29.46,1:24:35.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あなたと一緒に居られるということが➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:35.94,1:24:40.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}たまらない程 Dialogue: 0,1:24:35.94,1:24:40.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,496)\c&H00FFFF00}大切なものに思われるのです{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:24:42.28,1:24:50.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00\fscx50}「{\fscx100}たった一日でいいから Dialogue: 0,1:24:42.28,1:24:50.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}別れなくていい逢い方をしたい{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:24:50.15,1:24:56.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H00FFFF00}走って行ったら{\fscx50} {\fscx100}見えるところにいて Dialogue: 0,1:24:50.15,1:24:56.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H00FFFF00}待っていて欲しいのに{\fscx50}」。 Dialogue: 0,1:24:56.62,1:25:22.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~ Dialogue: 0,1:25:24.59,1:25:27.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}おめでとうございます{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:27.26,1:25:32.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)}よくぞ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この日をお迎えになりました{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:27.26,1:25:32.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)}ハハハ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:32.59,1:25:35.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(340,436)}お幸せに{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:32.59,1:25:35.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(800,496)\c&H0000FFFF}はい{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:37.93,1:25:39.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(660,496)\c&H00FFFF00}よし{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:39.87,1:25:43.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)}新郎も整ったころと思います{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:43.61,1:25:47.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(540,496)}どうぞ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}こちらです{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:47.48,1:25:49.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF}お~! Dialogue: 0,1:25:49.94,1:25:54.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,436)\c&H00FFFF00}ちょっと{\fscx50} {\fscx100}何で髪の毛切んのよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:49.94,1:25:54.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}え? Dialogue: 0,1:25:54.82,1:25:57.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(440,496)\c&H00FFFF00}何で切んのよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:25:57.29,1:25:59.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}普通{\fscx50} {\fscx100}切るやろ? Dialogue: 0,1:25:59.79,1:26:03.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H00FFFF00}いうとくけど Dialogue: 0,1:25:59.79,1:26:03.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H00FFFF00}あんたは{\fscx50} {\fscx100}髪の毛でもってるんやからね{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:26:03.66,1:26:06.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,496)\c&H00FFFF00}台なしだよ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}もう! Dialogue: 0,1:26:06.90,1:26:10.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}かか…{\fscx50} {\fscx100}髪の毛で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}人のこと Dialogue: 0,1:26:06.90,1:26:10.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}決めんといてよ{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:26:10.77,1:26:15.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(420,436)\fscx50}({\fscx100}拍手{\fscx50}) Dialogue: 0,1:26:10.77,1:26:15.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)}新郎新婦の入場です{\fscx50}。 Dialogue: 0,1:26:15.24,1:26:18.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(380,436)}お幸せに! Dialogue: 0,1:26:15.24,1:26:18.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(360,496)}おめでとう! Dialogue: 0,1:26:18.57,1:26:22.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}あれ以来{\fscx50} {\fscx100}床屋へ行ったことはない{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:26:30.19,1:26:35.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}河野裕子が{\fscx50} 64{\fscx100}年の人生を終えた家{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:26:38.89,1:26:44.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}それから{\fscx50} 12{\fscx100}年たったが Dialogue: 0,1:26:38.89,1:26:44.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(280,496)\c&H0000FFFF}彼女の記憶や痕跡は➡ Dialogue: 0,1:26:44.10,1:26:46.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(260,496)\c&H0000FFFF}そこここに残っている{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:27:06.22,1:27:13.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}ノートを広げ{\fscx50} {\fscx100}歌を書き込んでいたのは Dialogue: 0,1:27:06.22,1:27:13.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}いつも{\fscx50} {\fscx100}この食卓だった{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:27:14.90,1:27:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,436)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}何の拍子についたのか Dialogue: 0,1:27:14.90,1:27:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,496)\c&H0000FFFF}河野が使っていた包丁の跡が残る{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:27:24.57,1:27:28.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF\fscx50}<{\fscx100}本当に俺で{\fscx50} {\fscx100}よかったのか{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:27:28.24,1:27:33.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(220,436)\c&H0000FFFF}考えてもしかたのない Dialogue: 0,1:27:28.24,1:27:33.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(240,496)\c&H0000FFFF}答えの出ない問いかけだ{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:27:33.58,1:27:39.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,436)\c&H0000FFFF}だが{\fscx50} {\fscx100}これからも Dialogue: 0,1:27:33.58,1:27:39.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(160,496)\c&H0000FFFF}この問いを手放すことはないだろう{\fscx50}。{\fscx100}➡ Dialogue: 0,1:27:39.45,1:27:45.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(180,436)\c&H0000FFFF}河野は{\fscx50} {\fscx100}今{\fscx50} {\fscx100}ここに Dialogue: 0,1:27:39.45,1:27:45.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(200,496)\c&H0000FFFF}私と一緒に生きているのだから{\fscx50}> Dialogue: 0,1:28:08.72,1:28:57.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\pos(140,496)}♬~