Silas Marner: the Weaver of Raveloe: By George Eliot
In the days when the spinning-wheels hummed busily in the farmhouses—and even
great ladies, clothed in silk and thread-lace, had their toy spinning-wheels of polished
oak—there might be seen, in districts far away among the lanes, or deep in the bosom of
the hills, certain pallid undersized men, who, by the side of the brawny country-folk,
looked like the remnants of a disinherited race. The shepherd's dog barked fiercely when
one of these alien-looking men appeared on the upland, dark against the early winter
sunset; for what dog likes a figure bent under a heavy bag?—and
In the early years of this century, such a linen-weaver, named Silas Marner, worked at
his vocation in a stone cottage that stood among the nutty hedgerows near the village of
Raveloe, and not far from the edge of a deserted stone-pit. The questionable sound of
Silas's loom, so unlike the natural cheerful
And Raveloe was a village where many of the old echoes lingered, undrowned by new
voices. Not that it was one of those barren parishes lying on the outskirts of
civilisation —inhabited by meagre sheep and thinly-scattered shepherds: on the contrary,
it lay in the rich central plain of what we are pleased to call Merry England, and held
farms which, speaking from a spiritual point of view, paid highly-desirable tithes. But
it was nestled in a snug well-wooded hollow, quite an hour's journey on horseback from
any turnpike, where it was never reached by the vibrations of the coach-horn, or of
public opinion. It was an important-looking village, with a fine old church and large
churchyard in the heart of it, and two or three large brick-and-stone homesteads, with
well-walled orchards and ornamental weathercocks, standing close upon the road, and
lifting more imposing fronts than the rectory, which peeped from among the trees on the
other side of the churchyard;—a village which showed at once the summits of its social
life, and told the
It was fifteen years since Silas Marner had first come to Raveloe; he was then simply a
pallid young man, with prominent, short-sighted brown eyes, whose appearance would have
had nothing strange for people of average culture and experience, but for the villagers
near whom he had come to settle it had mysterious peculiarities which corresponded with
the exceptional nature of his occupation, and his advent from an unknown region called
"North'ard." So had his way of life:—he invited no comer to step across his door-sill,
and he never strolled into the village to drink a pint at the Rainbow, or to gossip at
the wheel-wright's: he sought no man or woman, save for the purposes of his calling, or
in order to supply himself with necessaries; and it was soon clear to the Raveloe lasses
that he would never urge one of them to accept him against her will—
It was partly to this vague fear that Marner was indebted for protecting him from the
persecution that his singularities might have drawn upon him, but still more to the fact
that, the old linen-weaver in the neighbouring parish of Tarley being dead, his
handicraft made him a highly welcome settler to the richer housewives of the district,
and even to the more provident cottagers, who had their little stock of yarn at the
year's end; and their sense of his usefulness would have counteracted any repugnance or
suspicion which was not confirmed by a deficiency in the quality or the tale of the
cloth he wove for them. And the years had rolled on without producing any change in the
impressions of the neighbours concerning Marner, except the change from novelty to
habit. At the end of fifteen years the Raveloe men said just the same things about Silas
Marner as at the beginning: they did not say them quite so often, but they believed them
much more strongly when they did say them. There was only one important addition which
the years had
But while opinion concerning him had remained nearly stationary, and his daily habits
had presented scarcely any visible change, Marner's inward life had been a history and a
metamorphosis, as that of every fervid nature must be when it has fled, or been
condemned, to solitude. His life, before he came to Raveloe, had been filled with the
movement, the mental activity, and the close fellowship, which, in that day as in this,
marked the life of an artisan early incorporated in a narrow religious sect, where the
poorest layman has the chance of distinguishing himself by gifts of speech, and has, at
the very least, the weight of a silent voter in the government of his community. Marner
was highly thought of in that little hidden world, known to itself as the church
assembling in Lantern Yard; he was believed to be a young man of exemplary life and
ardent faith; and a peculiar interest had been centred in him ever since he had fallen,
at a prayer-meeting, into a mysterious rigidity and suspension of consciousness, which,
lasting
Among the members of his church there was one young man, a little older than himself,
with whom he had long lived in such close friendship that it was the custom of their
Lantern Yard brethren to call them David and Jonathan. The real name of the friend was
William Dane, and he, too, was regarded as a shining instance of youthful piety, though
somewhat given to over-severity towards weaker brethren, and to be so dazzled by his own
light as to hold himself wiser than his teachers. But whatever blemishes others might
discern in William, to his friend's mind he was faultless; for Marner had one of those
impressible self-doubting natures which, at an inexperienced age, admire imperativeness
and lean on contradiction. The expression of trusting simplicity in Marner's face,
heightened by that absence of special observation,
It had seemed to the unsuspecting Silas that the friendship had suffered no chill even
from his formation of another attachment of a closer kind. For some months he had been
engaged to a young servant-woman, waiting only for a little increase to their mutual
savings in order to their marriage; and it was a great delight to him that
"I must have slept," said Silas. Then, after a pause, he added, "Or I must have had another visitation like that which you have all seen me under, so that the thief must have come and gone while I was not in the body, but out of the body. But, I say again, search me and my dwelling, for I have been nowhere else."
The search was made, and it ended—in William Dane's finding the well-known bag, empty,
tucked behind the chest of drawers in Silas's chamber! On this William exhorted his
friend to confess, and not to hide his sin any longer. Silas turned a look of keen
reproach on him, and said, "William, for nine years that we have
"Brother," said William, "how do I know what you may have done in the secret chambers of your heart, to give Satan an advantage over you?"
Silas was still looking at his friend. Suddenly a deep flush came over his face, and he was about to speak impetuously, when he seemed checked again by some inward shock, that sent the flush back and made him tremble. But at last he spoke feebly, looking at William.
"I remember now—the knife wasn't in my pocket."
William said, "I know nothing of what you mean." The other persons present, however, began to inquire where Silas meant to say that the knife was, but he would give no further explanation: he only said, "I am sore stricken; I can say nothing. God will clear me."
On their return to the vestry there was further deliberation. Any resort to legal
measures for ascertaining the culprit was contrary to the principles of the Church:
prosecution was held by them to be forbidden to Christians, even if it had been a case
in which there was The lots declared that Silas
Marner was guilty . He was solemnly suspended from church-membership, and called
upon to render up the stolen money: only on confession, as the sign of repentance, could
he be received once more within the fold of the church. Marner listened in silence. At
last, when every one rose to depart, he went towards William Dane and said, in a voice
shaken by agitation—
"The last time I remember using my knife, was when I took it out to cut a strap for
you. I don't remember putting it in my pocket again. You stole the money, and
you have woven a plot to lay the sin at my door. But
There was a general shudder at this blasphemy.
William said meekly, "I leave our brethren to judge whether this is the voice of Satan or not. I can do nothing but pray for you, Silas."
Poor Marner went out with that despair in his soul—that shaken trust in God and man,
which is little short of madness to a loving nature. In the bitterness of his wounded
spirit, he said to himself, " She will cast me off too." And he reflected that,
if she did not believe the testimony against him, her whole faith must be upset, as his
was. To people accustomed to reason about the forms in which their religious feeling has
incorporated itself, it is difficult to enter into that simple, untaught state of mind
in which the form and the feeling have never been severed by an act of reflection. We
are apt to think it inevitable that a man in Marner's position should have begun to
question the validity of an appeal to the divine judgment by drawing lots; but to
Marner went home, and for a whole day sat alone, stunned by despair, without any impulse to go to Sarah and attempt to win her belief in his innocence. The second day he took refuge from benumbing unbelief, by getting into his loom and working away as usual; and before many hours were past, the minister and one of the deacons came to him with the message from Sarah, that she held her engagement to him at an end. Silas received the message mutely, and then turned away from the messengers to work at his loom again. In little more than a month from that time, Sarah was married to William Dane; and not long afterwards it was known to the brethren in Lantern Yard that Silas Marner had departed from the town.
Even people whose lives have been made various by learning, sometimes find it
hard to keep a fast hold on their habitual views of life, on their faith in the
Invisible—nay, on the sense that their past joys and sorrows are a real experience, when
they are suddenly transported to a new land, where the beings around them know nothing
of their history, and share none of their ideas—where their mother earth shows another
lap, and human life has other forms than those on which their souls have been nourished.
Minds that have been unhinged from their old faith and love, have perhaps sought this
Lethean influence of exile, in which the past becomes dreamy because its symbols have
all vanished, and the present too is dreamy because it is linked with no memories. But
even their experience may hardly enable them thoroughly to imagine what was the
effect on
And what could be more unlike that Lantern Yard world than the world in Raveloe?—
orchards looking lazy with neglected plenty; the large church in the wide churchyard,
which men gazed at lounging at their own doors in service-time; the purple-faced farmers
jogging along the lanes or turning in at the Rainbow; homesteads, where men supped
heavily and slept in the light of the evening hearth, and where women seemed to be
laying up a stock of linen for the life to come. There were no lips in Raveloe from
which a word could fall that would stir Silas Marner's benumbed faith to a sense of
pain. In the early ages of the world, we know, it was believed that each territory was
inhabited and ruled by its own divinities, so that a man could cross the bordering
heights and be out of the reach of his native gods, whose presence was
His first movement after the shock had been to work in his loom; and he went on with
this unremittingly, never asking himself why, now he was come to Raveloe, he worked far
on into the night to finish the tale of Mrs Osgood's table-linen sooner than she
expected—without contemplating beforehand the money she would put into his hand for the
work. He seemed to weave, like the spider, from pure impulse, without reflection. Every
man's work, pursued
But at last Mrs Osgood's table-linen was finished, and Silas was paid in gold. His
earnings in his native town, where he worked for a wholesale dealer, had been after a
lower rate; purpose then. But now, when all purpose was gone, that habit of looking
towards the money and grasping it with a sense of fulfilled effort made a loam that
About this time an incident happened which seemed to open a possibility of some
fellowship with his neighbours. One day, taking a pair of shoes to be mended, he saw the
cobbler's wife seated by the fire, suffering from the terrible symptoms of heart-disease
and dropsy, which he had witnessed as the precursors of his mother's death. He felt a
rush of pity at the mingled sight and remembrance, and, recalling the relief his mother
had found from a simple preparation of foxglove, he promised Sally Oates to bring her
something that would case her, since the doctor did her no good. In this office of
charity, Silas felt, for the first time since he had come to Raveloe, a sense of unity
between his past and present life, which might have been the beginning of his rescue
from the insect-like existence into which his nature had shrunk. But Sally Oates's
disease had raised her into a personage of much interest and importance among the
neighbours, and the fact
Silas now found himself and his cottage suddenly beset by mothers who wanted him to
charm away the hooping-cough, or bring back the milk, and by men who wanted stuff
against the rheumatics or the knots in the hands; and, to secure themselves against a
refusal, the applicants brought silver in their palms. Silas might have driven a
profitable trade in charms as well as in his small list of drugs; but money on this
condition was no temptation to him: he had never known an impulse towards falsity, and
he drove one after another away with growing irritation, for the news of him as a wise
man had spread even to Tarley, and it was long before people ceased to take long walks
for the sake of asking his aid. But the hope in his wisdom was at length changed into
dread, for no one believed him when he said he knew no charms and could work no cures,
and every
Gradually the guineas, the crowns, and the half-crowns, grew to a heap, and Marner drew
less and less for his own wants, trying to solve the problem of keeping himself strong
enough to work sixteen hours a-day on as small an outlay as possible. Have not men, shut
up in solitary imprisonment, found an interest in marking the moments by straight
strokes of a certain length on the wall, until the growth of the sum of straight
strokes, arranged in triangles, has become a mastering purpose? Do we not wile away
moments of inanity or fatigued waiting by repeating some trivial movement or sound,
until the repetition has bred a want, which is incipient habit? That will help us to
understand how the love of accumulating money grows an absorbing passion
So, year after year, Silas Marner had lived in this solitude, his guineas rising in the
iron pot, and his life narrowing and hardening itself more and more into a mere
pulsation of desire and satisfaction that had no relation to any other being. His life
had reduced itself to the mere functions of weaving and hoarding, without any
contemplation of an end towards which the functions tended. The same sort of process has
perhaps been undergone by wiser
Yet even in this stage of withering a little incident happened, which showed that the
sap of affection was not all gone. It was one of his daily tasks to fetch his water from
a well a couple of fields off, and for this purpose, ever since he came to Raveloe, he
had had a brown earthenware pot, which he held as his most precious utensil, among the
very few conveniences
This is the history of Silas Marner until the fifteenth year after he came to Raveloe.
The livelong day he sat in his loom, his ear filled with its monotony, his eyes bent
close down on the slow growth of sameness in the brownish web, his muscles moving with
such even repetition that their pause seemed almost as much a constraint as the holding
of his breath. But at night came his revelry: at night he closed
But about the Christmas of that fifteenth year, a second great change came over Marner's life, and his history became blent in a singular manner with the life of his neighbours.
The greatest man in Raveloe was Squire Cass, who lived in the large red house, with the handsome flight of stone steps in front and the high stables behind it, nearly opposite the church. He was only one among several landed parishioners, but he alone was honoured with the title of Squire; for though Mr Osgood's family was also understood to be of timeless origin—the Raveloe imagination having never ventured back to that fearful blank when there were no Osgoods—still, he merely owned the farm he occupied; whereas Squire Cass had a tenant or two, who complained of the game to him quite as if he had been a lord.
It was still that glorious war-time which was felt to be a peculiar favour of
Providence towards the landed interest, and the fall of prices had not yet come to carry
the race of small squires and yeomen down that road to ruin for
For the Squire's wife had died long ago, and the Red House was without that presence of
the wife and mother which is the fountain of
It was the once hopeful Godfrey who was standing, with his hands in his side-pockets and his back to the fire, in the dark wainscoted parlour, one late November afternoon, in that fifteenth year of Silas Marner's life at Raveloe. The fading grey light fell dimly on the walls decorated with guns, whips, and foxes' brushes, on coats and hats flung on the chairs, on tankards sending forth a scent of flat ale, and on a half-choked fire, with pipes propped up in the chimney-corners: signs of a domestic life destitute of any hallowing charm, with which the look of gloomy vexation on Godfrey's blonde face was in sad accordance. He seemed to be waiting and listening for some one's approach, and presently the sound of a heavy step, with an accompanying whistle, was heard across the large empty entrance-hall.
The door opened, and a thick-set, heavy-looking young man entered, with the flushed
face and the gratuitously elated bearing which mark the first stage of intoxication. It
was
"Well, Master Godfrey, what do you want with me?" said Dunsey, in a mocking tone. "You're my elders and betters, you know; I was obliged to come when you sent for me."
"Why, this is what I want—and just shake yourself sober and listen, will you?" said Godfrey, savagely. He had himself been drinking more than was good for him, trying to turn his gloom into uncalculating anger. "I want to tell you, I must hand over that rent of Fowler's to the Squire, or else tell him I gave it you; for he's threatening to distrain for it, and it'll all be out soon, whether I tell him or not. He said, just now, before he went out, he should send word to Cox to distrain, if Fowler didn't come and pay up his arrears this week. The Squire's short o' cash, and in no humour to stand any nonsense; and you know what he threatened, if ever he found you making away with his money again. So, see and get the money, and pretty quickly, will you?"
"Oh!" said Dunsey, sneeringly, coming nearer to his brother and looking in his face. "Suppose, now, you get the money yourself, and save me the trouble, eh? Since you was so kind as to hand it over to me, you'll not refuse me the kindness to pay it back for me: it was your brotherly love made you do it, you know."
Godfrey bit his lips and clenched his fist. "Don't come near me with that look, else I'll knock you down."
"O no, you won't," said Dunsey, turning away on his heel, however. "Because I'm such a good-natured brother, you know. I might get you turned out of house and home, and cut off with a shilling any day. I might tell the Squire how his handsome son was married to that nice young woman, Molly Farren, and was very unhappy because he couldn't live with his drunken wife, and I should slip into your place as comfortable as could be. But, you see, I don't do it—I'm so easy and good-natured. You'll take any trouble for me. You'll get the hundred pounds for me —I know you will."
"How can I get the money?" said Godfrey,
"Never mind," said Dunsey, nodding his head sideways as he looked out of the window. "It 'ud be very pleasant to me to go in your company—you're such a handsome brother, and we've always been so fond of quarrelling with one another, I shouldn't know what to do without you. But you'd like better for us both to stay at home together; I know you would. So you'll manage to get that little sum o' money, and I'll bid you good-by, though I'm sorry to part."
Dunstan was moving off, but Godfrey rushed after him and seized him by the arm, saying, with an oath,
"I tell you, I have no money: I can get no money."
"Borrow of old Kimble."
"I tell you, he won't lend me any more, and I shan't ask him."
"Well then, sell Wildfire."
"Yes, that's easy talking. I must have the money directly."
"Well, you've only got to ride him to the hunt to-morrow. There'll be Bryce and Keating there, for sure. You'll get more bids than one."
"I daresay, and get back home at eight o'clock, splashed up to the chin. I'm going to Mrs Osgood's birthday dance."
"Oho!" said Dunsey, turning his head on one side, and trying to speak in a small mincing treble. "And there's sweet Miss Nancy coming; and we shall dance with her, and promise never to be naughty again, and be taken into favour, and—"
"Hold your tongue about Miss Nancy, you fool," said Godfrey, turning red, "else I'll throttle you."
"What for?" said Dunsey, still in an artificial tone, but taking a whip from the table
and beating the butt-end of it on his palm. "You've a very good chance. I'd advise you
to creep up her sleeve again: it 'ud be saving time if Molly should happen to take a
drop too much laudanum some day, and make a
"I'll tell you what it is," said Godfrey, quivering, and pale again. "My patience is
pretty near at an end. If you'd a little more sharpness in you, you might know that you
may urge a man a bit too far, and make one leap as easy as another. I don't know but
what it is so now: I may as well tell the Squire everything myself—I should get you off
my back, if I got nothing else. And, after all, he'll know some time. She's been
threatening to come herself and tell him. So, don't flatter yourself that your secrecy's
worth any price you choose to ask. You drain me of money till I've got nothing to pacify
her with, and she'll do as she threatens some day. It's all one. I'll tell my
father everything myself, and you may go to the devil."
Dunsey perceived that he had overshot his mark, and that there was a point at which
even the hesitating Godfrey might be driven
"As you please; but I'll have a draught of ale first." And ringing the bell, he threw himself across two chairs, and began to rap the window-seat with the handle of his whip.
Godfrey stood, still with his back to the fire, uneasily moving his fingers among the
contents of his side-pockets, and looking at the floor. That big muscular frame of his
held plenty of animal courage, but helped him to no decision when the dangers to be
braved were such as could neither be knocked down nor throttled. His natural
irresolution and moral cowardice were exaggerated by a position in which dreaded
consequences seemed to press equally on all sides, and his irritation had no sooner
provoked him to defy Dunstan and anticipate all possible betrayals, than the miseries he
must bring on himself by such a step seemed more unendurable to him than the present
evil. The results of confession were not contingent, they were certain; whereas betrayal
was not certain. From the near vision of that certainty he fell back on suspense and
vacillation with a sense of repose. The disinherited son of a her as well as the inheritance, and must break every tie but
the one that degraded him and left him without motive for trying to recover his better
self, he could imagine no future for himself on the other side of confession but that of
"'listing for a soldier"—the most desperate step, short of suicide, in the eyes of
respectable families. No! he would rather trust to casualties than to his own resolve—
rather go on sitting at the feast and sipping the wine he loved, though with the sword
hanging over him and terror in his heart, than rush away into the cold darkness where
there was no pleasure left. The utmost concession to Dunstan about the horse began to
seem easy, compared with the fulfilment of his own threat. But his pride would not let
him recommence the conversation otherwise than by
"It's just like you," Godfrey burst out, in a bitter tone, "to talk about my selling Wildfire in that cool way—the last thing I've got to call my own, and the best bit of horse-flesh I ever had in my life. And if you'd got a spark of pride in you, you'd be ashamed to see the stables emptied, and everybody sneering about it. But it's my belief you'd sell yourself, if it was only for the pleasure of making somebody feel he'd got a bad bargain."
"Ay, ay," said Dunstan, very placably, "you do me justice, I see. You know I'm a jewel
for 'ticing people into bargains. For which reason I advise you to let me sell
Wildfire. I'd ride him to the hunt to-morrow for you, with pleasure. I shouldn't look so
handsome as you in the saddle, but it's the horse they'll bid for, and not the
rider."
"Yes, I daresay—trust my horse to you!"
"As you please," said Dunstan, rapping the window-seat again with an air of great
unconcern. "It's you have got to pay Fowler's money; it's none of my business.
You received you
told the Squire it wasn't paid. I'd nothing to do with that; you chose to be so obliging
as give it me, that was all. If you don't want to pay the money, let it alone; it's all
one to me. But I was willing to accommodate you by undertaking to sell the horse, seeing
it's not convenient to you to go so far to-morrow."
Godfrey was silent for some moments. He would have liked to spring on Dunstan, wrench the whip from his hand, and flog him to within an inch of his life; and no bodily fear could have deterred him; but he was mastered by another sort of fear, which was fed by feelings stronger even than his resentment. When he spoke again, it was in a half-conciliatory tone.
"Well, you mean no nonsense about the horse, eh? You'll sell him all fair, and hand over the money? If you don't, you know, everything 'll go to smash, for I've got nothing else to trust to. And you'll have less pleasure in pulling the house over my head, when your own skull's to be broken too."
"Ay, ay," said Dunstan, rising, "all right.
"But it 'll perhaps rain cats and dogs to-morrow, as it did yesterday, and then you can't go," said Godfrey, hardly knowing whether he wished for that obstacle or not.
"Not it ," said Dunstan. "I'm always lucky in my weather. It might rain if you
wanted to go yourself. You never hold trumps, you know—I always do. You've got the
beauty, you see, and I've got the luck, so you must keep me by you for your crooked
sixpence; you'll ne -ver get along without me."
"Confound you, hold your tongue," said Godfrey, impetuously. "And take care to keep sober to-morrow, else you'll get pitched on your head coming home, and Wildfire might be the worse for it."
"Make your tender heart easy," said Dunstan, opening the door. "You never knew me see double when I'd got a bargain to make; it 'ud spoil the fun. Besides, whenever I fall, I'm warranted to fall on my legs."
With that, Dunstan slammed the door behind them too, and their early errors carried hard consequences: perhaps the love
of some sweet maiden, the image of purity, order, and calm, had opened their eyes to the
vision of a life in which the days would not seem too long, even without rioting; but
the maiden was lost, and the vision passed
That, at least, was the condition of Godfrey Cass in this six-and-twentieth year of his
life. A movement of compunction, helped by those small indefinable influences which
every personal relation exerts on a pliant nature, had urged him into a secret marriage,
which was a
Still, there was one position worse than the present: it was the position he would be
in when the ugly secret was disclosed; and the desire that continually triumphed over
every other was that of warding off the evil day, when he would have to bear the
consequences of his father's violent resentment for the wound inflicted on his family
pride—would have, perhaps, to turn his back on that hereditary ease and dignity which,
after all, was a sort of reason for living, and would carry with him the certainty that
he was banished for ever from the sight and esteem of Nancy Lammeter. The longer the
interval, the more chance there was of deliverance from some, at least, of the hateful
consequences to which he had sold himself—the more opportunities remained for him to
snatch the strange gratification of seeing Nancy, and gathering some faint indications
of her lingering regard. Towards this gratification he was impelled, fitfully, every now
and then, after having passed weeks in which he had avoided her as the far-off,
bright-winged prize, that only made him spring
What was he to do this evening to pass the time? He might as well go to the Rainbow,
and hear the talk about the cock-fighting: everybody was there, and what else was there
to be done? Though, for his own part, he did not care a button for cock-fighting. Snuff,
the
Dunstan Cass , setting off in the raw morning, at the judiciously quiet pace
of a man who is obliged to ride to cover on his hunter, had to take his way along the
lane, which, at its farther extremity, passed by the piece of unenclosed ground called
the Stonepit, where stood the cottage, once a stone-cutter's shed, now for fifteen years
inhabited by Silas Marner. The spot looked very dreary at this season, with the moist
trodden clay about it, and the red, muddy water high up in the deserted quarry. That was
Dunstan's first thought as he approached it; the second was, that the old fool of a
weaver, whose loom he heard rattling already, had a great deal of money hidden
somewhere. How was it that he, Dunstan Cass, who had often heard talk of Marner's
miserliness, had never thought of suggesting to Godfrey that he should frighten or
persuade
Bryce and Keating were there, as Dunstan
"Hey-day," said Bryce, who had long had his eye on Wildfire, "you're on your brother's horse to-day: how's that?"
"O, I've swopped with him," said Dunstan, whose delight in lying, grandly independent of utility, was not to be diminished by the likelihood that his hearer would not believe him— "Wildfire's mine now."
"What! has he swopped with you for that big-boned hack of yours?" said Bryce, quite aware that he should get another lie in answer.
"O, there was a little account between us," said Dunsey, carelessly, "and Wildfire made
it even. I accommodated him by taking the horse, though it was against my will, for I'd
got an itch for a mare o' Jortin's—as rare a bit o' blood as ever you threw your leg
across. But I shall keep Wildfire, now I've got him; though I'd a bid of a hundred and
fifty for him the other day, from a man over at Flitton —he's buying for Lord Cromleck—a
fellow with a cast in his eye, and a green waistcoat. But I mean to stick to Wildfire: I
shan't get a better at a fence in a hurry. The mare's got
Bryce of course divined that Dunstan wanted to sell the horse, and Dunstan knew that he divined it (horse-dealing is only one of many human transactions carried on in this ingenious manner); and they both considered that the bargain was in its first stage, when Bryce replied ironically—
"I wonder at that now; I wonder you mean to keep him; for I never heard of a man who didn't want to sell his horse getting a bid of half as much again as the horse was worth. You'll be lucky if you get a hundred."
Keating rode up now, and the transaction became more complicated. It ended in the
purchase of the horse by Bryce for a hundred and twenty, to be paid on the delivery of
Wildfire, safe and sound, at the Batherley stables. It did occur to Dunsey that it might
be wise for him to give up the day's hunting, proceed at once to Batherley, and, having
waited for Bryce's return, hire a horse to carry him home with the money in his pocket.
But the inclination for a run, encouraged by confidence in his luck, and by a draught of
brandy from his
Nothing at that moment could be much more inviting to Dunsey than the bright fire on
the brick hearth: he walked in and seated himself by it at once. There was something in
front of the fire, too, that would have been inviting to a hungry man, if it had been in
a different stage of cooking. It was a small bit of pork suspended from the
kettle-hanger by a string passed through a large door-key, in a way known to primitive
housekeepers unpossessed of jacks. But the pork had been hung at the farthest extremity
of the hanger, apparently to prevent the roasting from proceeding too rapidly during the
owner's absence. Who would know that anybody had come to take it away? He went
no farther into the subtleties of evidence: the pressing question, "Where is
the money?" now took such entire possession of him as to make him quite forget that the
weaver's death was not a certainty. A dull mind, once arriving at an inference that
flatters a desire, is rarely able to retain the impression that the notion from which
the inference started was purely problematic. And Dunstan's mind was as dull as the mind
When Dunstan Cass turned his back on the cottage, Silas Marner was not more
than a hundred yards away from it, plodding along from the village with a sack thrown
round his shoulders as an over-coat, and with a horn lantern in his hand. His legs were
weary, but his mind was at ease, free from the presentiment of change. The sense of
security more frequently springs from habit than from conviction, and for this reason it
often subsists after such a change in the conditions as might have been expected to
suggest alarm. The lapse of time during which a given event has not happened, is, in
this logic of habit, constantly alleged as a reason why the event should never happen,
even when the lapse of time is precisely the added condition which makes the event
imminent. A man will tell you that he has worked in a mine for forty
He reached his door in much satisfaction that his errand was done: he opened it, and to his short-sighted eyes everything remained as he had left it, except that the fire sent out a welcome increase of heat. He trod about the floor while putting by his lantern and throwing aside his hat and sack, so as to merge the marks of Dunstan's feet on the sand in the marks of his own nailed boots. Then he moved his pork nearer to the fire, and sat down to the agreeable business of tending the meat and warming himself at the same time.
Any one who had looked at him as the red light shone upon his pale face, strange
straining eyes, and meagre form, would perhaps have understood the mixture of
contemptuous pity, dread, and suspicion with which he was regarded by his neighbours in
Raveloe. Yet few men could be more harmless than poor Marner. In his truthful simple
soul, not even the growing greed and worship of gold could beget any
As soon as he was warm he began to think it would be a long while to wait till after supper before he drew out his guineas, and it would be pleasant to see them on the table before him as he ate his unwonted feast. For joy is the best of wine, and Silas's guineas were a golden wine of that sort.
He rose and placed his candle unsuspectingly on the floor near his loom, swept away the
sand without noticing any change, and removed the bricks. The sight of the empty hole
made his heart leap violently, but the belief that his gold was gone could not come at
once—only
Yes, there was a sort of refuge which always comes with the prostration of thought
under an overpowering passion: it was that expectation of impossibilities, that belief
in contradictory
Again he put his trembling hands to his head, and gave a wild ringing scream, the cry of desolation. For a few moments after, he stood motionless; but the cry had relieved him from the first maddening pressure of the truth. He turned, and tottered towards his loom, and got into the seat where he worked, instinctively seeking this as the strongest assurance of reality.
And now that all the false hopes had vanished, and the first shock of certainty was
past, the idea of a thief began to present itself, and he entertained it eagerly,
because a thief might be caught and made to restore the gold. The thought brought some
new strength with it, Was it a thief who had taken the bags? or was it a
cruel power that no hands could reach, which had delighted in making him a second time
desolate? He shrank from this vaguer dread, and fixed his mind with struggling effort on
the robber with hands, who could be reached by hands. His thoughts glanced at all the
neighbours who had made any remarks, or asked any questions which he might now regard as
a ground of suspicion. There was Jem Rodney, a known poacher, and otherwise
disreputable: he had often met Marner in his journeys across the fields, and had said
something jestingly about the weaver's money; nay, he had once irritated Marner,
The Rainbow, in Marner's view, was a place of luxurious resort for rich and stout
husbands, whose wives had superfluous stores of linen; it was the place where he was
likely to find the powers and dignities of Raveloe, and where he
The conversation, which was at a high pitch of animation when Silas approached the door of the Rainbow, had, as usual, been slow and intermittent when the company first assembled. The pipes began to be puffed in a silence which had an air of severity; the more important customers, who drank spirits and sat nearest the fire, staring at each other as if a bet were depending on the first man who winked; while the beer-drinkers, chiefly men in fustian jackets and smock-frocks, kept their eyelids down and rubbed their hands across their mouths, as if their draughts of beer were a funereal duty attended with embarrassing sadness. At last, Mr Snell, the landlord, a man of a neutral disposition, accustomed to stand aloof from human differences as those of beings who were all alike in need of liquor, broke silence, by saying in a doubtful tone to his cousin the butcher,—
"Some folks 'ud say that was a fine beast you druv in yesterday, Bob?"
The butcher, a jolly, smiling, red-haired man, was not disposed to answer rashly. He gave a few puffs before he spat and replied, "And they wouldn't be fur wrong, John."
After this feeble delusive thaw, the silence set in as severely as before.
"Was it a red Durham?" said the farrier, taking up the thread of discourse after the lapse of a few minutes.
The farrier looked at the landlord, and the landlord looked at the butcher, as the person who must take the responsibility of answering.
"Red it was," said the butcher, in his goodhumoured husky treble—"and a Durham it was."
"Then you needn't tell me who you bought it of," said the farrier, looking
round with some triumph; "I know who it is has got the red Durhams o' this country-side.
And she'd a white star on her brow, I'll bet a penny?" The farrier leaned forward with
his hands on his knees as he put this question, and his eyes twinkled knowingly.
"Well; yes—she might," said the butcher,
"I knew that very well," said the farrier, throwing himself backward again, and
speaking defiantly; "if I don't know Mr Lammeter's cows, I should like to know
who does—that's all. And as for the cow you've bought, bargain or no bargain, I've been
at the drenching of her—contradick me who will."
The farrier looked fierce, and the mild butcher's conversational spirit was roused a little.
"I'm not for contradicking no man," he said; "I'm for peace and quietness. Some are for
cutting long ribs—I'm for cutting 'em short, myself; but I don't quarrel with
'em. All I say is, it's a lovely carkiss—and anybody as was reasonable, it 'ud bring
tears into their eyes to look at it."
"Well, it's the cow as I drenched, whatever it is," pursued the farrier, angrily; "and it was Mr Lammeter's cow, else you told a lie when you said it was a red Durham."
"I tell no lies," said the butcher, with the same mild huskiness as before; "and I
contradick none—not if a man was to swear himself
"No," said the farrier, with bitter sarcasm, looking at the company generally; "and p'rhaps you aren't pig-headed; and p'rhaps you didn't say the cow was a red Durham; and p'rhaps you didn't say she'd got a star on her brow— stick to that, now you're at it."
"Come, come," said the landlord; "let the cow alone. The truth lies atween you: you're
both right and both wrong, as I allays say. And as for the cow's being Mr Lammeter's, I
say nothing to that; but this I say, as the Rainbow's the Rainbow. And for the matter o'
that, if the talk is to be o' the Lammeters, you know the most upo' that head,
eh, Mr Macey? You remember when first Mr Lammeter's father come into these parts, and
took the Warrens?"
Mr Macey, tailor and parish-clerk, the latter of which functions rheumatism had of late
obliged him to share with a small-featured young man who sat opposite him, held his
white head on one side, and twirled his thumbs
"Ay, ay; I know, I know; but I let other folks talk. I've laid by now, and gev up to the young uns. Ask them as have been to school at Tarley: they've learnt pernouncing; that's come up since my day."
"If you're pointing at me, Mr Macey," said the deputy-clerk, with an air of anxious propriety, "I'm nowise a man to speak out of my place. As the psalm says— 'I know what's right, nor only so, But also practise what I know."'
"Well, then, I wish you'd keep hold o' the tune when it's set for you; if you're for
practising , I wish you'd practise that," said a large
jocose-looking man, an excellent wheel-wright in his week-day capacity, but on Sundays
leader of the choir. He winked, as he spoke, at two of the company, who were known
officially as the "bassoon" and "the key-bugle," in the confidence that he was
expressing the sense of the musical profession in Raveloe.
Mr Tookey, the deputy-clerk, who shared
"Ay, ay," said Mr Macey, who felt very well satisfied with this attack on youthful presumption: "you're right there, Tookey: there's allays two 'pinions; there's the 'pinion a man has of himsen, and there's the 'pinion other folks have on him. There'd be two 'pinions about a cracked bell, if the bell could hear itself."
"Well, Mr Macey," said poor Tookey, serious amidst the general laughter, "I undertook to partially fill up the office of parish-clerk by Mr Crackenthorp's desire, whenever your infirmities should make you unfitting; and it's one of the rights thereof to sing in the choir—else why have you done the same yourself?"
"Ah! but the old gentleman and you are two folks," said Ben Winthrop. "The old
gentleman's got a gift. Why, the Squire used
This kind of unflinching frankness was the most piquant form of joke to the company at the Rainbow, and Ben Winthrop's insult was felt by everybody to have capped Mr Macey's epigram.
"I see what it is plain enough," said Mr Tookey, unable to keep cool any longer. "There's a consperacy to turn me out o' the choir, as I shouldn't share the Christmas money —that's where it is. But I shall speak to Mr Crackenthorp; I'll not be put upon by no man."
"Nay, nay, Tookey," said Ben Winthrop. "We'll pay you your share to keep out of it— that's what we'll do. There's things folks 'ud pay to be rid on, besides varmin."
"Come, come," said the landlord, who felt that paying people for their absence was a principle dangerous to society; "a joke's a joke. We're all good friends here, I hope. We must give and take. You're both right and you're both wrong, as I say. I agree wi' Mr Macey here, as there's two opinions; and if mine was asked, I should say they're both right. Tookey's right and Winthrop's right, and they've only got to split the difference and make themselves even."
The farrier was puffing his pipe rather fiercely, in some contempt at this trivial discussion. He had no ear for music himself, and never went to church, as being of the medical profession, and likely to be in requisition for delicate cows. But the butcher, having music in his soul, had listened with a divided desire for Tookey's defeat, and for the preservation of the peace.
"To be sure," he said, following up the landlord's conciliatory view, "we're fond of
our old clerk; it's nat'ral, and him used to be such a singer, and got a brother as is
known for the first fiddler in this country-side. Eh, it's a pity but what Solomon lived
in our village,
"Ay, ay," said Mr Macey, in the height of complacency; "our family's been known for musicianers as far back as anybody can tell. But them things are dying out, as I tell Solomon every time he comes round; there's no voices like what there used to be, and there's nobody remembers what we remember, if it isn't the old crows."
"Ay, you remember when first Mr Lammeter's father came into these parts, don't you, Mr Macey?" said the landlord.
"I should think I did," said the old man, who had now gone through that complimentary
process necessary to bring him up to the point of narration; "and a fine old gentleman
he was —as fine, and finer nor the Mr Lammeter as now is. He came from a bit north'ard,
so far as I could ever make out. But there's nobody rightly knows about those parts:
only it couldn't be far north'ard, nor much different from this country, for he brought
a fine breed o' sheep with him, so there must be pastures there, and everything
reasonable. We heared tell as he'd I should know, for I helped the old rector, Mr
Drumlow as was, I helped him marry 'em."
Here Mr Macey paused; he always gave his narrative in instalments, expecting to be questioned according to precedent.
"Ay, and a partic'lar thing happened, didn't it, Mr Macey, so as you were likely to remember that marriage?" said the landlord, in a congratulatory tone.
"I should think there did—a very partic'lar thing," said Mr Macey, nodding
sideways. "For Mr Drumlow—poor old gentleman, I was fond on him, though he'd got a bit
confused in his head, what wi' age and wi' taking a drop o' summat warm when the service
come of a cold morning. And young Mr Lammeter, he'd have no way but he must be married
in Janiwary, which, to be sure, 's a unreasonable time to be married in, for it isn't
like a christening or a burying, as you can't help; and so Mr Drumlow—poor old
gentleman, I was fond on him—but when he come to put the questions, he put 'em by the
rule o' contrairy, like, and he says, 'Wilt thou have this man to thy wedded wife?' says
he, and then he says, 'Wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded husband?' says he. But
the partic'larest thing of all is, as nobody took any notice on it but me, and they
answered straight off 'yes,' like as if it had been me saying 'Amen' i' the right place,
without listening to what went before."
"But you knew what was going on well enough, didn't you, Mr Macey? You were
live enough, eh?" said the butcher.
"Lor bless you!" said Mr Macey, pausing, and smiling in pity at the impotence of his
hearers' imagination—"why, I was all of a tremble: it was as if I'd been a coat pulled
by the two tails, like; for I couldn't stop the parson, I couldn't take upon me to do
that; and yet I said to myself, I says, 'Suppose they shouldn't be fast married, 'cause
the words are contrairy?' and my head went working like a mill, for I was allays
uncommon for turning things over and seeing all round 'em; and I says to myself, 'Is't
the meanin' or the words as makes folks fast i' wedlock?' For the parson meant right,
and the bride and bridegroom meant right. But then, when I come to think on it, meanin'
goes but a little way i' most things, for you may mean to stick things together and your
glue may be bad, and then where are you? And so I says to mysen, 'It isn't the meanin',
it's the glue.' And I was worreted as if I'd got three bells to pull at once, when we
got into the vestry, and they begun to sign their names. But where's the o' talking?
"But you held in for all that, didn't you, Mr Macey?" said the landlord.
"Ay, I held in tight till I was by mysen wi' Mr Drumlow, and then I out wi' everything,
but respectful, as I allays did. And he made light on it, and he says, 'Pooh, pooh,
Macey, make yourself easy,' he says, 'it's neither the meaning nor the words—it's the
regester does it—that's the glue.' So you see he settled it easy; for parsons
and doctors know everything by heart, like, so as they aren't worreted wi' thinking
what's the rights and wrongs o' things, as I'n been many and many's the time. And sure
enough the wedding turned out all right, on'y poor Mrs Lammeter—that's Miss Osgood as
was—died afore the lasses were growed up; but for prosperity and everything respectable,
there's no family more looked on."
Every one of Mr Macey's audience had heard this story many times, but it was listened
to as if it had been a favourite tune, and at certain points the puffing of the pipes
was momentarily suspended, that the listeners might give their whole minds to the
expected words. But there
"Why, old Mr Lammeter had a pretty fortin, didn't they say, when he come into these parts?"
"Well, yes," said Mr Macey; "but I daresay it's as much as this Mr Lammeter's done to keep it whole. For there was allays a talk as nobody could get rich on the Warrens: though he holds it cheap, for it's what they call Charity Land."
"Ay, and there's few folks know so well as you how it come to be Charity Land, eh, Mr Macey?" said the butcher.
"How should they?" said the old clerk, with some contempt. "Why, my grandfather made
the grooms' livery for that Mr Cliff as came and built the big stables at the Warrens.
Why, they're stables four times as big as Squire Cass's, for he thought o' nothing but
hosses and hunting, Cliff didn't—a Lunnon tailor, some folks said, as had gone mad wi'
cheating. For he couldn't ride; lor bless you! they said he'd got no more grip o' the
hoss than if his legs had been cross sticks: my grandfather heared old Squire Cass say
so
"Ay, but there's more going on in the stables than what folks see by daylight, eh, Mr Macey?" said the landlord.
"Ay, ay; go that way of a dark night, that's all," said Mr Macey, winking mysteriously, "and then make believe, if you like, as you didn't see lights i' the stables, nor hear the stamping o' the hosses, nor the cracking o' the whips, and howling, too, if it's tow'rt daybreak. 'Cliff's Holiday' has been the name of it ever sin' I were a boy; that's to say, some said as it was the holiday Old Harry gev him from roasting, like. That's what my father told me, and he was a reasonable man, though there's folks nowadays know what happened afore they were born better nor they know their own business."
"What do you say to that, eh, Dowlas?" said the landlord, turning to the farrier, who
was you
to crack."
Mr Dowlas was the negative spirit in the company, and was proud of his position.
"Say? I say what a man should say as doesn't shut his eyes to look at a
finger-post. I say, as I'm ready to wager any man ten pound, if he'll stand out wi' me
any dry night in the pasture before the Warren stables, as we shall neither see lights
nor hear noises, if it isn't the blowing of our own noses. That's what I say, and I've
said it many a time; but there's nobody 'ull ventur a ten-pun' note on their ghos'es as
they make so sure of."
"Why, Dowlas, that's easy betting, that is," said Ben Winthrop. "You might as well bet a man as he wouldn't catch the rheumatise if he stood up to's neck in the pool of a frosty night. It 'ud be fine fun for a man to win his bet as he'd catch the rheumatise. Folks as believe in Cliff's Holiday aren't agoing to ventur near it for a matter o' ten pound."
"If Master Dowlas wants to know the truth on it," said Mr Macey, with a sarcastic
smile, tapping his thumbs together, "he's no call to lay any bet—let him go and stan' by
himself—
"Thank you! I'm obliged to you," said the farrier, with a snort of scorn. "If folks are
fools, it's no business o' mine. I don't want to make out the truth about
ghos'es: I know it a'ready. But I'm not against a bet—everything fair and open. Let any
man bet me ten pound as I shall see Cliff's Holiday, and I'll go and stand by myself. I
want no company. I'd as lief do it as I'd fill this pipe."
"Ah, but who's to watch you, Dowlas, and see you do it? That's no fair bet," said the butcher.
"No fair bet?" replied Mr Dowlas, angrily. "I should like to hear any man stand up and say I want to bet unfair. Come now, Master Lundy, I should like to hear you say it."
"Very like you would," said the butcher. "But it's no business o' mine. You're none o' my bargains, and I aren't a-going to try and 'bate your price. If anybody 'll bid for you at your own vallying, let him. I'm for peace and quietness, I am."
"Yes, that's what every yapping cur is, when you hold a stick up at him," said the I aren't a turn-tail cur."
"Ay, but there's this in it, Dowlas," said the landlord, speaking in a tone of much
candour and tolerance. "There's folks, i' my opinion, they can't see ghos'es, not if
they stood as plain as a pike-staff before 'em. And there's reason i' that. For there's
my wife, now, can't smell, not if she'd the strongest o' cheese under her nose. I never
see'd a ghost myself, but then I says to myself, 'Very like I haven't got the smell for
'em.' I mean, putting a ghost for a smell, or else contrairiways. And so, I'm for
holding with both sides; for, as I say, the truth lies between 'em. And if Dowlas was to
go and stand, and say he'd never seen a wink o' Cliff's Holiday all the night through,
I'd back him; and if anybody said as Cliff's Holiday was certain sure, for all that, I'd
back him too. For the smell's what I go by."
The landlord's analogical argument was not well received by the farrier—a man intensely opposed to compromise.
"Tut, tut," he said, setting down his glass with refreshed irritation; "what's the
smell got
"As if ghos'es 'ud want to be believed in by anybody so ignirant!" said Mr Macey, in deep disgust at the farrier's crass incompetence to apprehend the conditions of ghostly phenomena.
Yet the next moment there seemed to be some evidence that ghosts had a more
condescending disposition than Mr Macey attributed to them; for the pale thin figure of
Silas Marner was suddenly seen standing in the warm light, uttering no word, but looking
round at the company with his strange unearthly eyes. The long pipes gave a simultaneous
movement, like the antennæ of startled insects, and every man present, not excepting
even the sceptical farrier, had an impression that he saw, not Silas Marner in the
flesh, but an apparition; for the door by which Silas had entered was hidden by the
high-screened seats, and no one had noticed his approach. Mr Macey, sitting a long way
off the ghost, might be supposed to have felt an argumentative triumph, which would tend
to neutralise his share of the general alarm. Had he not always said that when
"Master Marner," he said, in a conciliatory tone, "what's lacking to you? What's your business here?"
"Robbed!" said Silas, gaspingly. "I've been robbed! I want the constable—and the Justice—and Squire Cass—and Mr Crackenthorp."
"Lay hold on him, Jem Rodney," said the landlord, the idea of a ghost subsiding; "he's off his head, I doubt. He's wet through."
Jem Rodney was the outermost man, and sat conveniently near Marner's standing-place; but he declined to give his services.
"Come and lay hold on him yourself, Mr
"Jem Rodney!" said Silas, turning and fixing his strange eyes on the suspected man.
"Ay, Master Marner, what do you want wi' me?" said Jem, trembling a little, and seizing his drinking-can as a defensive weapon.
"If it was you stole my money," said Silas, clasping his hands entreatingly, and raising his voice to a cry, "give it me back,—and I won't meddle with you. I won't set the constable on you. Give it me back, and I'll let you—I'll let you have a guinea."
"Me stole your money!" said Jem, angrily. "I'll pitch this can at your eye if you talk
o' my stealing your money."
"Come, come, Master Marner," said the landlord, now rising resolutely, and seizing Marner by the shoulder, "if you've got any information to lay, speak it out sensible, and show as you're in your right mind, if you expect anybody to listen to you. You're as wet as a drownded rat. Sit down and dry yourself, and speak straight forrard."
"Ah, to be sure, man," said the farrier, who began to feel that he had not been quite on a par with himself and the occasion. "Let's have no more staring and screaming, else we'll have you strapped for a madman. That was why I didn't speak at the first—thinks I, the man's run mad."
"Ay, ay, make him sit down," said several voices at once, well pleased that the reality of ghosts remained still an open question.
The landlord forced Marner to take off his coat, and then to sit down on a chair aloof from every one else, in the centre of the circle, and in the direct rays of the fire. The weaver, too feeble to have any distinct purpose beyond that of getting help to recover his money, submitted unresistingly. The transient fears of the company were now forgotten in their strong curiosity, and all faces were turned towards Silas, when the landlord, having seated himself again, said—
"Now then, Master Marner, what's this you've got to say, as you've been robbed? speak out."
"He'd better not say again as it was me robbed him," cried Jem Rodney, hastily.
"Hold your tongue, Jem, and let's hear what he's got to say," said the landlord. "Now then, Master Marner."
Silas now told his story under frequent questioning, as the mysterious character of the robbery became evident.
This strangely novel situation of opening his trouble to his Raveloe neighbours, of sitting in the warmth of a hearth not his own, and feeling the presence of faces and voices which were his nearest promise of help, had doubtless its influence on Marner, in spite of his passionate preoccupation with his loss. Our consciousness rarely registers the beginning of a growth within us any more than without us: there have been many circulations of the sap before we detect the smallest sign of the bud.
The slight suspicion with which his hearers at first listened to him, gradually melted
away before the convincing simplicity of his distress: it was impossible for the
neighbours to doubt that Marner was telling the truth, not because they were capable of
arguing at once from the
"It isn't Jem Rodney as has done this work, Master Marner," said the landlord. "You
mustn't be a-casting your eye at poor Jem. There may be a bit of a reckoning against Jem
for the matter of a hare or so, if anybody was bound to keep their eyes staring open,
and niver to wink—but Jem's been asitting here drinking his can, like the decentest
"Ay, ay," said Mr Macey; "let's have no accusing o' the innicent. That isn't the law. There must be folks to swear again' a man before he can be ta'en up. Let's have no accusing o' the innicent, Master Marner."
Memory was not so utterly torpid in Silas that it could not be wakened by these words. With a movement of compunction, as new and strange to him as everything else within the last hour, he started from his chair and went close up to Jem, looking at him as if he wanted to assure himself of the expression in his face.
"I was wrong," he said—"yes, yes—I ought to have thought. There's nothing to witness against you, Jem. Only you'd been into my house oftener than anybody else, and so you came into my head. I don't accuse you—I won't accuse anybody—only," he added, lifting up his hands to his head, and turning away with bewildered misery, "I try—I try to think where my money can be."
"Ay, ay, they're gone where it's hot enough to melt 'em, I doubt," said Mr Macey.
"Tchuh!" said the farrier. And then he asked, with a cross-examining air, "How much money might there be in the bags, Master Marner?"
"Two hundred and seventy-two pounds, twelve and sixpence, last night when I counted it," said Silas, seating himself again, with a groan.
"Pooh! why, they'd be none so heavy to carry. Some tramp's been in, that's all; and as
for the no footmarks, and the bricks and the sand being all right—why, your eyes are
pretty much like a insect's, Master Marner; they're obliged to look so close, you can't
see much at a time. It's my opinion as, if I'd been you, or you'd been me—for it comes
to the same thing —you wouldn't have thought you'd found everything as you left it. But
what I vote is, as two of the sensiblest o' the company should go with you to Master
Kench, the constable's—he's ill i' bed, I know that much—and get him to appoint one of
us his deppity; for that's the law, and I don't think anybody 'ull take upon him to
contradick me there. It isn't much of a walk to Kench's; and then, if it's me as is
deppity, I'll go back with you, Master Marner,
By this pregnant speech the farrier had reestablished his self-complacency, and waited with confidence to hear himself named as one of the superlatively sensible men.
"Let us see how the night is, though," said the landlord, who also considered himself personally concerned in this proposition. "Why, it rains heavy still," he said, returning from the door.
"Well, I'm not the man to be afraid o' the rain," said the farrier. "For it'll look bad when Justice Malam hears as respectable men like us had a information laid before 'em and took no steps."
The landlord agreed with this view, and after taking the sense of the company, and duly
rehearsing a small ceremony known in high ecclesiastical life as the
"And you're a doctor, I reckon, though you're only a cow-doctor—for a fly's a fly, though it may be a hoss-fly," concluded Mr Macey, wondering a little at his own "'cuteness."
There was a hot debate upon this, the farrier being of course indisposed to renounce the quality of doctor, but contending that a doctor could be a constable if he liked—the law meant, he needn't be one if he didn't like. Mr Macey thought this was nonsense, since the law was not likely to be fonder of doctors than of other folks. Moreover, if it was in the nature of doctors more than of other men not to like being constables, how came Mr Dowlas to be so eager to act in that capacity?
" I don't want to act the constable," said the farrier, driven into a corner
by this merciless reasoning; "and there's no man can say it of me, if he'd tell the
truth. But if there's to be any jealousy and envying about going to Kench's in
the rain, let them go as like it— you won't get me to go, I can tell you."
By the landlord's intervention, however, the
When Godfrey Cass returned from Mrs Osgood's party at midnight, he was not much surprised to learn that Dunsey had not come home. Perhaps he had not sold Wildfire, and was waiting for another chance—perhaps, on that foggy afternoon, he had preferred housing himself at the Red Lion at Batherley for the night, if the run had kept him in that neighbourhood; for he was not likely to feel much concern about leaving his brother in suspense. Godfrey's mind was too full of Nancy Lammeter's looks and behaviour, too full of the exasperation against himself and his lot, which the sight of her always produced in him, for him to give much thought to Wildfire or to the probabilities of Dunstan's conduct.
The next morning the whole village was excited by the story of the robbery, and
Godfrey, like every one else, was occupied in
"As if," concluded Mr Tookey—"as if there was nothing but what could be made out by justices and constables."
"Now, don't you be for overshooting the mark, Tookey," said Mr Macey, nodding his head
aside, admonishingly. "That's what you're allays at; if I throw a stone and hit, you
think there's summat better than hitting, and you try to throw a stone beyond. What I
said was against the tinder-box: I said nothing against justices and constables, for
they're o'
While these discussions were going on amongst the group outside the Rainbow, a higher
consultation was being carried on within, under the presidency of Mr Crackenthorp. the
rector, assisted by Squire Cass and other substantial parishioners. It had just occurred
to Mr Snell, the landlord—he being, as he observed, a man accustomed to put two and two
together—to connect with the tinder-box which, as deputy-constable, he himself had had
the honourable distinction of finding, certain recollections of a pedlar who had called
to drink at the house about a month before, and had actually stated that he carried a
tinder-box about with him to light his pipe. Here, surely, was a clue to be followed
out. And as memory, when duly impregnated with ascertained facts, is sometimes
surprisingly fertile, Mr Snell gradually recovered a vivid impression of the effect
produced on him by the pedlar's countenance and conversation. He had a "look with his
eye" which fell unpleasantly on Mr Snell's sensitive organism. To be sure, he
"Did he wear ear-rings?" Mr Crackenthorp wished to know, having some acquaintance with foreign customs.
"Well—stay—let me see," said Mr Snell, like a docile clairvoyante, who would really not make a mistake if she could help it. After stretching the corners of his mouth and contracting his eyes, as if he were trying to see the ear-rings, he appeared to give up the effort, and said, "Well, he'd got ear-rings in his box to sell, so it's nat'ral to suppose he might wear 'em. But he called at every house, a'most, in the village: there's somebody else, mayhap, saw 'em in his ears, though I can't take upon me rightly to say."
Mr Snell was correct in his surmise, that somebody else would remember the pedlar's
ear-rings. For, on the spread of inquiry among the villagers, it was stated with
gathering emphasis, that the parson had wanted to know whether the pedlar wore ear-rings
in his ears, without ear-rings, immediately had an image of
him with ear-rings, larger or smaller, as the case might be; and the image was
presently taken for a vivid recollection, so that the glazier's wife, a well-intentioned
woman, not given to lying, and whose house was among the cleanest in the village, was
ready to declare, as sure as ever she meant to take the sacrament, the very next
Christmas that was ever coming, that she had seen big ear-rings, in the shape of the
young moon, in the pedlar's two ears; while Jinny Oates, the cobbler's daughter, being a
more imaginative person, stated not only that she had seen them too, but that they had
made her blood creep, as it did at that very moment while there she stood.
Also, by way of throwing further light on this clue of the tinder-box, a collection was
made of all the articles purchased from the pedlar at various houses, and carried to the
Rainbow to be exhibited there. In fact, there
Some disappointment was felt, and perhaps a little indignation also, when it became
known that Silas Marner, on being questioned by the Squire and the parson, had retained
no other recollection of the pedlar than that he had called at his door, but had not
entered his house, having turned away at once when Silas, holding the door ajar, had
said that he wanted nothing. This had been Silas's testimony, though he clutched
strongly at the idea of the pedlar's being the culprit, if only because it gave him a
definite image of a whereabout for his gold, after it had been taken away from its
hiding-place: he could see it now in the pedlar's box. But it was observed with some
irritation in the village, that anybody but a "blind creatur" like Marner would have
seen the man prowling about, for how came he to leave his tinder-box in the ditch close
by, if he hadn't been lingering there? Doubtless, he
Godfrey Cass, indeed, entering the Rainbow during one of Mr Snell's frequently repeated
recitals of his testimony, had treated it lightly, stating that he himself had bought a
pen-knife of the pedlar, and thought him a merry grinning fellow enough; it was all
nonsense, he said, about the man's evil looks. But this was spoken of in the village as
the random talk of youth, "as if it was only Mr Snell who had seen something odd about
the pedlar!" On the contrary, there were at least half-a-dozen who were ready to go
before Justice Malam, and give in much more striking testimony than any the landlord
could furnish. It was to be hoped Mr Godfrey would not go to Tarley and throw cold water
on what Mr Snell said there, and so prevent the justice from drawing up a
But by this time Godfrey's interest in the robbery had faded before his growing anxiety
about Dunstan and Wildfire, and he was going, not to Tarley, but to Batherley, unable to
rest in uncertainty about them any longer. The possibility that Dunstan had played him
the ugly trick of riding away with Wildfire, to return at the end of a month, when he
had gambled away or otherwise squandered the price of the horse, was a fear that urged
itself upon him more, even, than the thought of an accidental injury; and now that the
dance at Mrs Osgood's was past, he was irritated with himself that he had trusted his
horse to Dunstan. Instead of trying to still his fears, he encouraged them, with that
superstitious impression which clings to us all, that if we expect evil very strongly it
is the less likely to come; and when he heard a horse approaching at a trot, and saw a
hat rising above a hedge beyond an angle of the lane, he felt as if his conjuration had
succeeded. But no sooner did the horse come within sight, than his heart
"Well, Mr Godfrey, that's a lucky brother of yours, that Master Dunsey, isn't he?"
"What do you mean?" said Godfrey, hastily.
"Why, hasn't he been home yet?" said Bryce.
"Home? no. What has happened? Be quick. What has he done with my horse?"
"Ah, I thought it was yours, though he pretended you had parted with it to him."
"Has he thrown him down and broken his knees?" said Godfrey, flushed with exasperation.
"Worse than that," said Bryce. "You see, I'd made a bargain with him to buy the horse for a hundred and twenty—a swinging price, but I always liked the horse. And what does he do but go and stake him—fly at a hedge with stakes in it, atop of a bank with a ditch before it. The horse had been dead a pretty good while when he was found. So he hasn't been home since, has he?"
"Home? no," said Godfrey, "and he'd better keep away. Confound me for a fool! I might have known this would be the end of it."
"Well, to tell you the truth," said Bryce, "after I'd bargained for the horse, it did come into my head that he might be riding and selling the horse without your knowledge, for I didn't believe it was his own. I knew Master Dunsey was up to his tricks sometimes. But where can he be gone? He's never been seen at Batherley. He couldn't have been hurt, for he must have walked off."
"Hurt?" said Godfrey, bitterly. "He'll never be hurt—he's made to hurt other people."
"And so you did give him leave to sell the horse, eh?" said Bryce.
"Yes; I wanted to part with the horse—he was always a little too hard in the mouth for
me," said Godfrey; his pride making him wince under the idea that Bryce guessed the sale
to be a matter of necessity. "I was going to see after him—I thought some mischief had
happened. I'll go back now," he added, turning the horse's head, and wishing he could
get rid of Bryce; for he felt that the long-dreaded
"Well, no, not now," said Bryce. "I was coming round there, for I had to go to
Flitton, and I thought I might as well take you in my way, and just let you know all I
knew myself about the horse. I suppose Master Dunsey didn't like to show himself till
the ill news had blown over a bit. He's perhaps gone to pay a visit at the Three Crowns,
by Whitbridge—I know he's fond of the house."
"Perhaps he is," said Godfrey, rather absently. Then rousing himself, he said, with an effort at carelessness, "We shall hear of him soon enough, I'll be bound."
"Well, here's my turning," said Bryce, not surprised to perceive that Godfrey was rather 'down;' "so I'll bid you good-day, and wish I may bring you better news another time."
Godfrey rode along slowly, representing to himself the scene of confession to his
father from which he felt that there was now no longer any escape. The revelation about
the money must be made the very next morning; and if he withheld the rest, Dunstan would
be sure to come back shortly, and finding that he must
"I don't pretend to be a good fellow," he said to himself; "but I'm not a scoundrel—at
least, I'll stop short somewhere. I'll bear the consequences of what I have
done sooner than make believe I've done what I never would have done. I'd never have
spent the money for my own pleasure—I was tortured into it."
Through the remainder of this day Godfrey, she might
come, as she had threatened to do. And then he tried to make the scene easier to himself
by rehearsal: he made up his mind how he would pass from the admission of his weakness
in letting Dunstan have the money to the fact that Dunstan had a hold on him which he
had been unable to shake off, and how he would work up his father to expect something
very bad before he told him the fact. The old Squire was an implacable man: he made
resolutions in violent anger, but he was not to be moved from them after his anger had
subsided—as fiery volcanic matters cool and harden into rock. Like that
seemed to him natural enough.) Still there was just the chance, Godfrey thought, that
his father's pride might see this marriage in a light that would induce him to hush it
up, rather than turn his son out and make the family the talk of the country for ten
miles round.
This was the view of the case that Godfrey managed to keep before him pretty closely
till
Godfrey rose and took his own breakfast earlier than usual, but lingered in
the wainscoted parlour till his younger brothers had finished their meal and gone out,
awaiting his father, who always went out and had a walk with his managing-man before
breakfast. Every one breakfasted at a different hour in the Red House, and the Squire
was always the latest, giving a long chance to a rather feeble morning appetite before
he tried it. The table had been spread with substantial estables nearly two hours before
he presented himself—a tall, stout man of sixty, with a face in which the knit brow and
rather hard glance seemed contradicted by the slack and feeble mouth. His person showed
marks of habitual neglect, his dress was slovenly; and yet there was something in the
presence of the old Squire distinguishable from that of the ordinary farmers in the
He glanced at his son as he entered the room, and said, "What, sir! haven't
you had your breakfast yet?" but there was no pleasant morning greeting
between them; not because of any unfriendliness, but because the sweet flower of
courtesy is not a growth of such homes as the Red House.
"Yes, sir," said Godfrey, "I've had my breakfast, but I was waiting to speak to you."
"Ah! well," said the Squire, throwing himself indifferently into his chair, and
speaking in
The Squire's life was quite as idle as his sons', but it was a fiction kept up by himself and his contemporaries in Raveloe that youth was exclusively the period of folly, and that their aged wisdom was constantly in a state of endurance mitigated by sarcasm. Godfrey waited, before he spoke again, until the ale had been brought and the door closed—an interval during which Fleet, the deer-hound, had consumed enough bits of beef to make a poor man's holiday dinner.
"There's been a cursed piece of ill-luck with Wildfire," he began; "happened the day before yesterday."
"What! broke his knees?" said the Squire, after taking a draught of ale. "I thought you
knew how to ride better than that, sir. I never threw a horse down in my life. If I had,
I might ha' whistled for another, for my father they must. What with mortgages and arrears, I'm as short o' cash as a
roadside pauper. And that fool Kimble says the newspaper's talking about peace. Why, the
country wouldn't have a leg to stand on. Prices 'ud run down like a jack, and I should
never get my arrears, not if I sold all the fellows up. And there's that damned Fowler,
I won't put up with him any longer; I've told Winthrop to go to Cox this very day. The
lying scoundrel told me he'd be sure to pay me a hundred last month. He takes advantage
because he's on that outlying farm, and thinks I shall forget him."
The Squire had delivered this speech in a coughing and interrupted manner, but with no pause long enough for Godfrey to make it a pretext for taking up the word again. He felt that his father meant to ward off any request for money on the ground of the misfortune with Wildfire, and that the emphasis he had thus been led to lay on his shortness of cash and his arrears was likely to produce an attitude of mind the most unfavourable for his own disclosure. But he must go on, now he had begun.
"It's worse than breaking the horse's knees —he's been staked and killed," he said, as soon as his father was silent, and had begun to cut his meat. "But I wasn't thinking of asking you to buy me another horse; I was only thinking I'd lost the means of paying you with the price of Wildfire, as I'd meant to do. Dunsey took him to the hunt to sell him for me the other day, and after he'd made a bargain for a hundred and twenty with Bryce, he went after the hounds, and took some fool's leap or other, that did for the horse at once. If it hadn't been for that, I should have paid you a hundred pounds this morning."
The Squire had laid down his knife and fork, and was staring at his son in amazement, not being sufficiently quick of brain to form a probable guess as to what could have caused so strange an inversion of the paternal and filial relations as this proposition of his son to pay him a hundred pounds.
"The truth is, sir—I'm very sorry—I was quite to blame," said Godfrey. "Fowler did pay
that hundred pounds. He paid it to me, when I was over there one day last month. And
Dunsey bothered me for the money, and
The Squire was purple with anger before his son had done speaking, and found utterance
difficult. "You let Dunsey have it, sir? And how long have you been so thick with Dunsey
that you must collogue with him to embezzle my money? Are you turning out a
scamp? I tell you, I won't have it. I'll turn the whole pack of you out of the house
together, and marry again. I'd have you to remember, sir, my property's got no entail on
it;—since my grandfather's time the Casses can do as they like with their land. Remember
that, sir. Let Dunsey have the money! Why should you let Dunsey have the money? There's
some lie at the bottom of it."
"There's no lie, sir," said Godfrey. "I wouldn't have spent the money myself, but Dunsey bothered me, and I was a fool and let him have it. But I meant to pay it, whether he did or not. That's the whole story. I never meant to embezzle money, and I'm not the man to do it. You never knew me do a dishonest trick, sir."
"Where's Dunsey, then? What do you
"Dunsey isn't come back, sir."
"What! did he break his own neck then?" said the Squire, with some disgust at the idea that, in that case, he could not fulfil his threat.
"No, he wasn't hurt, I believe, for the horse was found dead, and Dunsey must have walked off. I daresay we shall see him again by-and-by. I don't know where he is."
"And what must you be letting him have my money for? Answer me that," said the Squire, attacking Godfrey again, since Dunsey was not within reach.
"Well, sir, I don't know," said Godfrey, hesitatingly. That was a feeble evasion, but Godfrey was not fond of lying, and, not being sufficiently aware that no sort of duplicity can long flourish without the help of vocal falsehoods, he was quite unprepared with invented motives.
"You don't know? I tell you what it is, sir.
"Why, sir," he said, trying to speak with careless ease, "it was a little affair between me and Dunsey; it's no matter to anybody else. It's hardly worth while to pry into young men's fooleries: it wouldn't have made any difference to you, sir, if I'd not had the bad luck to lose Wildfire. I should have paid you the money."
"Fooleries! Pshaw! it's time you'd done with fooleries. And I'd have you know, sir, you
must ha' done with 'em," said the Squire, frowning and casting an angry
glance at his son. "Your goings-on are not what I shall find money for any longer.
There's my grandfather had his stables full o' horses, and kept a good house too, and in
worse times, by what I can make out; and so might I, if I hadn't four good-for-nothing
fellows to hang on me like horse-leeches. I've been too good a father to
Godfrey was silent. He was not likely to be very penetrating in his judgments, but he had always had a sense that his father's indulgence had not been kindness, and had had a vague longing for some discipline that would have checked his own errant weakness, and helped his better will. The Squire ate his bread and meat hastily, took a deep draught of ale, then turned his chair from the table, and began to speak again.
"It'll be all the worse for you, you know —you'd need try and help me keep things together."
"Well, sir, I've often offered to take the management of things, but you know you've taken it ill always, and seemed to think I wanted to push you out of your place."
"I know nothing o' your offering or o' my taking it ill," said the Squire, whose memory
consisted in certain strong impressions unmodified by detail; "but I know, one while you
seemed to be thinking o' marrying, and I didn't offer to put any obstacles in your way,
as some fathers would. I'd as lieve you married Lammeter's your wife had need have one, for you
hardly know your own mind enough to make both your legs walk one way. The lass hasn't
said downright she won't have you, has she?"
"No," said Godfrey, feeling very hot and uncomfortable; "but I don't think she will."
"Think! why, haven't you the courage to ask her? Do you stick to it, you want to have
her —that's the thing?"
"There's no other woman I want to marry," said Godfrey, evasively.
"Well, then, let me make the offer for you, that's all, if you haven't the pluck to do
it yourself. Lammeter isn't likely to be loth for his daughter to marry into my
family, I should think. And as for the pretty lass, she wouldn't have her cousin—and
there's nobody else, as I see, could ha' stood in your way."
"I'd rather let it be, please sir, at present,"
"Well, speak then and manage it, and see if you can't turn over a new leaf. That's what a man must do when he thinks o' marrying."
"I don't see how I can think of it at present, sir. You wouldn't like to settle me on one of the farms, I suppose, and I don't think she'd come to live in this house with all my brothers. It's a different sort of life to what she's been used to."
"Not come to live in this house? Don't tell me. You ask her, that's all," said the Squire, with a short, scornful laugh.
"I'd rather let the thing be, at present, sir," said Godfrey. "I hope you won't try to hurry it on by saying anything."
"I shall do what I choose," said the Squire, "and I shall let you know I'm master; else
you may turn out and find an estate to drop into somewhere else. Go out and tell
Winthrop not to go to Cox's, but wait for me. And tell 'em to get my horse saddled. And
stop: look out and get that hack o' Dunsey's sold, and hand
"I don't know where he is, sir; and if I did, it isn't my place to tell him to keep away," said Godfrey, moving towards the door.
"Confound it, sir, don't stay arguing, but go and order my horse," said the Squire, taking up a pipe.
Godfrey left the room, hardly knowing whether he were more relieved by the sense that
the interview was ended without having made any change in his position, or more uneasy
that he had entangled himself still further in prevarication and deceit. What had passed
about his proposing to Nancy had raised a new alarm, lest by some after-dinner words of
his father's to Mr Lammeter he should be thrown into the embarrassment of being obliged
absolutely to decline her when she seemed to be within his reach. He fled to his usual
refuge, that of hoping for some unforeseen turn of fortune, some favourable chance which
would save
Justice Malam was naturally regarded in Tarley and Raveloe as a man of
capacious mind, seeing that he could draw much wider conclusions without evidence than
could be expected of his neighbours who were not on the Commission of the Peace. Such a
man was not likely to neglect the clue of the tinder-box, and an inquiry was set on foot
concerning a pedlar, name unknown, with curly black hair and a foreign complexion,
carrying a box of cutlery and jewellery, and wearing large rings in his ears. But either
because inquiry was too slow-footed to overtake him, or because the description applied
to so many pedlars that inquiry did not know how to choose among them, weeks passed
away, and there was no other result concerning the robbery than a gradual cessation of
the excitement it had caused in Raveloe. Dunstan Cass's absence
When the robbery was talked of at the Rainbow and elsewhere, in good company, the
balance continued to waver between the rational explanation founded on the tinder-box,
and the theory of an impenetrable mystery that mocked investigation. The advocates of
the tinder-box-and-pedlar view considered the other side a muddle-headed and credulous
set, who, because they themselves were wall-eyed, supposed everybody else to have the
same blank outlook; and the adherents of the inexplicable, more than hinted that their
antagonists were animals inclined to crow before they had found any corn—mere
skimming-dishes
But while poor Silas's loss served thus to brush the slow current of Raveloe
conversation, Silas himself was feeling the withering desolation of that bereavement,
about which his neighbours were arguing at their case. To any one who had observed him
before he lost his gold, it might have seemed that so withered and shrunken a life as
his could hardly be susceptible of a bruise, could hardly endure any subtraction but
such as would put an end to it altogether. But in reality it had been an eager life,
filled with immediate purpose, which fenced him in from the wide, cheerless unknown. It
had been a clinging life; and though the object round which its fibres had clung was a
dead disrupted thing, it satisfied the need for clinging. But now the fence was broken
down— the support was snatched away. Marner's thoughts could no longer move in their old
He filled up the blank with grief. As he sat weaving, he every now and then moaned low, like one in pain: it was the sign that his thoughts had come round again to the sudden chasm—to the empty evening-time. And all the evening, as he sat in his loneliness by his dull fire, he leaned his elbows on his knees, and clasped his head with his hands, and moaned very low—not as one who seeks to be heard.
And yet he was not utterly forsaken in his trouble. The repulsion Marner had always
This change to a kindlier feeling was shown in various ways. The odour of Christmas
cooking being on the wind, it was the season when superfluous pork and black puddings
are suggestive of charity in well-to-do families; and Silas's misfortune had brought him
uppermost in the memory of housekeepers like Mrs Osgood. Mr Crackenthorp, too, while he
admonished Silas that his money had probably been taken from him because he thought too
much of it, and never came to church, enforced the doctrine by a present of pigs'
pettitoes, well calculated to dissipate unfounded prejudices
I suppose one reason why we are seldom able to comfort our neighbours with our words is, that our goodwill gets adulterated, in spite of ourselves, before it can pass our lips. We can send black puddings and pettitoes without giving them a flavour of our own egoism; but language is a stream that is almost sure to smack of a mingled soil. There was a fair proportion of kindness in Raveloe; but it was often of a beery and bungling sort, and took the shape least allied to the complimentary and hypocritical.
Mr Macey, for example, coming one evening expressly to let Silas know that recent
"Come, Master Marner, why, you've no call to sit a-moaning. You're a deal better off to
ha' lost your money, nor to ha' kep it by foul means. I used to think, when you first
come into these parts, as you were no better nor you should be; you were younger a deal
than what you are now; but you were allays a staring, white-faced creatur, partly like a
bald-faced calf, as I may say. But there's no knowing: it isn't every queer-looksed
thing as Old Harry's had the making of—I mean, speaking o' toads and such; for they're
often harmless, like, and useful against varmin. And it's pretty much the same wi' you,
as fur as I can see. Though as to the yarbs and stuff to cure the breathing, if you
brought that sort o' knowledge from distant parts, you might ha' been a bit freer of it.
And if the knowledge wasn't well come by, why, you might ha' made up for it by coming to
church reg'lar; for, as for the children as the Wise Woman charmed, I've
During this discursive address Silas had continued motionless in his previous attitude,
leaning his elbows on his knees, and pressing his hands against his head. Mr Macey, not
"Come, Master Marner, have you got nothing to say to that?" said Mr Macey at last, with a slight accent of impatience.
"Oh," said Marner, slowly, shaking his head between his hands, "I thank you—thank you —kindly."
"Ay, ay, to be sure: I thought you would," said Mr Macey; "and my advice is—have you got a Sunday suit?"
"No," said Marner.
"I doubted it was so," said Mr Macey. "Now, let me advise you to get a Sunday suit:
there's Tookey, he's a poor creatur, but he's got my tailoring business, and some o' my
money in it, and he shall make a suit at a low price, and give you trust, and then you
can come to church, and be a bit neighbourly. Why you've never heared me say 'Amen'
since you come into these parts, and I recommend you
Silas started a little at the change to a questioning tone, and answered mildly, "I don't know; I can't rightly say—it's a long while since."
After receiving such an answer as this, it is not surprising that Mr Macey observed, later on in the evening at the Rainbow, that Marner's head was "all of a muddle," and that it was to be doubted if he ever knew when Sunday came round, which showed him a worse heathen than many a dog.
Another of Silas's comforters, besides Mr Macey, came to him with a mind highly charged
on the same topic. This was Mrs Winthrop,
Mrs Winthrop was one of these: she was in all respects a woman of scrupulous
conscience, so eager for duties, that life seemed to offer them too scantily unless she
rose at half-past four, though this threw a scarcity of work over the more advanced
hours of the morning, which it was a constant problem with her to remove. would be so," and viewing the stronger sex in the light of animals
whom it had pleased Heaven to make naturally troublesome, like bulls and
turkey-cocks.
This good wholesome woman could hardly fail to have her mind drawn strongly towards Silas Marner, now that he appeared in the light of a sufferer; and one Sunday afternoon she took her little boy Aaron with her, and went to call on Silas, carrying in her hand some small lard-cakes, flat paste-like articles, much esteemed in Raveloe. Aaron, an apple-cheeked youngster of seven, with a clean starched frill, which looked like a plate for the apples, needed all his adventurous curiosity to embolden him against the possibility that the big-eyed weaver might do him some bodily injury; and his dubiety was much increased when, on arriving at the Stone-pits, they heard the mysterious sound of the loom.
"Ah, it is as I thought," said Mrs Winthrop, sadly.
They had to knock loudly before Silas heard them; but when he did come to the door, he
showed no impatience, as he would once have done, at a visit that had been unasked for
and unexpected. Formerly, his heart had been as a locked casket with its treasure
inside; but now the casket was empty, and the lock was broken. Left groping in darkness,
with his prop utterly
"I'd a baking yisterday, Master Marner, and the lard-cakes turned out better nor common, and I'd ha' asked you to accept some, if you'd thought well. I don't eat such things myself, for a bit o' bread's what I like from one year's end to the other; but men's stomichs are made so comical, they want a change—they do, I know, God help 'em."
Dolly sighed gently as she held out the cakes to Silas, who thanked her kindly, and
looked very close at them, absently, being accustomed to look so at everything he took
into his hand— eyed all the while by the wondering bright orbs of the small Aaron, who
had made an outwork
"There's letters pricked on 'em," said Dolly. "I can't read 'em myself, and there's nobody, not Mr Macey himself, rightly knows what they mean; but they've a good meaning, for they're the same as is on the pulpit-cloth at church. What are they, Aaron, my dear?"
Aaron retreated completely behind his outwork.
"O go, that's naughty," said his mother, mildly. "Well, whativer the letters are, they've a good meaning; and it's a stamp as has been in our house, Ben says, ever since he was a little un, and his mother used to put it on the cakes, and I've allays put it on too; for if there's any good, we've need of it i' this world."
"It's I. H. S.," said Silas, at which proof of learning Aaron peeped round the chair again.
"Well, to be sure, you can read 'em off," said Dolly. "Ben's read 'em to me many and
many a time, but they slip out o' my mind again; the more's the pity, for they're good
letters, else they wouldn't be in the church; and so I prick
Silas was as unable to interpret the letters as Dolly, but there was no possibility of misunderstanding the desire to give comfort that made itself heard in her quiet tones. He said, with more feeling than before—"Thank you—thank you kindly." But he laid down the cake and seated himself absently—drearily unconscious of any distinct benefit towards which the cake and the letters, or even Dolly's kindness, could tend for him.
"Ah, if there's good anywhere, we've need of it," repeated Dolly, who did not lightly
forsake a serviceable phrase. She looked at Silas pityingly as she went on. "But you
didn't hear the church-bells this morning, Master Marner. I doubt you didn't know it was
Sunday. Living so lone here, you lose your count, I daresay; and then, when your loom
makes a
"Yes, I did; I heard 'em," said Silas, to whom Sunday bells were a mere accident of the day, and not part of its sacredness. There had been no bells in Lantern Yard.
"Dear heart!" said Dolly, pausing before she spoke again. "But what a pity it is you
should work of a Sunday, and not clean yourself —if you didn't go to church;
for if you'd a roasting bit, it might be as you couldn't leave it, being a lone man. But
there's the bakehus, if you could make up your mind to spend a twopence on the oven now
and then,— not every week, in course—I shouldn't like to do that myself,—you might carry
your bit o' dinner there, for it's nothing but right to have a bit o' summat hot of a
Sunday, and not to make it as you can't know your dinner from Saturday. But now, upo'
Christmas-day, this blessed Christmas as is ever coming, if you was to take your dinner
to the bakehus, and go to church, and see the holly and the yew, and hear the anthim,
and then take the sacramen', you'd be a deal the better, and you'd know which end you
stood on, and you could
Dolly's exhortation, which was an unusually long effort of speech for her, was uttered in the soothing persuasive tone with which she would have tried to prevail on a sick man to take his medicine, or a basin of gruel for which he had no appetite. Silas had never before been closely urged on the point of his absence from church, which had only been thought of as a part of his general queerness; and he was too direct and simple to evade Dolly's appeal.
"Nay, nay," he said, "I know nothing o' church. I've never been to church."
"No!" said Dolly, in a low tone of wonderment. Then bethinking herself of Silas's advent from an unknown country, she said, "Could it ha' been as they'd no church where you was born?"
"O yes," said Silas, meditatively, sitting in his usual posture of leaning on his knees, and supporting his head. "There was churches—a many—it was a big town. But I knew nothing of 'em—I went to chapel."
Dolly was much puzzled at this new word,
"Well, Master Marner, it's niver too late to turn over a new leaf, and if you've niver had no church, there's no telling the good it'll do you. For I feel so set up and comfortable as niver was, when I've been and heard the prayers, and the singing to the praise and glory o' God, as Mr Macey gives out—and Mr Crackenthorp saying good words, and more partic'lar on Sacramen' Day; and if a bit o' trouble comes, I feel as I can put up wi'it, for I've looked for help i' the right quarter, and gev myself up to Them as we must all give ourselves up to at the last; and if we'n done our part, it isn't to be believed as Them as are above us 'ull be worse nor we are, and come short o' Theirn."
Poor Dolly's exposition of her simple Raveloe theology fell rather unmeaningly on
Silas's ears, for there was no word in it that could rouse a memory of what he had known
as religion, and his comprehension was quite baffled by the plural pronoun, which was no
heresy of Dolly's, but only her way of avoiding a presumptuous
But now, little Aaron, having become used to the weaver's awful presence, had advanced to his mother's side, and Silas, seeming to notice him for the first time, tried to return Dolly's signs of goodwill by offering the lad a bit of lard-cake. Aaron shrank back a little, and rubbed his head against his mother's shoulder, but still thought the piece of cake worth the risk of putting his hand out for it.
"O, for shame, Aaron," said his mother, taking him on her lap, however; "why, you don't want cake again yet awhile. He's wonderful hearty," she went on, with a little sigh—"that he is, God knows. He's my youngest, and we spoil him sadly, for either me or the father must allays hev him in our sight—that we must."
She stroked Aaron's brown head, and thought it must do Master Marner good to see such a "pictur of a child." But Marner, on the other side of the hearth, saw the neat-featured rosy face as a mere dim round, with two dark spots in it.
"And he's got a voice like a bird—you wouldn't think," Dolly went on; "he can sing a Christmas carril as his father's taught him; and I take it for a token as he'll come to good, as he can learn the good tunes so quick. Come, Aaron, stan' up and sing the carril to Master Marner, come."
Aaron replied by rubbing his forehead against his mother's shoulder.
"O, that's naughty," said Dolly, gently. "Stan'up, when mother tells you, and let me hold the cake till you've done."
Aaron was not indisposed to display his talents, even to an ogre, under protecting
circumstances; and after a few more signs of coyness, consisting chiefly in rubbing the
backs of his hands over his eyes, and then peeping between them at Master Marner, to see
if he looked anxious for the "carril," he at length allowed his head to be duly
adjusted, and
Dolly listened with a devout look, glancing at Marner in some confidence that this strain would help to allure him to church.
"That's Christmas music," she said, when Aaron had ended, and had secured his piece of
cake again. "There's no other music equil to the Christmas music—'Hark the erol angils
sing.' And you may judge what it is at church, Master Marner, with the bassoon and the
voices, as you can't help thinking you've got to a better place a'ready—for I wouldn't
speak ill o' this world, seeing as Them put us in it as knows best; but what wi' the
drink, and the quarrelling, and the bad illnesses, and the hard dying, as I've seen
times and times, one's
"Yes," said Silas, absently, "very pretty."
The Christmas carol, with its hammer-like rhythm, had fallen on his ears as strange music, quite unlike a hymn, and could have none of the effect Dolly contemplated. But he wanted to show her that he was grateful, and the only mode that occurred to him was to offer Aaron a bit more cake.
"O, no, thank you, Master Marner," said Dolly, holding down Aaron's willing hands. "We must be going home now. And so I wish you good-by, Master Marner; and if you ever feel anyways bad in your inside, as you can't fend for yourself, I'll come and clean up for you, and get you a bit o' victual, and willing. But I beg and pray of you to leave off weaving of a Sunday, for it's bad for soul and body— and the money as comes i' that way'ull be a bad bed to lie down on at the last, if it doesn't fly away, nobody knows where, like the white frost. And you'll excuse me being that free with you, Master Marner, for I wish you well —I do. Make your bow, Aaron."
Silas said "Good-by, and thank you, kindly,"
And so, notwithstanding the honest persuasions of Mr Macey and Dolly Winthrop, Silas
spent his Christmas-day in loneliness, eating his meat in sadness of heart, though the
meat had come to him as a neighbourly present. In the morning he looked out on the black
frost that seemed to press cruelly on every blade of grass, while the half-icy red pool
shivered under the bitter wind; but towards evening the snow began to fall, and
curtained from him even that dreary outlook, shutting him close up with his narrow
grief. And he sat in his robbed home through the livelong evening, not caring to close
his shutters or lock his door,
Nobody in this world but himself knew that he was the same Silas Marner who had once loved his fellow with tender love, and trusted in an unseen goodness. Even to himself that past experience had become dim.
But in Raveloe village the bells rang merrily, and the church was fuller than all
through the rest of the year, with red faces among the abundant dark-green boughs—faces
prepared for a longer service than usual by an odorous breakfast of toast and ale. Those
green boughs, the hymn and anthem never heard but at Christmas—even the Athanasian
Creed, which was discriminated from the others only as being longer and of exceptional
virtue, since it was only read on rare occasions—brought a vague exulting sense, for
which the grown men could as little have found words as the children, that something
great and mysterious had been done for them in heaven above, and in earth below, which
they were appropriating by their presence. And then the red faces made their way through
the black biting frost
At Squire Cass's family party that day nobody mentioned Dunstan—nobody was sorry for his absence, or feared it would be too long. The doctor and his wife, uncle and aunt Kimble, were there, and the annual Christmas talk was carried through without any omissions, rising to the climax of Mr Kimble's experience when he walked the London hospitals thirty years back, together with striking professional anecdotes then gathered. Whereupon cards followed, with aunt Kimble's annual failure to follow suit, and uncle Kimble's irascibility concerning the odd trick which was rarely explicable to him, when it was not on his side, without a general visitation of tricks to see that they were formed on sound principles: the whole being accompanied by a strong steaming odour of spirits-and-water.
But the party on Christmas-day, being a strictly family party, was not the
pre-eminently brilliant celebration of the season at the Red House. It was the great
dance on New Year's
Godfrey Cass was looking forward to this New Year's Eve with a foolish reckless longing, that made him half deaf to his importunate companion, Anxiety.
"Dunsey will be coming home soon: there will be great blow-up, and how will you bribe his spite to silence?" said Anxiety.
"O, he won't come home before New Year's Eve, perhaps," said Godfrey; "and I shall sit by Nancy then, and dance with her, and get a kind look from her in spite of herself."
"But money is wanted in another quarter," said Anxiety, in a louder voice, "and how will you get it without selling your mother's diamond pin? And if you don't get it. ...?"
"Well, but something may happen to make things easier. At any rate, there's one pleasure for me close at hand: Nancy is coming."
"Yes, and suppose your father should bring matters to a pass that will oblige you to decline marrying her—and to give your reasons?"
"Hold your tongue, and don't worry me. I can see Nancy's eyes, just as they will look at me, and feel her hand in mine already."
But Anxiety went on, though in noisy Christmas company; refusing to be utterly quieted even by much drinking.
Some women, I grant, would not appear to advantage seated on a pillion, and
attired in a drab joseph and a drab beaver-bonnet, with a crown resembling a small
stew-pan; for a garment suggesting a coachman's greatcoat, cut out under an axiguity of
cloth that would only allow of miniature capes, is not well adapted to conceal
deficiencies of contour, nor is drab a colour that will throw sallow cheeks into lively
contrast. It was all the greater triumph to Miss Nancy Lammeter's beauty that she looked
thoroughly bewitching in that costume, as seated on the pillion behind her tall, erect
father, she held one arm round him, and looked down, with open-eyed anxiety, at the
treacherous snow-covered pools and puddles, which sent up formidable splashings of mud
under the stamp of Dobbin's foot. A painter would, perhaps, that to say of him which
they did say. Did he suppose that Miss Nancy Lammeter was to be won by any man, squire
or no squire, who led a bad life? That was not what she had been used to see in her own
father, who was the soberest and best man in that country-side, only a little hot and
hasty now and then, if things were not done to the minute.
All these thoughts rushed through Miss Nancy's mind, in their habitual succession, in
the moments between her first sight of Mr Godfrey Cass standing at the door and her own
arrival there. Happily, the Squire came out too, and gave a loud greeting to her father,
so that, somehow, under cover of this noise, she seemed to find concealment for her
confusion and neglect of any suitably formal behaviour, while she was being lifted from
the pillion by strong arms, which seemed to find her ridiculously small and light. And
there was the best reason for hastening into the house at once, since the snow was
beginning to fall again, threatening an unpleasant journey for such guests as were still
on the road. These were a small minority; for already the afternoon
There was a buzz of voices through the house, as Miss Nancy entered, mingled with the scrape of a fiddle preluding in the kitchen; but the Lammeters were guests whose arrival had evidently been thought of so much that it had been watched for from the windows, for Mrs Kimble, who did the honours at the Red House on these great occasions, came forward to meet Miss Nancy in the hall, and conduct her upstairs. Mrs Kimble was the Squire's sister, as well as the doctor's wife—a double dignity, with which her diameter was in direct proportion; so that, a journey up-stairs being rather fatiguing to her, she did not oppose Miss Nancy's request to be allowed to find her way alone to the Blue Room, where the Miss Lammeters' bandboxes had been deposited on their arrival in the morning.
There was hardly a bedroom in the house where feminine compliments were not passing and
feminine toilettes going forward, in various
But Miss Nancy had no sooner made her curtsy than an elderly lady came forward, whose
full white muslin kerchief, and mob-cap
"Niece, I hope I see you well in health." Miss Nancy kissed her aunt's cheek dutifully, and answered, with the same sort of amiable primness, "Quite well, I thank you, aunt, and I hope I see you the same."
"Thank you, niece, I keep my health for the present. And how is my brother-in-law?"
These dutiful questions and answers were continued until it was ascertained in detail
that the Lammeters were all as well as usual, and the Osgoods likewise, also that niece
Priscilla must certainly arrive shortly, and that travelling on pillions in snowy
weather was unpleasant, though a joseph was a great protection. Then Nancy was formally
introduced to her aunt's visitors, the Miss Gunns, as being the daughters of a mother
known to their mother, though now for the first time induced to make a journey
into these parts; and these ladies were so taken by surprise at finding such a lovely
face and figure in an out-of-the-way
Three of the ladies quickly retired, but the Miss Gunns were quite content that Mrs
Osgood's inclination to remain with her niece gave them also a reason for staying to see
the rustic beauty's toilette. And it was really a pleasure—from the first opening of the
bandbox, where everything smelt of lavender and rose-leaves, to the clasping of the
small coral necklace that fitted closely round her little white neck. Everything
belonging to Miss Nancy was of delicate purity and nattiness: not a crease was where it
had no business to be, not a bit of her linen professed whiteness without fulfilling its
profession; the very pins on her pincushion were stuck in after a pattern from which she
was careful to allow no aberration; and as for her own person, it gave the same idea of
perfect unvarying neatness as the body of a little bird. It is true that her lightbrown
hair was cropped behind like a boy's, and was dressed in front in a number of flat
rings, that lay quite away from her face; but
The anxiety about sister Priscilla, which had grown rather active by the time the coral
necklace was clasped, was happily ended by the entrance
"What do you think o' these gowns, aunt Osgood?" said Priscilla, while Nancy
helped her to unrobe.
"Very handsome indeed, niece," said Mrs Osgood, with a slight increase of formality. She always thought niece Priscilla too rough.
"I'm obliged to have the same as Nancy, you know, for all I'm five years older and it
makes me look yallow; for she never will have anything without I have mine just
like it, because she wants us to look like sisters. And I tell her folks 'ull think it's
my weakness makes me fancy as I shall look pretty in what she looks pretty in. For I
am ugly—there's no denying that: I feature my father's family. But, law! I
don't mind, do you?" Priscilla here turned to the Miss Gunns, rattling on in too much
preoccupation with the delight of talking, to notice that her candour was not
appreciated. "The pretty uns do for fly-catchers—they keep the you have. And as for
fretting and stewing about what they 'll think of you from morning till night,
and making your life uneasy about what they're doing when they're out o'your sight—as I
tell Nancy, it's a folly no woman need be guilty of, if she's got a good father and a
good home: let her leave it to them as have got no fortin, and can't help themselves. As
I say, Mr Have-your-own-way is the best husband, and the only one I'd ever promise to
obey. I know it isn't pleasant, when you've been used to living in a big way, and
managing hogsheads and all that, to go and put your nose in by somebody else's fireside,
or to sit down by yourself to a scrag or a knuckle; but, thank God! my father's a sober
man and likely to live; and if you've got a man by the chimney-corner, it doesn't matter
if he's childish—the business needn't be broke up."
The delicate process of getting her narrow gown over her head without injury to her smooth curls, obliged Miss Priscilla to pause in this rapid survey of life, and Mrs Osgood seized the opportunity of rising and saying—
"Well, niece, you'll follow us. The Miss Gunns will like to go down."
"Sister," said Nancy, when they were alone, "you've offended the Miss Gunns, I'm sure."
"What have I done, child?" said Priscilla, in some alarm.
"Why, you asked them if they minded about being ugly—you're so very blunt."
"Law, did I? Well, it popped out: it's a mercy I said no more, for I'm a bad un to live with folks when they don't like the truth. But as for being ugly, look at me, child, in this silver-coloured silk—I told you how it 'ud be —I look as yallow as a daffadil. Anybody 'ud say you wanted to make a mawkin of me."
"No, Priscy, don't say so. I begged and prayed of you not to let us have this silk if
you'd like another better. I was willing to have your choice, you know I was,"
said Nancy, in anxious self-vindication.
"Nonsense, child, you know you'd set your heart on this; and reason good, for you're
the colour o' cream. It 'ud be fine doings for you to dress yourself to suit my
skin. What I find fault with, is that notion o' yours as I must dress myself just like
you. But you do as you
"Priscy," said Nancy, gently, as she fastened a coral necklace, exactly like her own, round Priscilla's neck, which was very far from being like her own, "I'm sure I'm willing to give way as far as is right, but who shouldn't dress alike if it isn't sisters? Would you have us go about looking as if we were no kin to one another —us that have got no mother and not another sister in the world? I'd do what was right, if I dressed in a gown dyed with cheese-colouring; and I'd rather you'd choose, and let me wear what pleases you."
"There you go again! You'd come round to the same thing if one talked to you from Saturday night till Saturday morning. It'll be fine fun to see how you'll master your husband and never raise your voice above the singing o' the kettle all the while. I like to see the men mastered!"
"Don't talk so , Priscy," said Nancy, blushing. "You know I don't mean ever to
be married."
"O, you never mean a fiddlestick's end!" said Priscilla, as she arranged her discarded
dress, and closed her bandbox. "Who shall I have to work for when father's
gone, if you are to go and take notions in your head and be an old maid, because some
folks are no better than they should be? I haven't a bit o' patience with you—sitting on
an addled egg for ever, as if there was never a fresh un in the world. One old maid's
enough out o' two sisters; and I shall do credit to a single life, for God A'mighty
meant me for it. Come, we can go down now. I'm as ready as a mawkin can
be—there's nothing awanting to frighten the crows, now I've got my ear-droppers in."
As the two Miss Lammeters walked into the large parlour together, any one who did not
know the character of both, might certainly have supposed that the reason why the
square-shouldered, clumsy, high-featured Priscilla wore a dress the facsimile of her
pretty sister's, was either the mistaken vanity of the one, or the malicious contrivance
of the other in order to set off her own rare beauty. But the good-natured
self-forgetful cheeriness and commonsense of Priscilla would soon have dissipated
Places of honour had been kept for the Miss Lammeters near the head of the principal
teatable in the wainscoted parlour, now looking fresh and pleasant with handsome
branches of holly, yew, and laurel, from the abundant growths of the old garden; and
Nancy felt an inward flutter, that no firmness of purpose could prevent, when she saw Mr
Godfrey Cass advancing to lead her to a seat between himself and Mr Crackenthorp, while
Priscilla was called to the opposite side between her father and the Squire. It
certainly did make some difference to Nancy that the lover she had given up was the
young man of quite the highest consequence in the parish—at home in a venerable and
unique parlour, which was the extremity of grandeur in her experience, a parlour where
she might one day have been mistress, with the consciousness that she was
spoken of as "Madam Cass," the Squire's wife. These circumstances exalted her inward
drama in her own eyes, and deepened the emphasis with which she declared to herself that
not the most dazzling rank should
It was not the rector's practice to let a charming blush pass without an appropriate
compliment. He was not in the least lofty or aristocratic, but simply a merry-eyed,
small-featured, grey-haired man, with his chin propped by an ample, many-creased white
neckcloth, which seemed to predominate over every other point in his person, and somehow
to impress its peculiar character on his remarks; so that to
"Ha, Miss Nancy," he said, turning his head within his cravat, and smiling down
pleasantly upon her, "when anybody pretends this has been a severe winter, I shall tell
them I saw the roses blooming on New Year's Eve—eh, Godfrey, what do you
say?"
Godfrey made no reply, and avoided looking at Nancy very markedly; for though these
complimentary personalities were held to be in excellent taste in old-fashioned Raveloe
society, reverent love has a politeness of its own which it teaches to men otherwise of
small schooling. But the Squire was rather impatient at Godfrey's showing himself a dull
spark in this way. By this advanced hour of the day, the Squire was always in higher
spirits than we have seen him in at the breakfast-table, and felt it quite pleasant to
fulfil the hereditary duty of being noisily jovial and patronising: the large silver
snuff-box was in active service, and was offered without fail to all neighbours from
time to time, however often they might have declined the favour. At present, the Squire
had only given
"Ay, ay," he began, offering his snuff-box to Mr Lammeter, who for the second time
bowed his head and waved his hand in stiff rejection of the offer, "us old fellows may
wish ourselves young to-night, when we see the mistletoebough in the White Parlour. It's
true, most things are gone back'ard in these last thirty years—the country's going down
since the old king fell ill. But when I look at Miss Nancy here, I begin to think the
lasses keep up their quality;—ding me if I remember a sample to match her, not when I
was a fine young fellow, and thought a deal about my pigtail. No you when you were as young as Miss Nancy here."
Mrs Crackenthorp—a small blinking woman, who fidgeted incessantly with her lace, ribbons, and gold chain, turning her head about and making subdued noises, very much like a guinea-pig, that twitches its nose and soliloquises in all company indiscriminately—now blinked and fidgeted towards the Squire, and said, "O no—no offence."
This emphatic compliment of the Squire's to Nancy was felt by others besides Godfrey to
have a diplomatic significance; and her father gave a slight additional erectness to his
back, as he looked across the table at her with complacent gravity. That grave and
orderly senior was not going to bate a jot of his dignity by seeming elated at the
notion of a match between his family and the Squire's: he was gratified by any honour
paid to his daughter; but he must see an alteration in several ways before his consent
would be vouchsafed. His spare but healthy person, and high-featured firm face, that
looked as if it had never been
"Miss Nancy's wonderful like what her mother was, though; isn't she, Kimble?" said the stout lady of that name, looking round for her husband.
But Doctor Kimble (county apothecaries in old days enjoyed that title without authority
of diploma), being a thin and agile man, was flitting about the room with his hands in
his pockets, making himself agreeable to his feminine patients, with medical
impartiality, and being welcomed everywhere as a doctor by hereditary right—not one of
those miserable apothecaries who canvass for practice in strange neighbourhoods, and
spend all their income in starving their one horse, but a man of substance, able to keep
an extravagant table like the best of his patients. Time out of mind the Raveloe doctor
had been a Kimble; Kimble was inherently a doctor's name; and it was difficult to
contemplate firmly the melancholy fact that the actual Kimble had no son, so that his
"Did you speak to me, my dear?" said the authentic doctor, coming quickly to his wife's side; but, as if foreseeing that she would be too much out of breath to repeat her remark, he went on immediately—"Ha, Miss Priscilla, the sight of you revives the taste of that super-excellent pork-pie. I hope the batch isn't near an end."
"Yes, indeed, it is, doctor," said Priscilla; "but I'll answer for it the next shall be as good. My pork-pies don't turn out well by chance."
"Not as your doctoring does, eh, Kimble?— because folks forget to take your physic, eh?" said the Squire, who regarded physic and doctors as many loyal churchmen regard the church and the clergy—tasting a joke against them when he was in health, but impatiently eager for their aid when anything was the matter with him. He tapped his box, and looked round with a triumphant laugh.
"Ah, she has a quick wit, my friend Priscilla has," said the doctor, choosing to attribute the epigram to the lady rather than allow a brother-in-law that advantage over him. "She saves a little pepper to sprinkle over her talk—that's the reason why she never puts too much into her pies. There's my wife, now, she never has an answer at her tongue's end; but if I offend her, she's sure to scarify my throat with black pepper the next day, or else give me the colic with watery greens. That's an awful tit-for-tat." Here the vivacious doctor made a pathetic grimace.
"Did you ever hear the like?" said Mrs Kimble, laughing above her double chin with much good-humour, aside to Mrs Crackenthorp, who blinked and nodded, and seemed to intend a smile, which, by the correlation of forces, went off in small twitchings and noises.
"I suppose that's the sort of tit-for-tat adopted in your profession, Kimble, if you've a grudge against a patient," said the rector.
"Never do have a grudge against our patients," said Mr Kimble, "except when they leave
us: and then, you see, we haven't the chance of prescribing for 'em. Ha, Miss
"Come, come, Kimble, don't you be too for'ard," said the Squire. "Give the young uns fair-play. There's my son Godfrey'll be wanting to have a round with you if you run off with Miss Nancy. He's bespoke her for the first dance, I'll be bound. Eh, sir! what do you say?" he continued, throwing himself backward, and looking at Godfrey. "Haven't you asked Miss Nancy to open the dance with you?"
Godfrey, sorely uncomfortable under this significant insistance about Nancy, and afraid to think where it would end by the time his father had set his usual hospitable example of drinking before and after supper, saw no course open but to turn to Nancy and say, with as little awkwardness as possible—
"No; I've not asked her yet, but I hope she'll consent—if somebody else hasn't been before me."
"No, I've not engaged myself," said Nancy, quietly, though blushingly. (If Mr Godfrey
founded any hopes on her consenting to dance
"Then I hope you've no objections to dancing with me," said Godfrey, beginning to lose the sense that there was anything uncomfortable in this arrangement.
"No, no objections," said Nancy, in a cold tone.
"Ah, well, you're a lucky fellow, Godfrey," said uncle Kimble; "but you're my godson, so I won't stand in your way. Else I'm not so very old, eh, my dear?" he went on, skipping to his wife's side again. "You wouldn't mind my having a second after you were gone—not if I cried a good deal first?"
"Come, come, take a cup o' tea and stop your tongue, do," said good-humoured Mrs Kimble, feeling some pride in a husband who must be regarded as so clever and amusing by the company generally. If he had only not been irritable at cards!
While safe, well-tested personalities were enlivening the tea in this way, the sound of the fiddle approaching within a distance at which it could be heard distinctly, made the young people look at each other with sympathetic impatience for the end of the meal.
"Why, there's Solomon in the hall," said the Squire, "and playing my fav'rite tune, I believe —'The flaxen-headed ploughboy'—he's for giving us a hint as we aren't enough in a hurry to hear him play. Bob," he called out to his third long-legged son, who was at the other end of the room, "open the door, and tell Solomon to come in. He shall give us a tune here."
Bob obeyed, and Solomon walked in, fiddling as he walked, for he would on no account break off in the middle of a tune.
"Here, Solomon," said the Squire, with loud patronage. "Round here, my man. Ah, I knew it was 'The flaxen-headed ploughboy:' there's no finer tune."
Solomon Macey, a small hale old man with an abundant crop of long white hair reaching
nearly to his shoulders, advanced to the indicated spot, bowing reverently while he
fiddled, as much as to say that he respected the company, though he respected the
key-note more. As soon as he had repeated the tune and lowered his fiddle, he bowed
again to the Squire and the rector, and said, "I hope I see your honour and your
reverence well, and wishing you health and long life and a happy
As Solomon uttered the last words, he bowed in all directions solicitously, lest he should be wanting in due respect. But thereupon he immediately began to prelude, and fell into the tune which he knew would be taken as a special compliment by Mr Lammeter.
"Thank ye, Solomon, thank ye," said Mr Lammeter, when the fiddle paused again. "That's
'Over the hills and far away,' that is. My father used to say to me, whenever we heard
that tune, 'Ah, lad, I come from over the hills and far away.' There's a many
tunes I don't make head or tail of; but that speaks to me like the blackbird's whistle.
I suppose it's the name: there's a deal in the name of a tune."
But Solomon was already impatient to prelude again, and presently broke with much spirit into "Sir Roger de Coverley," at which there was a sound of chairs pushed back, and laughing voices.
"Ay, ay, Solomon, we know what that means," said the Squire, rising. "It's time to
So Solomon, holding his white head on one side, and playing vigorously, marched forward at the head of the gay procession into the White Parlour, where the mistletoe-bough was hung, and multitudinous tallow candles made rather a brilliant effect, gleaming from among the berried holly-boughs, and reflected in the old-fashioned oval mirrors fastened in the panels of the white wainscot. A quaint procession! Old Solomon, in his seedy clothes and long white locks, seemed to be luring that decent company by the magic scream of his fiddle— luring discreet matrons in turban-shaped caps, nay, Mrs Crackenthorp herself, the summit of whose perpendicular feather was on a level with the Squire's shoulder—luring fair lasses complacently conscious of very short waists and skirts blameless of front-folds—burly fathers, in large variegated waistcoats, and ruddy sons, for the most part shy and sheepish, in short nether garments and very long coattails.
Already, Mr Macey and a few other privileged villagers, who were allowed to be
spectators
There was no reason, then, why the rector's dancing should not be received as part of the fitness of things quite as much as the Squire's, or why, on the other hand, Mr Macey's official respect should restrain him from subjecting the parson's performance to that criticism with which minds of extraordinary acuteness must necessarily contemplate the doings of their fallible fellow-men.
"The Squire's pretty springe, considering his weight," said Mr Macey, "and he stamps
uncommon well. But Mr Lammeter beats 'em all for shapes: you see, he holds his head like
a sodger, and he isn't so cushiony as most o' the
"Talk o' nimbleness, look at Mrs Osgood," said Ben Winthrop, who was holding his son Aaron between his knees. "She trips along with her little steps, so as nobody can see how she goes—it's like as if she had little wheels to her feet. She doesn't look a day older nor last year: she's the finest-made woman as is, let the next be where she will."
"I don't heed how the women are made," said Mr Macey, with some contempt. "They wear nayther coat nor breeches: you can't make much out o' their shapes."
"Fayder," said Aaron, whose feet were busy beating out the tune, "how does that big cock's-feather stick in Mrs Crackenthorp's yead? Is there a little hole for it, like in my shuttlecock?"
"Hush, lad, hush; that's the way the ladies I'll bet a penny."
Mr Macey screwed up his mouth, leaned his head further on one side, and twirled his thumbs with a presto movement as his eyes followed Godfrey up the dance. At last he summed up his opinion.
"Pretty well down'ard, but a bit too round i' the shoulder-blades. And as for them coats as he gets from the Flitton tailor, they're a poor cut to pay double money for."
"Ah, Mr Macey, you and me are two folks," said Ben, slightly indignant at this carping.
"When I've got a pot o' good ale, I like to swaller it, and do my inside good, i'stead
o'
"Tchuh!" said Mr Macey, provoked to increased severity, "he isn't come to his right
colour yet: he's partly like a slack-backed pie. And I doubt he's got a soft place in
his head, else why should he be turned round the finger by that offal Dunsey as nobody's
seen o' late, and let him kill that fine hunting hoss as was the talk o' the country?
And one while he was allays after Miss Nancy, and then it all went off again, like a
smell o' hot porridge, as I may say. That wasn't my way, when I went
a-coorting."
"Ah, but mayhap Miss Nancy hung off, like, and your lass didn't," said Ben.
"I should say she didn't," said Mr Macey, significantly. "Before I said 'sniff,' I took
care to know as she'd say 'snaff,' and pretty quick too. I wasn't a-going to open
my mouth, like a dog at a fly, and snap it to again, wi' nothing to
swaller."
"Well, I think Miss Nancy's a-coming round again," said Ben, "for Master Godfrey doesn't look so down-hearted to-night. And I see he's for taking her away to sit down, now they're at the end o' the dance: that looks like sweet-hearting, that does."
The reason why Godfrey and Nancy had left the dance was not so tender as Ben imagined.
In the close press of couples a slight accident had happened to Nancy's dress, which,
while it was short enough to show her neat ankle in front, was long enough behind to be
caught under the stately stamp of the Squire's foot, so as to rend certain stitches at
the waist, and cause much sisterly agitation in Priscilla's mind, as well as serious
concern in Nancy's. One's thoughts may be much occupied with love-struggles, but hardly
so as to be insensible to a disorder in the general framework of things. Nancy had no
sooner completed her duty in the figure they were dancing than she said to Godfrey, with
a deep blush, that she must go and sit down till Priscilla could come to her; for the
sisters had already exchanged a short whisper and an open-eyed glance full of meaning.
No reason less urgent than this could
"O no, thank you," said Nancy, coldly, as soon as she perceived where he was going, "not in there. I'll wait here till Priscilla's ready to come to me. I'm sorry to bring you out of the dance and make myself troublesome."
"Why, you'll be more comfortable here by yourself," said the artful Godfrey; "I'll leave you here till your sister can come." He spoke in an indifferent tone.
That was an agreeable proposition, and just what Nancy desired; why, then, was she a little hurt that Mr Godfrey should make it? They entered, and she seated herself on a chair against one of the card-tables, as the stiffest and most unapproachable position she could choose.
"Thank you, sir," she said immediately. "I
"That's very ill-natured of you," said Godfrey, standing by her without any sign of intended departure, "to be sorry you've danced with me."
"Oh, no, sir, I don't mean to say what's ill-natured at all," said Nancy, looking distractingly prim and pretty. "When gentlemen have so many pleasures, one dance can make but very little."
"You know that isn't true. You know one dance with you matters more to me than all the other pleasures in the world."
It was a long, long while since Godfrey had said anything so direct as that, and Nancy was startled. But her instinctive dignity and repugnance to any show of emotion made her sit perfectly still, and only throw a little more decision into her voice as she said—
"No, indeed, Mr Godfrey, that's not known to me, and I have very good reasons for thinking different. But if it's true, I don't wish to hear it."
"Would you never forgive me, then, Nancy —never think well of me, let what would
Godfrey was half conscious that this sudden opportunity of speaking to Nancy alone had driven him beside himself; but blind feeling had got the mastery of his tongue. Nancy really felt much agitated by the possibility Godfrey's words suggested, but this very pressure of emotion that she was in danger of finding too strong for her, roused all her power of self-command.
"I should be glad to see a good change in anybody, Mr Godfrey," she answered, with the slightest discernible difference of tone, "but it 'ud be better if no change was wanted."
"You're very hard-hearted, Nancy," said Godfrey, pettishly. "You might encourage me to be a better fellow. I'm very miserable— but you've no feeling."
"I think those have the least feeling that act wrong to begin with," said Nancy,
sending out a flash in spite of herself. Godfrey was delighted with that little flash,
and would have liked to go on and make her quarrel with him; yet , though—
The entrance of Priscilla, bustling forward and saying, "Dear heart alive, child, let us look at this gown," cut off Godfrey's hopes of a quarrel.
"I suppose I must go now," he said to Priscilla.
"It's no matter to me whether you go or stay," said that frank lady, searching for something in her pocket, with a preoccupied brow.
"Do you want me to go?" said Godfrey, looking at Nancy, who was now standing
up by Priscilla's order.
"As you like," said Nancy, trying to recover all her former coldness, and looking down carefully at the hem of her gown.
"Then I like to stay," said Godfrey, with a reckless determination to get as much of this joy as he could to-night, and think nothing of the morrow.
While Godfrey Cass was taking draughts of forgetfulness from the sweet presence of Nancy, willingly losing all sense of that hidden bond which at other moments galled and fretted him so as to mingle irritation with the very sunshine, Godfrey's wife was walking with slow uncertain steps through the snow-covered Raveloe lanes, carrying her child in her arms.
This journey on New Year's Eve was a premeditated act of vengeance which she had kept
in her heart ever since Godfrey, in a fit of passion, had told her he would sooner die
than acknowledge her as his wife. There would be a great party at the Red House on New
Year's Eve, she knew: her husband would be smiling and smiled upon, hiding her
existence in the darkest corner of his heart. But she would mar his pleasure: she would
go in her dingy rags, with her faded face, once as handsome as He was well off; and if she had
her rights she would be well off too. The belief that he repented his marriage, and
suffered from it, only aggravated her vindictiveness. Just and self-reproving thoughts
do not come to us too thickly, even in the purest air, and with the best lessons of
heaven and earth; how should those white-winged delicate messengers make their way to
Molly's poisoned chamber, inhabited by no higher memories than those of a bar-maid's
paradise of pink ribbons and gentlemen's jokes?
She had set out at an early hour, but had lingered on the road, inclined by her
indolence to believe that if she waited under a warm shed the snow would cease to fall.
She had waited longer than she knew, and now that she found herself belated in the
snow-hidden ruggedness of the long lanes, even the animation of a vindictive purpose
could not keep her spirit from failing. It was seven o'clock, and by this time she was
not very far from Raveloe, but she was not familiar enough with those monotonous lanes
to know how near she was to her journey's end. She needed comfort, and she knew but one
comforter—the familiar demon in her bosom; but she hesitated a moment, after drawing out
the black remnant, before she raised it to her lips. In that moment the mother's love
pleaded for painful consciousness rather than oblivion—pleaded to be left in aching
weariness, rather than to have the encircling arms benumbed so that they could not feel
the dear burden. In another moment Molly had flung something away, but it was not the
black remnant—it was an empty phial. And she walked on again under the breaking cloud,
from which there came now
Slowly the demon was working his will, and cold and weariness were his helpers. Soon she felt nothing but a supreme immediate longing that curtained off all futurity—the longing to lie down and sleep. She had arrived at a spot where her footsteps were no longer checked by a hedgerow, and she had wandered vaguely, unable to distinguish any objects, notwithstanding the wide whiteness around her, and the growing starlight. She sank down against a straggling furze bush, an easy pillow enough; and the bed of snow, too, was soft. She did not feel that the bed was cold, and did not heed whether the child would wake and cry for her. But her arms did not yet relax their instinctive clutch; and the little one slumbered on as gently as if it had been rocked in a lace-trimmed cradle.
But the complete torpor came at last: the fingers lost their tension, the arms unbent;
then the little head fell away from the bosom,
But where was Silas Marner while this stranger-visitor had come to his hearth? He was
in the cottage, but he did not see the child. During the last few weeks, since he had
lost his money, he had contracted the habit of opening his door and looking out from
time to time, as if he thought that his money might be somehow coming back to him, or
that some trace, some news of it, might be mysteriously on the road, and be caught by
the listening ear or the straining eye. It was chiefly at night, when he was not
occupied in his loom, that he fell into this repetition of an act for
This morning he had been told by some of his neighbours that it was New Year's Eve, and
that he must sit up and hear the old year rung out and the new rung in, because that was
good luck, and might bring his money back again. This was only a friendly Raveloe-way of
jesting with the half-crazy oddities of a miser, but it had perhaps helped to throw
Silas into a more than usually excited state. Since the on-coming of twilight he had
opened his door again and again, though only to shut it immediately at seeing all
distance veiled by the falling snow. But the last time he opened it the snow had ceased,
and the clouds were parting here and there. He stood and listened, and gazed for a long
while—there was really something on the road coming towards him then, but
When Marner's sensibility returned, he continued the action which had been arrested,
and closed his door, unaware of the chasm in his consciousness, unaware of any
intermediate change, except that the light had grown dim, and that he was chilled and
faint. He thought he had been too long standing at the door and looking out. Turning
towards the hearth, where the two logs had fallen apart, and sent forth only a red
uncertain glimmer, he seated himself on his fireside chair, and was stooping to push his
logs together, when, to his blurred vision, it seemed as if there were gold on the floor
in front of the hearth. Gold!—his own gold—brought back to him as mysteriously as it had
been Was it
a dream? He rose to his feet again, pushed his logs together, and, throwing on some
dried leaves and sticks, raised a flame; but the flame did not disperse the vision—it
only lit up more distinctly the little round form of the child and its shabby clothing.
It was very much like his little sister. Silas sank into his chair powerless, under the
double presence of an inexplicable
But there was a cry on the hearth: the child had awaked, and Marner stooped to lift it
on his knee. It clung round his neck, and burst louder and louder into that mingling of
inarticulate cries with "mammy" by which little
He had plenty to do through the next hour. The porridge, sweetened with some dry brown
sugar from an old store which he had refrained from using for himself, stopped the cries
of the little one, and made her lift her blue eyes with a wide quiet gaze at Silas, as
he put the spoon into her mouth. Presently she slipped from his knee and began to toddle
about, but with a pretty stagger that made Silas jump up and follow her lest she should
fall against anything that would hurt her. But she only fell in a sitting posture on the
ground, and began to pull at her boots, looking up at him with a crying face as if the
boots hurt her. He took her on his knee again, but it was some time before it occurred
to Silas's dull bachelor mind that the wet boots were the grievance, pressing on her
warm ankles. He got them off with difficulty, and baby was at once happily occupied
It was after the early supper-time at the Red House, and the entertainment was
in that stage when bashfulness itself had passed into easy jollity, when gentlemen,
conscious of unusual accomplishments, could at length be prevailed on to dance a
hornpipe, and when the Squire preferred talking loudly, scattering snuff, and patting
his visitors' backs, to sitting longer at the whist-table—a choice exasperating to uncle
Kimble, who, being always volatile in sober business hours, became intense and bitter
over cards and brandy, shuffled before his adversary's deal with a glare of suspicion,
and turned up a mean trump-card with an air of inexpressible disgust, as if in a world
where such things could happen one might as well enter on a course of reckless
profligacy. When the evening had advanced to this pitch of freedom and enjoyment, it was
usual for the servants, the
There were two doors by which the White Parlour was entered from the hall, and they
were both standing open for the sake of air; but the lower one was crowded with the
servants and villagers, and only the upper doorway was left free. Bob Cass was figuring
in a hornpipe, and his father, very proud of this lithe son, whom he repeatedly declared
to be just like himself in his young days, in a tone that implied this to be the very
highest stamp of juvenile merit, was the centre of a group who had placed themselves
opposite the performer, not far from the upper door. Godfrey was standing a little way
off, not to admire his brother's dancing, but to keep sight of Nancy, who was seated in
the group, near her father. He stood aloof, because he wished to avoid suggesting
himself as a subject for the Squire's fatherly jokes in connection with matrimony and
Miss Nancy Lammeter's beauty, which were likely to become more and more explicit. But he
had the prospect of dancing with her
But when Godfrey was lifting his eyes from one of those long glances, they encountered
an object as startling to him at that moment as if it had been an apparition from the
dead. It was an apparition from that hidden life which lies, like a dark
by-street, behing the goodly ornamented facade that meets the sunlight and the gaze of
respectable admirers. It was his own child, carried in Silas Marner's arms. That was his
instantaneous impression, unaccompanied by doubt, though he had not seen the child for
months past; and when the hope was rising that he might possibly be mistaken, Mr
Crackenthorp and Mr Lammeter had already advanced to Silas, in astonishment at this
strange advent. Godfrey joined them immediately, unable to rest without hearing every
word—trying to control himself, but conscious that if any one noticed him, they must see
that he was white-lipped and trembling.
But now all eyes at that end of the room were bent on Silas Marner; the Squire himself
had risen, and asked angrily, "How's this?—
"I'm come for the doctor—I want the doctor," Silas had said, in the first moment, to Mr Crackenthorp.
"Why, what's the matter, Marner?" said the rector. "The doctor's here; but say quietly what you want him for."
"It's a woman," said Silas, speaking low, and half-breathlessly, just as Godfrey came up. "She's dead, I think—dead in the snow at the Stone-pits—not far from my door."
Godfrey felt a great throb: there was one terror in his mind at that moment: it was,
that the woman might not be dead. That was an evil terror—an ugly inmate to
have found a nestling-place in Godfrey's kindly disposition; but no disposition is a
security from evil wishes to a man whose happiness hangs on duplicity.
"Hush, hush!" said Mr Crackenthorp. "Go out into the hall there. I'll fetch the doctor
to you. Found a woman in the snow—and thinks she's dead," he added, speaking low to the
Squire. "Better say as little about it as possible: it will shock the ladies. Just tell
them
By this time, however, the ladies had pressed forward, curious to know what could have brought the solitary linen-weaver there under such strange circumstances, and interested in the pretty child, who, half alarmed and half attracted by the brightness and the numerous company, now frowned and hid her face, now lifted up her head again and looked round placably, until a touch or a coaxing word brought back the frown, and made her bury her face with new determination.
"What child is it?" said several ladies at once, and, among the rest, Nancy Lammeter, addressing Godfrey.
"I don't know—some poor woman's who has been found in the snow, I believe," was the
answer Godfrey wrung from himself with a terrible effort. ("After all, am I
certain?" he hastened to add, silently, in anticipation of his own conscience.)
"Why, you'd better leave the child here, then, Master Marner," said good-natured Mrs
Kimble, hesitating, however, to take those
"No—no—I can't part with it, I can't let it go," said Silas, abruptly. "It's come to me— I've a right to keep it."
The proposition to take the child from him had come to Sials quite unexpectedly, and his speech, uttered under a strong sudden impulse, was almost like a revelation to himself: a minute before, he had no distinct intention about the child.
"Did you ever hear the like?" said Mrs Kimble, in mild surprise, to her neighbour.
"Now, ladies, I must trouble you to stand aside," said Mr Kimble, coming from the cardroom, in some bitterness at the interruption, but drilled by the long habit of his profession into obedience to unpleasant calls, even when he was hardly sober.
"It's a nasty business turning out now, eh, Kimble?" said the Squire. "He might ha' gone for your young fellow—the 'prentice, there—what's his name?"
"Might? ay—what's the use of talking about might?" growled uncle Kimble, hastening out
"Yes, sir, I met him," said Marner; "but I couldn't stop to tell him anything, only I said I was going for the doctor, and he said the doctor was at the Squire's. And I made haste and ran, and there was nobody to be seen at the back o' the house, and so I went in to where the company was."
The child, no longer distracted by the bright light and the smiling women's faces, began to cry and call for "mammy," though always clinging to Marner, who had apparently won her thorough confidence. Godfrey had come back with the boots, and felt the cry as if some fibre were drawn tight within him.
"I'll go," he said, hastily, eager for some movement; "I'll go and fetch the woman— Mrs Winthrop."
"O, pooh—send somebody else," said uncle Kimble, hurrying away with Marner.
"You'll let me know if I can be of any use,
Godfrey, too, had disappeared: he was gone to snatch his hat and coat, having just reflection enough to remember that he must not look like a madman; but he rushed out of the house into the snow without heeding his thin shoes.
In a few minutes he was on his rapid way to the Stone-pits by the side of Dolly, who, though feeling that she was entirely in her place in encountering cold and snow on an errand of mercy, was much concerned at a young gentleman's getting his feet wet under a like impulse.
"You'd a deal better go back, sir," said Dolly, with respectful compassion. "You've no call to catch cold; and I'd ask you if you'd be so good as tell my husband to come, on your way back—he's at the Rainbow, I doubt—if you found him anyway sober enough to be o' use. Or else, there's Mrs Snell 'ud happen send the boy up to fetch and carry, for there may be things wanted from the doctor's."
"No, I'll stay, now I'm once out—I'll stay outside here," said Godfrey, when they came opposite Marner's cottage. "You can come and tell me if I can do anything."
"Well, sir, you're very good: you've a tender heart," said Dolly, going to the door.
Godfrey was too painfully preoccupied to feel a twinge of self-reproach at this undeserved praise. He walked up and down, unconscious that he was plunging ankle-deep in snow, unconscious of everything but trembling suspense about what was going on in the cottage, and the effect of each alternative on his future lot. No, not quite unconscious of everything else. Deeper down, and half-smothered by passionate desire and dread, there was the sense that he ought not to be waiting on these alternatives; that he ought to accept the consequences of his deeds, own the miserable wife, and fulfil the claims of the helpless child. But he had not moral courage enough to contemplate that active renunciation of Nancy as possible for him: he had only conscience and heart enough to make him for ever uneasy under the weakness that forbade the renunciation. And at this moment his mind leaped away from all restraint toward the sudden prospect of deliverance from his long bondage.
"Is she dead?" said the voice that predominated
Godfrey never knew how long it was before the door of the cottage opened and Mr Kimble came out. He went forward to meet his uncle, prepared to suppress the agitation he must feel, whatever news he was to hear.
"I waited for you, as I'd come so far," he said, speaking first.
"Pooh, it was nonsense for you to come out: why didn't you send one of the men? There's nothing to be done. She's dead—has been dead for hours, I should say."
"What sort of woman is she?" said Godfrey, feeling the blood rush to his face.
"A young woman, but emaciated, with long black hair. Some vagrant—quite in rags. She's got a wedding-ring on, however. They must fetch her away to the workhouse to-morrow. Come, come along."
"I want to look at her," said Godfrey. "I think I saw such a woman yesterday. I'll overtake you in a minute or two."
Mr Kimble went on, and Godfrey turned back to the cottage. He cast only one glance at the dead face on the pillow, which Dolly had smoothed with decent care; but he remembered that last look at his unhappy hated wife so well, that at the end of sixteen years every line in the worn face was present to him when he told the full story of this night.
He turned immediately towards the hearth where Silas Marner sat lulling the child. She
was perfectly quiet now, but not asleep—only soothed by sweet porridge and warmth into
that wide-gazing calm which makes us older human beings, with our inward turmoil, feel a
certain awe in the presence of a little child, such as we feel before some quiet majesty
or beauty in the earth or sky—before a steady-glowing planet, or a full-flowered
eglantine, or the bending trees over a silent pathway. The wide-open blue eyes looked up
at Godfrey's without any uneasiness or sign of recognition: the child could make no
visible audible claim on its father; and the father felt a strange
"You'll take the child to the parish tomorrow?" asked Godfrey, speaking as indifferently as he could.
"Who says so?" said Marner, sharply. "Will they make me take her?"
"Why, you wouldn't like to keep her, should you—an old bachelor like you?"
"Till anybody shows they've a right to take her away from me," said Marner. "The mother's dead, and I reckon it's got no father: it's a lone thing—and I'm a lone thing. My money's gone, I don't know where—and this is come from I don't know where. I know nothing— I'm partly mazed."
"Poor little thing!" said Godfrey. "Let me give something towards finding it clothes."
He had put his hand in his pocket and
"Ah, I see it's not the same woman I saw," he said, as he came up. "It's a pretty little child: the old fellow seems to want to keep it; that's strange for a miser like him. But I gave him a trifle to help him out: the parish isn't likely to quarrel with him for the right to keep the child."
"No; but I've seen the time when I might have quarrelled with him for it myself. It's too late now, though. If the child ran into the fire, your aunt's too fat to overtake it: she could only sit and grunt like an alarmed sow. But what a fool you are, Godfrey, to come out in your dancing shoes and stockings in this way—and you one of the beaux of the evening, and at your own house! What do you mean by such freaks, young fellow? Has Miss Nancy been cruel, and do you want to spite her by spoiling your pumps?"
"O, everything has been disagreeable to-night. I was tired to death of jigging and
gallanting, and that bother about the horn-pipes. And I'd got to dance with the other
The prevarication and white lies which a mind that keeps itself ambitiously pure is as uneasy under as a great artist under the false touches that no eye detects but his own, are worn as lightly as mere trimmings when once the actions have become a lie.
Godfrey reappeared in the White Parlour with dry feet, and, since the truth must be told, with a sense of relief and gladness that was too strong for painful thoughts to struggle with. For could he not venture now, whenever opportunity offered, to say the tenderest things to Nancy Lammeter—to promise her and himself that he would always be just what she would desire to see him? There was no danger that his dead wife would be recognised: those were not days of active inquiry and wide report; and as for the registry of their marriage, that was a long way off, buried in unturned pages, away from every one's interest but his own. Dunsey might betray him if he came back; but Dunsey might be won to silence.
And when events turn out so much better
There was a pauper's burial that week in Raveloe, and up Kench Yard at Batherley it was known that the dark-haired woman with the fair child, who had lately come to lodge there, was gone away again. That was all the express note taken that Molly had disappeared from the eyes of men. But the unwept death which, to the general lot, seemed as trivial as the summer-shed leaf, was charged with the force of destiny to certain human lives that we know of, shaping their joys and sorrows even to the end.
Silas Marner's determination to keep the "tramp's child" was matter of hardly less
surprising and iterated talk in the village than the robbery of his money. That
softening of feeling towards him which dated from his misfortune, that merging of
suspicion and dislike in a rather contemptuous pity for him as lone
Among the notable mothers, Dolly Winthrop was the one whose neighbourly offices were the most acceptable to Marner, for they were rendered without any show of bustling instruction. Silas had shown her the half-guinea given to him by Godfrey, and had asked her what he should do about getting some clothes for the child.
"Eh, Master Marner," said Dolly, "there's no call to buy, no more nor a pair o' shoes;
for I've got the little petticoats as Aaron wore five years ago, and it's ill spending
the money
And the same day Dolly brought her bundle, and displayed to Marner, one by one, the tiny garments in their due order of succession, most of them patched and darned, but clean and neat as fresh-sprung herbs. This was the introduction to a great ceremony with soap and water, from which baby came out in new beauty, and sat on Dolly's knee, handling her toes and chuckling and patting her palms together with an air of having made several discoveries about herself, which she communicated by alternate sounds of "gug-gug-gug," and "mammy." The "mammy" was not a cry of need or uneasiness: Baby had been used to utter it without expecting either tender sound or touch to follow.
"Anybody 'ud think the angils in heaven couldn't be prettier," said Dolly, rubbing the
golden curls and kissing them. "And to think of its being covered wi' them dirty rags
—and the poor mother—froze to death; but there's Them as took care of it, and brought it
to your door, Master Marner. The door was open, and it walked in over the snow, like as
"Yes," said Silas, meditatively. "Yes—the door was open. The money's gone I don't know where, and this is come from I don't know where."
He had not mentioned to any one his unconsciousness of the child's entrance, shrinking from questions which might lead to the fact he himself suspected—namely, that he had been in one of his trances.
"Ah," said Dolly, with soothing gravity, "it's like the night and the morning, and the
sleeping and the waking, and the rain and the harvest—one goes and the other comes, and
we know nothing how nor where. We may strive and scrat and fend, but it's little we can
do arter all—the big things come and go wi' no striving o' our'n—they do, that they do;
and I think you're in the right on it to keep the little un, Master Marner, seeing as
it's been sent to you, though there's folks as thinks different. You'll happen be a bit
moithered with it while it's so little; but I'll come, and welcome, and see to it for
you: I've a bit o' time to spare most days, for when one gets up be-times
"Thank you ... kindly," said Silas, hesitating a little. "I'll be glad if you'll tell me things. But," he added, uneasily, leaning forward to look at Baby with some jealousy, as she was resting her head backward against Dolly's arm, and eyeing him contentedly from a distance—"But I want to do things for it myself, else it may get fond o' somebody else, and not fond o' me. I've been used to fending for myself in the house—I can learn, I can learn."
"Eh, to be sure," said Dolly, gently. "I've seen men as are wonderful handy wi' children. The men are awk'ard and contrairy mostly, God help 'em—but when the drink's out of 'em, they aren't unsensible, though they're bad for leeching and bandaging—so fiery and unpatient. You see this goes first, next the skin," proceeded Dolly, taking up the little shirt, and putting it on.
"Yes," said Marner, docilely, bringing his eyes very close, that they might be
initiated in the mysteries; whereupon Baby seized his head
"See there," said Dolly, with a woman's tender tact, "she's fondest o' you. She wants to go o' your lap, I'll be bound. Go, then: take her, Master Marner; you can put the things on, and then you can say as you've done for her from the first of her coming to you."
Marner took her on his lap, trembling with an emotion mysterious to himself, at something unknown dawning on his life. Thought and feeling were so confused within him, that if he had tried to give them utterance, he could only have said that the child was come instead of the gold—that the gold had turned into the child. He took the garments from Dolly, and put them on under her teaching; interrupted, of course, by Baby's gymnastics.
"There, then! why, you take to it quite easy, Master Marner," said Dolly; "but what
shall you do when you're forced to sit in your loom? For she'll get busier and
mischievouser every day—she will, bless her. It's lucky as you've got that high hearth
i'stead of a grate, for that keeps the fire more out of her reach; but if you've got
anything as can be spilt or broke, or
Silas meditated a little while in some perplexity. "I'll tie her to the leg o' the loom," he said at last—"tie her with a good long strip o' something."
"Well, mayhap that'll do, as it's a little gell, for they're easier persuaded to sit i' one place nor the lads. I know what the lads are; for I've had four—four I've had, God knows—and if you was to take and tie 'em up, they'd make a fighting and a crying as if you was ringing pigs. But I'll bring you my little chair, and some bits o' red rag and things for her to play wi'; an' she'll sit and chatter to 'em as if they was alive. Eh, if it wasn't a sin to the lads to wish 'em made different, bless 'em, I should ha' been glad for one of 'em to be a little gell; and to think as I could ha' taught her to scour, and mend, and the knitting, and everything. But I can teach 'em this little un, Master Marner, when she gets old enough."
"But she'll be my little un," said Marner, rather hastily. "She'll be nobody
else's."
"No, to be sure; you'll have a right to her if you're a father to her, and bring her up
Marner's pale face flushed suddenly under a new anxiety. His mind was too busy trying to give some definite bearing to Dolly's words for him to think of answering her.
"And it's my belief," she went on, "as the poor little creatur has never been
christened, and it's nothing but right as the parson should be spoke to; and if you was
noways unwilling, I'd talk to Mr Macey about it this very day. For if the child ever
went anyways wrong, and you hadn't done your part by it, Master Marner—'noculation, and
everything to save it from harm—it 'ud be a thorn i' your bed for ever o' this side the
grave; and I can't think as it 'ud be easy lying down for anybody when they'd got to
another world, if they hadn't done
Dolly herself was disposed to be silent for some time now, for she had spoken from the depths of her own simple belief, and was much concerned to know whether her words would produce the desired effect on Silas. He was puzzled and anxious, for Dolly's word "christened" conveyed no distinct meaning to him. He had only heard of baptism, and had only seen the baptism of grown-up men and women.
"What is it as you mean by 'christened'?" he said at last, timidly. "Won't folks be good to her without it?"
"Dear, dear! Master Marner," said Dolly, with gentle distress and compassion. "Had you never no father nor mother as taught you to say your prayers, and as there's good words and good things to keep us from harm?"
"Yes," said Silas, in a low voice; "I know a deal about that—used to, used to. But your
ways are different: my country was a good way off." He paused a few moments, and then
added, more decidedly, "But I want to do everything as can be done for the child. And
whatever's right for it i' this country, and you
"Well, then, Master Marner," said Dolly, inwardly rejoiced, "I'll ask Mr Macey to speak to the parson about it; and you must fix on a name for it, because it must have a name giv' it when it's christened."
"My mother's name was Hephzibah," said Silas, "and my little sister was named after her."
"Eh, that's a hard name," said Dolly. "I partly think it isn't a christened name."
"It's a Bible name," said Silas, old ideas recurring.
"Then I've no call to speak again' it," said Dolly, rather startled by Silas's knowledge on this head; "but you see I'm no scholard, and I'm slow at catching the words. My husband says I'm allays like as if I was putting the haft for the handle—that's what he says—for he's very sharp, God help him. But it was awk'ard calling your little sister by such a hard name, when you'd got nothing big to say, like—wasn't it, Master Marner?"
"We called her Eppie," said Silas.
"Well, if it was noways wrong to shorten
Baby was christened, the rector deciding that a double baptism was the lesser
risk to incur; and on this occasion Silas, making himself as clean and tidy as he could,
appeared for the first time within the church, and shared in the observances held sacred
by his neighbours. He was quite unable, by means of anything he heard or saw, to
identify the Raveloe religion with his old faith: if he could at any time in his
previous life have done so, it must have been by the aid of a strong feeling ready to
vibrate with sympathy, rather than by a comparison of phrases and ideas; and now for
long she had joy.
And when the sunshine grew strong and lasting, so that the buttercups were thick in the
meadows, Silas might be seen in the sunny mid-day, or in the late afternoon when the
shadows were lengthening under the hedgerows, strolling out with uncovered head to carry
Eppie beyond the Stone-pits to where the flowers grew, till they reached some favourite
bank where he could sit down, while Eppie toddled to pluck the flowers, and make remarks
to the winged things that murmured happily above the bright petals, calling "Dad-dad's"
As the child's mind was growing into knowledge, his mind was growing into memory: as her life unforlded, his soul, long stupefied in a cold narrow prison, was unfolding too, and trembling gradually into full consciousness.
It was an influence which must gather force with every new year: the tones that stirred
Silas's heart grew articulate, and called for more distinct answers; shapes and sounds
grew clearer for Eppie's eyes and ears, and there was more that "Dad-dad" was
imperatively required to notice and account for. Also, by the time
"To be sure, there's another thing you might do, Master Marner," added Dolly, meditatively: "you might shut her up once i' the coal-hole. That was what I did wi' Aaron; for I was that silly wi' the youngest lad, as I could never bear to smack him. Not as I could find i' my heart to let him stay i' the coal-hole more nor a minute, but it was enough to colly him all over, so as he must be new washed and dressed, and it was as good as a rod to him—that was. But I put it upo' your conscience, Master Marner, as there's one of 'em you must choose—ayther smacking or the coal-hole—else she'll get so masterful, there 'll be no holding her."
Silas was impressed with the melancholy
For example. He had wisely chosen a broad strip of linen as a means of fastening her to
his loom when he was busy: it made a broad belt round her waist, and was long enough to
allow of her reaching the truckle-bed and sitting down on it, but not long enough for
her to attempt any dangerous climbing. One bright summer's morning Silas had been more
engrossed than usual in "setting up" a new piece of work, an occasion on which his
scissors were in requisition. These scissors, owing to an especial warning of Dolly's,
had been kept carefully out of
Here was clearly a case of aberration in a christened child which demanded severe treatment; but Silas, overcome with convulsive joy at finding his treasure again, could do nothing but snatch her up, and cover her with half-sobbing kisses. It was not until he had carried her home, and had begun to think of the necessary washing, that he recollected the need that he should punish Eppie, and "make her remember." The idea that she might run away again and come to harm, gave him unusual resolution, and for the first time he determined to try the coal-hole—a small closet near the hearth.
"Naughty, naughty Eppie," he suddenly began, holding her on his knee, and pointing to her muddy feet and clothes—"naughty to cut with the scissors, and run away. Eppie must go into the coal-hole for being naughty. Daddy must put her in the coal-hole."
He half expected that this would be shock enough, and that Eppie would begin to cry.
But instead of that, she began to shake herself on his knee, as if the proposition
opened a
The weaving must stand still a long while this morning, for now Eppie must be washed and have clean clothes on; but it was to be hoped that this punishment would have a lasting effect, and save time in future—though, perhaps, it would have been better if Eppie had cried more.
In half an hour she was clean again, and Silas having turned his back to see what he could do with the linen band, threw it down again, with the reflection that Eppie would be good without fastening for the rest of the morning. He turned round again, and was going to place her in her little chair near the loom, when she peeped out at him with black face and hands again, and said, "Eppie in de toal-hole!"
This total failure of the coal-hole discipline shook Silas's belief in the efficacy of punishment. "She'd take it all for fun," he observed to Dolly, "if I didn't hurt her, and that I can't do, Mrs Winthrop. If she makes me a bit o' trouble, I can bear it. And she's got no tricks but what she'll grow out of."
"Well, that's partly true, Master Marner," said Dolly, sympathetically; "and if you
can't bring your mind to frighten her off touching things, you must do what you can to
keep 'em out of her way. That's what I do wi' the pups as the lads are allays a-rearing.
They will worry and gnaw—worry and gnaw they will, if it was one's Sunday cap
as hung anywhere so as they could drag it. They know no difference, God help 'em: it's
the pushing o' the teeth as sets them on, that's what it is."
So Eppie was reared without punishment, the burden of her misdeeds being borne vicariously by father Silas. The stone hut was made a soft nest for her, lined with downy patience: and also in the world that lay beyond the stone hut for her, she knew nothing of frowns and denials.
Notwithstanding the difficulty of carrying
Silas began now to think of Raveloe life entirely in relation to Eppie: she must have
everything that was a good in Raveloe; and he listened docilely, that he might come to
understand better what this life was, from which, for fifteen years, he had stood aloof
as from a strange thing, with which he could have no communion: as some man who has a
precious plant to which he would give a nurturing home in a new soil, thinks of the rain
and sunshine, and all influences, in relation to his nursling, and asks industriously
for all knowledge that will help him to satisfy the wants of the searching roots, or to
guard leaf and bud from invading harm. The disposition to hoard had been utterly crushed
at the very first by the loss of his long-stored gold: the coins he earned afterwards
seemed as irrelevant as stones brought to complete a house suddenly burried by an
earthquake; the sense of bereavement was too heavy
In old days there were angels who came and took men by the hand and led them away from the city of destruction. We see no white-winged angels now. But yet men are led away from threatening destruction: a hand is put into theirs, which leads them forth gently towards a calm and bright land, so that they look no more backward; and the hand may be a little child's.
There was one person, as you will believe, who watched with keener though more hidden interest than any other, the prosperous growth of Eppie under the weaver's care. He dared not do anything that would imply a stronger interest in a poor man's adopted child than could be expected from the kindliness of the young Squire, when a chance meeting suggested a little present to a simple old fellow whom others noticed with goodwill; but he told himself that the time would come when he might do something towards furthering the welfare of his daughter without incurring suspicions. Was he very uneasy in the mean time at his inability to give his daughter her birthright? I cannot say that he was. The child was being taken care of, and would very likely be happy, as people in humble stations often were—happier, perhaps, than those who are brought up in luxury.
That famous ring that pricked its owner when he forgot duty and followed desire—I wonder if it pricked very hard when he set out on the chase, or whether it pricked but lightly then, and only pierced to the quick when the chase had long been ended, and hope, folding her wings, looked backward and became regret?
Godfrey Cass's cheek and eye were brighter than ever now. He was so undivided in his
aims, that he seemed like a man of firmness. No Dunsey had come back: people had made up
their minds that he was gone for a soldier, or gone "out of the country," and no one
cared to be specific in their inquiries on a subject delicate to a respectable family.
Godfrey had ceased to see the shadow of Dunsey across his path; and the path now lay
straight forward to the accomplishment of his best, longest-cherished wishes. Everybody
said Mr Godfrey had taken the right turn; and it was pretty clear what would be the end
of things, for there were not many days in the week that he was not seen riding to the
Warrens. Godfrey himself, when he was asked jocosely if the day had been fixed, smiled
with the pleasant consciousness of a lover who could say "yes," if
And that other child—not on the hearth— he would not forget it; he would see that it was well provided for. That was a father's duty.
It was a bright autumn Sunday, sixteen years after Silas Marner had found his new treasure on the hearth. The bells of the old Raveloe church were ringing the cheerful peal which told that the morning service was ended; and out of the arched doorway in the tower came slowly, retarded by friendly greetings and questions, the richer parishioners who had chosen this bright Sunday morning as eligible for church-going. It was the rural fashion of that time for the more important members of the congregation to depart first, while their humbler neighbours waited and looked on, stroking their bent heads or dropping their curtsies to any large rate-payer who turned to notice them.
Foremost among these advancing groups of well-clad people, there are some whom we shall
recognise, in spite of Time, who has laid his hand on them all. The tall blonde man of
forty is
Mr and Mrs Godfrey Cass (any higher title has died away from Raveloe lips since the old
But it is impossible to mistake Silas Marner. His large brown eyes seem to have
gathered a longer vision, as is the way with eyes that have been short-sighted in early
life, and they have a less vague, a more answering look; but in everything else one sees
signs of a frame much enfeebled by the lapse of the sixteen years. The weaver's bent
shoulders and white hair give him almost the look of advanced age, though he is not more
than five-and-fifty; but there is the freshest blossom of youth close by his side—a
blonde dimpled girl of eighteen, who
That good-looking young fellow, in a new fustian suit, who walks behind her, is not
quite sure upon the question of hair in the abstract, when Eppie puts it to him, and
thinks that perhaps straight hair is the best in general, but he doesn't want Eppie's
hair to be different. She surely divines that there is some one behind her who is
thinking about her very particualrly, and mustering courage to come to her side as soon
as they are out in the lane, else why should she look rather shy, and take care not to
turn away her head from her father Silas, to whom she keeps murmuring little sentences
"I wish we had a little garden, father, with double daisies in, like Mrs
Winthrop's," said Eppie, when they were out in the lane; "only they say it 'ud take a
deal of digging and bringing fresh soil—and you couldn't do that, could you, father?
Anyhow, I shouldn't like you to do it, for it 'ud be too hard work for you."
"Yes, I could do it, child, if you want a bit o' garden: these long evenings, I could work at taking in a little bit o' the waste, just enough for a root or two o' flowers for you; and again, i' the morning, I could have a turn wi' the spade before I sat down to the loom. Why didn't you tell me before as you wanted a bit o' garden?"
" I can dig it for you, Master Marner," said the young man in fustian, who was
now by Eppie's side, entering into the conversation without the trouble of formalities.
"It'll be play to me after I've done my day's work, or any odd bits o' time when the
work's slack. And I'll bring you some soil from Mr Cass's garden—he'll let me, and
willing."
"Eh, Aaron, my lad, are you there?" said Silas; "I wasn't aware of you; for when Eppie's talking o' things, I see nothing but what she's a-saying. Well, if you could help me with the digging, we might get her a bit o' garden all the sooner."
"Then, if you think well and good," said Aaron, "I'll come to the Stone-pits this afternoon, and we'll settle what land's to be taken in, and I'll get up an hour earlier i' the morning, and begin on it."
"But not if you don't promise me not to work at the hard digging, father," said Eppie. "For I shouldn't ha' said anything about it," she added, half-bashfully half-roguishly, "only Mrs Winthrop said as Aaron 'ud be so good, and—"
"And you might ha' known it without mother telling you," said Aaron. "And Master Marner knows too, I hope, as I'm able and willing to do a turn o' work for him, and he won't do me the unkindness to anyways take it out o' my hands."
"There, now, father, you won't work in it till it's all easy," said Eppie, "and you and
me can mark out the beds, and make holes and plant
"That's no reason why you shouldn't have some," said Aaron, "for I can bring you slips of anything; I'm forced to cut no end of 'em when I'm gardening, and throw 'em away mostly. There's a big bed o' lavender at the Red House: the missis is very fond of it."
"Well," said Silas, gravely, "so as you don't make free for us, or ask for anything as is worth much at the Red House: for Mr Cass's been so good to us, and built us up the new end o' the cottage, and given us beds and things, as I couldn't abide to be imposin' for garden-stuff or anything else."
"No, no, there's no imposin'," said Aaron; "there's never a garden in all the parish
but what there's endless waste in it for want o' somebody as could use everything up.
It's what I think to myself sometimes, as there need nobody run short o' victuals if the
land
"Bring her with you this afternoon, Aaron," said Eppie; "I shouldn't like to fix about
the garden, and her not know everything from the first—should you ,
father?"
"Ay, bring her if you can, Aaron," said Silas; "she's sure to have a word to say as'll help us to set things on their right end."
Aaron turned back up the village, while Silas and Eppie went on up the lonely sheltered lane.
"O daddy!" she began, when they were in privacy, clasping and squeezing Silas's arm, and skipping round to give him an energetic kiss. "My little old daddy! I'm so glad. I don't think I shall want anything else when we've got a little garden; and I knew Aaron would dig it for us," she went on with roguish triumph —"I knew that very well."
"You're a deep little puss, you are," said Silas, with the mild passive happiness of love-crowned age in his face; "but you'll make yourself fine and beholden to Aaron."
"O no, I shan't," said Eppie, laughing and frisking; "he likes it."
"Come, come, let me carry your prayer-book, else you'll be dropping it, jumping i' that way."
Eppie was now aware that her behaviour was under observation, but it was only the observation of a friendly donkey, browsing with a log fastened to his foot—a meek donkey, not scornfully critical of human trivialities, but thankful to share in them, if possible, by getting his nose scratched; and Eppie did not fail to gratify him with her usual notice, though it was attended with the inconvenience of his following them, painfully, up to the very door of their home.
But the sound of a sharp bark inside, as Eppie put the key in the door, modified the
donkey's views, and he limped away again without bidding. The sharp bark was the sign of
an excited welcome that was awaiting them from a knowing brown terrier, who, after
dancing at their legs in a hysterical manner, rushed with a worrying noise at a
tortoise-shell kitten under the loom, and then rushed back with a sharp bark again, as
much as to
The presence of this happy animal life was not the only change which had come over this
interior of the stone cottage. There was no bed now in the living-room, and the small
space was well filled with decent furniture, all bright and clean enough to satisfy
Dolly Winthrop's eye. The oaken table and three-cornered oaken chair were hardly what
was likely to be seen in so poor a cottage: they had come, with the beds and other
things, from the Red House; for Mr Godfrey Cass, as every one said in the village, did
very kindly by the weaver; and it was nothing but right a man should be looked on and
helped by those who could afford it, when he had brought up an orphan child, and been
father and mother to her—and had lost his money too, so as he had nothing but what he
worked for week by week, and when the weaving was going down too—for there was less and
less flax spun—and Master Marner was
Silas sat down now and watched Eppie with a satisfied gaze as she spread the clean
cloth, and set on it the potato-pie, warmed up slowly in a safe Sunday fashion, by being
put into a dry pot over a slowly-dying fire, as the best substitute for an oven. For
Silas would not consent to have a grate and oven added to his conveniences: he loved the
old brick hearth as he had loved his brown pot—and was it not there when he had found
Eppie? The gods of the hearth exist for us still; and let all new
Silas ate his dinner more silently than usual, soon laying down his knife and fork, and watching half-abstractedly Eppie's play with Snap and the cat, by which her own dining was made rather a lengthy business. Yet it was a sight that might well arrest wandering thoughts: Eppie, with the rippling radiance of her hair and the whiteness of her rounded chin and throat set off by the dark-blue cotton gown, laughing merrily as the kitten held on with her four claws to one shoulder, like a design for a jug-handle, while Snap on the right hand and Puss on the other put up their paws towards a morsel which she held out of the reach of both—Snap occasionally desisting in order to remonstrate with the cat by a cogent worrying growl on the greediness and futility of her conduct; till Eppie relented, caressed them both, and divided the morsel between them.
But at last Eppie, glancing at the clock, checked the play, and said, "O daddy, you're
wanting to go into the sunshine to smoke your pipe. But I must clear away first, so as
the
Silas had taken to smoking a pipe daily during the last two years, having been strongly
urged to it by the sages of Raveloe, as a practice "good for the fits;" and this advice
was sanctioned by Dr Kimble, on the ground that it was as well to try what could do no
harm —a principle which was made to answer for a great deal of work in that gentleman's
medical practice. Silas did not highly enjoy smoking, and often wondered how his
neighbours could be so fond of it; but a humble sort of acquiescence in what was held to
be good, had become a strong habit of that new self which had been developed in him
since he had found Eppie on his hearth: it had been the only clue his bewildered mind
could hold by in cherishing this young life that had been sent to him out of the
darkness into which his gold had departed. By seeking what was needful for Eppie, by
sharing the effect that everything produced on her, he had himself come to appropriate
the forms of custom and belief which were the mould of Raveloe life; and as, with
reawakening sensibilities, memory also
"And yourn's the same Bible, you're sure o' that, Master Marner—the Bible as you brought wi' you from that country—it's the same as what they've got at church, and what Eppie's a-learning to read in?"
"Yes," said Silas, "every bit the same; and there's drawing o' lots in the Bible, mind you," he added, in a lower tone.
"O dear, dear," said Dolly, in a grieved voice, as if she were hearing an unfavourable report of a sick man's case. She was silent for some minutes; at last she said—
"There's wise folks, happen, as know how it all is; the parson knows, I'll be bound; but it takes big words to tell them things, and such as poor folks can't make much out on. I can never rightly know the meaning o' what I hear at church, only a bit here and there, but I know it's good words—I do. But what lies upo' your mind—it's this, Master Marner: as, if Them above had done the right thing by you, They'd never ha' let you be turned out for a wicked thief when you was innicent."
"Ah!" said Silas, who had now come to understand Dolly's phraseology, "that was what fell on me like as if it had been red-hot iron; because, you see, there was nobody as cared for me or clave to me above nor below. And him as I'd gone out and in wi' for ten year and more, since when we was lads and went halves—mine own famil'ar friend, in whom I trusted, had lifted up his heel again' me, and worked to ruin me."
"Eh, but he was a bad un—I can't think as there's another such," said Dolly. "But I'm o'ercome, Master Marner; I'm like as if I'd waked and didn't know whether it was night or morning. I feel somehow as sure as I do when I've laid something up though I can't justly put my hand on it, as there was a right in what happened to you, if one could but make it out; and you'd no call to lose heart as you did. But we'll talk on it again; for sometimes things come into my head when I'm leeching or poulticing, or such, as I could never think on when I was sitting still."
Dolly was too useful a woman not to have many opportunities of illumination of the kind
"Master Marner," she said, one day that she came to bring home Eppie's washing, "I've been sore puzzled for a good bit wi' that trouble o' yourn and the drawing o' lots; and it got twisted back'ards and for'ards, as I didn't know which end to lay hold on. But it come to me all clear like, that night when I was sitting up wi' poor Bessy Fawkes, as is dead and left her children behind, God help 'em—it come to me as clear as daylight; but whether I've got hold on it now, or can any-ways bring it to my tongue's end, that I don't know. For I've often a deal inside me as 'll niver come out; and for what you talk o' your folks in your old country niver saying prayers by heart nor saying 'em out of a book, they must be wonderful cliver; for if I didn't know 'Our Father,' and little bits o' good words as I can carry out o' church wi'me, I might down o' my knees every night, but nothing could I say."
"But you can mostly say something as I can make sense on, Mrs Winthrop," said Silas.
"Well, then, Master Marner, it come to me summat like this: I can make nothing o' the
drawing o' lots and the answer coming wrong; it 'ud mayhap take the parson to tell that,
and he could only tell us i' big words. But what come to me as clear as the daylight, it
was when I was troubling over poor Bessy Fawkes, and it allays comes into my head when
I'm sorry for folks, and feel as I can't do a power to help 'em, not if I was to get up
i' the middle o' the night—it comes into my head as Them above has got a deal tenderer
heart nor what I've got—for I can't be anyways better nor Them as made me, and if
anything looks hard to me, it's because there's things I don't know on; and for the
matter o' that, there may be plenty o' things I don't know on, for it's little as I
know—that it is. And so, while I was thinking o' that, you come into my mind, Master
Marner, and it all come pouring in:—if I felt i' my inside what was the right
and just thing by you, and them as prayed and drawed the lots, all but that wicked un,
if they 'd ha' done the right thing by you if they could, isn't there Them as
was at the making on us, and knows better and has a
"Ah, but that 'ud ha' been hard," said Silas, in an under-tone; "it 'ud ha' been hard to trusten then."
"And so it would," said Dolly, almost with compunction; "them things are easier said nor done; and I'm partly ashamed o' talking."
"Nay, nay," said Silas, "you're i' the right,
This dialogue took place in Eppie's earlier years, when Silas had to part with her for
two hours every day, that she might learn to read at the dame school, after he had
vainly tried himself to guide her in that first step to learning. Now that she was grown
up, Silas had often been led, in those moments of quiet outpouring which come to people
who live together in perfect love, to talk with her too of the past, and how
and why he had lived a lonely man until she had been sent to him. For it would have been
impossible for him to hide from Eppie that she was not his own child: even if the most
delicate reticence on the point could have been expected from Raveloe gossips in her
presence, her own questions about her mother could not have been parried, as she grew
up, without that complete shrouding of the past which would have made a painful barrier
between their
"Father," she said, in a tone of gentle gravity, which sometimes came like a sadder, slower cadence across her playfulness, "we shall take the furze bush into the garden; it'll come into the corner, and just against it I'll put snowdrops and crocuses,'cause Aaron says they won't die out, but 'll always get more and more."
"Ah, child," said Silas, always ready to talk when he had his pipe in his hand, apparently enjoying the pauses more than the puffs, "it wouldn't do to leave out the furze bush; and there's nothing prettier, to my thinking, when it's yallow with flowers. But it's just come into my head what we're to do for a fence— mayhap Aaron can help us to a thought; but a fence we must have, else the donkeys and things' ull come and trample everything down. And fencing's hard to be got at, by what I can make out."
"O, I'll tell you, daddy," said Eppie, clasping her hands suddenly, after a minute's
thought. "There's lots o' loose stones about, some of 'em not big, and we might lay 'em
"Eh, my precious un," said Silas, "there isn't enough stones to go all round; and as for you carrying, why, wi' your little arms you couldn't carry a stone no bigger than a turnip. You're dillicate made, my dear" he added, with a tender intonation—"that's what Mrs Winthrop says."
"O, I'm stronger than you think, daddy," said Eppie; "and if there wasn't stones enough to go all round, why they'll go part o' the way, and then it'll be easier to get sticks and things for the rest. See here, round the big pit, what a many stones!"
She skipped forward to the pit, meaning to lift one of the stones and exhibit her strength, but she started back in surprise.
"O, father, just come and look here," she exclaimed—"come and see how the water's gone down since yesterday. Why, yesterday the pit was ever so full!"
"Well, to be sure," said Silas, coming to her side. "Why, that's the draining they've
begun on, since harvest, i' Mr Osgood's fields, I reckon.
"How odd it 'll seem to have the old pit dried up," said Eppie, turning away, and stooping to lift rather a large stone. "See, daddy, I can carry this quite well," she said, going along with much energy for a few steps, but presently letting it fall.
"Ah, you're fine and strong, arn't you?" said Silas, while Eppie shook her aching arms and laughed. "Come, come, let us go and sit down on the bank against the stile there, and have no more lifting. You might hurt yourself, child. You'd need have somebody to work for you—and my arm isn't over strong."
Silas uttered the last sentence slowly, as if it implied more than met the ear; and
Eppie, when they sat down on the bank, nestled close to his side, and, taking hold
caressingly of the arm that was not over strong, held it on her lap, while Silas puffed
again dutifully at the pipe, which occupied his other arm. An ash
"Father," said Eppie, very gently, after they had been sitting in silence a little while, "if I was to be married, ought I to be married with my mother's ring?"
Silas gave an almost imperceptible start, though the question fell in with the under current of thought in his own mind, and then said, in a subdued tone, "Why, Eppie, have you been a-thinking on it?"
"Only this last week, father," said Eppie, ingenuously, "since Aaron talked to me about it."
"And what did he say?" said Silas, still in the same subdued way, as if he were anxious lest he should fall into the slightest tone that was not for Eppie's good.
"He said he should like to be married, because he was a-going in four-and-twenty, and had got a deal of gardening work, now Mr Mott's given up; and he goes twice a-week regular to Mr Cass's, and once to Mr Osgood's, and they're going to take him on at the Rectory."
"And who is it as he's wanting to marry?" said Silas, with rather a sad smile.
"Why, me, to be sure, daddy," said Eppie, with dimpling laughter, kissing her father's cheek; "as if he'd want to marry anybody else!"
"And you mean to have him, do you?" said Silas.
"Yes, some time," said Eppie, "I don't know when. Everybody's married some time, Aaron says. But I told him that wasn't true: for, I said, look at father—he's never been married."
"No, child," said Silas, "your father was a lone man till you was sent to him."
"But you'll never be lone again, father," said Eppie, tenderly. "That was what Aaron said —'I could never think o' taking you away from Master Marner, Eppie.' And I said, 'It 'ud be no use if you did, Aaron.' And he wants us all to live together, so as you needn't work a bit, father, only what's for your own pleasure; and he'd be as good as a son to you—that was what he said."
"And should you like that, Eppie?" said Silas, looking at her.
"I shouldn't mind it, father," said Eppie, quite simply. "And I should like things to
be so as you needn't work much. But if it wasn't does behave pretty to you, doesn't
he, father?"
"Yes, child, nobody could behave better," said Silas, emphatically. "He's his mother's lad."
"But I don't want any change," said Eppie. "I should like to go on a long, long while, just as we are. Only Aaron does want a change; and he made me cry a bit—only a bit—because he said I didn't care for him, for if I cared for him I should want us to be married, as he did."
"Eh, my blessed child," said Silas, laying down his pipe as if it were useless to
pretend to smoke any longer, "you're o'er young to be married. We'll ask Mrs
Winthrop—we'll ask Aaron's mother what she thinks: if there's a right thing to
do, she'll come at it. But there's this to be thought on, Eppie: things will
change, whether we like it or not; things won't go on for a long while just as they are
and no difference. I shall get older and helplesser, and be a burden on you, belike, if
I
"Then, would you like me to be married, father?" said Eppie, with a little trembling in her voice.
"I'll not be the man to say no, Eppie," said Silas, emphatically; "but we'll ask your god-mother. She'll wish the right thing by you and her son too."
"There they come then," said Eppie. "Let us go and meet 'em. O the pipe! won't you have it lit again, father?" said Eppie, lifting that medicinal appliance from the ground.
"Nay, child," said Silas, "I've done enough for to-day. I think, mayhap, a little of it does me more good than so much at once."
While Silas and Eppie were seated on the bank discoursing in the fleckered shade of the ash tree, Miss Priscilla Lammeter was resisting her sister's arguments, that it would be better to stay tea at the Red House, and let her father have a long nap, than drive home to the Warrens so soon after dinner. The family party (of four only) were seated round the table in the dark wainscoted parlour, with the Sunday dessert before them, of fresh filberts, apples, and pears, duly ornamented with leaves by Nancy's own hand before the bells had rung for church.
A great change has come over the dark wainscoted parlour since we saw it in Godfrey's
bachelor days, and under the wifeless reign of the old Squire. Now all is polish, on
which no yesterday's dust is ever allowed to settle, from the yard's width of oaken
boards
"Now, father," said Nancy, " is there any call for you to go home to tea?
Mayn't you just as well stay with us?—such a beautiful evening as it's likely to
be."
The old gentleman had been talking with Godfrey about the increasing poor-rate and the ruinous times, and had not heard the dialogue between his daughters.
"My dear, you must ask Priscilla," he said, in the once firm voice, now become rather
"And reason good as I should manage you, father," said Priscilla, "else you'd be giving
yourself your death with rheumatism. And as for the farm, if anything turns out wrong,
as it can't but do in these times, there's nothing kills a man so soon as having nobody
to find fault with but himself. It's a deal the best way o' being master, to let
somebody else do the ordering, and keep the blaming in your own hands. It'ud save many a
man a stroke, I believe."
"Well, well, my dear," said her father, with a quiet laugh, "I didn't say you don't manage for everybody's good."
"Then manage so as you may stay tea, Priscilla," said Nancy, putting her hand on her sister's arm affectionately. "Come now; and we'll go round the garden while father has his nap."
"My dear child, he'll have a beautiful nap in the gig, for I shall drive. And as for
staying tea, I can't hear of it; for there's this dairy-maid, now she knows she's to be
married, turned Michaelmas, she'd as lieve pour the new milk
When the sisters were treading the neatly-swept garden-walks, between the bright turf that contrasted pleasantly with the dark cones and arches and wall-like hedges of yew, Priscilla said—
"I'm as glad as anything at your husband's making that exchange o' land with cousin
Osgood, and beginning the dairying. It's a thousand pities you didn't do it before; for
it'll give you something to fill your mind. There's nothing like a dairy if folks want a
bit o' worrit to make the days pass. For as for rubbing furniture, when you can once see
your face in a table there's nothing else to look for; but there's always something
fresh with the dairy; for even in the depths o' winter there's some pleasure in
conquering the butter, and making it come whether or no. My dear," added Priscilla,
pressing her sister's hand affectionately as they
"Ah, Priscilla," said Nancy, returning the pressure with a grateful glance of her clear eyes, "but it won't make up to Godfrey: a dairy's not so much to a man. And it's only what he cares for that ever makes me low. I'm contented with the blessings we have, if he could be contented."
"It drives me past patience," said Priscilla, impetuously, "that way o' the men—always wanting and wanting, and never easy with what they've got: they can't sit comfortable in their chairs when they've neither ache nor pain, but either they must stick a pipe in their mouths, to make 'em better than well, or else they must be swallowing something strong, though they're forced to make haste before the next meal comes in. But, joyful be it spoken, our father was never that sort o' man. And if it had pleased God to make you ugly, like me, so as the men wouldn't ha' run after you, we might have kept to our own family, and had nothing to do with folks as have got uneasy blood in their veins."
"O don't say so, Priscilla," said Nancy,
"O, I know," said Priscilla, smiling sarcastically, "I know the way o' wives; they set one on to abuse their husbands, and then they turn round on one and praise 'em as if they wanted to sell 'em. But father'll be waiting for me; we must turn now."
The large gig with the steady old grey was at the front door, and Mr Lammeter was already on the stone steps, passing the time in recalling to Godfrey what very fine points Speckle had when his master used to ride him.
"I always would have a good horse, you know," said the old gentleman, not
liking that spirited time to be quite effaced from the memory of his juniors.
"Mind you bring Nancy to the Warrens before the week's out, Mr Cass," was Priscilla's
"I shall just take a turn to the fields against the Stone-pits, Nancy, and look at the draining," said Godfrey.
"You'll be in again by tea-time, dear?"
"O yes, I shall be back in an hour."
It was Godfrey's custom on a Sunday afternoon to do a little contemplative farming in a leisurely walk. Nancy seldom accompanied him; for the women of her generation—unless, like Priscilla, they took to outdoor management —were not given to much walking beyond their own house and garden, finding sufficient exercise in domestic duties. So, when Priscilla was not with her, she usually sat with Mant's Bible before her, and after following the text with her eyes for a little while, she would gradually permit them to wander as her thoughts had already insisted on wandering.
But Nancy's Sunday thoughts were rarely quite out of keeping with the devout and
reverential intention implied by the book spread open before her. She was not
theologically
There was one main thread of painful experience in Nancy's married life, and on it hung
certain deeply-felt scenes, which were the oftenest revived in retrospect. The short
dialogue with Priscilla in the garden had determined the current of retrospect in that
frequent direction this particular Sunday afternoon. The first wandering of her thought
from the text, which she still attempted dutifully to follow with her eyes and silent
lips, was into an imaginary enlargement of the defence she had set up for her husband
against Priscilla's implied blame. The vindication of the loved object is the best balm
affection can find for its wounds: —"A man must have so much on his mind," is the belief
by which a wife often supports a cheerful face under rough answers and unfeeling
Yet sweet Nancy might have been expected to feel still more keenly the denial of a blessing to which she had looked forward with all the varied expectations and preparations, solemn and prettily trivial, which fill the mind of a loving woman when she expects to become a mother. Was there not a drawer filled with the neat work of her hands, all unworn and untouched, just as she had arranged it there fourteen years ago—just, but for one little dress, which had been made the burial-dress? But under this immediate personal trial Nancy was so firmly unmurmuring, that years ago she had suddenly renounced the habit of visiting this drawer, lest she should in this way be cherishing a longing for what was not given.
Perhaps it was this very severity towards any indulgence of what she held to be sinful
regret in herself, that made her shrink from applying her own standard to her husband.
"It was very different—it was much worse for a man to be Had she done everything in her
power to lighten Godfrey's privation? Had she really been right in the resistance which
had cost her so much pain six years ago, and again four years ago—the resistance to her
husband's wish that they should adopt a child? Adoption was more remote from the ideas
and habits of that time than of our own; still Nancy had her opinion on it. It was as
necessary to her mind to have an opinion on all topics, not exclusively masculine, that
had come under her notice, as for her to have a precisely marked place for every article
of her personal property: and her opinions were always principles, to be unwaveringly
acted on. They were firm, not because of their basis, but because she held them with a
tenacity inseparable from her
It was one of those rigid principles, and no petty egoistic feeling, which had been the
ground of Nancy's difficult resistance to her husband's wish. To adopt a child, because
children of your own had been denied you, was to try and choose your lot in spite of
Providence: the adopted child, she was convinced, would never turn out well, and would
be a curse to those who had wilfully and rebelliously sought what it was clear that,
"But why should you think the child would turn out ill?" said Godfrey, in his
remonstrances. "She has thriven as well as child can do with the weaver; and he
adopted her. There isn't such a pretty little girl anywhere else in the parish, or one
fitter for the station we could give her. Where can be the likelihood of her being a
curse to anybody?"
"Yes, my dear Godfrey," said Nancy, who was sitting with her hands tightly clasped you —it's easier for me—but it's the will of
Providence."
It might seem singular that Nancy—with her religious theory pieced together out of narrow social traditions, fragments of church doctrine imperfectly understood, and girlish reasonings on her small experience—should have arrived by herself at a way of thinking so nearly akin to that of many devout people, whose beliefs are held in the shape of a system quite remote from her knowledge—singular, if we did not know that human beliefs, like all other natural growths, elude the barriers of system.
Godfrey had from the first specified Eppie, then about twelve years old, as a child
suitable
"I was right," she said to herself, when she had recalled all their scenes of discussion—"I feel I was right to say him nay, though it hurt me more than anything; but how good Godfrey has been about it! Many men would have been very angry with me for standing out against their wishes; and they might have thrown out that they'd had ill-luck in marrying me; but Godfrey has never been the man to say me an unkind word. It's only what he can't hide: everything seems so blank to him, I know; and the land—what a difference it 'ud make to him, when he goes to see after things, if he'd children growing up that he was doing it all for! But I won't murmur; and perhaps if he'd married a woman who'd have had children, she'd have vexed him in other ways."
This possibility was Nancy's chief comfort; forced to vex him by that one denial. Godfrey
was not insensible to her loving effort, and did Nancy no injustice as to the motives of
her obstinacy. It was impossible to have lived with her fifteen years and not be aware
that an unselfish clinging to the right, and a sincerity clear as the flower-born dew,
were her main characteristics; indeed, Godfrey felt this so strongly, that his own more
wavering nature, too averse to facing difficulty to be unvaryingly simple and truthful,
was kept in a certain awe of this gentle wife who watched his looks with a yearning to
obey them. It seemed to him impossible that he should ever confess to her the truth
about Eppie: she would never recover from the repulsion the story of his earlier
marriage would create, told to her now, after that long concealment. And the child, too,
he thought, must become an object of repulsion: the very sight of her would be painful.
The shock to Nancy's mingled pride and ignorance of the world's evil might even be too
much for her delicate frame. Since he had married her
Meanwhile, why could he not make up his mind to the absence of children from a hearth
brightened by such a wife? Why did his mind fly uneasily to that void, as if it were the
sole reason why life was not thoroughly joyous to him? I suppose it is the way with all
men and women who reach middle age without the clear perception that life never
can be thoroughly joyous: under the vague dulness of the grey hours,
dissatisfaction seeks a definite object, and finds it in the privation of an untried
good. Dissatisfaction, seated musingly on a childless hearth, thinks with envy of the
father whose return is greeted by young voices— seated at the meal where the little
heads rise one above another like nursery plants, it sees a black care hovering behind
every one of them, and thinks the impulses by which men abandon freedom, and seek for
ties, are surely nothing but a brief madness. In Godfrey's case there were further
reasons why his thoughts should be continually solicited by this one point in his
On this Sunday afternoon it was already four years since there had been any allusion to the subject between them, and Nancy supposed that it was for ever buried.
"I wonder if he'll mind it less or more as he gets older," she thought; "I'm afraid more. Aged people feel the miss of children: what would father do without Priscilla? And if I die, Godfrey will be very lonely—not holding together with his brothers much. But I won't be over-anxious, and trying to make things out beforehand: I must do my best for the present."
With that last thought Nancy roused herself from her reverie, and turned her eyes again towards the forsaken page. It had been forsaken longer than she imagined, for she was presently surprised by the appearance of the servant with the tea-things. It was, in fact, a little before the usual time for tea; but Jane had her reasons.
"Is your master come into the yard, Jane?"
"No 'm, he isn't," said Jane, with a slight emphasis, of which, however, her mistress took no notice.
"I don't know whether you've seen 'em, 'm," continued Jane, after a pause, "but there's folks making haste all one way, afore the front window. I doubt something's happened. There's niver a man to be seen i' the yard, else I'd send and see. I've been up into the top attic, but there's no seeing anything for trees. I hope nobody's hurt, that's all."
"O, no, I daresay there's nothing much the matter," said Nancy. "It's perhaps Mr Snell's bull got out again, as he did before."
"I wish he mayn't gore anybody, then, that's all," said Jane, not altogether despising a hypothesis which covered a few imaginary calamities.
"That girl is always terrifying me," thought Nancy; "I wish Godfrey would come in."
She went to the front window and looked as far as she could see along the road, with an
uneasiness which she felt to be childish, for there were now no such signs of excitement
as Jane had spoken of, and Godfrey would not be likely to return by the village road,
but by the fields.
Some one opened the door at the other end of the room, and Nancy felt that it was her husband. She turned from the window with gladness in her eyes, for the wife's chief dread was stilled.
"Dear, I'm so thankful you're come," she said, going towards him. "I began to get. ..."
She paused abruptly, for Godfrey was laying down his hat with trembling hands, and turned towards her with a pale face and a strange unanswering glance, as if he saw her indeed, but saw her as part of a scene invisible to herself. She laid her hand on his arm, not daring to speak again; but he left the touch unnoticed, and threw himself into his chair.
Jane was already at the door with the hissing urn. "Tell her to keep away, will you?" said Godfrey; and when the door was closed again he exerted himself to speak more distinctly.
"Sit down, Nancy—there," he said, pointing to a chair opposite him. "I came back as soon as I could, to hinder anybody's telling you but me. I've had a great shock—but I care most about the shock it'll be to you."
"It isn't father and Priscilla?" said Nancy, with quivering lips, clasping her hands together tightly on her lap.
"No, it's nobody living," said Godfrey, unequal to the considerate skill with which he would have wished to make his revelation. "It's Dunstan—my brother Dunstan, that we lost sight of sixteen years ago. We've found him—found his body—his skeleton."
The deep dread Godfrey's look had created in Nancy made her feel these words a relief. She sat in comparative calmness to hear what else he had to tell. He went on:
"The Stone-pit has gone dry suddenly—from the draining, I suppose; and there he lies—has lain for sixteen years, wedged between two great stones. There's his watch and seals, and there's my gold-handled hunting-whip, with my name on: he took it away, without my knowing, the day he went hunting on Wildfire, the last time he was seen."
Godfrey paused: it was not so easy to say what came next. "Do you think he drowned himself?" said Nancy, almost wondering that her husband should be so deeply shaken by what had happened all those years ago to an unloved brother, of whom worse things had been augured.
"No, he fell in," said Godfrey, in a low but distinct voice, as if he felt some deep meaning in the fact. Presently he added: "Dunstan was the man that robbed Silas Marner."
The blood rushed to Nancy's face and neck at this surprise and shame, for she had been bred up to regard even a distant kinship with crime as a dishonour.
"O Godfrey!" she said, with compassion in her tone, for she had immediately reflected that the dishonour must be felt still more keenly by her husband.
"There was the money in the pit," he continued —"all the weaver's money. Everything's being gathered up, and they're taking the skeleton to the Rainbow. But I came back to tell you: there was no hindering it; you must know."
He was silent, looking on the ground for two long minutes. Nancy would have said some
"Everything comes to light, Nancy, sooner or later. When God Almighty wills it, our secrets are found out. I've lived with a secret on my mind, but I'll keep it from you no longer. I wouldn't have you know it by somebody else, and not by me—I wouldn't have you find it out after I'm dead. I'll tell you now. It's been 'I will' and 'I won't' with me all my life—I'll make sure of myself now."
Nancy's utmost dread had returned. The eyes of the husband and wife met with awe in them, as at a crisis which suspended affection.
"Nancy," said Godfrey, slowly, "when I married you, I hid something from you—something I ought to have told you. That woman Marner found dead in the snow—Eppie's mother—that wretched woman—was my wife: Eppie is my child."
He paused, dreading the effect of his confession. But Nancy sat quite still, only that
her
"You'll never think the same of me again," said Godfrey, after a little while, with some tremor in his voice.
She was silent.
"I oughtn't to have left the child unowned: I oughtn't to have kept it from you. But I couldn't bear to give you up, Nancy. I was led away into marrying her—I suffered for it."
Still Nancy was silent, looking down; and he almost expected that she would presently get up and say she would go to her father's. How could she have any mercy for faults that must seem so black to her, with her simple, severe notions?
But at last she lifted up her eyes to his again and spoke. There was no indignation in her voice—only deep regret.
"Godfrey, if you had but told me this six years ago, we could have done some of our duty by the child. Do you think I'd have refused to take her in, if I'd known she was yours?"
At that moment Godfrey felt all the bitterness
"And—O, Godfrey—if we'd had her from the first, if you'd taken to her as you ought, she'd have loved me for her mother—and you'd have been happier with me: I could better have bore my little baby dying, and our life might have been more like what we used to think it 'ud be."
The tears fell, and Nancy ceased to speak.
"But you wouldn't have married me then, Nancy, if I'd told you," said Godfrey, urged, in the bitterness of his self-reproach, to prove to himself that his conduct had not been utter folly. "You may think you would now, but you wouldn't then. With your pride and your father's, you'd have hated having anything to do with me after the talk there'd have been."
"I can't say what I should have done about that, Godfrey. I should never have married
anybody else. But I wasn't worth doing wrong for—nothing is in this world. Nothing is so
good as it seems beforehand—not even
"I'm a worse man than you thought I was, Nancy," said Godfrey, rather tremulously. "Can you forgive me ever?"
"The wrong to me is but little, Godfrey: you've made it up to me—you've been good to me for fifteen years. It's another you did the wrong to; and I doubt it can never be all made up for."
"But we can take Eppie now," said Godfrey. "I won't mind the world knowing at last. I'll be plain and open for the rest o' my life."
"It'll be different coming to us, now she's grown up," said Nancy, shaking her head sadly. "But it's your duty to acknowledge her and provide for her; and I'll do my part by her, and pray to God Almighty to make her love me."
"Then we'll go together to Silas Marner's this very night, as soon as everything's quiet at the Stone-pits."
Between eight and nine o'clock that evening, Eppie and Silas were seated alone
in the cottage. After the great excitement the weaver had undergone from the events of
the afternoon, he had felt a longing for this quietude, and had even begged Mrs Winthrop
and Aaron, who had naturally lingered behind every one else, to leave him alone with his
child. The excitement had not passed away: it had only reached that stage when the
keenness of the susceptibility makes external stimulus intolerable —when there is no
sense of weariness, but rather an intensity of inward life, under which sleep is an
impossibility. Any one who has watched such moments in other men remembers the
brightness of the eyes and the strange definiteness that comes over coarse features from
that transient influence. It is as if a new fineness of ear for all spiritual voices had
sent
Silas's face showed that sort of transfiguration, as he sat in his arm-chair and looked at Eppie. She had drawn her own chair towards his knees, and leaned forward, holding both his hands, while she looked up at him. On the table near them, lit by a candle, lay the recovered gold—the old long-loved gold, ranged in orderly heaps, as Silas used to range it in the days when it was his only joy. He had been telling her how he used to count it every night, and how his soul was utterly desolate till she was sent to him.
"At first, I'd a sort o' feeling come across me now and then," he was saying in a
subdued tone, "as if you might be changed into the gold again; for sometimes, turn my
head which way I would, I seemed to see the gold; and I thought I should be glad if I
could feel it, and find it was come back. But that didn't last long. After a bit, I
should have thought it was a curse come again, if it had drove you from me, for I'd got
to feel the need o' your looks
"But I know now, father," said Eppie. "If it hadn't been for you, they'd have taken me to the workhouse, and there'd have been nobody to love me."
"Eh, my precious child, the blessing was mine. If you hadn't been sent to save me, I should ha' gone to the grave in my misery. The money was taken away from me in time; and you see it's been kept—kept till it was wanted for you. It's wonderful—our life is wonderful."
Silas sat in silence a few minutes, looking at the money. "It takes no hold of me now," he said, ponderingly—"the money doesn't. I wonder if it ever could again—I doubt it might, if I lost you, Eppie. I might come to think I was forsaken again, and lose the feeling that God was good to me."
At that moment there was a knocking at the door; and Eppie was obliged to rise without
answering Silas. Beautiful she looked, with the tenderness of gathering tears in her
"We're disturbing you very late, my dear," said Mrs Cass, taking Eppie's hand, and looking in her face with an expression of anxious interest and admiration. Nancy herself was pale and tremulous.
Eppie, after placing chairs for Mr and Mrs Cass, went to stand against Silas, opposite to them.
"Well, Marner," said Godfrey, trying to speak with perfect firmness, "it's a great comfort to me to see you with your money again, that you've been deprived of so many years. It was one of my family did you the wrong— the more grief to me—and I feel bound to make up to you for it in every way. Whatever I can do for you will be nothing but paying a debt, even if I looked no farther than the robbery. But there are other things I'm beholden—shall be beholden to you for, Marner."
Godfrey checked himself. It had been agreed
Silas, always ill at ease when he was being spoken to by "betters," such as Mr Cass—tall, powerful, florid men, seen chiefly on horse-back —answered with some constraint,—
"Sir, I've a deal to thank you for a'ready. As for the robbery, I count it no loss to me. And if I did, you couldn't help it: you aren't answerable for it."
"You may look at it in that way, Marner, but I never can; and I hope you'll let me act according to my own feeling of what's just. I know you're easily contented: you've been a hard-working man all your life."
"Yes, sir, yes," said Marner, meditatively. "I should ha' been bad off without my work: it was what I held by when everything else was gone from me."
"Ah," said Godfrey, applying Marner's words are you?"
"Fifty-five, as near as I can say, sir," said Silas.
"O, why, you may live thirty years longer —look at old Macey! And that money on the table, after all, is but little. It won't go far either way—whether it's put out to interest, or you were to live on it as long as it would last: it wouldn't go far if you'd nobody to keep but yourself, and you've had two to keep for a good many years now."
"Eh, sir," said Silas, unaffected by anything Godfrey was saying, "I'm in no fear o' want. We shall do very well—Eppie and me 'ull do well enough. There's few working-folks have got so much laid by as that. I don't know what it is to gentlefolks, but I look upon it as a deal—almost too much. And as for us, it's little we want."
"Only the garden, father," said Eppie, blushing up to the ears the moment after.
"You love a garden, do you, my dear?" said Nancy, thinking that this turn in the point of view might help her husband. "We should agree in that: I' give a deal of time to the garden."
"Ah, there's plenty of gardening at the Red House," said Godfrey, surprised at the difficulty he found in approaching a proposition which had seemed so easy to him in the distance. "You've done a good part by Eppie, Marner, for sixteen years. It 'ud be a great comfort to you to see her well provided for, wouldn't it? She looks blooming and healthy, but not fit for any hardships: she doesn't look like a strapping girl come of working parents. You'd like to see her taken care of by those who can leave her well off, and make a lady of her; she's more fit for it than for a rough life, such as she might come to have in a few years' time."
A slight flush came over Marner's face, and disappeared, like a passing gleam. Eppie was simply wondering Mr Cass should talk so about things that seemed to have nothing to do with reality; but Silas was hurt and uneasy.
"I don't take your meaning, sir," he answered, not having words at command to express the mingled feelings with which he had heard Mr Cass's words.
"Well, my meaning is this, Marner," said Godfrey, determined to come to the point. "Mrs Cass and I, you know, have no children —nobody to benefit by our good home and everything else we have—more than enough for ourselves. And we should like to have somebody in the place of a daughter to us—we should like to have Eppie, and treat her in every way as our own child. It would be a great comfort to you in your old age, I hope, to see her fortune made in that way, after you have been at the trouble of bringing her up so well. And it's right you should have every reward for that. And Eppie, I'm sure, will always love you and be grateful to you: she'd come and see you very often, and we should all be on the look-out to do everything we could towards making you comfortable."
A plain man like Godfrey Cass, speaking under some embarrassment, necessarily blunders
on words that are coarser than his intentions, and that are likely to fall gratingly on
susceptible
"Eppie, my child, speak. I won't stand in your way. Thank Mr and Mrs Cass."
Eppie took her hand from her father's head, and came forward a step. Her cheeks were flushed, but not with shyness this time: the sense that her father was in doubt and suffering banished that sort of self-consciousness. She dropped a low curtsy, first to Mrs Cass and then to Mr Cass, and said—
"Thank you, ma'am—thank you, sir. But I can't leave my father, nor own anybody nearer than him. And I don't want to be a lady— thank you all the same" (here Eppie dropped another curtsy). "I couldn't give up the folks I've been used to."
Eppie's lip began to tremble a little at the last words. She retreated to her father's chair again, and held him round the neck; while Silas, with a subdued sob, put up his hand to grasp hers.
The tears were in Nancy's eyes, but her sympathy with Eppie was, naturally, divided with distress on her husband's account. She dared not speak, wondering what was going on in her husband's mind.
Godfrey felt an irritation inevitable to almost all of us when we encounter an unexpected obstacle. He had been full of his own penitence and resolution to retrieve his error as far as the time was left to him; he was possessed with all-important feelings, that were to lead to a predetermined course of action which he had fixed on as the right, and he was not prepared to enter with lively appreciation into other people's feelings counteracting his virtuous resolves. The agitation with which he spoke again was not quite unmixed with anger.
"But I have a claim on you, Eppie—the strongest of all claims. It is my duty, Marner,
to own Eppie as my child, and provide
Eppie had given a violent start, and turned quite pale. Silas, on the contrary, who had been relieved, by Eppie's answer, from the dread lest his mind should be in opposition to hers, felt the spirit of resistance in him set free, not without a touch of parental fierceness. "Then, sir," he answered, with an accent of bitterness that had been silent in him since the memorable day when his youthful hope had perished—"then, sir, why didn't you say so sixteen year ago, and claim her before I'd come to love her, i'stead o' coming to take her from me now, when you might as well take the heart out o' my body? God gave her to me because you turned your back upon her, and He looks upon her as mine: you've no right to her! When a man turns a blessing from his door, it falls to them as take it in."
"I know that, Marner. I was wrong. I've repented of my conduct in that matter," said Godfrey, who could not help feeling the edge of Silas's words.
"I'm glad to hear it, sir," said Marner, with gathering excitement; "but repentance doesn't alter what's been going on for sixteen year. Your coming now and saying 'I'm her father' doesn't alter the feelings inside us. It's me she's been calling her father ever since she could say the word."
"But I think you might look at the thing more reasonably, Marner," said Godfrey, unexpectedly awed by the weaver's direct truth-speaking. "It isn't as if she was to be taken quite away from you, so that you'd never see her again. She'll be very near you, and come to see you very often. She'll feel just the same towards you."
"Just the same?" said Marner, more bitterly than ever. "How'll she feel just the same for me as she does now, when we eat o' the same bit, and drink o' the same cup, and think o' the same things from one day's end to another? Just the same? that's idle talk. You'd cut us i' two."
Godfrey, unqualified by experience to discern the pregnancy of Marner's simple words,
felt rather angry again. It seemed to him that the weaver was very selfish (a judgment
"I should have thought, Marner," he said, severely—"I should have thought your affection for Eppie would have made you rejoice in what was for her good, even if it did call upon you to give up something. You ought to remember that your own life is uncertain, and that she's at an age now when her lot may soon be fixed in a way very different from what it would be in her father's home: she may marry some low working-man, and then, whatever I might do for her, I couldn't make her well-off. You're putting yourself in the way of her welfare; and though I'm sorry to hurt you after what you've done, and what I've left undone, I feel now it's my duty to insist on taking care of my own daughter. I want to do my duty."
It would be difficult to say whether it were Silas or Eppie that was most deeply
stirred by this last speech of Godfrey's. Thought had been very busy in Eppie as she
listened to
Silas, on the other hand, was again stricken in conscience, and alarmed lest Godfrey's accusation should be true—lest he should be raising his own will as an obstacle to Eppie's good. For many moments he was mute, struggling for the self-conquest necessary to the uttering of the difficult words. They came out tremulously.
"I'll say no more. Let it be as you will. Speak to the child. I'll hinder nothing."
Even Nancy, with all the acute sensibility of her own affections, shared her husband's view, that Marner was not justifiable in his wish to retain Eppie, after her real father had avowed himself. She felt that it was a very hard trial for the poor weaver, but her code allowed no question that a father by blood must have a claim above that of any foster-father. Besides, Nancy, used all her life to plenteous circumstances and the privileges of "respectability," could not enter into the pleasures which early nurture and habit connect with all the little aims and efforts of the poor who are born poor: to her mind, Eppie, in being restored to her birthright, was entering on a too long with-held but unquestionable good. Hence she heard Silas's last words with relief, and thought, as Godfrey did, that their wish was achieved.
"Eppie, my dear," said Godfrey, looking at his daughter, not without some
embarrassment, under the sense that she was old enough to judge him, "it'll always be
our wish that you should show your love and gratitude to one who's been a father to you
so many years, and we shall want to help you to make him comfortable in every way. But
we hope you'll
"My dear, you'll be a treasure to me," said Nancy, in her gentle voice. "We shall want for nothing when we have our daughter."
Eppie did not come forward and curtsy, as she had done before. She held Silas's hand in hers, and grasped it firmly—it was a weaver's hand, with a palm and finger-tips that were sensitive to such pressure—while she spoke with colder decision than before.
"Thank you, ma'am—thank you, sir, for your offers—they're very great, and far above my
wish. For I should have no delight i' life any more if I was forced to go away from my
father, and knew he was sitting at home, a-thinking of me and feeling lone. We've been
used to be happy together every day, and I can't think o' no happiness without him. And
he says he'd nobody i' the world till I was sent
"But you must make sure, Eppie," said Silas, in a low voice—"you must make sure as you won't ever be sorry, because you've made your choice to stay among poor folks, and with poor clothes and things, when you might ha' had everything o' the best."
His sensitiveness on this point had increased as he listened to Eppie's words of faithful affection.
"I can never be sorry, father," said Eppie. "I shouldn't know what to think on or to
wish for with fine things about me, as I haven't been used to. And it 'ud be poor work
for me to put on things, and ride in a gig, and sit in a place at church, as 'ud make
them as I'm fond of think me unfitting company for 'em. What could I care for
then?"
Nancy looked at Godfrey with a pained questioning glance. But his eyes were fixed on
the floor, where he was moving the end of his stick, as if he were pondering on
something
"What you say is natural, my dear child— it's natural you should cling to those who've brought you up," she said, mildly; "but there's a duty you owe to your lawful father. There's perhaps something to be given up on more sides than one. When your father opens his home to you, I think it's right you shouldn't turn your back on it."
"I can't feel as I've got any father but one," said Eppie, impetuously, while the tears gathered. "I've always thought of a little home where he'd sit i' the corner, and I should fend and do everything for him: I can't think o' no other home. I wasn't brought up to be a lady, and I can't turn my mind to it. I like the working folks, and their houses, and their ways. And," she ended passionately, while the tears fell, "I'm promised to marry a working man, as 'll live with father, and help me to take care of him."
Godfrey looked up at Nancy with a flushed face and a smarting dilation of the eyes.
This frustration of a purpose towards which he had
"Let us go," he said, in an under-tone.
"We won't talk of this any longer now," said Nancy, rising. "We're your well-wishers, my dear—and yours too, Marner. We shall come and see you again. It's getting late now."
In this way she covered her husband's abrupt departure, for Godfrey had gone straight to the door, unable to say more.
Nancy and Godfrey walked home under the starlight in silence. When they entered the oaken parlour, Godfrey threw himself into his chair, while Nancy laid down her bonnet and shawl, and stood on the hearth near her husband, unwilling to leave him even for a few minutes, and yet fearing to utter any word lest it might jar on his feeling. At last Godfrey turned his head towards her, and their eyes met, dwelling in that meeting without any movement on either side. That quiet mutual gaze of a trusting husband and wife is like the first moment of rest or refuge from a great weariness or a great danger—not to be interfered with by speech or action which would distract the sensations from the fresh enjoyment of repose.
But presently he put out his hand, and as Nancy placed hers within it, he drew her towards him, and said—
"That's ended!"
She bent to kiss him, and then said, as she stood by his side, "Yes, I'm afraid we must give up the hope of having her for a daughter. It wouldn't be right to want to force her to come to us against her will. We can't alter her bringing up and what's come of it."
"No," said Godfrey, with a keen decisiveness of tone, in contrast with his usually careless and unemphatic speech—"there's debts we can't pay like money debts, by paying extra for the years that have slipped by. While I've been putting off and putting off, the trees have been growing —it's too late now. Marner was in the right in what he said about a man's turning away a blessing from his door: it falls to somebody else. I wanted to pass for childless once, Nancy—I shall pass for childless now against my wish."
Nancy did not speak immediately, but after a little while she asked—"You won't make it known, then, about Eppie's being your daughter?"
"No—where would be the good to anybody? —only harm. I must do what I can for her in
"If it won't do any good to make the thing known," said Nancy, who thought she might now allow herself the relief of entertaining a feeling which she had tried to silence before, "I should be very thankful for father and Priscilla never to be troubled with knowing what was done in the past, more than about Dunsey: it can't be helped, their knowing that."
"I shall put it in my will—I think I shall put it in my will. I shouldn't like to leave anything to be found out, like this of Dunsey," said Godfrey, meditatively. "But I can't see anything but difficulties that 'ud come from telling it now. I must do what I can to make her happy in her own way. I've a notion," he added, after a moment's pause, "it's Aaron Winthrop she meant she was engaged to. I remember seeing him with her and Marner going away from church."
"Well, he's very sober and industrious," said Nancy, trying to view the matter as cheerfully as possible.
Godfrey fell into thoughtfulness again. Presently
"She's a very pretty, nice girl, isn't she, Nancy?"
"Yes, dear; and with just your hair and eyes: I wondered it had never struck me before."
"I think she took a dislike to me at the thought of my being her father: I could see a change in her manner after that."
"She couldn't bear to think of not looking on Marner as her father," said Nancy, not wishing to confirm her husband's painful impression.
"She thinks I did wrong by her mother as well as by her. She thinks me worse than I am.
But she must think it: she can never know all. It's part of my punishment,
Nancy, for my daughter to dislike me. I should never have got into that trouble if I'd
been true to you—if I hadn't been a fool. I'd no right to expect anything but evil could
come of that marriage—and when I shirked doing a father's part too."
Nancy was silent: her spirit of rectitude would not let her try to soften the edge of
what she felt to be a just compunction. He
"And I got you , Nancy, in spite of all; and yet I've been grumbling and
uneasy because I hadn't something else—as if I deserved it."
"You've never been wanting to me, Godfrey," said Nancy, with quiet sincerity. "My only trouble would be gone if you resigned yourself to the lot that's been given us."
"Well, perhaps it isn't too late to mend a bit there. Though it is too late to
mend some things, say what they will."
The next morning, when Silas and Eppie were seated at their breakfast, he said to her,—
"Eppie, there's a thing I've had on my mind to do this two year, and now the money's been brought back to us, we can do it. I've been turning it over and over in the night, and I think we'll set out to-morrow, while the fine days last. We'll leave the house and everything for your godmother to take care on, and we'll make a little bundle o' things and set out."
"Where to go, daddy?" said Eppie, in much surprise.
"To my old country—to the town where I was born—up Lantern Yard. I want to see Mr
Paston, the minister: something may ha' come out to make 'em know I was innicent o' the
robbery. And Mr Paston was a man with a deal o' light—I want to speak to him about the
drawing o' the lots. And I should like to talk to him about the religion
Eppie was very joyful, for there was the prospect not only of wonder and delight at seeing a strange country, but also of coming back to tell Aaron all about it. Aaron was so much wiser than she was about it. Aaron was so much wiser than she was about most things— it would be rather pleasant to have this little advantage over him. Mrs Winthrop, though possessed with a dim fear of dangers attendant on so long a journey, and requiring many assurances that it would not take them out of the region of carriers' carts and slow waggons, was nevertheless well pleased that Silas should revisit his own country, and find out if he had been cleared from that false accusation.
"You'd be easier in your mind for the rest o' your life, Master Marner," said Dolly—"that you would. And if there's any light to be got up the yard as you talk on, we've need of it i' this world, and I'd be glad on it myself, if you could bring it back."
So, on the fourth day from that time, Silas and Eppie, in their Sunday clothes, with a
small bundle tied in a blue linen handkerchief, were making their way through the
streets of
"Ask for Lantern Yard, father—ask this gentleman with the tassels on his shoulders a-standing at the shop-door; he isn't in a hurry like the rest," said Eppie, in some distress at her father's bewilderment, and ill at ease, besides, amidst the noise, the movement, and the multitude of strange indifferent faces.
"Eh, my child, he won't know anything about it," said Silas; "gentlefolks didn't ever go up the Yard. But happen somebody can tell me which is the way to Prison Street, where the jail is. I know the way out o' that as if I'd seen it yesterday."
With some difficulty, after many turnings and new inquiries, they reached Prison Street; and the grim walls of the jail, the first object that answered to any image in Silas's memory, cheered him with the certitude, which no assurance of the town's name had hitherto given him, that he was in his native place.
"Ah," he said, drawing a long breath, "there's the jail, Eppie; that's just the same: I aren't afraid now. It's the third turning on the left hand from the jail doors, that's the way we must go."
"O, what a dark ugly place!" said Eppie. "How it hides the sky! It's worse than the Workhouse. I'm glad you don't live in this town now, father. Is Lantern Yard like this street?"
"My precious child," said Silas, smiling, "it isn't a big street like this. I never was easy i' this street myself, but I was fond o' Lantern Yard. The shops here are all altered, I think —I can't make 'em out; but I shall know the turning, because it's the third."
"Here it is," he said, in a tone of satisfaction, as they came to a narrow alley. "And then we must go to the left again, and then straight for'ard for a bit, up Shoe Lane; and then we shall be at the entry next to the o'erhanging window, where there's the nick in the road for the water to run. Eh, I can see it all."
"O father, I'm like as if I was stifled," said Eppie. "I couldn't ha' thought as any
folks
"It looks comical to me , child, now—and smells bad. I can't think as it
usened to smell so."
Here and there a sallow, begrimed face looked out from a gloomy doorway at the strangers, and increased Eppie's uneasiness, so that it was a longed-for relief when they issued from the alleys into Shoe Lane, where there was a broader strip of sky.
"Dear heart!" said Silas, "why, there's people coming out o' the Yard as if they'd been to chapel at this time o' day—a weekday noon!"
Suddenly he started and stood still with a look of distressed amazement, that alarmed Eppie. They were before an opening in front of a large factory, from which men and women were streaming for their mid-day meal.
"Father," said Eppie, clasping his arm, "what's the matter?"
But she had to speak again and again before Silas could answer her.
"It's gone, child," he said, at last, in strong agitation—"Lantern Yard's gone. It must
ha'
"Come into that little brush-shop and sit down, father—they'll let you sit down," said Eppie, always on the watch lest one of her father's strange attacks should come on. "Perhaps the people can tell you all about it."
But neither from the brush-maker, who had come to Shoe Lane only ten years ago, when the factory was already built, nor from any other source within his reach, could Silas learn anything of the old Lantern Yard friends, or of Mr Paston, the minister.
"The old place is all swep' away," Silas said to Dolly Winthrop on the night of his return— "the little graveyard and everything. The old home's gone; I've no home but this now. I shall never know whether they got at the truth o' the robbery, nor whether Mr Paston could ha' given me any light about the drawing o' the lots. It's dark to me, Mrs Winthrop, that is; I doubt it'll be dark to the last."
"Well, yes, Master Marner," said Dolly, who being a rights, Master Marner, for all it's dark to you and
me."
"No," said Silas, "no; that doesn't hinder. Since the time the child was sent to me and I've come to love her as myself, I've had light enough to trusten by; and, now she says she'll never leave me, I think I shall trusten till I die."
There was one time of the year which was held in Raveloe to be especially suitable for a wedding. It was when the great lilacs and laburnums in the old-fashioned gardens showed their golden and purple wealth above the lichentinted walls, and when there were calves still young enough to want bucketfuls of fragrant milk. People were not so busy then as they must become when the full cheese-making and the mowing had set in; and besides, it was a time when a light bridal dress could be worn with comfort and seen to advantage.
Happily the sunshine fell more warmly than usual on the lilac tufts the morning that
Eppie was married, for her dress was a very light one. She had often thought, though
with a feeling of renunciation, that the perfection of a wedding dress would be a white
cotton, with the tiniest pink spring at wide intervals; so that when Mrs
Seen at a little distance as she walked across the churchyard and down the village, she seemed to be attired in pure white, and her hair looked like the dash of gold on a lily. One hand was on her husband's arm, and with the other she clasped the hand of her father Silas.
"You won't be giving me away, father," she had said before they went to church; "you'll only be taking Aaron to be a son to you."
Dolly Winthrop walked behind with her husband; and there ended the little bridal procession.
There were many eyes to look at it, and Miss Priscilla Lammeter was glad that she and
her father had happened to drive up to the door of the Red House just in time to see
this pretty sight. They had come to keep Nancy company to-day, because Mr Cass had had
to go away to Lytherley, for special reasons. That seemed to be a pity, for otherwise he
might have gone, as Mr Crackenthorp and Mr Osgood certainly would, to look on at the
"I could ha' wished Nancy had had the luck to find a child like that and bring her up," said Priscilla to her father, as they sat in the gig; "I should ha' had something young to think of then, besides the lambs and the calves."
"Yes, my dear, yes," said Mr Lammeter; "one feels that as one gets older. Things look dim to old folks: they'd need have some young eyes about 'em, to let 'em know the world's the same as it used to be."
Nancy came out now to welcome her father and sister; and the wedding group had passed on beyond the Red House to the humbler part of the village.
Dolly Winthrop was the first to divine that old Mr Macey, who had been set in his arm-chair outside his own door, would expect some special notice as they passed, since he was too old to be at the wedding-feast.
"Mr Macey's looking for a word from us," said Dolly; "he'll be hurt if we pass him and
So they turned aside to shake hands with the old man. He had looked forward to the occasion, and had his premeditated speech.
"Well, Master Marner," he said, in a voice that quavered a good deal, "I've lived to see my words come true. I was the first to say there was no harm in you, though your looks might be again' you; and I was the first to say you'd get your money back. And its nothing but rightful as you should. And I'd ha' said the 'Amens,' and willing, at the holy matrimony; but Tookey's done it a good while now, and I hope you'll have none the worse luck."
In the open yard before the Rainbow, the party of guests were already assembled, though
it was still nearly an hour before the appointed feast-time. But by this means they
could not only enjoy the slow advent of their pleasure; they had also ample leisure to
talk of Silas Marner's strange history, and arrive by due degrees at the conclusion that
he had brought a blessing on himself by acting like a father to a lone motherless child.
Even the
As the bridal group approached, a hearty cheer was raised in the Rainbow yard; and Ben Winthrop, whose jokes had retained their acceptable flavour, found it agreeable to turn in there and receive congratulations; not requiring the proposed interval of quiet at the Stonepits before joining the company.
Eppie had a larger garden than she had ever expected there now; and in other ways there
had been alterations at the expense of Mr Cass, the landlord, to suit Silas's larger
family. For he and Eppie had declared that they would rather stay at the Stone-pits than
go to any new home. The garden was fenced with stones on two sides, but in front there
was an open fence, through which the flowers shone with
"O father," said Eppie, "what a pretty home ours is! I think nobody could be happier than we are."