THE TRUE HISTORY OF JOSHUA DAVIDSON
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1872
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SO many false reports have got about concerning the life and opinions of JOSHUA
DAVIDSON, the Cornish carpenter, that I feel it to be a duty I owe his memory to tell the truth
as I know it; leaving the world to judge between what I, his nearest friend, knew of him, and
what gossips and his enemies have falsely said. As I am neither a gentleman nor a scholar I
have not pretended to any graces of style; and I have not tried to make an amusing story. My
little book is more a record of what JOSHUA said and thought than of what happened to him
through others: that is, there is next to
JOHN.
JOSHUA DAVIDSON was the only son of a village carpenter, born in the small hamlet of
Trevalga on the North Cornwall coast, in the year 1835. His parents were poor but worthy
people, who kept themselves very much together and had but little to do with the neighbours.
Folks blamed this for pride, and said they held themselves high because they were the decayed
branches of an ancient family—some said dating from King Arthur's self. Of course this was only
There was nothing very remarkable about Joshua's childhood. He was always a quiet, thoughtful
boy, and from his earliest years noticeably pious. His parents came of the Friends' stock; not
of a strict kind themselves, for they joined in the Church services; but the fact is just an
indication of the kind of influences which helped to mould him in early youth. He had a habit
of asking why, and of reasoning out a principle, from quite a little lad; which displeased
people; so that he did not get all the credit from the schoolmaster and the clergyman to which
his diligence and good conduct entitled him. They thought him troublesome, and some said he was
self-conceited; which he never was; but
He was never well looked on by the Vicar since a famous scene that took place in the church
one Sunday after afternoon catechism. He was then about fourteen years of age, and I have heard
say he was a beautiful boy, with a face almost like a young woman's for purity and
spirituality. He was so beautiful that some ladies and gentlemen staying at the Vicarage
noticed him during church time, and said he looked like a boy-saint. But he knew nothing about
himself. I question if he knew whether his hair was black like mine, or, as it was, a bright
brown like ripe nuts in the sunshine. After catechism was over he stood out before the rest,
just in his rough country clothes as he vas, and said very respectfully to the
“Certainly, my lad, what have you to say?” said Mr. Grand rather shortly. He did not seem over well pleased at the boy's addressing him; but he could not well refuse to hear him because of the ladies and gentlemen with him, and especially Mr. Freeman, a very good old man who thought well of everybody, and let everybody do pretty much as they liked.
“If we say, sir, that Jesus Christ was God,” said Joshua, “surely all that He said and did must be the real right? There cannot be a better way than His?”
“Surely not, my lad,” Mr. Grand made answer; “what else have you been taught all your life? what else have you been saying in your catechism just now?”
“And His apostles and disciples, they showed the way too?” said Joshua.
“And they showed the way too, as you say; and if you come up to half they taught you'll do well, Joshua.”
The Vicar laughed a little laugh as he said this; but it was a laugh, Joshua's mother said, that seemed to mean the same thing as a “scat”—our Cornish word for a blow—only the boy didn't seem to see it.
“Yes; but, sir, it is not of myself I am thinking, it is of the world,” said Joshua. “If we are Christians, why don't we live as Christians?”
“Ah indeed! why don't we!” said Mr.
“Then, sir, if you feel this, why don't you and all the clergy live like the apostles, and
give what you have to the poor?” cried Joshua, clasping his hands and making a step forward,
the tears in his eyes. “Why, when you read that verse, ‘Whoso hath this world's good, and seeth
his brother have need, and shutteth up his compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in
him?’ do you live in a fine house, and have grand dinners, and let Peggy Bray nearly starve in
that old mud hut of hers, and widow Tregellis there, with her six children, and no fire or
clothing for them? I can't make it out, sir ! Christ was GOD; and we are Christians; yet we
won't do as He ordered,
“And so it is,” said Mr. Grand sternly. “Who has been putting these bad thoughts in to your head?”
“No one sir. I have been thinking for myself. Michael, out by Lion's Den, is called an
infidel; he calls himself one; and you preached last Sunday that no infidel can be saved; but
Michael helped Peggy and her base child when the Orphan Fund people took away her pension,
because, as you yourself told her, she was a bad woman, and it was encouraging wickedness; and
he worked early and late for widow Tregellis and her children, and shared with them all he had,
going short for them many a time. And I can't help thinking, sir, that Christ,
“And that your Vicar is like the first?” interrupted Mr. Grand angrily.
“Well, yes, sir, if you please,” said Joshua quite modestly but very fervently.
There was a great stir among the ladies and gentlemen when Joshua said this; and some laughed a little, under their breath because it was in church, and others lifted up their eyebrows, and said, “What an extraordinary boy!” and whispered together; but Mr. Grand was very angry, and said in a severe tone—
“These sinners are beyond the knowledge of an ignorant lad like you, Joshua; and I advise you, before you turn questioner and reformer, to learn a little humility and respect for your betters. I consider you have done a very impertinent thing to-day, and I shall mark you for it!”
“I did not wish to be impertinent, sir,” said Joshua eagerly; “I want only to know the right of things from you, and to do as God has commanded, and Christ has shown us the way. And as you are our clergyman, and this is the House of God, I thought it the best plan to ask. I want only to know the truth; and I cannot make it out!”
“Hold your tongue, sir!” said Mr. Grand. “God has commanded you to obey your pastors and
masters and all that are in
“I meant no harm. I meant only the truth and to hear the things of God,” repeated Joshua sadly, as he took his seat among his companions; who tittered.
When they all went out of church Mr. Grand was heard to say to Mr. Freeman: “You will see,
Freeman, that boy will go to the bad; he will turn out a pestilent fellow, a freethinker and a
democrat. Oh, I know the breed, with their cant about truth and the right! He richly deserved a
flogging to-day
But Mr. Freeman said gently; “I don't think he meant it for insolence. I think the lad was in earnest, though of course he should not have spoken as he did.”
“Earnest or not, he must be taught better manners for the future,” said Mr. Grand.
And so it was that Joshua was not well looked on by the clergyman, who was his enemy, as one may say, ever after.
All this made a great talk at the time, and there are many who remember the whole thing at this present day; as any one would find if they were to ask down at Trevalga; but all that Joshua was ever heard to say of it was: “I thought only of what was right in the sight of God; I never thought of man at all.”
He did not however, repeat the experiment of asking inconvenient questions of his social
superiors in public; but it was noticed that after this he became more and more thoughtful, and
more and more under the influence of a higher principle than lads of his age are usually
troubled with. And though always tender to his parents and respectful to the schoolmaster and
minister, and the like of that, yet he was less guided by what might be called expediency in
his conduct, and more than ever a stickler for the uncompromising truth, and the life as lived
by Jesus Christ. He was not uncomfortable to live with, his mother said; quite the contrary; no
one ever saw him out of temper, and no one ever knew him do a bad thing; but he somehow forced
his parents to be always up to the mark, and
“Mother,” he once said, as he and Mrs. Davidson stood by the cottage door together, “I mean when I grow up to live as our Lord and Saviour lived when He was on the earth. For though he is God in Heaven he was only man here; and what He did we too can do with His help and the Holy Spirit's.”
“He is our example, lad,” said his mother reverently. “But I doubt lest you fall by over boldness.”
“Then, if imitation is over bold, His life was a delusion, and He is not our example at all,” said Joshua. “Which is a saying of the devil.”
JOSHUA did not leave home early. He wrought at his father's bench and was content to
bide with his people. But his spirit was not dead if his life was uneventful. He gathered about
him a few youths of his own age, and held with them prayer meetings and Bible readings, either
at home in his father's house, or in the fields when the throng was too great for the cottage.
It gave one a feeling as of old primitive times to be sitting there under the clear sky of a
summer's evening, with the larks singing over head, and the swallows and sea birds
And then he himself was so unlike other boys. He was so upright, so steadfast! No one ever
knew Joshua tell the shadow of a lie, or go back from his word, or play at pretence. And he had
such an odd way of coming right home to us. He seemed to have felt all that we felt, and to
have thought all our thoughts. Young as he was, he was our leader even then. We all looked
The youths that Joshua go together as his friends were as well-conditioned a set of lads as
you could wish to see; sober, industrious, chaste. They were never in any trouble, and no one
could say they had ever heard one of them give back a bad word, whatever the provocation, or
say a loose one; but the clergy of their several parishes scouted them, and stood at no evil to
say of them. For they were not church-goers; and that is always an offence to the clergy of
country parishes, who treat even the best of the Dissenters as little better than rogues,
taking it partly as a personal affront and partly as a moral sin if their parishioners find
greater comfort for their poor souls elsewhere
Their aim was to be thorough and like Christ. They denounced the sin of luxury among
professing Christians, and spared no one, lay or clerical: so did Christ, they said. They set
their faces against the priestly class altogether, and maintained that Christ as High Priest
needed no subordinate or go-between, and that the modern parson was only the ancient Pharisee,
whom Christ was never weary of denouncing. They were anti-Sabbatarians too, as He had been, and
held the doctrine of freedom in Christ throughout. They believe implicitly every word of the
Gospels, which they stood by as
He was but a young man at this time, remember; enthusiastic, with little or no scientific
knowledge and with much of the logic of fanaticism; unable to judge between the possible and
the impossible, and putting the direct interposition of God above the natural law. Wherefore,
he accepted the text about faith removing mountains as literally true, and possible to be done.
Given the faith, the mountain would move. And one evening he went down into the Rocky Valley,
earnest to try conclusions with God's promise, and sure of proving it true. He had fasted all
day, and he had prayed all day; not necessarily kneeling and repeating set forms, but in the
whole attitude of his mind;
He prayed to God to grant us this manifestation—to redeem His promise. He was full of faith:
not a shadow of doubt chilled or slacked him. As he stood there in the softening twilight, with
his arms raised above his head and his face turned up to the sky, his countenance glowed as
Moses' of old. He seemed inspired, transported beyond himself, beyond humanity. He commanded
the stone to move in God's name, and because Christ had promised: and we knelt beside him, not
so much trembling as exalted, feeling in the very presence of the Divine, and that He would do
unto us
Another time he took up a viper in his hand, quoting the psalm, “They shall take up serpents.” But the beast stung him, and he was ill for days after. So, when he ate a handful of the berries of the black briony, and all but died of the poison. Yet he had handled the viper and eaten the berries in faith as simple and sincere as when he had commanded the stone in the Rocky Valley to move.
When the doctor was called in, and Joshua told him, boylike, what he had done and why and in what spirit, he shook his head gravely, and told his mother he was mad and had better be looked after.
“No, no, not mad, sir, because I believe
“Tut! rubbish!” said the doctor. “What you've got to do, my lad, is to plane your wood smooth and make your joists firm. All this religious folly of yours has no sense in it. I tell you it will upset your brain, and that you are mad now, and will be madder if you don't pull up in time.”
“So Festus said to St. Paul, sir; but he was not mad, nor am I.”
“But what do you want to do, jackass?” said the doctor with a good-humoured kind of impatience. “What's amiss with your poor foolish head that you can't take things easy?”
“I want to find out which is true, sir,”
“Take my advice,” said the doctor kindly; “put all these thoughts out of your head as quickly
as you can. Get some work to do in a new part of the country, fall in love with some nice girl,
and marry as soon as you can make a home for her. Give over reading the Bible for a time, and
look up some pleasant stories and books of travel, and the like; and leave off
“Thank you, sir; you mean kindly,” said Joshua. “But God has given me other thoughts, and I must obey them if I would not sin against the Holy Ghost.”
And the doctor said afterwards to Mr. Grand, that he was quite touched at the lad's
The failure of these trials of faith perplexed us all, and profoundly afflicted Joshua. Not
many men have gone through greater spiritual anguish, I should suppose, than he did at this
time. It was like the sudden darkening of the sun to him, and the doubt of himself which it
brought was nearer madness than his simple faith had been. He passed through a bad time; when
his soul went down into the Valley of the Shadow, if ever man's did! But in time he came out
into the light again. He knew his own sincerity, and his entire acceptance
He said nothing of these thoughts for many weeks. He was not a youth who jumped to conclusions, but rather one who pondered well, and who let his thoughts ripen; but at last he spoke one evening, when we were gathered together as usual, after work.
“Friends,” he said, “it seems to me—
I do not think we were prepared for such a speech. We looked at one another uneasily, even
the dimmest of us seeing something of the conclusions to which such a principle would lead us,
and forecasting the rudderless wandering of souls that would ensue. But Joshua would say no more.
But we were far off, as yet, from any such conclusions; and the Christ life, and the Gospel
narrative, and the need laid on us all to follow in the Master's steps, and believe
IT was after this that we noticed a certain restlessness in Joshua. He seemed to
feel the narrowness of his life down at such a place as Trevalga, where a man must work hard to
keep body and soul together, and keep them very poorly when he has done his best; and where he
cannot get forward save by his own thoughts. There is nothing for an energetic-minded young man
to do there after his day's work is over. No lectures, no mechanics' institute, no library;
only a few books to be borrowed here and there by chance. And Boscastle and Trevenna are
An opening however came in time, and Joshua had an offer to go up to London to follow his
trade at a large house in the City; which he accepted; and got me a job as well, that I might
be alongside of him. For we were like brothers; he, the elder, the better, the leader; and I,
the younger, the led. And
A few days before he went, Joshua happened to be coming out of his father's workshop just as Mr. Grand was passing, driving the neat pair-horse phaeton he had lately bought.
“Well, Joshua, and how are you doing?” said the parson, pulling up.
I dare say he was a good man when he was at home, but Mr. Grand was not fit to be a parish
priest—at all events, not of such a place as Trevalga. He might have made
However, he drew up at seeing Joshua, and asked him how he was; and then said: “And why have you not been to church lately, my man?” as if Joshua had been in the habit of going, and had failed only of late. This was Mr. Grand's way. He never knew anything about his people. That gave them to think, you see, that he held himself too high to notice what such poor wretches might be about. God forgive me if I misjudge him!
“Well, sir,” said Joshua, “I don't go to church, you know.”
“No? have you joined the chapel then? Is that your latest fad, Joshua?”
“No, sir; neither church nor chapel,” answered Joshua.
“What! a new light on your own account, hey?” and he laughed as if he mocked him.
“No sir, only a seeker.”
“The old paths not good enough for you?—the light that has lightened the Gentiles these eighteen hundred years and more not pure enough for an unwashed Cornish lad, planing wood at a carpenter's bench and not able to speak two consecutive words of good English?”
“I must answer for my conscience to God, sir,” said Joshua.
“And your clergyman, appointed by God and the State to be your guide, what of him? Has he no
authority in his own parish?” cried Mr. Grand warmly. “Does
“Look here, sir,” said Joshua with earnestness, but quite respectfully; “if I speak plainly, I mean it for no offence; but my heart burns within me and I must speak out. I deny your appointment as a God-given leader of souls. The Church is but the old priesthood as it existed in the days of our Lord, and is, as much as that was, the blind leading the blind. There are good and kind gentlemen among you, but not Christians according to Christ. I see no sacrifice of the world, no brotherhood with the poor—”
“The poor!” interrupted Mr. Grand disdainfully; “what would you have, you young fool? The poor have the laws of their country to protect them, and the Gospel preached to them for their salvation.”
“Yes, and in preaching that—that is, in giving two full services on Sundays, and reading the marriage-service and the burial-service and the like of that when you are wanted—you discharge your conscience of all other obligations towards them, and think you have done enough. You never seem to remember that when Christ preached the Gospel to the poor it was to make them equal with the rich. Why, sir, the poor of our day are the lepers of Christ's; and who among you, Christian priests, consorts with them? Who ranks the man above his station, or the soul above the man?”
“Now, we have come to it!” cried Mr. Grand. “I thought I should touch the secret spring at last! And you would like us to associate with you as equals?—Is that it, Joshua? Gentlemen and common men hob-and-nob together, and no distinctions made? You to ride in our carriages, and perhaps marry our daughters?”
He had his little girl of six or so in the phaeton with him; a pretty little maid that used to go about dressed in blue velvet and a white feather in her hat.
“That's just it, sir. You are gentlemen, as you say, but not the followers of Christ. If you
were, you would have no carriages to ride in, and your daughters would be what Martha and Mary
and Lydia and Dorcas were, women of no station, bent only on serving God and the saints, and
their title
“Going in for socialism, Joshua?” said Mr. Grand, continuing his bantering tone. “A little radicalism, a little methodism, and a great deal of self-assurance—that seems to me to be about where you are!”
“Going in for no isms at all, sir,” said Joshua. “Only for the truth as it is in Christ!”
“Shall I tell you what would be the very thing for you?” said Mr. Grand quite quietly.
“Yes, sir; what?” asked Joshua eagerly.
“This whip across your shoulders!—and, by George, if I were not a clergyman I would lay it there, with a will!” cried the parson, half rising from his seat.
No one had ever seen Joshua angry since
“God shall smite thee, thou whited wall!” he cried with vehemence. “Is this your boasted
leadership of souls?—this your learned solving of difficulties?—this your fatherly guidance of
your flock? ‘Feed my lambs’—with what? with stones for bread—with insult for sincerity—with the
gentleman's disdain for the poor thought of the artisan—with class insolence for spiritual difficulties
This was one of the stories that got bruited abroad to Joshua's discredit. Some said he had
struck the parson—some that he
“No,” he used to say, “some kinds of
But Mr. Grand made old Davidson, Joshua's father, suffer for his son; for he took away his
own custom from him, and did him what harm in the neighbourhood a gentleman's ill-word can do a
working man. It was a bad thing for the old man. The Trevalga schools were being built, and St.
Juliot's church was under repair, and Davidson, as the best workman thereabouts, would have
been sure to have been head man at both jobs. But Mr. Grand, he put his spoke in that wheel;
and one day when I took courage to speak and plead, all I got was a recommendation to mind my
own business, and not interfere where I was not wanted. And then as if in consideration—a kind
of condescending consideration—for
When I challenged him hotly, I daresay intemperately, I daresay even impertinently, for his proof—for you see I was but a poor uneducated artisan, and he was a gentleman and a scholar—he laughed, and said he did not argue with carpenters' lads; and when I answered back, he ordered me out of the house, saying I was as pestilent a fellow as my friend;—I replying angrily that I did not think the pestilence rested with Joshua. Which ended the interview; not without loss of temper and dignity on both sides, and no good done to anyone.
The night before we left for London Joshua had a kind of vision or waking dream, which he
told me as we were on our
At the feet of these two rulers lay three figures cruelly bound and tortured. They
Ill-treated as they were however, each tortured being had a small knot of adherents. Round
Truth, bearing her young child, Science, gathered men of imposing aspect—men of authority, of
large brains, of temperate nature, of clear and candid thought. There were some among them of
such unquestionable grandeur, that even the mob of Believing Christians and Respectable Members
of Society paid them a certain cold, deprecatory reverence as they passed; while Ecclesiastical
Christianity tried to reconcile their statements with his own creed, hiding his magic lantern
painted with demons and that all-devouring hell with which he terrified the multitudes, when he
spoke to them saying, “See, there is no such great difference between us after all! I do not
contradict you. Say what you will about the
Society was less concerned about these philosophers. They were for the most part swathed in
Round the prostrate form of Freedom, scarred, gashed, bleeding, fettered, stood only a few.
Even the men of science were
The third figure was the most deeply oppressed. The face was hidden, but it was
Suddenly standing side by side with the magnificently attired pontiff, this Ecclesiastical
Christianity, oppressor of Truth, slanderer of Humanity, tyrant of Freedom, ruler of the
churches, and through them of the consciences of men; side by side too, with his twin-brother
Society, his fellow-tyrant and oppressor, was a man coarsely clad in rude garments, a man of
uncultured speech, of unconventional manners, but of a noble aspect, whose face was the face of
an enthusiast who believed in himself, and in whose self-reliance were his sole credentials.
His companions were the same as those who had gathered round the crucified form of Humanity.
All the poor and the miserable, the leprous, the sinners, the outcast, and those “sinless
Cains” of history, those men who had lived to do good
He pointed to the high priest: “Look,” he said to Joshua, “what they have made of me; of an
unskilled artisan, no schoolman even of his day, and a vagrant preacher living by charity, they
have made a king; of a man, a god; of a preacher of universal tolerance, the head of a
persecuting religion; of a life, a dogma; of an example, a church. Here am I, Jesus the
Nazarene, the son of Joseph and Mary, as I lived on earth; poor, unlearned, a plebeian, and a
socialist, at war
As he said this the whole vision seemed to fade away, and the voice of Peggy Bray, whining
and drunk, with Mr. Grand's deep tones of angry disgust, broke the quiet
“Something seemed to bid me,” he said, when he told me the story: “I ran off over the down as
fast as I could, and caught Peggy on the Tintagel Road. She was drunk, dirty, and crying. I
took her by the hand. ‘Peggy, woman,’ I said, ‘dry your eyes, and come along with me.’ I spoke
so sudden, I startled her, and so a little sobered her. Then I took her by the arm and led her
to mother's cottage. ‘Here, mother,’ I said; ‘here is a bit of Christ-work for you to do. Take
this poor creature, in her dirt and vileness as she is, and cleanse her. You believe and know
that God's love did that for the world: we are less pure than Christ, but we hold ourselves too
fine to follow His example in that! Love her,
IN London a new view of life opened to Joshua altogether. The first thing that
struck him in our workshop was the avowed infidelity of the workmen, with the indifference so
many of them showed for any spiritual life at all. Having apparently made up their minds that
Christianity, as taught by the churches and practised in high places, is a humbug throughout,
they seemed to have stopped there, not caring to go farther, nor to find a truer and better
religion for themselves. Distrust had penetrated to their inmost
The immense gulf existing between the church and the workmen also surprised the Cornish lad.
At home, though the cottagers and the clergy stood as wide as the poles
As he grew however, to understand the inner relations of life in the metropolis, he ceased to
wonder at the wide-spread indifferentism of the working men; and he came further to understand
how religion, like other things, had followed that class antagonism felt by the artisan, to
which the exclusiveness of caste cherished by the rich had given birth. Christianity represents
to the poor, not Christ tender to the sinful, visiting the leprous, the brother of publicans,
at whose feet sat the harlots and were comforted, but the bishop in his palace and the parson
in his grand house, the gentleman taking sides with God against the poor and oppressed, as an
elder brother in the courts of heaven kicking the younger out of doors. It is in
His religious experiences followed the natural course of such a mind as his, at once so
earnest and so logical. Attracted by the self-sacrificing lives of so many of the Ritualist
party, he threw himself with ardour into the congregation of a noted City priest whose name I
do not feel justified in giving, as I have not asked his consent. If, however, he should read
these pages he will remember Joshua Davidson well enough. The Superior, as he was called, took
to him greatly, and Joshua felt all the charm of close intercourse with a cultivated mind. It
was the first time this great good had been granted him, and it was like a new life to him. At
one time I thought he would have abandoned the independent line he had
“You have captivated my heart,” he one
“But have you no reverence for the virtues of obedience and humility?” asked the Superior. “Cannot you quell that questioning spirit of yours for the sake of the Church's honour, and to maintain a close front? Who can hope to do anything as an isolated unit against a host? Is not the whole secret of strength in organisation?”
“But I cannot become part of a system
“And you will fail,” said the Superior. “No one man can succeed in such a search as yours.
Guided by wise counsels and supported by authority you might come to satisfactory conclusions;
but adrift on the wide sea of dissent, and private opinion, and individual
“If any, then the Roman Catholic at once, frankly and without reserve,” said Joshua. “If the
keys of life and death are held by a governing body, they are surely held within the Vatican;
and if I must enter into the virtue of unquestioning obedience, I would rather accept it in its
totality. Your ritualism seems to me like Canute and the waves. ‘Thus far and no farther,’ you
say to private inquiry; and ‘only so much and so much will we take of tradition and the
vitality of past ages.’ Where is your standing-point? where your logical foothold? By what
authority do you reject and accept at will? and by what measure
“If you are for the whole history of the Church you must read more closely than you have done,” said the Superior a little evasively.
“Forgive me, sir,” continued Joshua earnestly; “I know you will, whatever I say; for I am
speaking now heart-open, man to man, and there is no question of discourtesy or of courtesy;
but with all my personal love and admiration for the professors of your creed, the creed itself
is tainted with an insincerity I cannot digest. And your position, standing as you do in the
front, between yearning souls demanding the support of authority, the moral protection of
infallibility, and the only Western Church that can give it logically, is, to my
The Superior smiled gently. “I never argue,” he said; “for I never found any good to come of it. These questions are matters for spiritual reception, not dialectical discussion. Use the appointed means and the grace of our Lord will find you.”
“I have used them; I do use them; and yet I cannot get conviction,” Joshua made answer, as sorrowfully as frankly.
“Persevere!” said the Superior solemnly; “the promises of God never failed yet.”
Joshua did not speak. He remembered his trial of the material promises and how
At this time Joshua's mind was like an unpiloted vessel. He was beset with doubts, in which
the only thing that kept its shape or place was the character of
“What,” he said to me at this time, “if the spiritual life is as little real as that act of
faith in which we all failed?—if what we call conviction is only a state of the mind—a
subjective condition owning no absolute without—a state as good and righteous for the Buddhist,
for the Mohammedan, for the Hindoo, as for the various Christian denominations? We are all
convinced. Every creed has had its martyrs and enthusiasts and its well-trained, well-balanced
professors, all as firmly convinced of its truth and of its being the one truth only, as the
Superior is convinced of the absolute rightness of Anglicanism, as the Pope believes in the
infallibility of his Church, and the whole Christian world in
“And yet,” I answered, “it is better to be unfastened from a fallacy than to be rooted on it.
There must be the moment of suspension when you are in progress. To mount a ladder you must
leave the rung on which you stand, and before you have your foot on the other it is
nowhere—only in space. The time of doubt is a time of pain, but it must be passed through if we
would believe the better thing. To have lost the
“Ah! but to have been so near to God as I once felt myself—to have lived in the light—and now to be so far off—to be in darkness and alone!” he sighed.
“The darkest hour is that before dawn,” was my reply. “Even at this moment God may be preparing you for conviction.”
I do not think that what is called the Evangelical school ever warmed Joshua as the
Ritualists had done. If the assumptions of the Church, clad in her venerable authority, seemed
to him excessive, the assumptions of sectarianism, where each man is an independent pope and
quite as bigoted as the real one, were more so. And he could
During this time he did not neglect what I suppose may be called secular life. He attended
all such science-classes as he had time for; and being naturally quick in study, he picked up a
vast deal of knowledge in a
So his time passed, and his thoughts went more and more into the rationalistic channel; till at last one evening, when I and other of his friends were sitting with him, he made his declaration.
“Friends,” he said, “I have at last cleared my mind and come to a Belief. I have proved to
myself the sole meaning of Christ; it is Humanity. I relinquish the miracles, the doctrine of
the Atonement, the doctrine of the Divinity of Jesus, and the
THESE then were the stages through which Joshua's mind had passed; first, literal
acceptance of the Word, which as he went on he found to be against the laws of nature, and
which therefore he relegated to the ignorance and exaggeration of the time in which it was
written; next, the authority of the Church with its increment of symbolism and tradition, by
which the Humanity of Jesus is resolved into a mystical Appearance of Divinity, and his Life
made no longer an example for men to follow but a dogma to
And now Joshua began to carry out his programme of life with more fixed lines. He disdained
nothing that could advance him in knowledge and intellectual strength: and I have often heard
him say that the
We were very poor all this time: that of course we understood we must be. We were accustomed
to it, and would have been more embarrassed with a lot of surplus money to spend, if we had had
to spend it on ourselves, than we were to make the best of the little we
We lodged in a stifling court, Church-court, where every room was filled as if cubic inches
were gold, as indeed they are to London house-owners, if human life is but dross. Children
swarmed like rabbits in every house, and died like sheep with the rot. It was sore to see them,
poor little, pale, stunted, half-naked creatures, playing about the foul uncleansed pavement of
the court, from the reeking gutter of which they picked up apple-parings, potato-peelings,
fish-heads, and the like, which I have seen them many a time wipe on their rags
“There is only one way out of it,” said a noted M.P. to Joshua one day, a great political economist and a strict Malthusian: “abstinence; if you wish to see the poor raised you must lighten the labour market by bringing fewer labourers into it. That is the first necessity. Leave off having children, live frugally, and put by money, and as many of you can, emigrate.”
“Is this not omitting one important factor from your calculations, sir?” said Joshua.
“What do you mean?” asked Mr. —
“Merely the human nature there is in humanity,” said Joshua. “Do you think the poor have no
instincts? Is not a wife
“Would you destroy the existing order of society?” said the M.P. sternly.
“Destroy it? aye! root and branch, if need be! In no civilised community—not to speak of a Christian one, if Christianity meant anything—ought there to be such places as Belgrave-square and Church-court. Keep your Belgrave-square by all means, but let the Church-courts be made at least wholesome and decent.”
“You have the remedy in your own hands,” said the M.P. “So long as you
Joshua smiled sadly. “Political Economy is not quite human enough for us, sir,” he said. “It rests too on the basis of these very existing conditions of society that I do not care for; I would rather see something more radical, going straight to the root of the evil.”
“You are an enthusiast,” said the M.P. coldly. “I tell you again, Political Economy
“Then Christianity is wrong,” said Joshua.
And the M.P. was silent. He had never confessed himself on the subject of religion, and never
would. Not his most intimate friends knew what he believed or what he did not believe. All that
the world saw was that he went to church, made the orthodox bow at the Name in the Creed, and
wrote books and pamphlets full of anti-Christian, hard-headed doctrines, without ever once
alluding to religious dogma. When he was called an infidel by his foes he hit out savagely, and
said, “Prove it.” And no man could: only every man felt that his whole teaching, from first to
last, was absolutely devoid of all Christian feeling; that pity, charity, warmth, and love
And the result of the conversation was, that Mr. —, the M.P., who is a worthy man, upright
and honourable, but practically one-sided because so utterly undisturbed by weakness or
passions of any kind, and therefore unable to allow for them in another, denounced Joshua as a
mischievous agitator and an ignorant fanatic, and warned those of us whom he knew to beware of
him. Yet Mr. — was as hearty as Joshua himself in his desire to see the regeneration of the
working class: but as Joshua said, and I
Our court was one of just ordinary moral character, neither strictly respectable nor the
reverse. We had all sorts; from the man who would harbour a pal in trouble and stow away swag
not honestly come by till the police scent grew cold, to the decent workman doing his best to
be respectable, and to keep his girls pure and his boys honest; from the hard working-woman
slaving night and day to make her two poor ends meet, to the idle slattern who was drunk
One of these girls lived just opposite to us. Her name was Mary Prinsep. He had seen her at a
music-hall we went to by times: for Joshua was not one of those prudes who are afraid of appearances
Any one who knows anything about us working men as we are and not by fancy portraits, knows
the profound contempt, and more, in which as a class we hold the professed prostitute, or the
woman of our own homes who lets herself be seduced by a gentleman. A base child—nay, more than
one, and by different fathers too—if by men of our own class is not so unpardonable an offence.
We think it a pity, of course and
Mary was very young and very ignorant. She had been brought up any how, and had been
neglected and untaught from the beginning. There was no romantic history attached to her. She
was no “soiled dove” whose feathers had once been white and shining; she was the daughter of a
dram-drinking charwoman, sent out to mind children when quite a child herself, brought up to no
trade, and knowing nothing now but the streets and the music-halls. But she had so much to the
good, that she did not drink—at least not much—they all drink some; and she had never been in
trouble or locked up. She was merely one of the abandoned—abandoned by society from her birth,
and left to sink or swim in the foul streams of the metropolis as she best could. She had been
picked up by a gentleman a
It was a bad life; and she felt it was. And it was a hard life too. Those who see these girls
only in their show-hours, dressed in the height of the fashion and queening it
But—virtuous women will start at this—they look on themselves, like all the poor, as martyrs
to society. They think that, as men and things are, they must be; that they
To be sure, they do not fret at the scorn of the great ladies whom they help to keep
Mary Prinsep was what the world calls lost—a bad girl—a castaway—but she might have been a saint for the natural virtue that was in her. I have reason to speak well of her, for to her we owe the life of Joshua.
Soon after we came to know her, Joshua fell ill in our wretched lodgings where we lived and
did for ourselves. He did not like to go to the hospital, nor did I like it for
She it was who made up the fire, cooked his broths and messes, gave him his medicine, washed
his clothes, and kept him clean and comfortable. And when I came home from work, and found her
there, with everything arranged so nicely and as only a woman can—Joshua's bed made and him
settled for the night, and my own supper ready, and hot water for cleaning
Gladly would Joshua have lifted her out of her life into something purer and nobler. He was
so poor himself with all he did and gave away, he had much ado to live on the leavings; and as
for marrying, that was as unlikely as murder! So that he could neither put her into any way of
business independently, nor give her a home that the world would not misjudge. We did what we
could, however. I say
This got us the name of associating with bad women; for it was said that we lived partly on her earnings; and made us to be shyly looked on by our shopmates. But Joshua's mind was set to do the thing that is right; and what men said against him, not understanding facts or motives, hurt him no more than that dogs should bark at shadows. That which is, not that which seems, nor what folks choose to say, was what he lived for; and Mary Prinsep was only a text and an occasion, like others.
And even when, one day, the men fairly hooted him down and hustled him into the street, and
me along with him, because
AMONG the rest of the doubtful characters with which our court abounded, was one Joe
Traill, who had been in prison many a time for petty larceny and the like, but who, the last
time he was had up, was convicted of burglary. However, he was out now on a ticket-of-leave,
and fast going the way to get it cancelled, with a new score to the back of it. Respectability
and the police were bent on elbowing poor Joe into the mire, which was only too much his
natural element. He had been crotch deep in the mud from the earliest; a gutter child, in whose
He was one of those who stink in the nostrils of cleanly, civilised society, and who are its
shame and secret sore. And cleanly, civilised society, not being able to make a good job of him
as he stood, thrust him out of its sight, and tried to forget him behind the prison grating.
There was no place for Joe in this great world of ours. There was no work for him to do,
because he could do
So he said to Joshua one night in his blithe way—poor Joe! he had not fibre enough in him to take even his misfortunes seriously!—that there was nothing for him but the old line along with his pals, making a running fight of it, now up now down, as his luck went.
“We'll see if something better won't turn up,” said Joshua. “Burglary's a bad trade, Joe.”
“Only one I've got at my fingers' ends, governor,” laughed the thief; “and starvation is a worse go than quod.”
“Well, till you've learned a better, share
So now our little home circle was increased by one more; and we had added a burglar to the prostitute.
“It is what Christ would have done,” said Joshua, when he was remonstrated with. “He lived among the lepers whom no man would touch, and whose very presence was pollution. But he healed some among them; and so will I these.”
But the police did not see it. They do not understand practical Christianity in
Scotland-yard, save as a generous kind of fad or pastime in a swell with more money
But Joshua was disturbed. He told both Joe and Mary, on the evening, we were discharged, that he would not forsake them come what might. It should still be share and share alike; only let them be of good courage and a clean conscience, and things would go well. How, nobody knew; but this is what he said, and promised.
And Mary, looking up into his face with a look that made her like an angel—for indeed she was
a pretty girl!—said, “If I have to starve, Joshua, I'll never go back to the streets again!”
and poor Joe, first
“Don't carry on like that, Joe,” said Joshua. “I shall have done something, if I save you both: and I will.”
I could not help thinking that this “I will,” said with such manly courage, such deep
religious firmness, was a greater trial of faith than the boyish exaltation in the Rocky Valley
so many years ago; and that to save from the streets a girl who was not able to do anything,
else that the world wants, and to put honesty and a clean name into such a poor conscienceless
waif as Joe, were greater deeds than to cause a stone to
And all of us, his old Cornish friends who had come up to be near him, and some new friends
he had made in London, swore we would never desert him, but would stand by him to the last. For
we looked that he should do something in his day, as I said before—something to advance the
world, and towards the solution of the great questions perplexing society at this moment. True,
we were a poor, moneyless lot—all working men, no science among us, no political power, no
social status, no political-economy knowledge of the right sort; a handful of enthusiasts set
out to realise Christ at one time by faith, and now by works. But we had a soul among us—a
leader in whom we believed; and we trusted in ourselves. And
But when we were at the worst, and things looked as though they had given over all thought of
mending—for we were getting whersh and weak for want of food—Joshua received a letter enclosing
a five-pound note, “from a friend.” We never knew where it came from, and there was no clue by
which we could guess. It was very certain that neither had Mary earned it in the old way, nor
had Joe stolen it; but who sent it remained for ever a mystery. I always thought
By this time Joshua's strange doings in Church-court had got known to some of the gentlemen
who practise philanthropy. His
He was a good man, this Mr. C.; up to his lights, none better; but his lights were few and
feeble, and he drew a line hard and fast where Joshua did not. His line was respectability. He
distinctly refused to aid those who were hopeless paupers, or those of bad repute. He would
help respectable poverty, and help it substantially though always
“To encourage pauperism” and “to offer a premium for vice” were the two things of which he
was most afraid in his dealings with the poor; but he held out a helping hand gladly enough to
the “deserving” and the “respectable” poor, and he was a warm patron of reformatories, refuges
for soiled doves, and the like half-punitive places of retreat for sinful flesh, where they
might repent of their evil past, and be made fit to
As he came along at this time, and was handy, and as Mary's friend, the artist, had gone to
Italy for some months, and she had no other patron of the like kind, so was out of work as one
may say, to him Joshua told the whole story of both her and Joe Traill; also how he had kept
them in the best way he could from the evil to which society had driven them in former days: he
did not add the rider of how society had revenged itself on him as on them, and cast us all out
in company. But now, he said, he was desirous of placing them both where their
Mr. C. listened attentively. He was evidently touched by the high spirit of the man, but he
greatly questioned the wisdom of his ways. For Joe, he said, he scarcely knew what to propose.
He shrank from committing himself to the patronage of a convicted thief, who was not a boy to
be sent to a reformatory and disciplined into good ways. It was out of his line altogether, and
he had no machinery at hand for him. Had he been a broken-down, sober, honest, and industrious
chap, who had failed through sickness or any blameless misfortune, he would then have given him
a lift willingly; but a man who had slipped into the dark ways of crime, who had got into
houses at dead of night with a crowbar
“As for that,” said Joshua, “I ask nothing, whether this man sinned or his parents; or neither. He is in want; and, to my way of thinking, his need is his claim, not his respectability.”
Mr. C. looked dubious. “We must draw a line,” he said.
“Christ drew it at the Pharisee,” answered Joshua simply.
“To make no difference between vice and virtue—to treat the one as tenderly as the
other—would soon be to obliterate all
“And what, then, do we say to the parable of the men who worked unequally, and who got the same wages at the end?” said Joshua.
“My good fellow,” cried Mr. C. a little impatiently, “it would be perfectly impossible to try and live strictly after the Bible. ‘Counsels of perfection’ are all very well, but they are impracticable for the world as it is.”
“I have to find that out yet,” said Joshua. “Then you will not help me with poor Joe?”
“Do not say I will not—I cannot,” said Mr. C. “How can I ask my poor, honest pensioners, or my respectable workmen, to receive a convicted thief among them?”
“‘And forgive us our trespasses, as we
“As for that,” retorted Mr. C., “there are texts enough against consorting with evil. You cannot touch pitch, Mr. Davidson, without being defiled.”
“Christ lodged in the house of Simon the leper. Mary Magdalene loved Him, and He her. I want no other example, sir. What the Master did, His followers and disciples may imitate!”
“You are an enthusiast,” said Mr. C. just as the M.P. had said before him, and
“Then what would you do with them, Mr. C.?”
“You can do nothing with them!” he answered.
“But they cannot be let to starve,” said Joshua earnestly.
“I do not see that it is any one's duty to feed them, when they will not feed themselves save
by vice and crime,” answered the philanthropist. “I would make all rogues, male and female,
show some tangible signs of repentance and good living
“Then Christ was wrong,” said Joshua: “and so we have come round to our starting-point again. So this is decided—you will not give Joe Traill a trial?”
“No; I would rather not have anything to do with him,” said Mr. C., who had talked himself
cross and determined. “I should never be easy with the fellow. I have no fancy for burglars,
and I don't believe in their reformation. All my men are picked men; not a loose character
among them. I could not ask them to admit a convicted thief as one of them; and if I did, my
own influence over them would be gone. It is because they know I
“No,” said Joshua, “I will not consent to her going into a reformatory. It is not that she
needs. In a reformatory she will be continually reminded of what I want her to forget. She
would be made morbid by incessant thought about herself; taught to say penitential psalms when
she should be set to learn some skilled employment that would be of use to her in the future. I
wish her to be kept virtuous through self-respect,
“You surely do not make light of repentance!” cried Mr. C. warmly. “What other assurance have we that she will not fail again?”
“The best assurance, sir, will be to teach her self-respect and the means of gaining an honest living,” said Joshua.
“You are a rank materialist, Davidson!” said Mr. C. “I cannot stand your referring sin to mere social conditions. Are there no such things as sins in high places? Poverty and ignorance are not the only roots of human wickedness!”
“About the strongest though,” Joshua answered.
“And the sins of luxury—”
“Make Mary Prinsep and her class,” interrupted Joshua. “See here, sir, what are you asked to do?—to repair, in a very small way, the evil done by society. You represent society at this moment, and you are asked to undo a portion of your own bad work.”
“Pshaw!” said Mr. C. “
He was an individual kind of man, and never saw beyond his own point.
“Well,” he then said, “I will do what I can for the young woman. My wife wants an
under-servant; I will put the case to her; but I rely on you,” he added, old habits of thought
coming back to steady
“She is good enough for any one to trust and to love,” said Joshua warmly; and Mr. C. looked at him with a sharp, suspicious glance that quite changed his face. “And I thank you heartily,” Joshua went on to say, unconscious that he had caused the slightest discomfort in the gentleman's mind; “you have done a good work to-day—a work of brotherhood with Christ.”
“I trust I am not doing wrong,” said Mr. C. doubtfully; “but it is against my principles, you
know. I cannot help feeling
“If your economic conscience troubles you, sir, lay it at rest by the answer our Lord made to Himself, when He asked the Canaanitish woman if it were meet to cast the children's bread to dogs.”
“For all that, I cannot think it a duty to reward vice,” persisted Mr. C. “And in doing what I am doing now, I wish it to be distinctly understood that it is at your instance.”
“Which means that you refuse the responsibility?”
“It does.”
“So be it, sir. I accept it.”
“That will not help me much if the thing
“Oh, sir, have faith in human nature!” said Joshua earnestly—so earnestly that I believe the tears were in his eyes: they were in his voice.
“It is because I know human nature that I have so little faith in it,” said Mr. C. “Every one wants the help of strict moral principle to enable him to steer clear of the temptations so sure to beset him, and these fallen brothers and sisters are but leaky vessels at the best. If human nature was the grand thing you say it is, Mr. Davidson, of what need the coming of Christ? You are a Christian.”
“And it is because Christ lived that I believe in humanity,” said Joshua.
On which, Mr. C. said, with a smile,
A day or two after this he came again, with many kind words, much regret and I doubt not
genuine, but—his wife was as afraid of our poor Mary as he had been of Joe Traill, and refused
to take her into her house. If the other servants should ever know; if Mary had imposed on
Joshua, and was really of no good; if she should corrupt the younger ones; and then the repute
of their house—the duty they owed their neighbours to keep up a stainless appearance. No, there
could be no home for her there; but the lady sent a note, full of that half-censorious advice a
virtuous woman knows so well how to administer to her fallen
Well, it was a disappointment; but
“And if I do well, Joshua, you will be
“More than pleased, Mary,” he said. “You know that I trust you, and that we both love you—John here as well as I.”
Mary's face was as white as the frill round her neck. “Joshua!” she said, looking up at him, “give me one kiss before I go; it will help me.”
Joshua bent his noble head and kissed her tenderly.
“God be with you, sister!” he said, and his voice a little failed him.
“And I will say the prayer you taught me, Joshua, regularly morning and evening when I ain't too sleepy,” said Mary simply. “And you will pray for me too?”
“As I do ever, my girl,” said Joshua: “and I believe that God hears us!”
“Then He will hear me!” said Mary with a kindling face; “and I'll pray harder nor ever for the thing I want!”
Poor Mary! prayer was naught but a “charm” to her as yet. She had never heard one, never offered one, till Joshua taught her the Lord's Prayer, with a childish hymn and a childish “God bless all I love” at the end; and she repeated what she had been taught as a young child might; believing that it did good because she had been told so by one she loved and trusted, but realising nothing more. Or if she realised anything, it was that she prayed to Joshua, grown very great and strong, and a long way off.
JOSHUA'S life of work and endeavour brought with it no reward of praise or
popularity. It suffered the fate of all unsectarianism, and made him to be as one man in the
midst of foes. Had he been a converted sinner like Ned Wright, preaching the doctrine of the
Atonement, and Purification by the blood of Jesus, he would have had all the evangelical force
at his back, pivoted as they are on the same hub, whatever their special denomination. Had he
been a Ritualist, working under organised authority, he would have then been a pipe, so
The whole force of home missionaries of every denomination discountenanced him as an infidel,
unsound, irregular; and in whatsoever they disagreed among themselves,
But he soon began to see that the utmost
So Joshua turned to class-organisation as something more hopeful than private charity. But do
not let me be misunderstood: he gave up nothing of his own personal doings among the poor, and
never wearied nor relaxed
When the International Working Men's Association was formed, he joined it as one of its first
members; indeed he mainly helped to establish it. It had been one of his articles of belief
long before any one else had spoken, that the time had passed for distinct and exclusive
nationalities; and that if working men would free themselves from the fetters in which capital
and caste have bound them, it must be by their own class-fraternisation all over the world. If
labour is to make its own terms with capital, it must be by the coercive strength of the
labourer. To wait for the free gift of the capitalist, through his recognition of human
The middle classes laugh at the artisan's desire to rise in the world, and speak of his close
combinations as traitorous and rebellious to the existing order of things. Some think it an
irreligious contempt of a caste-Providence; forgetting that their own order was made by the
same determination
I am speaking now as if of myself; but I am only repeating what I have heard my friend say scores of times.
Of course Joshua was an earnest Republican. Who that thinks for himself can fail to be one?
Not that he would have put aside the reigning sovereign by force,
“You cannot beat me off my point,” he used to say, when he had put into an uproar a little inner and anonymous society which some few of us had formed together, by vindicating some man whose measures he also had attacked. “I say that we do our cause harm, and degrade ourselves, by all these childish personalities. What we have to do is, to defend our own principles, and show the fallacy or the evil of our opponents'; but we must fight fair, and give that credit for honesty of purpose which we demand for ourselves. If we are thieves and brigands to the governing classes, and they are thieves and brigands to us, what kind of understanding can we ever come to together?”
But L., one of those fanatical men who cannot accept the doctrine of an opponent's virtue, and whose zeal takes the form of the wildest abuse on all who differ from him, got up and denounced Joshua as an “inherent traitor,” and advised his expulsion from the society. And more than one of the council looked grave, and as if they were giving their minds to it, had not Félix Pyat risen, and given his opinion so forcibly that the malcontents were silenced. Even the thin-voiced little man who had denounced Joshua, and whose ambition was to be regarded as the Robespierre of the society—incorruptible, and not to be moved by fear or favour—even he had to give in. For Félix was our giant; and Félix loved Joshua.
This was at the time when he was over
From his position in the International, and in other political societies—which abound among
the working men more than the careless upper ten have the least idea of—Joshua was thrown into
intimate relations with a great many men, more or less notorious
“They are good elements,” he used to say, “badly mixed. Does not some one say
It was on this point that Joshua and the chief man of the London branch split. He was a
purist, and gave his mind to tares. But Joshua thought more of the wheat, and believed in the
larger power of good than of evil. He opposed all that narrow partisanship which goes only in
one groove, and said, as the skilled workmen have lately said, that he would work with any one,
no matter what his rank or politics, who would aid him and his order in securing the essentials
for knowledge and decency of living. The more rabid and ultra of the politicians
This is not speaking against the society. I belong to it myself, and I am proud to do so. But
I have learnt from my friend to distrust one-sided partisans, and to think all questions best
argued from their principles, and the men who either support or oppose them left out in the
shade. Men don't wilfully uphold the thing they know to be had. Take the stiffest Conservative
of them all—the man who believes in the divine ordination of caste, and the absolute need
WE were sitting one evening at the night school which Joshua still kept up, the room full of men and women of what the world calls the worst kind, when the door was flung open with a clatter, and Joe Traill, shabbier and dirtier than ever, staggered in half-drunk. I do not know if I have said that Joshua had at last succeeded in getting him a situation, where he would have done well enough had he kept off drink; but he had not; and this was the upshot after about three months' fair sailing.
“It's no use, governor,” he said to Joshua,
“Well Joe, my man, it seems that you have fallen soft enough this time; as soft as mud!” said Joshua. “However, sit down and make no noise. I will talk to you by-and-by.”
“Not a copper!” said Joe, turning his pockets inside out and holding on by the tips. “I've come back like the devil, worse than I went!”
“All right, friend, but not just now; let me go on with what I have in hand, and then I'll attend to you.”
But Joe was in that state when a man is either maudlin or quarrelsome. He was the latter; and
partly because he had still sense enough to be ashamed of himself, and partly
“Sit down,” he said; and I don't think I ever heard his voice sound so hard and stern. “You've made a sore enough job of it for one day; don't add to your disgrace by folly.”
Then the bad blood, the bad convict blood that never got quite clear away, boiled up in Joe,
and he let out from his shoulder and struck Joshua on his head, at the side just above the ear.
A dozen men rose at once; a dozen voices cursed and swore, some at
I can tell nothing more. There was nothing, perhaps in the words, but there was that in the
look of him, as he stood there so white and yet so kingly, with one hand keeping back Jim
Graves, the other offered to Joe squirming in the grasp of those who held him, that acted like
a spell on all the room. There were men there, and women too, who would have been ready to tear
him in pieces themselves if they had suspected for an instant that his loving leniency was from
cowardice; but it was no coward who confronted the drunkard that had struck him, who confronted
that roaring, yelling, crowd of desperate men and women, and calmed them all by his own
unutterable dignity. The same intense look that had come into
Joe burst into tears, sobered and subdued many of the women cried too, even that big
coarse-mouthed Betsy Lyon, one of the most abandoned women of the district; while the men slunk
together as it were, and most of them said a few rough words of praise, which, well meant as
they were, sounded very far amiss at such a time. And then the police, attracted by the tumult,
came up into the room; and, glad of an opportunity they had been looking for—after having been
The magistrate understood nothing of Joshua's defence next day, when he made it, but put him
down with a severe rebuke. And as we had to be punished, reason or none, we were both sent to
prison for a couple of weeks as a caution to us to behave ourselves better in the future. To
live according to Christ in modern Christendom was, as we found out, to be next thing to
criminal, and at all events qualified for prison discipline. We don't understand anything about
the Lazaruses and Simeons and Magdalenes of our own city. When we read of our Lord and Master
going about among the bad
We had not done with poor Joe. Mr. C.'s words came too true. The demon of drink had got
possession of him, and he was no more his own master than if he had been a lunatic in Bedlam.
During our fortnight's imprisonment he took everything he could lay his hands on—clothes,
furniture, tools—every individual thing, he did!—and pawned
I never had Joshua's patience, and I confess I was indignant. It did seem to me such wicked ingratitude, such lowness!
But when I flared up with sudden passion, and broke out against the thief for a rascal and a scoundrel, Joshua silenced me with a rebuke it was not in me to resist.
“Unto seventy times seven, John?“ he said, “I think we joined hands on that line?” Then he added: “We must look that poor fellow up. He has got on to the incline, and, if not stopped, he will go down to perdition.”
He took his hat and went out; and after many hours' search through all the worst haunts he knew of, brought Joe Traill back: and kept him.
I need not go over the whole after-history
This unwearied sweetness, this tenderness and hope that never failed, wrought their good work before too late; and the convicted thief, who but for Joshua would have ended his days at the hulks, if not at the gallows, died,—of the results of former poverty and vice, granted—so far at peace with the law as to die out of jail, and repeating softly, “God bless me and forgive me!”
These backslidings and failures were among the greatest difficulties of Joshua's work. Men
and women, whom he had thought he had
The different reasons given by the various sectarians who came along, when any of his
failures were afloat, were what I have said before. The Evangelicals said it was because he did
not teach the Gospel; the Church people, because he was consecrated to the task; the
Unititarians asked him, in calm disdain, how he could expect to do good, if he made no
difference between vice and virtue but treated both alike? while the Charity Organization
people talked of prosecuting him for his encouragement of mendicity
In the midst of all Mary Prinsep came back on our hands. You may perhaps remember that her
mistress had made a point of concealing her former life from every one; in which she was
justified, and for Mary's sake as much as for her own. Things had gone very well so far, and
Mary had satisfaction and worked hard to deserve it, when unfortunately that man who had known
her only too well in the sorrowful days of her sin, came with his family to the house, on a
visit of a day or two. All the
It was an awkward meeting for him, and he was afraid maybe of Mary's establishing a claim, or
telling what she knew. There he was, a guest in her master's house, with his wife and eldest
daughter, and under his own name which she had never known, and his private and official
addresses both to be got at. It was an instinct of self-preservation
She was something different to us from any other girl that Joshua had been the means of
rescuing, and we both felt that she had a stronger claim somehow, on our exertions and
affections. Other women came and went, and Joshua helped them and got them work, and did what
he could for them, and always kept up a kindly interest in them, and the like of that; but they
were unto us what Mary was; for she was like our own sister. So, when she came back, it was
just a family sorrow somehow;
“It is of no use, Joshua,” she said, sitting on a chair and leaning her head on her hand disconsolately: “once lost, you are done for in this world! There is nothing for me but the old way; it is all I have left!”
I remember so well when she said this. The sun had come round to our window; for it was a summer's evening; and it came into the room, and fell on her, as she sat with her bonnet off, and her fair hair partly fallen about her face. She had very fine hair, and she knew it. I remember too that her dress was some kind of blue, and that she looked like a picture there is in the National Gallery; and I thought, if only some one who could save her really, and lift her up for ever out of the past, could but see her now!
“Courage, Mary, and patience,” said Joshua.
“Yes, I know all that; but the ways and means?” said Mary, raising her eyes to him. “What can
I do, Joshua? To get my bread any way but the old way I must creep into a house under false
pretences, and then be
“One failure is not final,” said Joshua. “While we have a home, you have one too; you are our sister, remember. Only have faith, and as I said before courage and patience; and beware of the first step back!”
“Ah, Joshua!” said Mary, “you are an angel!”
“No,” he answered smiling, “I am only a man trying to live by principle.”
But if he was not an angel he was not far off being one.
It was difficult to know what to do for the best for Mary. We kept her for as long as we
could, she doing our chores for
LORD X., (I may not in common honour give his name; a man however—so far I may
say—notorious for his philanthropy of an unsteady and spasmodic kind, and for a certain
restless curiosity to see into the inside of different social circles)—this lord, in his
wanderings among the East-end poor, had come across Joshua in his little kingdom of endeavour
in Church-court. And as no one could come in contact with him, without feeling that
inexplicable charm which is inseparable from great earnestness and self-devotion, it is to be
supposed that Lord X.
Then it must be remembered, that Joshua was one of the handsomest men you could see in a long summer's day; a real man; no sickly, effeminate, half-woman, but a tall, broad-shouldered, deep-chested fellow, largely framed, and with that calm self-control, that steady unfeverish energy, which seemed as if it could carry the world before it. And maybe his good looks influenced his new acquaintances in the beginning, even more than they themselves knew. However that might be, they made up to him, and seemed as though they would have been his best friends all through.
“You want a background, Mr. Davidson,” said Lord X., one day when he called on him at our
lodgings. “All human nature
a plus
y represents a quantity unattainable by a alone.”
“But what background can I get, my lord?” returned Joshua. “It sounds a strange confession to make, but no one will work with me. Sects keep only to themselves or their affiliations; and I, who belong to no sect, am looked on as an enemy by all because I am an enemy to none.”
“Putting sectarianism aside for the moment, you can do nothing without the sanction of society,” said Lord X. “No movement can succeed which is not backed by men of birth and money.”
Joshua smiled. “This remark does not apply to the roots, my lord, I suppose?” he said; “only to the growth and development?”
“Oh!” said Lord X., carelessly, “a low fellow might strike out an idea, but it would want a man of position to develop it.”
“Well, perhaps you are right,” Joshua answered. “For, after all, Christianity owes more to Paul than to Jesus; and the Pauline development has struck deeper and spread wider than the Christ original.”
“Just so,” said Lord X.
“The one being example, both difficult to follow and subversive of the existing state of things; the other dogma which ranks the intellectual acceptance of a creed above the revolutionary ethics on which it is based,” said Joshua.
“But, Mr. Davidson!” remonstrated Lord X., “surely even you, enthusiast as you are, must
acknowledge that it would be impossible to go back to the practices of
“When is just my difficulty, my lord,” said Joshua. “For if modern society is right, then Christ was wrong; and we have to look elsewhere than to Him for a solution of our moral and social problems.”
“I would not pronounce so crudely as that,” said Lord X. “Say rather that a further development may reconcile our differences.”
“So be it, sir; yet if this is so, we are still in the same position as before, and the
“About that you must form your own opinion,” said Lord X., with a certain cynical indifference not pleasant to witness. What you may or may not believe of the Bible is a question for yourself alone to decide: it can have no interest for any one else. What has an interest, however, is your mode of dealing with the great social problems in which you have bestirred yourself; and, going back to our starting-point, I say again that you can do nothing if society does not assist you.”
Joshua smiled a little sadly. “And I have only the same answer to make, my lord,” be said. “No one will help me; and my work, such as it is, stands alone.”
“Then I think, Mr. Davidson, that it
“But the Unitarians above all demand respectability of life,” said Joshua. “Having abandoned
that wide harbour, the Atonement, they are obliged to anchor themselves on morality. My poor
lost sheep would come off but badly before the rigid tribunal of Unitarian morality; and the
Broad Church, though more humane perhaps, requires at the least repentance. But the men and
women I have to do with are without a sense of sin—people who fail again and again, and whom
nothing but the utmost
“Then I do not see much use in your attempts,” said Lord X. “I myself would do all I could to rescue the poor wretches one sees in the courts and alleys from the filth and misery in which they live. But when I find I am doing no real good, and that they go wrong again, I leave them to their fate and mark them off as hopeless. You must draw a line, Mr. Davidson! For the sake of society, you must show some difference in our estimate of men. To treat the deserving and the undeserving alike is gross injustice. Some of these wretches are more like brutes than men. I would clear them all but like rats; and with no more compunction than if they were rats.”
“I do not agree with you, my lord. I
“Love? Rubbish!” said Lord X. “The laws must be obeyed, and society supported.”
“Only in so far as it is just,” put in Joshua.
“If by just you mean equality, pardon me if I say that you talk nonsense,” said Lord X. “You
might as well say, that nature is unjust, because a grove of oaks needs more space than a row
of turnips, as that man is to blame because he has lifted himself into classes of which the
superiors have more than the inferiors. If it had not been for this injustice, as you call it,
we should never have had a superior class at all, and the world would have gone on
“Granted,” said Joshua. “But you having developed into stars and suns, what we want is, that you should help the poor dark spheres on the same way.”
Lord X. laughed. “I doubt the power and I question the wisdom of that,” he said. “Help them to be cleanly and virtuous and content with their natural position, if you like; but I for one do not go further.”
“And Christ and history do, my lord,” said Joshua.
“Mr. Davidson, you are incorrigible!” said Lord X., jocularly; “but happily your opinions do not vitiate your good works, and I will help you in these where I can.”
“Thank you, my lord,” said Joshua simply: “I shall hold you to your promise. And yet you must understand that I hope far more from the union and organization of the working classes together, than from any extraneous aid whatever; only we take all kinds.”
“In which you are wise,” said Lord X., drily. “You would get on but poorly among yourselves I fancy, if it were not for Us.”
Joshua did not answer. He said afterwards that, having made his declaration honestly, he felt
it would have been ungenerous to have carried the conversation further on that line. While
accepting my lord's help it was scarcely the thing to depreciate it; so the talk then drifted
or rather settled on all that he had been doing in Church-court and the neighbourhood—on his
“You mean, if we were gods we should act in a godlike manner,” said Lord X., with that
curious mixture of cynicism and philanthropy,
“No,” Joshua answered; “I mean only that, if we did our best possible as men, we should make a better job of life altogether both for ourselves individually and for the world at large.”
“You must come and see me, Mr. Davidson,” said Lord X., suddenly rising and drawing on his gloves. “Lady X. will be charmed to see you, I am sure. She is immensely interested in all sorts of social questions, and I shall be delighted to present you. You will be a new reading to her,” he added, and smiled.
“I will come and be read,” said Joshua “and I hope to a good end. If I can interest you, and your friends through you, my lord, I shall have done something.”
This was the first time that I had seen Joshua really elated with hope of help from the
outside. He knew that Lord X. was a man of immense wealth, and that he could, if he would, do
wonders for his poor friends. But he did not know how shallow his philanthropic zeal was; how
much more a matter of mere amusement than of vital principle. His work among the poor was the
work of a superior; and his estimate of his own class, and therefore of himself as a peer, was
so curiously great, that he thought his very presence among them ought to prove a kind of balm
and moral styptic to all their wounds. He was willing to give when the fit took him; but he
would have resented the doctrine of duty, or the right to take. The poor were as curious
specimens to him. He never regarded them as men
Furthermore, philanthropy to Lord X. was an occupation and a reputation. He had no turn for abstract polities, no head for diplomacy, no taste for literature; he was not all artist nor a mechanician, but he was ambitious, and he liked distinction. So, dabbling among the poor, and touching the grave social problems besetting them delicately, following them to their haunts and relieving their immediate distress, pleased both his kind heart and his vanity; and he did substantial good of a fragmentary kind, if his motives would scarce bear severe scrutiny.
For myself I did not augur much from the association. Less spiritual and less single-minded
than my friend, I could also judge better than he of his own power of fascination. Hence I
could discern more
THIS was Joshua's first introduction into a wealthy house of the upper classes; and
from the retinue of servants in their gorgeous liveries thronging the hall, to the little
lapdog on its velvet cushion, the luxury and lavishness he saw everywhere almost stupified him.
To a man earning, say some twenty-five shillings a week, and living on less than half—sharing
with those poorer than himself, and content to go short that others might be satisfied—the
revelation of Lord X.'s house was a sharp and positive pain. The starvation he, the nobleman,
had seen in his
Lady X. soon came into the room where Joshua and Lord X. were. She was a tall, fair, languid
woman, kindly natured but selfish, dissatisfied with her life as it was yet unable to devise
anything better for herself;
But she liked Joshua, and took to him kindly.
She gave him at that first interview a really handsome sum of money for his poorer friends;
she promised clothes and soup-tickets, books for his school, toys for his children, good food
for his sick. The simple yet so grand earnestness of the man interested her, and she too felt
as every
Was there ever such an incongruity? The street—East-street—in which we lived, was too narrow
for her carriage to come down, so she had to walk the distance to Joshua's rooms. And I shall
never forget the sight. Her dainty feet were clothed in satin on which glittered buckles that
looked like diamonds; her dress was of apple-blossom-coloured silk that trailed behind her; her
bonnet seemed to be just a feather and a
When she came into the little shop and asked for Joshua, I was standing in the doorway (it
was on a Sunday) between the shop and back room; and for the first time I saw Mary in an ugly
light. She turned quite white as the lady came in, and
“Yes, madam,” I said coming forward; “he is up-stairs.”
“Do you want him, ma'am?” then asked Mary, the look of pain still in her large fixed eyes; and I thought that the lady, looking at her—for Mary was young and very pretty, as I have said—looked uneasy too. At all events, she looked haughty.
“Yes,” she said; but she turned and spoke to me, not to Mary. “Have the goodness to tell him that Lady X. wants to speak to him.”
I ran upstairs and told him; and Joshua, without changing his countenance one whit, as if
lords and ladies in gorgeous array were our natural visitors and what we were used
Lady X. made a step forward when he came into the shop, and the blood flew over her face as she gave him her hand.
“Now, you must let me see where you live, and how you do such wonders,” she said, with the most undefinable but unmistakable accent of coaxing in the voice.
And Joshua saying quietly; “Are you not too fine to come up our stairs, Lady X.?—we do our best to keep them clean, Mary, don't we? but they are not used to such-like feet on them;” gave her his hand smiling.
“They will be used to mine, I hope, often,”
“If you will come this way then, my lady, I will show you all I have on hand at the present moment,” said Joshua moving towards the stairs.
And again the lady blushed; and her long silk skirts trailed behind her with a curious rustling noise; and we heard her light bootheels go tap, tap, up the stairs, and her chains and trinkets jingle.
Then Mary turned to me, and said with a wild kind of look; “John! John! she is here for no good! She will harm more than she helps. What call has she to come here? who wants her? She will only do us all a mischief!”
She turned her face to the window and burst into tears.
“Mary! what ails you?” I said, vaguely; for I was shocked, and did not rightly understand her. I seemed to feel something I could not give a name to—a pain and a queer kind of doubt; but indeed it was all chaotic, and all I knew was that I was sorry. “You know,” I went on trying to comfort her, “that money and worldly influence at Joshua's back would give him all he wants. His hands are so weak now for want of both these things. Why should we be sorry, dear, that he has the chance of them?”
“She has come for no good!” was all that Mary would say; and I could only wonder at an outburst unlike anything I had ever seen before.
My lady stayed a long time upstairs, and poor Mary's agony during her visit never relaxed. At last she came down, flushed and radiant. Her eyes were softer and darker, her face looked younger and more tender; she even glanced kindly at me as she passed me, saying to Joshua in a voice as sweet as a silver bell; “And this the John you have been telling me about? He looks a good fellow!—and is this Mary?” but she was not quite so tender to Mary; and she added, in rather a displeased tone of voice; “Girl! you look very young to keep house by yourself, and have young, men lodgers!”
“Ah, my lady, you forget that our girls have not the care taken of them that yours have,” said Joshua gently. “So soon as a girl of ours can get her living, she does.”
“Well, I hope that Mary will be a good girl, and do you credit,” said my lady coldly.
She shook hands then with Joshua, but, with her hand still in his, turned to him and, with the sweetest smile I have ever seen on woman's face, said in the same strange caressing way; “I must ask you to be kind enough to take me to my carriage, Mr. Davidson. I think my footman must have gone to keep the coachman company; and I should scarcely like to go down the street alone.”
“Certainly not,” said Joshua, and led her, still holding her hand, out from the shop and into the little street to where her carriage was waiting for her.
“Mind the shop for me, John,” said Mary; and with a great sob she ran
She would have been ashamed I know, to let Joshua see that she was crying, and all for nothing, too; only because a fine lady, smelling of sweet scents and wearing a rich silk gown, had passed through the shop.
As for him, he came back without a ruffle on his quiet, mild face. There was no flush of gratified vanity on it; nothing but just that inward, absorbed look, that look of peace and love which beautified him at all times. As he passed through, he looked round for Mary; but I told him she was bad with her head; and as this had the effect of sending him into her room to look after her, poor Mary's attempt at concealment came to nothing. But I don't think Joshua found out why she was crying.
Many a day after this my lady's carriage came to the entrance of our wretched street, and my lady herself, like a radiant vision, picked her way among garbage and ruffianism down to the little sweet-stuff shop where ha'pennyworths of “bulls'-eyes” were sold to young children by a girl who had once been a street-walker, and where the upstairs rooms were tenanted by two journeymen carpenters. It was an anomaly that could not last; but the very sharpness of the contrast gave it interest in her eyes; and while the novelty continued it was like a scene out of a play in which she was the heroine. So, at least, I judged her; and the more I think of the whole affair, the more sure I feel that I am right.
And then Joshua's handsome face and
She (the lady) was truly good and helpful to Joshua all the time this fad of hers lasted; for that it was only a fad, without stability or roots, the sequel proved. She brought him clothes and money, and seemed ready to do all she could for him. He had only to tell her that he wanted such and such help, and she gave it, aye, like a princess!
What took place between them neither I nor any one can say. Joshua never opened his lips on
the subject; and after that day, by tacit consent all round, the name of Lord and Lady X. was a
dead letter among us. All I know is, that one day, when she had come down to our place as so
often now, my lady, flushed, haughty, trembling too, but changed
This was the last time we saw her; nor
But word came to us both that my lady had found out all about Mary, and that she had expressed herself insulted and revolted at Joshua's allowing her to enter a house kept by such a creature.
“It was all very well to be compassionate and helpful,” she had said; “but no amount of
charity justified that man Davidson in his proceedings with such a woman. Or, if he chose to
associate with her himself, he ought to have warned her (her ladyship), that
So this first and last attempt at aristocratic co-operation fell to the ground; and Society peremptorily refused to endorse a man who had set himself to live the life after Christ.
If Joshua was sorry for the loss he had so mysteriously sustained, poor Mary was not. All
during the lady's visits she had drooped and pined, till I thought she was in a bad way, and
going to be worse. Ah! this was a bitter time to me, for I loved her like my own; and I loved
Joshua and his work and his life better than my own life; and I was perplexed, and in a manner
torn to pieces, among so many feelings. But she revived after the day when the lady passed
through the shop with her sad, proud, disordered
“It will not do, John!” he said to me one
“It is an old saying, Joshua, but a true one, ‘extremes meet,’” said I. “The very poor have no taste for refined pleasure, and indeed no power of indulging it if they had; and the very rich, sated with all that is given to them by their position, devise new excitements of an ignoble kind. I suppose that is something like it?”
“I suppose so,” he answered. “At all events, there can be no such thing as levelling down. It
would be no righteousness to bring the rich, the refined, the well educated down to the level
of the poor; but to raise up the masses, and to impose on the upper classes positive duties,
this is the only way
“I thought Joshua would find her out in time,” was Mary's comment. “I took stock of her from the first, and saw she was no good.”
I HAVE said so much of the personal charities of Joshua that I seem to have thrown
into the shade, by comparison, his political life and action; and yet this was the more
important of the two. The extreme section of republican working men, though they did not go in
for his religious views, made use of his political zeal; and when work was bad to get,
sometimes he was sent as a delegate, sometimes he went of his own accord, to the various towns
that needed either encouragement or awakening; where he gave lectures on the necessity of labour
Joshua believed in the religion of politics. He often said that, were Christ to come
“You can't make a man a saint in mind,” I have heard him say more than once, “when you keep him like a beast in body;” and “higher wages, better food, better lodgment, and better education will do more to make men real Christians than all the churches ever built.”
No man was more convinced than he that sin and misery are the removable results of social
circumstances, and that poverty, ignorance, and class-distinctions consequent, are at the root
of all the crimes and wretchedness
He had often a sore time of it. His discourses roused immense antagonism, and he was
sometimes set upon and severely handled by the men to whom he spoke. I have seen him left for
dead twice in the rough monarchical towns. But he worked as the Master had worked before him;
simply changing the methods to be more in harmony with the times; going on his way calm,
unshaken, cheerful, ever ready to face the worst and take what danger might arise without
blenching; of a steadfast heart and a loyal spirit; looking up to God, living after Christ, and
loving the humanity that blackguarded and nearly killed him as his reward. Tears are in my
eyes, rough man as I am, when I remember Joshua Davidson, his life
The war broke out between France and Prussia, and at the first the tide of liberal sympathies
went with Prussia, as representing opposition to the Empire. But as time went on, sides
changed, and moderates backed up Prussia, while the ultra-Tories and the Republicans went with
France; the one hoping to see the Empire restored, the other longing for the establishment of
liberty. And Joshua's sympathies changed with the
When the Commune declared itself on the eighteenth of March, none but those in the centre of
advanced political feeling can tell what passionate hopes were awakened in the men who care for
liberty and believe in social progress. Comtists, Internationalists, Secularists, Socialists,
Republicans, by what name soever the doctrine of liberty and brotherhood may be proclaimed, we
all looked over
On the nineteenth of March, Joshua resolved to go over to Paris, to help, so far as he could,
in the cause of humanity. I never saw him so full of enthusiasm. Every now and then, especially
of late, his hope, if not his zeal, had slackened a little before
As this is not a history of the Commune it is not necessary to say much about the leaders.
Some he loved like his very brothers; others, chiefly of the noisier sort, he distrusted as
leaders, and would rather have seen subordinate to better-balanced minds. He might not too,
have always agreed even with the men he loved. Being men, they were fallible; but they did
honestly for the best, and the abuse hurled at them—a “nest of miscreants,” a “handful of
brigands,” and the like—was as untrue as it was illogical. There were among the Communist
leaders men as noble as ever lived upon earth; men, whatever their special creed, the most
after the pattern of Christ in their faithful endeavour to help the poor and to raise the
lowly, to rectify the injustice of conventional distinctions, and to give all men an equal
Never had Paris been so free from crime as during the administration of the Commune—never so
pure. All the vice which had disgraced the city ever since the congenial Empire had enlisted,
was swept clean out of it; and not the most reckless vilifiers of these latter-day Christ-men
could make out a case of peculation, of greed, or of uncleanness among them. Skilled artisans
abandoned their lucrative callings for the starvation-pay of a franc and a half a day, and set
themselves—not to amass wealth, not to gain power, nor to live in luxury and pleasure—but to
plan for the best for their fellow-men, and to sketch out a future glorious alike for France
and the whole world. The working man vindicated then his claim to be entrusted
The most fatal thing of that time, however, was the unconquerable distrust of the people.
Long used to tyranny and treachery as they had been, they seemed unable to accept any man as a
true patriot, not plotting underhand for his own advantage. They trusted no one—not even their
sworn and tested friends. And we can scarcely wonder at it. Twenty years of Louis Napoleon, the
military command of Trochu, the history of the past Imperial administration and the present
Imperial war, had eaten into their very hearts, and taken all the faith out of them. And the
consequence was, that even the men
But Paris was mad—mad with despair, with famine, with shame, disease, excitement. The gaunt
frames, the hollow cheeks, the wild eyes that met you at every turn, were eloquent witnesses of
the state of men's minds; and I shall never forget the mournful impression it all made on me.
No one looked sane, save the leaders, and perhaps a few of us more cool-headed Anglo-Saxons.
The Poles, who had flocked in to take part in a cause they identified with their own broken
nationality, added the fever of their political despair to the fire consuming the vitals of the
Parisians; the Italians poured
Of all the Communists, Delescluze was the one Joshua loved most, because he esteemed him
most; and this, not forgetting his old loyalty and friendship to Félix Pyat, nor denying
reverence and love to many others. But there was something special in Delescluze. His heroic
spirit, his martyr's life, his unbroken courage, his unquenchable faith, and that quiet sadness
which seemed like the sadness of a prophet—all that he was, and had been, raised one's
admiration more than any other man among them was able to do; and Joshua was one of his chosen
friends. We were both present at the sitting where he vowed, in answer to a taunt flung like a
bomb-shell among the members, not to survive the insurrection. The effect was
IT was early in the evening, and we were walking slowly along the Boulevard
Montmartre, when I saw a wayworn woman coming with staggering steps towards us, but at some
distance yet. Her dress was torn; her pale face was turned anxiously to each passer-by,
scanning every one with a wild scrutiny, not curious so much as full of yearning; her fair hair
was hanging in disordered masses about her face and neck; but when I tried to speak, pointing
her out to Joshua, something in my throat prevented me. There was no need to speak ; she saw
Then she sank in a heap at his feet, her arms stretched out, and her fair hair trailed in the dust.
Poor loving, faithful Mary! She had travelled for the last days on foot; and if we men had suffered on our journey, she had suffered ten times more. It seems she had set out almost immediately after us, though she had been more than three weeks longer on the road. She was but an ignorant girl, it must be remembered; she had not come yet to the point of knowing that obedience was even a higher quality than love, and that love is best shown by obedience.
Here she was however, and we took her home to our lodgings in the Rue Blanche; and the concierge laughed significantly when asked for a room where she might be lodged. It would have been better to have refused her admission altogether, than to have laughed and leered as he did. The blood came into Joshua's pale face for just a moment; but there was no likelihood of his failing to do right for fear of its looking like wrong, so he gravely gave Mary his hand, and led her to our apartment. She was full of self-reproach and contrition when she saw the false position in which she had placed him; but he would not hear a word. “If you have been less than wise, my girl,” he said, “you have been true of heart; so we will balance the one against the other, and cry quits!”
This concierge was a man who, from the first, inspired me with disgust and a vague dread. He
was a red-haired, coarse-featured, ruffianly-looking fellow, by name Legros; now in the time of
the Commune a noisy republican; but one could fancy him under the Empire standing with his
greasy cap in hand shouting, “Vive l'Empereur!” with the loudest. He was a man who had not, I
should say, one single guiding principle of life save selfishness—a frank, cynical, unabashed
selfishness—a selfishness that believed in nothing save self; and to whom amassing miserable
little sums of money to be spent in sensuality, was the ultimate of human cleverness and
happiness; a man without faith, honour, justice, or mercy. I do not think I am too hard in my
judgment of him; for he was one of the men
Among the sentiments professed by Legros was that of disbelief in womanly virtue. He laughed
at the idea of purity as possible in the friendship of men and women, and of course had his own
ideas about Mary; which it seems he expressed pretty plainly. It was some gross insult, I never
heard precisely what, that he offered to the poor girl which brought the whole thing to a
conclusion. We had both been out, leaving her at home; and when we came back we found her in a
state of excitement and indignation at something that had happened during our absence. She told
Joshua, not me; and indeed, the first I rightly heard of it was when Joshua came back from
downstairs, where he had been into the porter's
No one worked harder in these days of dread and turmoil than Joshua. This was what he had
come to do. Among the poor and starving, the wounded and dismayed, there he was, day after day,
helping all who needed so far as he could, tender as a woman, faithful and strong as a hero. Or
he did the work of the Commune, as he might be ordered; and they had no more trustworthy
Things were looking wild and stormy, and the day of our doom was coming near. The Versaillists were too strong for us, and the hope of European freedom was over for the time; only for the time! For so sure as day follows on the night, so surely will the law of human rights follow on the tyrannies and oppressions which have so long ruled the world; and the faith for which the Commune bled, will be triumphant. But for the present, God help this poor sorrowful world of ours.
The Vicaire-Général had gone to Versailles, but he had not returned; and no answer had been
vouchsafed to the offer made, now I think for the third time, to release the Archbishop and the
other hostages for the one
We were at the prison during the time of the execution. It would be impossible to describe
distinctly how it all took place. No one has, and no one ever will. The whole thing as
confusion. No person knew exactly what was being done, or by whom; and no one had any
recognised authority. The leaders of the Commune were fighting singly at the barricades, and
for the time all executive government was at an end. The tumult and excitement at the prison
was beyond all power of description. Men went and came; orders were given and contradicted;
women shrieked, some for blood
Joshua, mounted on a gun-barrel, pleaded for the lives of the unfortunate men.
“The work that the Commune had pledged itself to do,” he said, “was to help on the freedom of
the working classes, by proving to the world their nobility and power of self-government. The
slaughter of unarmed men would do none of this. It would give their enemies a just handle
against them, for it was a baseness unworthy of them—an act neither human nor noble, neither
righteous nor generous. Whatever the wrong committed by the Government at Versailles, the
innocent ought not to suffer. Let the Commune
While he spoke Legros drew his revolver from his belt.
“Death to the English traitor!” he cried. “Death to the tool of the priests! he believes in Jesus Christ!”
“Christ! we want no Christs here? Death to the traitor!” shouted one or two of the mob.
Sick with dread for the safety of the man I loved best on earth, I sprang forward and covered Joshua's body with my own; when a fine-looking man—he was one of us then, but, as he is now in office under Thiers, I will not say who he was—quietly struck the revolver from Legros's hand.
“Keep your bullets for your enemies,
“Oh, that I had the voice of a God to teach them wisdom!” cried Joshua.
“Pshaw mon ami!” said our friend, contemptuously. “Your best wisdom is now is to save your own life—not to try and teach men anything.”
“Out with you, spies, traitors, priest-ridden Tartuffes! We want no sympathizers with tyranny here!” shouted an excited, half-mad looking man close to us. “Out with them, citoyens!”
And at the word half-a-dozen men and women, shrieking, and gesticulating, laid hands on us
and roughly thrust us out. I
A few Parisians—
The last day came. The guns of our forts were silent; the men were fighting in the streets,
desperate, conquered, but not craven. The Versaillists were pouring in
I had been separated from my friends for more than twenty-four hours. The house where we had
lodged was in flames; and when I went to seek information at a Communist
At last I caught a glimpse of Mary crossing the street, carrying a wounded child in her arms, and making for the ambulance. I called to her, and hurried after her; but, weak as I was with excitement and want of food, I could not make my voice reach her.
Just then, cap in hand and bowing low, Jacques Legros rushed out of a ruined house and stopped the captain of a troop that came marching down the street. He pointed in a frantic way to Mary.
“V'la, mon Capitaine,” he said, weeping and sobbing loudly, as one in the greatest distress;
“c'est la cocotte d'un Communiste Anglais—c'est une pétroleuse! Elle a fait
“Prends-la,” said the Captain in an odd, half bitter, half matter-of-fact way. And Mary was seized by a couple of his men, and brought up close to where he stood.
“C'est une jolie cible, ça!” he said with a brutal laugh. “C'est dommage—une belle fille comme ça! Mais on ne doit pas être pétroleuse, ma fille. Fi donc!”
“I have done no harm,” said Mary, with her wild eyes searching his in vain for pity. “I have done only what good I could to all!”
“Is setting fire to honest women's houses doing good, wretch?” said the Captain, suddenly
changing his mocking manner for one of ferocious sternness, and speaking in
“She is no pétroleuse,” I cried.
But as I spoke a blow laid me senseless; and when I came to myself I found myself lying wounded on the ground, with Mary stretched beside me—shot through the heart.
It was then night time; but soon after I recovered, and just as I was in the first agony of understanding what had happened, Joshua, and the same man who had saved his life at the time of the murder of the hostages in the prison, came up to where we lay, searching for us.
I have no more to tell of this episode. Our Mary was buried tenderly, lovingly; and I laid
part of my life in her grave. What Joshua felt I never knew exactly.
However that might be, we neither of us came to grief of that kind. I got well in time; and
when I could travel, and a fitting opportunity arrived, our friend, who had kept us all this
time in safety, got us sent off to
WE found times hard on our return. As for work, it was simply impossible to be had
where we were known. If Joshua was shunned as a consorter with bad characters when he took
vicious humanity by the hand, and sought to cleanse the foul and raise the degraded by the
practical application of Christian precepts unsupported by sectarian organisation, what was he
now, when besmirched with the Communistic doctrines of liberty, equality, and fraternity?
Ordinary men thinking ordinary thoughts shrank from him in moral horror. He stood before them
“They must be told the truth, John,” he said to me one day; “whether they will accept it or not rests with themselves. But the work has to be done, and I have to do it, let what will be the result.”
“It will be a bad one for you, Joshua,” I said.
“So be it, my son. Preaching the Gospel brought most of the apostles to a bad end—as the
world counts endings; and I am only following in their steps. I have got my Gospel to preach:
the same our Master
But that was just what neither he nor any one else has yet got the world to do, and I doubt it will be long before they will.
Work at the bench being impossible, being indeed scarcely the thing he wanted at this moment,
Joshua took up again the hungry trade of political lecturer to working men, and went about the
country explaining the Communistic doctrines, and showing their apostolic origin. His position
was this. He did not justify all the actions of all the men at the head of affairs during the
short reign of the Commune in Paris; but he warmly defended the cardinal points of their creed,
as the logical outcome of Christianity in politics. The abolition of priestly supremacy
“You burnt Paris,” said one. “You murdered
And when he answered—“You mistake; I give up the blunders of the Commune, and the wrong-doing
of which some of its members were guilty, only suggesting that they did not do all that was
said of them; as neither did the early Christians slaughter children for their Eucharist, nor
indulge in gross sin in their love feasts, as the Jews
“We want none of your French atheism here,” they said, when they were religiously inclined;—“None of your Red-republicanism” when they were conservative.
But where parties were anything like even enough to get him a handful of sympathizers, there
was generally a fight; and then the magistrates ordered him out of the place, with insult from
the bench; and in many towns they refused him permission to speak at all. The very name of the
Commune is the red rag to English thought; and all reason is lost when it is the question of
telling the truth about men who tried to get
At last we came to a place called Lowbridge, where a friend of ours lived—a member of the International; and here Joshua announced himself to give a lecture on Communism, in the Town Hall. His programme stated the usual thing, that he, Joshua Davidson, would show how Christ and his apostles were Communists, and how they preached the same doctrines which the Commune of Paris strove to embody; allowing for the differences of method inherent to the differences of social arrangements that have grown up during a lapse of nearly two thousand years.
The evening came, and Joshua prepared to go to the meeting he had called; and I along with
him. Our friend had warned
He shook hands with me at the side door cordially before going up, saying, “God bless you, John, you have been a true friend to me;” then smiled at me; and, the moment having come, stepped on to the platform.
In the first row, right in front of him, was the former clergyman of Trevalga; him
I saw Joshua's face change as he caught the clergyman's eye. It did not change to cowardice,
but to a kind of eager look, like a man taking hold of an enemy; and then it passed away into
his usual abstracted unconsciousness of self, as he came quietly to the front and prepared to
speak. But at the first word there broke out such a tumult as I had never heard in any public
“Friends,” he said, “I am glad that by your honest English love of law and God, you have
shown what you think of the poison this demagogue would have poured into your ears. I know that
man well,” pointing to Joshua; “I have known him from a boy; and I can bear my testimony to the
fact that he has been an ill-conditioned,
Then he got down, and the men cheered him as lustily as they had hissed Joshua.
I will do Mr. Grand the justice to say that I do not think he intended his words should have
the effect they did have. Gentlefolks do not often incite to riot; and a clergyman does not
like to be the wirepuller for a murder
I know no more—no more than this, that the man who had lived the life after Christ more
exactly than any human being ever known to me, who had given himself to humanity and poured out
his strength like water for the sacred cause, who had been loving, tolerant, pitiful to all—that
The world has ever disowned its Best when they came; and every truth has been planted in
blood, and its first efforts sought to be checked by lies. So let them rest, our martyrs whom
men do not yet know; as neither did they know eighteen hundred years ago the crucified
Communist of Galilee—he who dwelt with lepers, made his
The death of my friend has left me not only desolate, but uncertain. For I have come round to
the old starting-point again: Is the Christian world all wrong, or is practical Christianity
impossible? I see men simply and sincerely devoted to the cause of Humanity, and I hear the
world's verdict on them. I hear others, earnest for the dogma of Christianity, rabid against
its acted doctrines. They do not care to destroy the causes of misery by any change in social
relations; they only attack the sinners for whose sin society is originally responsible. They
maintain the unrighteous distinctions of caste as a
Like Joshua in early days, my heart burns within me and my mind is unpiloted and unanchored.
I cannot, being a Christian, accept the inhumanity of political economy and the obliteration of
the individual in averages; yet I cannot reconcile modern science with Christ. Everywhere I see
the sifting of competition, and nowhere Christian protection of weakness; everywhere dogma
adored, and nowhere Christ realised. And again I ask, Which is true—modern society in its class
strife and consequent elimination of its weaker elements,