# Rabois: My intention was to make a provocative statement ## ### STANFORD HAS BEEN a very active place over the past five years. An institution once respected across the nation for its educational competence has been ridiculed, derided and dismissed in every single publication of note across the nation. It has not been because of indirect costs or misinformation. Rather, it is precisely because of the multicultural decision-making that has occupied Stan ford's leadership over the past decade. Quite simply, this school has subvert ed its educational mission to the estab lishment of a radical, destructive and (surprisingly) anti-liberal agenda. CIV, domestic partners, speech restrictions, gender studies, a racially-based admis sions policy, attacks on fraternities — all of these policies were clearly wrong. But our multicultural community leaders realized the intellectual vulnera bility of their policies and set out to silence critics. Labelling was the tactic. Every time a genuine intellectual challenge was made to the multicultural mythology, the person making the argument was declared to be insensitive, racist, sexist, homophobic, etc. The Grey Standard was intended to reinforce this tendency. An official policy against particular kinds of speech could only chill constructive comments. Under such a prevailing atmosphere, it usually isn't worth the hassle to speak up. Most expect an education, and to enjoy four years of California. Being harassed for your views doesn't con tribute to either objective. Why, after every one of the 31 columns I've written, have I had many people come up to me to congratulate me on challenging trendy thinking? I knew many people respected me for my principled and forthright manner and thus didn't worry about taking on the Peo ple's Platform, the Black Student Union, Michael Jackson, Don Kennedy, etc. I was the abnormal case. I will always consider my greatest accomplishment that I encouraged others to do the same. That was the intention of my com ments on Sunday, Jan. 19. While walk ing through Otero we encountered a handful of residents. After asking where we were located, I proceeded to make comments similar to those reported in The Daily. While these words were about Dennis Matthies, they were NOT directed at him. There was absolutely no reason to believe he was home. The entire point was to expose these freshman ears to very offensive speech. Admittedly, the comments made were not very articulate, not very intellectual, nor profound. The intention was for the speech to be outrageous enough to pro voke a thought of "Wow, if he can say that, I guess I can say a little more than I thought." There was no thought of prosecution at the time — I knew the speech was shock ing, but clearly protected. My last com ment, "Go ahead — try to kick me out of housing!" was designed to drive home the lesson that there was nothing except fear to stop criticism on this campus. However, a week later, when the resi dence dean called, I realized that the sit uation had presented me with an inter esting opportunity to demonstrate the ridiculousness of the Grey Standard. I hoped that the relatively minor Uni versity officials then involved would be stupid enough to make errors inconsis tent with the true interpretation of the Grey Standard — hence, my explicit refusal to meet with Angela Rickford and challenge to send the case to Sally Cole. In other words, the original intent was not to challenge the Grey Standard, but to make a provocative statement to the freshmen present. The University's deci sion to investigate was a surprise — and I then hoped that the administration would bend the rules of the Grey Stan dard in an attempt to prosecute me. I fig ured it would look really bad if they tried to do it to a student who had constantly been a thorn in their side. When all of the resources of the mul ticultural agenda are directed against you, you quickly find out who your real friends are. In that way, this has been one of the most valuable experiences of my life. The words from those who trusted or believed in me, and the offers of support, will never be forgotten. On the other hand, I now understand what the Phi Delt protester meant when he said, "I don't think I'm protesting anything again, no matter how strongly I feel about it." My views about homosexuality are now widely assumed to be those reported in The Daily. Actually, I truly don't care nor think too much about the issue. I don't necessarily hate homosexuals, but do believe in Jack Kemp's suggestion that they may not be the best teachers of young children in public schools and rec ognize that the spread of AIDS has a direct casual link back to their activity. I hate Democrats, not homosexuals; they're the ones that have hurt the country. Unfortunately, I have also affected a number of other people in a manner that was certainly not intended. I have been affiliated with a large number of organi zations. None of these groups share any of my views, nor should they be asked to bear any responsibility for my actions. While I may be willing to voluntarily encounter the heat, none of these people deserve it. I'm truly sorry for putting oth ers with whom I am associated with in such a position and would not do so again. It has certainly not been fun. But if my serving as the personification of "evil" allows the rest of campus to reas sure itself that it is "good," so be it. Oth ers know better. Keith Rabois First-year law student