Hershey Felder 27.687 31.936 JANUARY TWENTY-FIFTH, NINETEEN NINETY-FIVE. MASHA ROLNIKAITE. Hershey Felder 31.936 37.673 HERSHEY FELDER. THE CITY IS KRAKOW. THE COUNTRY IS POLAND. LANGUAGE IS YE- YIDDISH. Hershey Felder 37.673 39.67 finf un tsvontsikstn JANUARY, Hershey Felder 39.67 43.301 NINETY-FIVE. Mashe Rolnikayte. Hershl Felder. Hershey Felder 43.301 44.47 in KRAKÓW, Hershey Felder 44.494 47.221 in POLAND un s'iz dokh in yidish. Hershey Felder 60.07 61.397 vos iz ir nomen? Masha Rolnikaite 62.5 63.811 ikh heys Mashe Masha Rolnikaite 63.811 65.109 Rolnikayte. Masha Rolnikaite 65.858 68.706 bin geborn gevorn dem eyn un tsvantsikstn yuli, Masha Rolnikaite 68.706 70.312 nayntsn zibn un tsvantsik Masha Rolnikaite 70.312 72.011 in Klaypede, in Lite, Masha Rolnikaite 72.709 74.756 in a mishpokhe fun a advokat. Masha Rolnikaite 74.756 76.871 mayn foter iz geven a advokat. Masha Rolnikaite 77.434 79.875 di muter hot nit gearbet, gehodevet kinder. Masha Rolnikaite 81.315 86.219 geborn gevorn bin ikh in Klaypede, ober gelebt hobn mir in a kleyn shtetele lebn Klaypede, Masha Rolnikaite 86.85 87.974 Plunge, Masha Rolnikaite 88.858 91.463 vu, dos iz di, hm, hm, Masha Rolnikaite 91.463 97.559 hm, dortn zaynen gebor- iz geborn gevorn mayn foter un di gantse zayn mishpokhe, dortn gelebt, uh, di bobe mitn zeydn. Masha Rolnikaite 97.971 101.272 der zeyde iz geven zeyer a religyezer mentsh, un di bobe. Masha Rolnikaite 101.43 104.309 nu, der foter un zayne brider zaynen shoyn geven, Masha Rolnikaite 104.856 112.845 uh, mer frayzinik, ober in shtub hot men gehaltn fun yidishkeyt. geredt hobn mir in shtub yidish. in kinder-gortn bin ikh gegangen in a yidishe. Masha Rolnikaite 113.58 115.383 mir zaynen geven fir kinder: Masha Rolnikaite 115.383 117.574 a shves- a shvester, Mire, Masha Rolnikaite 117.597 119.768 elter fun mir mit dray yor, Masha Rolnikaite 120.043 121.471 un tsvey kleyne, Masha Rolnikaite 122.406 127.296 a shvesterl un a bruderl, velkhe zaynen nokh dem umgekumen. un vegn dem, a bisele shpeter. Hershey Felder 126.996 129.184 vos zenen geven zeyer nomen? Masha Rolnikaite 129.342 131.749 Rayele un Ruvele. Hershey Felder 130.134 131.161 mhm. Hershey Felder 131.161 131.92 mhm. Hershey Felder 131.92 134.329 un di nomen fun ir muter un, un foter? Masha Rolnikaite 133.662 137.919 mame hot geheysn Taybe. Taybe in yidish heyst a taybele, Masha Rolnikaite 137.919 140.315 a foygl. a ruike. a shtile. Hershey Felder 139.055 139.649 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 140.315 142.683 aza iz zi geven. zeyer a eydele. Masha Rolnikaite 143.179 144.786 a gut yidishe mame. Hershey Felder 144.36 145.434 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 146.2 148.12 uhm, mir flegn Masha Rolnikaite 148.12 151.307 di traditsyes di yidishe, <r- un> peysekh, Masha Rolnikaite 151.347 154.201 der seyder, dos flegn mir alts geyn tsum zeydn. Hershey Felder 154.097 154.918 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 154.201 157.567 ganvenen dem afikoymen, krign derfar nislekh. Masha Rolnikaite 157.928 160.824 un gelebt a ruikn, a ruikn lebn. Masha Rolnikaite 161.286 164.109 in, uh, spn mitl-shul bin ikh shoyn gegangen in a litvishe. Masha Rolnikaite 164.835 166.899 keyn yidishe shul iz nit geven. dos heyst, Masha Rolnikaite 167.091 172.699 uh, nokh, uh, mit a sakh yorn tsurik iz geven, ober tsu der tsayt ven ikh hob shoyn gedarft geyn in shul, Masha Rolnikaite 172.699 175.641 azoy mir, di shvester, zaynen gegangen in a litvishe shul. Masha Rolnikaite 175.765 177.632 ober in di litvishe shul Masha Rolnikaite 178.11 181.108 hot men unterrikhtet yidishe religye oykh. Masha Rolnikaite 181.35 187.132 dos heyst, az ven es iz gegangen di katoylishe, s'iz a k- lit- di litviner zaynen katoyli- katoylikn, Masha Rolnikaite 187.324 189.798 iz damolst flegn mir kenen aroysgeyn, Masha Rolnikaite 189.918 190.63 hm, Masha Rolnikaite 190.63 192.729 oder zitsn shtil, leyenen a bikhl. Masha Rolnikaite 192.729 196.717 un eyn mol a vokh fleg kumen a lerer. me flegt oyfklaybn ale yidn Masha Rolnikaite 196.757 198.939 fun di gantse gimnazye Masha Rolnikaite 198.939 204.32 un m'hot undz unterrikhtet tanakh, khumesh, <loshn> uh, uh UNK <loshn heyst shoyn in rusish>, Masha Rolnikaite 204.32 206.994 hm, alts, ah, loyt, loyt der program. Masha Rolnikaite 207.388 211.367 vayle oyb es iz nit geven aroysgeshtelt a meynung Masha Rolnikaite 211.367 212.731 fun religye, Masha Rolnikaite 212.923 217.068 flegt men nit ariberheybn in a tsveyte klas. dos iz geven zeyer ernst. Masha Rolnikaite 217.075 221.678 dertsu hobn mir gehat rekht, oyser dem, tsi s'iz gleybiker, uh, uh, eltern tsi nit, Masha Rolnikaite 221.678 223.683 hobn gehat rekht shabes nit shraybn. Masha Rolnikaite 224.078 228.358 un mir flegn visn, az shabes vet men undz nit aroysrufn tsum tovl, flegn mir zikh nit greytn. Masha Rolnikaite 228.6 230.774 eh, rosheshone, yonkiper flegt men nit geyn. Masha Rolnikaite 230.774 231.82 dos iz zeyer, Masha Rolnikaite 231.82 234.942 hm, tolerant zikh bagangen di litvishe melukhe, Masha Rolnikaite 234.942 235.952 eh, tsu undz. Masha Rolnikaite 236.093 239.58 nu, dos iz alts, uh, geven bizn fertsikstn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 240.244 244.693 eh, eyn bruder mayn foter's iz avekgeforn in Erets-Yisroel nokh for mayn, Masha Rolnikaite 244.693 248.726 for dem vi ikh bin, nokh in, in, Palestine, nokh eyder ikh bin geborn gevorn. Masha Rolnikaite 248.901 250.633 un eyn onkl, Mikhl, Masha Rolnikaite 251.719 256.775 iz avek als akhtsn-yoriker bokher fun Plunge, fun di kleyne shtetele, fun di eltern, Masha Rolnikaite 256.916 259.985 avekgeforn in Parizh, nit kenendik keyn eyn vort Masha Rolnikaite 259.985 261.095 frantseyzish. Masha Rolnikaite 261.996 264.279 di ershte tsayt iz im geven gants shver. Masha Rolnikaite 264.279 266.377 nokh dem hot er gelernt in SORBONNE. Hershey Felder 266.198 266.884 hm. Masha Rolnikaite 266.923 269.802 un az ale flegn forn oyf zumer Masha Rolnikaite 269.961 276.485 aheym, flegt men im fregn, far vos fort er nit. zey hobn gemeynt az er iz a frantsoyz, az er lebt do gufe. azoy gut hot er shoyn gekent frantseyzish. Masha Rolnikaite 276.61 282.561 vegn im a bisl shpeter. er iz umgekumen. im hot men dershosn. er iz, uh, di daytshn hobn im dershosn. er iz umgekumen zeyer heldish. Masha Rolnikaite 283.782 286.073 azoy iz gegangen spn der lebn, Masha Rolnikaite 286.073 287.927 hm, bizn fertsikstn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 288.709 294.401 in fertsikstn yor, ven Vilne, ya, mayn foter hot g- alts geshtrebt, az mir zoln forn Masha Rolnikaite 294.401 300.515 un krign ekhte bildung, nit in di kleyn shtetl, un afile nit in Kovner universitet. damolst iz Kovne geven, Masha Rolnikaite 300.572 303.89 uh, di tsaytvaylike hoyptshtot fun Lite. Masha Rolnikaite 304.133 307.4 er hot zeyer gevelt az mir zoln forn in SORBONNE, di shvester un ikh, Masha Rolnikaite 307.643 313.408 un er hot gerekhnt az zi vet endikn di gimnazye, ikh vel endikn di progimnazye, dos iz nit keyn fule, Masha Rolnikaite 313.701 315.115 uh, gimnazye, Masha Rolnikaite 315.115 318.521 un mir veln avekforn in Parizh, uh, shtudirn. Masha Rolnikaite 320.383 321.485 tsum badoyern. Masha Rolnikaite 321.485 325.675 in fertsikstn yo- er hot iber hoypt di gantse tsayt gevelt zikh aroysraysn fun provints, Masha Rolnikaite 326.087 331.636 vayl er aleyn hot gelernt, eh, er iz avekgeforn oykh a kleyn, als yingl nokh, fun shtub. er hot gelernt in Rige, Masha Rolnikaite 331.636 336.378 in a gimnazye, un dan iz er avekgeforn in Daytshland sh- uh, shtudirn yurisprudents. Masha Rolnikaite 336.378 340.88 un dos vos er hot dergreykht, hot er dergreykht mit di eygene hent. er hot gearbet, er hot gehorevet Masha Rolnikaite 341.629 343.855 un, uh, flegt fardinen. Masha Rolnikaite 343.855 345.337 <mhm>, nokh <az er> f- Masha Rolnikaite 345.337 349.807 uh, er flegt zogn azoy: "vu, vu, vu zogt men az a mentsh darf yedn tog esn mitog? Masha Rolnikaite 349.898 352.845 s'iz genug dray moytskes broyt un dray ugerkes." Masha Rolnikaite 353.037 357.705 un ot azoy hot er geendikt nit nor dem universitet, dem yuridishn fakultet, in Berlin, Masha Rolnikaite 357.829 361.622 er hot geendikt oykh a spetsyele hoykh-shul far daytsh, Masha Rolnikaite 361.622 367.811 velkher hot, hm, gegreyt lerers fun daytsh un fun daytsher literatur, nor far oysland, nit far Daytsh-. Hershey Felder 367.263 367.979 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 367.811 372.119 nu, dos iz im nit oysgekumen. er hot gearbet dem gan- dem gantsn lebn als yurist, advokat, Masha Rolnikaite 372.119 377.735 nor daytsh hot er gekent, farshteyt zikh, perfekt, un iber hoypt, se shtert nit az a mentsh ken nokh a shprakh. Masha Rolnikaite 377.86 381.803 <iz> deriber hot er gevelt az mir zoln oykh forn in Eyrope zikh lernen un Masha Rolnikaite 381.96 383.489 dergreykhn epes. Masha Rolnikaite 384.458 391.016 in fertsikstn yor, ven, eh, iz, eh, n- ih n-, damols hot Rusland ibergegebn, nu, d- Poyln hot kapitulirt, Masha Rolnikaite 391.056 394.951 uh, Vilne iz aribergegangen tsum, uh, Sovyetn-Farband, Masha Rolnikaite 394.951 397.446 hot men opgegebn Lite Vilne, Masha Rolnikaite 397.468 402.102 un mayn foter iz aribergeforn arbetn in Vilne. azoy arum, az fun fertsikstn yor Masha Rolnikaite 402.413 406.679 hobn mir shoyn gelebt in Vilne, un ikh bin avek in, uh, Vilner, uh, mitl-shul Masha Rolnikaite 406.679 407.706 in Vilne, Masha Rolnikaite 407.914 409.511 uh, oykh in a litvishe. Masha Rolnikaite 409.922 414.716 nu, dan bay di sovyetishe makht, s'iz shoyn nit geven keyne religyes, dos iz shoyn d- d- dos iz shoyn, uh Hershey Felder 414.259 415.367 shoyn oys. Masha Rolnikaite 414.716 416.47 d- oys, oys dermit. Masha Rolnikaite 416.47 420.999 nu, ikh bin ongenumen, ikh bin gevorn a pyonerke mitn roytn, oysgebundn mir a roytn Masha Rolnikaite 421.228 422.251 band. Masha Rolnikaite 422.595 424.732 nor dos hot gedoyert zeyer nit lang. Masha Rolnikaite 425.025 426.402 nit keyn fuln yor. Masha Rolnikaite 427.759 434.823 s'hot zikh ongehoybn di krig. di krig hot zikh ongehoybn dem tsvey un tsvantsikstn yuni. dem fir un tsvantsikstn, zeks in der fri zaynen shoyn geven di daytshe tanken. Hershey Felder 435.049 437.771 kenstu mir, uh, dertseyln, Hershey Felder 437.771 439.109 vos hot ir gezen? Masha Rolnikaite 440.601 442.248 v- vi, vi ikh hob dos derzen? Masha Rolnikaite 442.643 446.569 uh, nu, dem ershtn tog az m'hot ongehoybn tsu bombardirn zaynen mir gezesn in keler. Hershey Felder 446.459 447.058 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 447.418 451.676 un nokh dem hot zikh, hobn <mir> derhert az s'iz shtil, iz men aroysgegangen zen vos es Masha Rolnikaite 451.676 455.968 tut zikh in gas. un in gas hot men gezen vi es antloyfn di rusishe, Hershey Felder 452.864 453.439 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 456.16 458.364 uh, tanken, di rusishe soldatn. Masha Rolnikaite 458.792 464.29 uhm, yunge litvishe layt, ot di vos zaynen geven kegn, kegn di rusn un gevart oyf di daytshn, Masha Rolnikaite 464.29 467.038 zaynen shoyn geven mit vayse, oyf di arbls, Masha Rolnikaite 467.095 472.776 un zey zayn- d- z- zey hobn shoyn geven, ge- nokh dem zaynen zey gevorn di azoy gerufene <ge>hilfs-politsey. Hershey Felder 472.252 472.676 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 472.984 475.757 un, uh, <vos> zey <zaynen>, zey hobn geshosn, Masha Rolnikaite 475.757 477.973 hm, nokh di antloyfndike rusishe Masha Rolnikaite 477.996 479.054 soldatn. Masha Rolnikaite 479.076 481.365 vos undz vart hobn mir farshtanen. Masha Rolnikaite 482.282 485.907 uh, dem pape's bruder, vos iz, hot gelebt oykh in Plunge, Masha Rolnikaite 485.907 491.439 eyner fun di brider, vos iz nit avekge- eyner iz avekgeforn in Erets-Yisroel, eyner in Parizh, un eyner iz gelebt in Plunge, Masha Rolnikaite 491.631 493.45 un gehat a kleyne kremele, Masha Rolnikaite 493.45 495.455 hm, vi der tsimer, efsher klener. Masha Rolnikaite 495.816 500.67 fun di, uh, d- un tsu dem hot er bay der Sovyetn-makht hot er geheysn als a burzhuy, Masha Rolnikaite 500.693 503.42 az er hot raykhtum, un me hot aroysgeshikt zey in Sibir. Masha Rolnikaite 504.253 510.767 un mir hobn zeyer geveynt. di mame hot geveynt un mir hobn geveynt, a shod, mit tsvey kleyne kinder in Sibir, tsi veln blaybn lebn... Masha Rolnikaite 511.172 514.097 ober mayn foter hot gezogt, "mir veln zey nokh mekane zayn." Masha Rolnikaite 514.097 517.325 damolst iz mir dokh nit geven keyn fertsn yor, ikh hob nit farshtanen. Masha Rolnikaite 517.5 520.197 nor in tsvey vokhn arum, ven es zaynen gekumen di daytshn Masha Rolnikaite 520.197 522.337 un m'hot genumen shisn, hob ikh farshtanen Masha Rolnikaite 522.445 526.067 az dortn in Sibir, efsher veln zey nit farfrorn vern un blaybn lebn, Masha Rolnikaite 526.41 528.783 un do vart dos vos vart undz. Masha Rolnikaite 528.874 535.111 iz deriber, ven s'hot zikh, ven s'hot zikh ongehoybn, ven m'hot, m'hot shoyn <genum-> mir hobn gehat eyn tog tsu antloyfn, fakt- faktish. Masha Rolnikaite 535.135 536.023 montik. Masha Rolnikaite 536.164 537.595 der foter iz avek Masha Rolnikaite 537.595 538.605 oyf <hm> Masha Rolnikaite 538.898 542.109 tsk oyf di stantsyes, zen efsher iz do, uh, <t-> ken men avekforn, Masha Rolnikaite 542.109 545.574 nor s'iz shoyn keyn bener zaynen shoyn nit gegangen. di panik iz geven groys. Masha Rolnikaite 545.614 550.89 mir hobn gezen az er kumt nit tsurik, trakhtn mir efsher shteyt er dortn in rey nokh a bilet. zaynen mir avek dortn. Masha Rolnikaite 551.098 557.212 hobn mir zikh der- on- m- im, mir hobn dortn im nit getrofn. s'iz shoyn geven a groyser mish-mash, a tuml. mentshn veysn nit vos tsu ton. Masha Rolnikaite 557.212 558.956 zaynen mir gekumen tsurik in shtub. Masha Rolnikaite 558.996 563.343 hobn undz di shkheynim gezogt, az er iz gekumen, un er hot gezogt az er geyt zukhn a mashin. Masha Rolnikaite 564.784 568.878 un mir hobn zikh nit dervart im bizn ovnt, hobn mir bashlosn tsu geyn tsu fus. Masha Rolnikaite 569.442 574.903 nu, mir zaynen aroysgegangen a bisl hinter shtot. dem bruderl iz finf yor. di shvesterl iz zibn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 575.618 580.03 nu, vifl ken men zey trogn oyf <eh, z-> oyf di hent? un mir hobn gemuzt zikh umkern tsurik. Masha Rolnikaite 580.03 584.465 eh m'hot gezogt az mir hobn ge- mir zaynen gegangen oyf di rikhtung fun Minsk, Vaysrusland. Masha Rolnikaite 584.465 587.171 hot men gezogt az dortn kumen shoyn oykh bald di daytshn. Masha Rolnikaite 587.717 592.149 hobn mir zikh umgekert tsurik, un mir hobn gehat moyre az di shkheynim zoln undz nit aroysgebn, Masha Rolnikaite 592.358 597.054 vayle oyb imetser hot aroysgegebn az m'iz gelofn, yidn zaynen gelofn fun zey, Masha Rolnikaite 597.054 598.646 iz di hot men oyfgehangen, Masha Rolnikaite 598.922 601.846 un oyfgehangen barbarish, far di fis, mit di kop arop. Masha Rolnikaite 602.398 607.677 nu, got tsu danken, di shkheynim <hobn>, s'iz geven, eh, s'iz geven, eh, etlekhe yidn shkheynim, s'iz geven nit-yidn, Masha Rolnikaite 607.677 610.492 nor di nit- uh -yidn hobn <undz> nit aroysgegebn. Masha Rolnikaite 611.781 614.981 beshas ikh hob zikh gelernt in, uh, nokh in gimnazye, Masha Rolnikaite 615.173 617.162 ikh hob zeyer lib gehat tsu shraybn, Masha Rolnikaite 618.177 619.943 eh, geshribn mayselekh Masha Rolnikaite 620.961 622.49 un gefirt a tog-bukh. Hershey Felder 622.615 623.478 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 623.712 632.16 uh, nor damolst hob ikh in tog-bukh geshribn vos far a ayndruk es hot gemakht a bikhl oder vos far a meynung kh'hob gekrogn, vi ikh hob geentfert, vos hot gezogt der lerer. Masha Rolnikaite 632.554 637.121 un titster, az es zaynen gekumen di daytshn, di ershte teg hobn zikh glaykh bavizn Masha Rolnikaite 637.795 638.977 tsk meldungen: Masha Rolnikaite 639.0 645.89 "yidn torn nit, uh, geyn mitn trotuar. yidn torn nit, uh, muzn trogn gele lates. yidn torn nit arayngeyn in restoran." Masha Rolnikaite 645.89 648.987 un azoy vayter, <un> azoy vayter. ikh hob gehat moyre aroystsugeyn in gas. Masha Rolnikaite 648.987 651.223 bin ikh gezesn in shtub, ikh hob farshribn, Masha Rolnikaite 651.223 655.678 nor dos iz shoyn geven nit a hemshekh fun yenem tog-bukh, fun dem kindershn. Masha Rolnikaite 655.678 657.77 dos iz shoyn geven in gantsn <a> andere... Masha Rolnikaite 657.77 660.838 vos es tut zikh, aza min bafel aroys, aza bafel. Masha Rolnikaite 660.838 664.121 mir vilt zikh nit iberkhazern, vayle d- der tog-bukh, Masha Rolnikaite 664.414 666.737 uh, er hot zikh mir, kh'hob oysgehitn im, Masha Rolnikaite 667.114 669.633 uh, ikh hob gem- ge- geley- eh, ge- Masha Rolnikaite 669.633 671.667 uh, gelernt im oyf oysveynik. Masha Rolnikaite 671.667 675.004 er iz aroysgegangen, tsum badoyern nit in english, er iz aroysgegangen Masha Rolnikaite 675.004 680.299 in iber tsvantsik shprakhn. ikh hob in shtub in akhtsn shprakhn, nor, umgefer, italyenish, a andere, hob ikh nit. Masha Rolnikaite 680.299 681.277 azoy az Masha Rolnikaite 681.277 684.523 a bisl efsher vel ikh zikh iberkhazern dos vos iz dortn. Masha Rolnikaite 684.732 689.076 nor a dank dem hob ikh alts fargedenkt vayl ikh hob dos gelernt. Hershey Felder 688.782 692.157 vos iz geven di ershte, di ershte date in tog-bukh? Masha Rolnikaite 692.224 696.971 di ershte date iz geven dem, <uh, uh>, oyb ikh hob keyn, <nokh dem> keyn dates shoyn nit geshribn, Masha Rolnikaite 696.971 702.899 uh, dem finf un tsvantsikstn oder zeks un tsvantsikstn yuni. dos heyst, mir zaynen gekumen tsurik, un vi s'hobn zikh bavizn di ershte bafeln, Hershey Felder 702.366 703.406 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 703.581 707.119 hob ikh, <uh>, ge- bin ikh gezesn in pape's kabinet, Masha Rolnikaite 707.58 710.949 uh, eh, oyf, oyf zayn ort un ikh hob geshribn un f- farshribn. Masha Rolnikaite 711.867 714.814 uh, ikh hob zikh zeyer geshemt tsu trogn di gele lates. Masha Rolnikaite 715.613 717.294 kh'hob zeyer dos iberlebt, Masha Rolnikaite 717.925 722.34 far vos andere v- m- m- mayne mit-shiler, ikh hob zikh ge- zikh, ikh UNK ikh vel trefn, Masha Rolnikaite 722.565 730.711 uh, oyb ikh vel trefn oyfn gas a mit-shiler oder a lerer, az zey geyen mitn trotuar un ikh darf geyn mitn bruk, mit a gele late fun fornt do-hi. Masha Rolnikaite 730.711 731.84 kh'hob zikh zeyer geshemt. Hershey Felder 731.88 736.97 <hm> ven hostu gevust az, eh, dos iz a milkhome kegn der yidn? Masha Rolnikaite 737.044 743.788 nu, dos iz, dos az di daytshn, vos Hitler tut mit di yidn hobn mir gevust, vayl es iz shoyn geven der, s'iz shoyn geven der nayn un draysikster yor. Hershey Felder 743.608 744.31 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 743.811 747.298 in Lite zaynen geven pleytim a sakh, ge- antlofene fun Poyln. Masha Rolnikaite 747.692 752.891 un ikh hob nokh, mir hobn ge- nokh gelebt in Plunge, bay undz in shtub hot oykh gelebt eyner a yunger bokher, vayl ale Masha Rolnikaite 752.891 755.747 <ibe-> di yidn <ho->, di andere mishpokhes hobn genumen un, Masha Rolnikaite 755.747 760.826 uh, ts- ge-, uh, gegebn zey dortn oder esn oder vu <s'iz g-> oyb s'iz geven a tsimer vu tsu voynen, Hershey Felder 760.77 761.77 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 760.826 764.763 azoy az mir hobn gevust. un dertsu hot men dokh durkh radyo gehert Hitler's redes. Hershey Felder 764.5 765.56 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 765.276 769.694 bay undz in shtub iz geven a radyo. damolst iz dos geven gants zeltn, nit in yeder shtub. Masha Rolnikaite 769.694 773.033 es fleg tsum foter kumen der, der notaryus fun shtot, Masha Rolnikaite 773.055 776.832 un andere. me fleg zitsn un hern, un, un di geshreyen, "SIEG HEIL," Hershey Felder 773.456 774.207 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 776.832 780.681 un s'iz geven, s'iz shoyn geven shreklekh. mir hobn gevust shoyn az, az dos iz a, vos, Hershey Felder 778.833 779.458 eh Masha Rolnikaite 780.681 782.054 mit vos es shmekt far yidn. Masha Rolnikaite 782.054 785.733 nu, mir hobn zikh nit forgeshtelt az me nemt stam un me shist, nor dos iz far yidn shlekht. Masha Rolnikaite 785.733 789.493 mir hobn gevust az in Daytshland iz do gesheftn vu me lozt nit, uh, Masha Rolnikaite 789.493 794.028 hm, arayn keyn yidn, az me tor nit koyfn bay yidn, oyf azoy, mir hobn zikh nit forgeshtelt Masha Rolnikaite 794.028 798.181 dem, di gantse gzeyre, ober az s'iz, az s'iz far yidn shlekht hobn mir shoyn gevust. Hershey Felder 798.283 802.328 un, uh, eh, bay dir in shtub, zey hobn geredt vegn dem, di mame un di tate? Masha Rolnikaite 801.777 809.078 di mame mitn tatn hobn geredt vegn dem, un az zey flegn hern radyo flegn mir oykh hern. fun dest vegn zaynen mir shoyn geven tsvelf, draytsn yor, shoyn nit keyn... Hershey Felder 808.138 811.07 vos zey, uh, vos hob zey, hobn zey getrakht Hershey Felder 811.07 815.463 vegn, ven, vegn di antisemitizm un di politishe...? Masha Rolnikaite 815.277 818.73 nu, oyf azoy fil hob ikh nokh in, in politik nit farshtanen. Hershey Felder 818.434 819.241 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 819.057 823.382 eh, s'iz mer nit geven di moyre, di moyre vos, vos es kumt on Hitler, un, Masha Rolnikaite 823.382 829.043 un, <eh, d-> RIBBENTROP iz gekumen in Moskve un, un keyner hot nit gegleybt az dos iz oyf lang. Masha Rolnikaite 829.043 830.528 ober, ir farshteyt, tsu, Masha Rolnikaite 830.528 837.034 ts- in aza elter, ikh, uh, dermon zikh ayer elter, in aza elter trakht men nokh nit vegn politik, oder, dakht zikh, dos iz, Hershey Felder 835.39 836.528 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 837.034 842.341 dos iz di, di dervaksene. mayn, mayn dayge iz avekgeyn in kino. mayn <deyge>, dayge iz lernen Masha Rolnikaite 842.341 845.629 eh, v- un, un krign a, a finf, <gitn> krign a gutn meynung. Masha Rolnikaite 845.854 847.62 deriber, azoy zogn... Masha Rolnikaite 848.318 852.879 tsk un ikh vil nit itster, ven ikh bin shoyn a dervaksene zogn, "ay, vos far a kluger kind ikh bin geven!" Masha Rolnikaite 852.879 856.669 bin, ikh bin geven a kind vi ale kinder. nor a pakhed iz geven. Hershey Felder 854.697 855.399 hm. Hershey Felder 856.468 857.39 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 856.669 860.858 un az es iz, s'iz gekumen di ershte tanken, zaynen arayngefloyg- arayngelofn, Masha Rolnikaite 860.858 866.995 gefo- geforn durkh di gantse shtot, di daytshn. zey zaynen arumgegangen azoy vi a sherl, flegn zey shteln di fis, Masha Rolnikaite 866.995 868.657 arumgegangen azelkhe, Masha Rolnikaite 868.657 869.996 vi balebatim. Hershey Felder 870.103 870.94 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 870.947 872.757 eh, dos iz shoyn geven shreklekh. Masha Rolnikaite 873.208 879.581 mayn shvester iz elter mit dray yor fun mir, un zi hot dem yor geend- ikh hob geendikt zibn klasn, un zi hot geendikt shoyn di mitl-shul. Masha Rolnikaite 880.212 882.579 hot zi gezogt az men darf avekgeyn. Masha Rolnikaite 882.579 885.723 <de-> imetser hot tsu undz gezogt, az in shul iz oysgehangen Masha Rolnikaite 885.983 888.761 <a, hm,> reshime fun yidn Masha Rolnikaite 889.037 891.919 un di vos zaynen geven Komyugistn, nit-yidn, Masha Rolnikaite 891.919 893.632 az m'hot zey oysgeshlosn fun, Masha Rolnikaite 893.632 895.999 fun di gim- fun shul, mitl-shul, hot dos geheysn. Masha Rolnikaite 895.999 898.819 gimnazye hot dos geheysn frier, uh, for der Sovyetn-makht. Hershey Felder 897.39 898.312 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 899.23 904.957 iz, hot zi gezogt az men darf avekgeyn ahin, un tsunemen undzere dokumentn, vayle m'vet dos mimeyle farbrenen Hershey Felder 904.697 905.568 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 905.008 911.492 un fun dest vegn darf zi dokh hobn, az zi hot geendikt a mitl-shul, un ikh hob geendikt zibn klasn. mir hobn dokh gemeynt az, hm, Masha Rolnikaite 911.751 913.466 bald vet geyn vayter der lebn. Masha Rolnikaite 913.675 914.794 ir geyn, Masha Rolnikaite 914.794 918.663 uh, az zi zol geyn iz geven mer gefar, vayle ir iz shoyn geven Masha Rolnikaite 918.788 919.946 hm, eh, Masha Rolnikaite 920.256 922.944 zi iz elter fun, fun mir. ir iz shoyn geven Masha Rolnikaite 922.944 924.092 zibetsn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 924.092 926.004 zi iz geven shoyn mer aroyf, Masha Rolnikaite 926.331 927.703 a sheyne, un a, Masha Rolnikaite 927.703 933.767 ikh bin oykh in di, n- enlekh oyf a yidishe, nor zi iz a reyn, biblishe yidishkeyt. Hershey Felder 933.177 933.999 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 933.823 935.506 un dertsu iz geven a gefar. Masha Rolnikaite 935.506 938.576 mir hobn gevust, dos hot undz mame di ersht- dem ershtn tog gezogt, Masha Rolnikaite 938.599 940.517 vos dos heyst RASSENSCHANDE, Masha Rolnikaite 940.692 944.064 der gezets, der daytsher, in NÜRNBERG ongenumen, fun RASSENSCHANDE. Masha Rolnikaite 944.064 945.549 dos heyst, ven a daytsh Masha Rolnikaite 945.549 949.058 farnemt zikh mit a yidn- -she meydl, oder a, a yid, Masha Rolnikaite 949.058 950.881 uh, mit a f- mit a, Masha Rolnikaite 950.881 954.49 uh, daytshke, dos heyst RASSENSCHANDE, dos iz ,<im->, ibermishn di blut. Hershey Felder 954.482 955.155 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 954.647 960.267 un derfar hot di daytshn, hot men oykh derfar nit geglet ibern kop. m'hot zey geshikt in, in fron- oyfn front. Masha Rolnikaite 960.267 962.015 nu, un yidn <vet men layder> shoyn dershisn. Masha Rolnikaite 962.241 965.984 deriber hot, uh, hobn zey bashlosn, di mame un di eltere shvester... Masha Rolnikaite 965.984 969.002 mame hot zikh a bisl farlorn; zi iz geblibn aleyn mit fir kinder. Masha Rolnikaite 969.177 975.296 iz deriber ot di shvester iz gevorn ir, uh, eytse-geberke, di, di, di hoypt-eytse-geberke... az geyn zol ikh. Masha Rolnikaite 975.91 980.224 ay, mir iz fertsn yor, ikh bin a kleyninke, ikh bin a mogere. ikh hobn ongeton di Masha Rolnikaite 980.224 982.052 uniforme, di shul-uniforme, Masha Rolnikaite 982.052 986.608 khotsh s'iz <shoyn> geven a hits un dos iz a volene. kh'hob ongeton di hitele, vos fun undzer gimnazye, Masha Rolnikaite 986.608 987.632 un ikh bin avek. Masha Rolnikaite 987.857 989.876 avek in gimnazye opnemen Masha Rolnikaite 990.557 992.576 undzere, undzere dokumentn. Masha Rolnikaite 993.325 997.241 i- ikh bin derga-, eh, es iz geven shreklekh. ikh bin durkhgegangen di hoypt-gas, Hershey Felder 997.088 997.959 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 997.241 998.521 uh GEDIMINO, Masha Rolnikaite 998.521 1001.32 un zi iz geven di gantse, in tanken <hot ayn>geshtanen, Masha Rolnikaite 1001.32 1003.38 un azoy fil daytshn. ikh bin gegangen Masha Rolnikaite 1003.38 1007.393 un ar- <kh'hob> aropgenumen azoy a bisl di, di hut a bisl mer oyf di oygn, az me zol nit zen, Masha Rolnikaite 1007.449 1008.534 uh, un Masha Rolnikaite 1008.534 1009.603 dergangen. Hershey Felder 1009.727 1012.17 bist shoyn geven mit di gele late? Masha Rolnikaite 1009.761 1010.666 ikh tref... Masha Rolnikaite 1010.689 1013.202 neyn! neyn, neyn, neyn. keyn gele <lats> iz nokh nit geven. Hershey Felder 1012.95 1015.272 mhm. mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1013.202 1017.82 s'iz geven! ikh bin gegangen on a gele <late>, eh, a, gele lates hob ikh nit getort geyn iber di gasn Hershey Felder 1017.27 1018.065 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1017.82 1019.068 vu ikh hob gedarft durkhgeyn. Hershey Felder 1018.84 1019.779 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1019.068 1024.252 un mit a gele late arayngeyn in shul hob ikh deriber iz ge- deriber iz di shvester nit gegangen un ikh bin gegangen. Masha Rolnikaite 1024.252 1027.018 un di forme iz dokh a litvishe, fun a litvishe shul. Masha Rolnikaite 1028.56 1032.097 un ikh bin dergangen, un s'iz geshtanen eyner a shiler, Hershey Felder 1031.939 1032.842 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1033.166 1034.358 <KAUKORAS>. Masha Rolnikaite 1035.175 1036.724 "vu geystu," zogt er, Masha Rolnikaite 1036.724 1037.733 "yidishke? Masha Rolnikaite 1038.381 1041.897 gey aroys. do iz dir keyn ort nit." un er hot mir nit arayngelozn. Masha Rolnikaite 1041.992 1047.909 er iz geven iber hoypt <se-> gants in kaas oyf di Sovyetn-makht. m'hot gehat aroysgefirt zayne eltern. er iz geblibn. Masha Rolnikaite 1048.202 1052.082 un er hot mir nit arayngelozn. un ikh bet zikh bay im, zog ikh, "ikh'l nor tsugeyn Masha Rolnikaite 1052.082 1054.591 biz di kantselarye. ikh'l nor nemen mayne Masha Rolnikaite 1054.969 1056.206 tsk dokumentn." Masha Rolnikaite 1056.206 1059.498 "neyn. do iz dir keyn ort nit. du bist shoyn mer nit keyn shilerke." Masha Rolnikaite 1059.498 1062.894 un do ze ikh, fun trep geyt undzerer a lerer, JONAITIS, Masha Rolnikaite 1063.71 1067.163 a mentsh vos hot undz geholfn dem gantsn, di gantse tsayt. Masha Rolnikaite 1067.271 1069.617 un er iz <yiv-> in YAD-VASHEM, Masha Rolnikaite 1069.684 1071.951 iz er, ya, er hot baku- bakumen, Masha Rolnikaite 1071.951 1073.121 uh, uhm, uhm, Masha Rolnikaite 1073.127 1076.693 vi f-, vi heyst es in yidish? uh, in rusish heyst es PRAVEDNIK MIRA... Masha Rolnikaite 1076.693 1081.423 nu, in di, di vos hobn geratevet di yidn. ikh veys nit vi dos heyst in, eh, uh, vi dos heyst in yidish. Hershey Felder 1078.78 1079.736 a, yo. Hershey Felder 1080.687 1083.004 ehm, eh, RIGHTEOUS. Masha Rolnikaite 1082.877 1084.089 DA. <uh>. Hershey Felder 1083.004 1083.938 THE RIGHTEOUS. Masha Rolnikaite 1084.089 1085.062 di vos hobn geratevet. Masha Rolnikaite 1085.062 1091.059 iz, er iz aropgegangen. hot er gezen az yener yogt mir, un ikh shtey un, uh, un veyn un bet zikh az me zol mir lozn. Hershey Felder 1090.862 1092.459 ir gedenkt zayn nomen? Masha Rolnikaite 1092.077 1095.018 HENRIKAS JONAITIS. her, oyb ikh gedenk zayn nomen! Hershey Felder 1094.71 1095.474 hm. Masha Rolnikaite 1095.018 1098.067 er iz far a yorn geshtorbn. dos iz der noentster mentsh undz geven. Masha Rolnikaite 1098.067 1100.002 ikh fleg im rufn mayn elterer bruder. Masha Rolnikaite 1100.582 1102.719 un ikh hob zeyer fil vegn im geshribn. Masha Rolnikaite 1103.94 1106.03 in Lite iz aroysgegangen a bikhl, Masha Rolnikaite 1106.03 1107.177 uh, velkher heyst, Masha Rolnikaite 1107.177 1112.439 "Oykh On Gever Ken Men Zayn A Kemfer." dos iz vegn di Litviner vos hobn geratevet. dortn hob ikh geshribn. Masha Rolnikaite 1112.614 1114.818 tsu zayn yubiley hob ikh geshribn. Masha Rolnikaite 1114.842 1119.999 uh, ikh hob gegebn az er hot gedarft krign a personale pensye, khotsh er iz geven a profesor fun universitet, Hershey Felder 1117.959 1118.59 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1120.056 1123.082 ober az me zol zen vos far a mentsh, hob ikh geshribn Masha Rolnikaite 1123.082 1129.266 a, nu, kharakteristike heyst dos, ikh veys aleyn nit vi, nor gevendet zikh tsu di eh litvishe, Masha Rolnikaite 1129.266 1133.687 <hm>, melukhe-layt az me zol im gebn, un oysgeshribn altsding, vi den <nor>. Masha Rolnikaite 1133.995 1135.254 der noentster mentsh. Masha Rolnikaite 1135.311 1137.549 nor damolst iz er geven mer nit vi a lerer. Masha Rolnikaite 1139.53 1143.979 s- hot er g- derzen, zogt er, "vos, vos kumt do for?" zog ikh, "ikh vil di dokumentn." Masha Rolnikaite 1144.525 1148.856 hot er im geheysn durkhlozn. er hot mir genumen far a hant, bukhshteblekh farn hant, Masha Rolnikaite 1148.929 1152.112 gebrakht in kantselarye, aleyn oyfgezukht di dokumentn. Masha Rolnikaite 1152.642 1159.447 zogt er, "nu, vos, v- vi z- vi lebt ir itster?" zog ikh, nu, hob ikh gezogt im az mir zaynen geblibn aleyn, az mitn papn <hobn> mir zikh farlorn. Masha Rolnikaite 1159.447 1163.447 oder m'hot im geshosn, oder <s'hot im> ge- f- fort gelungen un er iz Masha Rolnikaite 1163.447 1164.313 avek Masha Rolnikaite 1164.758 1166.754 oyf, oyf Minsk, un azoy vayter. Masha Rolnikaite 1166.754 1171.215 zogt er, "ikh'l in ovnt tsu aykh kumen." un er iz in ovnt gekumen mit a lebele broyt, Masha Rolnikaite 1172.487 1177.442 mit a shtikele dortn marmelad, dos vos, vos er hot gekrogn aleyn oyf di kartelekh. un zayt dan Masha Rolnikaite 1177.65 1179.43 flegt er undz reguler helfn. Masha Rolnikaite 1179.43 1185.788 un bizn geto... dos iz dokh geven onheyb yuni, onh- on, onheyb, uh, uh, on, in, in di, uh, in di, yuni, onheyb yuli... Masha Rolnikaite 1185.788 1189.203 in geto hot <men> undz farmakht, faryogt dem zekstn september. Masha Rolnikaite 1189.277 1193.921 eh biz dan, etlekhe mol f- hot er afile bay undz genekhtikt, az mir flegn zen az, Masha Rolnikaite 1193.921 1196.298 uhm, s'iz, <ehm>, in shtot a sakh Masha Rolnikaite 1196.298 1198.408 militer-layt, heyst es az s'vet epes zayn. Masha Rolnikaite 1198.408 1199.48 dos <iz nokh> bizn geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1199.79 1201.407 flegt er kumen tsu undz Masha Rolnikaite 1201.407 1203.694 nekhtikn. s'iz geven a gants groyse dire. Masha Rolnikaite 1203.694 1205.601 flegt er nekhtikn in pape's kabinet. Masha Rolnikaite 1205.601 1209.929 mir flegn ale in, mit di mame un ale fir kinder, dortn in shlof-tsimer fun di eltern. Masha Rolnikaite 1209.929 1213.523 un az s'flegn kumen di daytshn, flegt er aroysgeyn un vayzn zayne dokumentn. Masha Rolnikaite 1213.523 1220.135 un bay zey iz farshribn, do lebn yidn, oder di shkheynim zogt yidn, zogt er, "neyn, di yidn zaynen shoyn lang avekgefirt in Ponar. ikh leb do." nor er fleg zey nit lozn vayter fun, Masha Rolnikaite 1220.513 1221.84 uh, fun shvel. Masha Rolnikaite 1222.133 1224.422 un agev in geto bin ikh avek fun im, Masha Rolnikaite 1224.799 1226.717 vayl es hot azoy pasirt Masha Rolnikaite 1226.79 1229.115 az, uh, mir hobn derzen az s'iz a sakh, Masha Rolnikaite 1229.115 1230.733 zeyer a sakh do<rt>, Masha Rolnikaite 1231.487 1235.07 klaybn zikh militer-layt, daytshn un di litvishe vos hobn zey geholfn. Masha Rolnikaite 1235.278 1237.658 hobn mir farshtanen az s'vet epes pasirn. Masha Rolnikaite 1237.759 1239.19 bin ikh avek im rufn. Masha Rolnikaite 1239.19 1242.43 uh, g- g- geyn fleg ikh, oykh one, one di gele lates, Masha Rolnikaite 1242.43 1245.898 oykh in di forme mitn portfeltshik azoy, ikh, ikh gey tsu im. Masha Rolnikaite 1245.898 1247.49 un er iz nit geven in shtub. Masha Rolnikaite 1248.07 1251.298 un ikh bin geshtanen hintern trepl, un kh'hob gevart un gevart, Masha Rolnikaite 1251.298 1253.128 un er iz gekumen finf for tsen. Masha Rolnikaite 1253.128 1256.973 un m'hot nit getort nokh tsen geyn. dos hot geheysn in daytsh <hm> POLIZEISTUNDE. Masha Rolnikaite 1256.997 1260.146 az me t- s'iz, uh, s'iz a krigs-tsushtand, un me tor nit geyn. Masha Rolnikaite 1260.692 1262.205 zogt er, uh, Masha Rolnikaite 1262.363 1264.011 "blayb bay mir nekhtikn, Masha Rolnikaite 1264.152 1267.605 un morgn in der fri vel ikh avekgeyn zen vos es tut zikh bay aykh." Masha Rolnikaite 1267.797 1270.879 un oyf morgn in der fri iz er avek un er iz gekumen. Masha Rolnikaite 1271.053 1275.704 zogt er, "me, me yogt alemen in geto. ikh bin," zogt er, "nit dergangen biz aykh. Masha Rolnikaite 1276.504 1281.527 vos vestu ton? efsher blayb bay mir." zog ikh, "neyn. ikh vil tsu di mamen. vu di mame, dortn ikh. Masha Rolnikaite 1281.533 1283.046 ikh gey oykh in geto." Masha Rolnikaite 1283.963 1286.032 un agev dem gantsn lebn Masha Rolnikaite 1286.646 1288.327 hot es im gematert, Masha Rolnikaite 1288.62 1291.722 un dem gan- un oyf der elter, shoyn a mol lozn a trer, Masha Rolnikaite 1291.722 1297.383 zogt er, "Mashe, ikh shpir zikh shuldik, vos ikh hob dir gelozn geyn in geto. kh'hob dir nit getort lozn geyn in geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1297.383 1299.887 kh'volt dir bahaltn, khotsh untern bet, khotsh vu. Masha Rolnikaite 1299.893 1303.633 kh'hob dir nit getort," zo- zogt er, "nor az du host genumen veynen, <az> du vilst tsu di mamen." Masha Rolnikaite 1305.478 1312.964 un er hot mir bagleyt. er hot aroysgenumen fun t- in, fun portfel dortn... ikh hob <gere-> firt di, <ge>trogn mayne bikhlekh, tomer me vet mir farhaltn, az ikh gey tsum lerer... Masha Rolnikaite 1313.578 1317.068 hot er aroysgenumen ale <di s-> heftn mit di bikher. zogt er, "dos darfst<u> shoyn nit." Masha Rolnikaite 1317.068 1319.428 er hot arayngeleygt alts vos iz bay im geven: Masha Rolnikaite 1319.637 1322.499 a bisele KONFITYUR, a shtikl broyt, Masha Rolnikaite 1322.775 1325.435 a bisele, nit far yidn gedakht, khazer-fets, Masha Rolnikaite 1325.458 1327.168 dos vos er hot gehat. Masha Rolnikaite 1327.168 1330.475 un er hot mir bagleyt bizn, biz dem ort vu m'hot gemakht, Masha Rolnikaite 1330.475 1333.704 ir farshteyt, m'hot geyogt di yidn un glaykhtsaytik geboyt dem toyer. Masha Rolnikaite 1336.326 1340.572 dos iz geven oyf Rudnitsker gas, RŪDNINKŲ in litvish, Rudnitsker gas. Masha Rolnikaite 1341.034 1343.241 un ikh bin a gantsn tog arumgegangen Masha Rolnikaite 1343.241 1344.453 un gefregt, Masha Rolnikaite 1344.679 1346.883 tsi do i- fun hoyf tsu hoyf. Masha Rolnikaite 1346.907 1349.629 mentshn zaynen gegangen mit di peklekh, mit di kinder, Masha Rolnikaite 1349.629 1356.182 vayle m'hot gelozn nemen in geto nor dos vos men ke- eh, m'hot gegebn finf minut oyf zikh tsu f- greyt tsu zayn, Masha Rolnikaite 1356.306 1360.181 un m'hot gelozn nemen nor dos, vos men ken trogn oyf zikh. Hershey Felder 1360.002 1360.882 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1360.575 1365.102 iz gut vos di mame hot genumen a kindershe vanele vos me fleg bodn di kinder. Hershey Felder 1363.614 1364.303 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1365.102 1366.5 zi hot dortn arayngeforn Masha Rolnikaite 1366.5 1368.923 zeyere vareme mantlen, vareme shikh, Masha Rolnikaite 1368.923 1374.204 genumen a shtrik, zikh ayngeshpant vi a ferd un geshlept, vayl oyf di hent volt zi es nit gekent. Masha Rolnikaite 1374.666 1376.972 un di shvester un di beyde kleyne. Masha Rolnikaite 1378.041 1382.878 un zaynen avek, uh, zey zaynen avek in geto. un ikh bin gegangen fun shtub, uh, uh, un mentshn, Masha Rolnikaite 1383.188 1387.479 ir veyst, s'iz geven aza gefil az dos iz tsaytvaylik, az dos epes ken nit zayn. Masha Rolnikaite 1387.479 1390.37 m'iz gezesn oyf di trep, m'iz gezesn in di tsimern, Masha Rolnikaite 1390.495 1393.813 m- m'hot farnumen dires. un ikh bin gegangen fun shtub tsu shtub Masha Rolnikaite 1393.937 1398.031 un gefregt, "s'iz do imetser fun Daytshe gas?" mir hobn damolst gelebt oyf Daytshe gas. Masha Rolnikaite 1398.848 1403.111 un agev damolst ot azoy, d- s'iz geven dem zekstn september, eyn un fertsik, Masha Rolnikaite 1403.522 1405.038 VOT azoy geyendik Masha Rolnikaite 1405.038 1406.453 fun shtub tsu shtub, Masha Rolnikaite 1406.847 1408.174 hob ikh geshafn Masha Rolnikaite 1408.315 1409.186 a lid. Hershey Felder 1409.209 1409.962 hm. Masha Rolnikaite 1409.833 1411.059 tsu fertsn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 1411.217 1413.354 dos iz der eyntsiker mol in lebn Hershey Felder 1413.377 1414.174 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1413.816 1415.323 ven ikh hob farfast Masha Rolnikaite 1415.323 1417.438 nit shraybndik, normal, vi... Masha Rolnikaite 1417.9 1419.649 eh, nu, ikh'l pruvn... Hershey Felder 1419.435 1421.083 ir gedenkt di verter? Masha Rolnikaite 1420.65 1425.29 ikh, ikh gedenk, ikh'l pruvn, ikh'l pruvn zikh dos dermonen, ikh, farshteyt zikh az ikh gedenk. Masha Rolnikaite 1425.713 1429.453 dos iz a bisl, ikh bavunder biz itster, vayle tsu fertsn yor, Masha Rolnikaite 1430.708 1433.233 dos iz a bisl mistike... ikh veys afile nit, Masha Rolnikaite 1433.256 1437.604 uh, efsher psikhologn kenen dos derklern. ikh aleyn ken dos nit derklern. Hershey Felder 1436.597 1437.586 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1437.964 1438.936 uhm, Masha Rolnikaite 1439.476 1441.282 dos klingt umgefer azoy: Masha Rolnikaite 1442.115 1443.782 "lakh, tayvl, lakh, Masha Rolnikaite 1443.782 1447.622 in dayn tayvlshn gelaf, lakh zikh oys fun mentshn's laydn, Masha Rolnikaite 1447.622 1449.737 loyf un kling mit dayne keytn. Masha Rolnikaite 1449.861 1453.477 ven vest loyfn dayn galop, rays fun mir arop mayn kop, Masha Rolnikaite 1453.477 1457.139 ganve bay a kind a shmeykhl, a toyt kerper fun a meydl, Masha Rolnikaite 1457.139 1460.688 nem a mame's mid geveyn ven zi blaybt on kind aleyn, Masha Rolnikaite 1460.695 1464.502 un s'varem hertsl fun dem kind nokh der shkhite vi a rind. Masha Rolnikaite 1464.745 1468.688 nem a hant vos iz shoyn kalt, makh derfun a kleyn geshtalt. Masha Rolnikaite 1468.845 1472.382 ven vest loyfn vi a vint, iber taykhn, berg geshvind, Masha Rolnikaite 1472.389 1476.129 zolstu nemen dem geshtalt, eydes fun dem meysim-vald. Masha Rolnikaite 1476.372 1483.284 loyfn zolst mit im tsuzamen iber felder, taykhn, yamen, un zolst alemen bavayzn, az payn shtarker iz fun ayzn. Masha Rolnikaite 1483.341 1487.749 in dayn lakhn zol zikh hern vi es royshn yamim trern." Masha Rolnikaite 1488.353 1489.967 tsk dos iz tsu fertsn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 1492.352 1494.949 di mamen hob ikh nit getrofn. m'hot gezogt az fun Masha Rolnikaite 1494.949 1500.035 V- fun Vilner... dos iz a gantse epopee a bazundere. m'hot gezogt az fun Daytshe gas hot men geyogt in f- Masha Rolnikaite 1500.035 1501.391 f- in tsveyte geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1501.633 1506.656 un do tref ikh dem zelbn mit-shiler velkher hot mir n-, nit gelozn damolst arayn in gimnazye Masha Rolnikaite 1506.848 1508.023 mit a biks. Masha Rolnikaite 1508.687 1510.25 un ikh gey tsu tsu im. Masha Rolnikaite 1510.712 1514.3 "<KAUKORAS>," zog ikh, "fir mir ariber in tsveyte geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1514.543 1517.287 shis mir nit. fir mir ariber; dortn iz mayn mame." Masha Rolnikaite 1518.07 1519.582 "gut," zogt er, "kum." Masha Rolnikaite 1520.415 1523.289 un er hot mir... vayle on a biks hob ikh shoyn nit gekent geyn. s'iz shoyn geven, Masha Rolnikaite 1523.289 1524.881 m'hot shoyn geboyt dem toyer. Masha Rolnikaite 1525.512 1529.235 un m'hot geyogt in geto. vi k- m- fun geto hot men shoyn keynem nit aroysgelozn. Masha Rolnikaite 1530.102 1532.098 hot er mir mitn biks gefirt Masha Rolnikaite 1532.098 1533.76 un gebrakht in yene geto, Masha Rolnikaite 1533.76 1535.785 un dortn iz shoyn geven a gants hoykher toyer. Masha Rolnikaite 1535.785 1538.128 zogt er, "shpringen!" zog ikh, "ikh'l shpringen." Masha Rolnikaite 1538.168 1542.549 khotsh ikh shtel zikh nit for vi bin ikh aroyfgekrokhn, un bin aropgeshprungen oyf untn. Masha Rolnikaite 1542.606 1547.578 un a, un g- un vider a gantsn d- a g- uh kumedikn tog... genekhtikt epes ergets in a kikh... Masha Rolnikaite 1547.837 1549.994 un a gantsn tog gezukht Masha Rolnikaite 1549.994 1550.986 di mamen. Masha Rolnikaite 1551.415 1555.495 nor tsu mayn mazl, fun dortn hot men aroysgeho- eh, -gehoybn ale Masha Rolnikaite 1555.495 1557.437 litvishe un poylishe Masha Rolnikaite 1557.437 1559.529 eh aynvoyner. zey hot men gegebn Masha Rolnikaite 1559.529 1561.416 mit di, di dires, di yidishe. Masha Rolnikaite 1561.455 1563.086 hob ikh dortn getrofn Masha Rolnikaite 1563.177 1567.544 undzere... zi iz geven, eyn tsayt iz zi geven bay undz, uhm, Masha Rolnikaite 1567.544 1571.355 nu, zi hot gefirt di virtshaft, a hoyz-froy, a kekhin. zi flegt helfn mamen, Masha Rolnikaite 1571.479 1572.992 fun dest vegn, fir kinder. Masha Rolnikaite 1573.082 1574.986 <PRANĖ>. zog ikh, "<PRANĖ>, Masha Rolnikaite 1574.986 1576.462 gey avek tsu undz Masha Rolnikaite 1576.462 1579.016 in shtub un zog az ikh bin do in geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1579.579 1581.412 ikh ken nit gefinen di mamen." Masha Rolnikaite 1582.802 1586.373 iz, un <PRANĖ>, zey hot men gegebn, di, di, di litviner hot men gegebn Masha Rolnikaite 1586.633 1588.618 tsk a ferd mit a vogn aroystsufirn. Masha Rolnikaite 1588.658 1593.022 un zi iz geforn tsvey mol. meyle, nokh dem hob ikh zikh dervust az di mame iz fort in ershte geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1593.805 1599.958 un d- un dan hot men glaykh geshafn a geto-politsey, un der <m- m-> shef fun geto-politsey iz gevorn GENSAS. Masha Rolnikaite 1601.128 1605.285 un er hot b- b- bakumen... s'iz zeyer a, a figur zeyer a Masha Rolnikaite 1605.285 1610.201 shver, mit eyn vort, un nit, un nit dos iz mayn tsil, tsu zikh funanderklaybn vos dos iz geven far a figur... Masha Rolnikaite 1610.241 1615.702 nor er hot, eh, b- di ershte teg hot er bakumen a <bal->, a derloybenish bay di daytshn, Masha Rolnikaite 1615.759 1619.856 hm, az men zol, uh, fareynikn di mishpokhes velkhe... Masha Rolnikaite 1619.856 1623.991 er hot UNK gezogt az di ver es hobn kroyvim in ershte geto kenen zikh baytn. Masha Rolnikaite 1623.991 1629.472 un m'hot undz oykh durkh biksn aribergefirt in di ershte geto, un dortn iz shoyn geven di mame mit di shvester. Masha Rolnikaite 1629.495 1630.901 mir hobn zikh getrofn. Masha Rolnikaite 1630.901 1632.763 un azoy hot zikh ongehoybn, Masha Rolnikaite 1633.275 1634.619 hm, der lebn Masha Rolnikaite 1634.659 1637.083 in geto. "lebn" ken men dos nit onrufn, Masha Rolnikaite 1637.781 1639.327 nor der zayn in geto. Masha Rolnikaite 1640.008 1645.672 di gantse historye fun geto iz shver ibertsukhazern, vi azoy s'iz gegangen di sim- sistematishe umkumen. Masha Rolnikaite 1645.763 1650.813 fun onfang iz geven azoy: az m'vet, uh, lozn lebn nor di velkhe arbetn. Masha Rolnikaite 1651.112 1655.159 fun geto hot men aroysgelozn nor durkh a kleynem, a kleyne tirl. es iz geven Masha Rolnikaite 1655.159 1655.691 a- eh, Masha Rolnikaite 1655.691 1657.866 arum un arum zaynen geven hoykhe vent, Masha Rolnikaite 1657.866 1662.463 nor eyne iz geven a toyer. der toyer flegt zikh efenen nor az me fleg darfn aroysforn un araynfirn. Masha Rolnikaite 1662.621 1666.537 un azoy iz dos geven nor a, a kleyner, a kleyner toyer. Masha Rolnikaite 1666.537 1672.352 fun yener zayt flegn shteyn dortn daytshn oder litviner fun di fabrikn, velkhe darfn yidishe arbets-kraft, Masha Rolnikaite 1672.982 1675.518 un ale hobn zikh gerisn aroysgeyn oyf der arbet, Masha Rolnikaite 1675.518 1677.65 kedey tsu krign dem AUSWEIS, Masha Rolnikaite 1678.112 1682.476 vayle bay nakht a kontrol, ver es hot nit dem oysvayz, mit di mishpokhe firt men... Masha Rolnikaite 1682.533 1684.884 di ershte tsayt hot men gezogt az me firt in, Masha Rolnikaite 1684.884 1690.559 uh, in lit- litviner rufn dos PANERIAI, nor in yidish iz geven di alte poylishe Ponar, Masha Rolnikaite 1690.937 1693.243 un ale lider zaynen alts in Ponar, Masha Rolnikaite 1693.35 1694.441 vegn Ponar. Masha Rolnikaite 1694.532 1702.001 hot men gezogt az dortn iz an arbets-lager, ober g-, zeyer gikh hobn mir zikh dervust az dortn iz nito keyn arbets-lager, az dortn zaynen do griber, un me shist. Masha Rolnikaite 1703.053 1705.1 di mame hot farshtanen, Masha Rolnikaite 1705.1 1707.384 oder imetser hot ir dos, uh, untergezogt, Masha Rolnikaite 1707.424 1712.663 zikh farshraybn az zi iz a shnayderke, vayle m'hot gedarft hobn nor arbeter, nor FACHARBEITER. Masha Rolnikaite 1712.773 1716.682 hot men ir genumen, iz zi arayngefaln in a pal- pelts-fabrik, un zi hot gekrogn Masha Rolnikaite 1717.077 1719.669 ot dem AUSWEIS, az zi arbet. Masha Rolnikaite 1719.709 1724.017 iz bay nakht, az s'iz geven di kontrol, mir di fir kinder, azoy zaynen mir geblibn lebn. Masha Rolnikaite 1724.017 1729.282 in a gevise tsayt arum hot men gezogt az me darf hobn nor, nor FACHARBEITER, gute, s'heyst di vos hobn Masha Rolnikaite 1729.282 1732.91 stam geramt di, di gasn, oder d-... di darf men nit hobn. Masha Rolnikaite 1732.91 1734.682 nor azoy vi di mame iz geven Masha Rolnikaite 1734.682 1737.439 a shnayderke, zey hobn gen- dos iz in a pelts-fabrik, Masha Rolnikaite 1737.681 1739.953 un di daytshn hobn gefrorn oyfn front, Hershey Felder 1739.588 1740.507 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1740.111 1748.401 iz dortn iz geven nokh, uh, hot men g- hot men gedarft zey s- d- di n- vikh- di, di, zeyer, zey, eh, zaynen geven farinteresirt, zey zoln hobn di yidishe ar-, arbeter. Masha Rolnikaite 1748.401 1750.753 hot zi gekrogn dem shtempele FACHARBEITER. Masha Rolnikaite 1751.62 1754.938 zaynen mir vider oyf a por monat ge- ge- geblibn lebn. Masha Rolnikaite 1755.096 1756.729 nokh dem iz geven, Masha Rolnikaite 1756.729 1759.743 eh, ikh hob do gebrakht andere fotografyes, nit ale, Masha Rolnikaite 1759.743 1763.732 nor in shtub hob ikh. nit undzere. mayne hob ikh nit gefunen, ober nokhn krig hob ikh gefunen Masha Rolnikaite 1763.732 1771.762 un ge- farshteyt zikh, mayn shtub iz nit YAD-VASHEM, nor a groysn, a groysn albom mit dokumentn, dermit vos ikh hob gekent Masha Rolnikaite 1771.87 1773.866 eh oyfklaybn. Hershey Felder 1773.553 1774.057 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1773.866 1776.341 "JUDE," di gele late. "OST," Masha Rolnikaite 1776.341 1779.271 OSTARBEITER, dos iz di nit-yidn vos m'hot aroysgefirt. Masha Rolnikaite 1779.271 1782.815 uh, dem, a, a blekhele vos mir hobn getrogn. azelkhe zakhn hob ikh. Masha Rolnikaite 1783.918 1789.177 un nokh dem hot men gezogt az me lozt nor gute FACHARBEITER, di gikh- gute FACHARBEITER veln krign Masha Rolnikaite 1789.386 1794.392 dray, nor dray toyznt arbeter. dos iz umgefer a dritl fun ale aynvoyner fun g- fun ale arbeter. Masha Rolnikaite 1794.745 1798.611 vider hot geholfn, got hot geholfn, az di mame hot gekrogn dem Masha Rolnikaite 1798.971 1801.06 FACHARBEITERAUSWEIS, nor Masha Rolnikaite 1801.06 1805.227 tsum FACHARBEITERAUSWEIS hot men gemegt hobn, dos heyst, tsushraybn, hot dos geheysn, Masha Rolnikaite 1805.227 1807.802 a man oder a vayb un kinder biz zibetsn yor. Masha Rolnikaite 1807.802 1810.558 di shvester hot <zi> farshribn mit a, uh, yor yinger. Masha Rolnikaite 1810.682 1813.615 a gantse nakht iz gegangen di registratsye un undz, Masha Rolnikaite 1813.615 1814.847 dos heyst di Masha Rolnikaite 1814.847 1818.231 eh mitglider fun der mishpokhe velkhe hobn rekht tsu lebn, Masha Rolnikaite 1818.231 1819.463 hot men aroysgegebn Masha Rolnikaite 1819.463 1820.649 bloye numerlekh. Hershey Felder 1820.588 1821.37 mhm. Masha Rolnikaite 1820.757 1821.574 <biz s->